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Heather Hunter's Delusional MySpace Profile
Hailed as this generations most revered sexual icons, Heather Hunter has proven for over a decade that she is more than a pretty face with skills in the erotic. Heather is the first African-American woman to boldly cross racial barriers into mainstream entertainment through adult film. Recognized by her loyal cult of fans and referenced in songs by heavy-weight rappers like Lil Kim, LL Cool J, Snoop Dogg and collaborating with Tupac Shakur, Double H has lent a strong hand in smashing taboos and leading the charge of sexual liberation. I never really thought about it when I was doing it Heather admits. I just knew what I wanted to do and made it happen. Thats just how I am.
Fred writes:
Sir--
I'm glad to see that she has not allowed success to go to her head.
On a more serious note, query how much of her own BS she believes?
All of it.
Nate emails:
Does it come as any surprise that I have not only never even heard of Heather Hunter, but find her to be wholly unattractive?
I'd rather see the Queens of Comedy lube themselves up with bacon grease and roll around on stage screaming racially obscene jokes amidst moans of pleasure from stuffing their faces with In N Out burgers, than see Heather in a scene or hear her sing a song. At least with the former, only my eyes will bust out of my head. With Heather, I'm sure my brain would implode on itself, as it would be pulled by the black hole of her massive unwarrented ego.
Fred writes:
Definition of Narcissistic Personality Disorder (DSMIV):
1. An exaggerated sense of self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents, expects to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements)
2. Preoccupation with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love
3. Believes he is "special" and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions)
4. Requires excessive admiration
5. Has a sense of entitlement
6. Selfishly takes advantage of others to achieve his own ends
7. Lacks empathy
8. Is often envious of others or believes that others are envious of him
9. Shows arrogant, haughty, patronizing, or contemptuous behaviors or attitudes
Do you suppose this is Ms. Hunter's problem? Or is her outrageous self-aggrandizing simply a) a psychological defense mechanism unlreated to NPD; or b) idiocy?
What percentage of porn actresses display this sort of symptom? What about male porn actors?
By the way, I, the great Fred, am happy to share with you and other lesser mortals my great insight, although I am the only person can truly grasp and appreciate its significance. You are all, however, invited to pay homage to me.
Ugly George Almost Booted From National Association Of Broadcasters Convention At The Jarvits Center In New York
He calls me Oct 24 to talk about his forthcoming documentary. "I survived because of my most dangerous weapon -- my camera."
He says he ran into 1970s porn star Sue Nero the other day.
Robbye Bentley Runs Into XBiz Holly
Robbye emails:
i was in vegas a couple of weekends ago, and i was at tao as a guest for Michelle Trachtenberg's 21st birthday. i was in the bathroom, and ran into holly from xbiz. i say hello, and she basically pretends like she doesn't know me. she said, "robbye, who?" i reminded her, and then i ask her for contact info, and she doesn't have a card on her...so she tells me to contact norman. she knows i don't talk to him anymore. WTF?
i have know holly for at least 4 years. she has interviewed me for an internet radio show, and she has gone out with norman and i several times for dinner and such. xbiz has even given Matrix Content the "best content provider" award twice, while i was still with the company and on good terms with both norman and xbiz. this meeting in the bathroon was quite insulting and unprofessional of her, to say the least. i'm sure xbiz has made quite enough money off of my photography for her to remember who i am.
on another note, life is great. i have a new love, and i'm starting up photography again. that last encounter with holly, who i always thought was "professional" was enough to prove what i already know...people are fake, and they are all about politics...not talent.
Dr. Luke
Luke, I was looking for something on google that I had written and came across the below article from Setgo.com. It was three and a half years ago that I had written about how wonderful Heidi Pike was and that you were wrong for what you said about her. I want to apologize to you for my ignorant comments ( although you did solicit them). At the time I had just become aquainted with Heidi through a ton of friendly IM's and emails we had exchanged. She was fun, funny, flirtatious and she came across as a sweet, hardworking girl. After I got to know her better, things changed when I learned of her "standards of friendship", (while she worked at AVN) basically if you kiss her ass, she will help you, your company, your movie whatever with publicity. If you don't treat her like the princess she thought she was, you can forget any mention of your stuff if she can help it. And speaking from personal experience, if you don't do EXACTLY what she tells you to do, don't expect her to even answer your phone calls, e-mails or IM's. We went from being friends ( I thought) to my immediate excommunication from her circle the minute she asked told me to do something ( that had nothing to do with our working relationship) and I told her I couldn't do it. I didn't think at the time it was a big deal until I tried to IM her about 10 times when I could see that she was online and she just ignored me or gave me a terse three word answer. If I had an important question that I e-mailed her, i got the same kind of response.
Sorry Luke. When I am wrong. I am wrong. To be clear- NONE of this had anything to do directly with AVN or the powers that be there. The bigwigs there did and still do treat me wonderfully. And although some of you may not agree, I like Mike, Mark, Dan, Paul etc..., and think that AVN is a huge asset to the adult community. Paul is one of the nicest, sweetest, down to earth people I have ever met, and a true caring friend.
From the archives of setgo.com, for June 30, 2003:
RE:I was on the set of Tom Zupko's shoot Opera a few months ago. Heidi Pike-Johnson first sent over the production manager, the porn star Papillon, to tell me not to take photos of her. Later, she sent Papillon over again to tell me to not even approach her or to say a word to her. What kind of neurotic does something like that? A few minutes later, Heidi Pike-Johnson got me kicked off the set. What's The Scoop On Heidi Pike-Johnson?
Cindi Loftus writes: "[DUC], Just my two cents worth. It sounds like your feelings were hurt when Heidi didn't talk to you on the set. You felt that she wasn't treating you like a fellow journalist. To alot of people you are not an industry friendly person, and they want to stay away from you. You decided That Heidi didn't like you and you decided to knock her down a peg or two. This is the kind of crap you find in "The Globe." I have alot of respect for Heidi. She takes her job very seriously. She works hard to acheive her own high standards. She is an excellent writer. (and I do have experience in this department), and a nice person. [DUC], I think you went overboard picking on someone who didn't deserve to be picked on."
I Was Seduced By A Gay Movie!
I was dreading Brokeback Mountain but I checked it out of the library Tuesday and forced myself to watch it (with my remote in hand so I could fast-forward past the man-on-man action) because it's an important part of our culture.
The film started slowly and 15 minutes in I resumed work on my computer, letting it play in the background. Then a beautiful woman entered the picture and got naked.
Giving Brokeback Mountain my full attention, I was gradually overtaken by its unexpected power.
I agree with Anthony Lane: "Any attempt to promote this as an issue movie, gripped by an agenda, feels badly misplaced; the only issue here is the oldest and most sorrowful one of all."
I would feel so much stronger in my masculinity right now if I knew Dennis Prager liked the movie too.
Let me email Dennis. Let me keep it short. Let me keep it sweet. "I really liked this movie but I am afraid of telling anyone in case they think I'm gay. I am sure that if I could just say that you liked it too, what a wonderful world it would be."
I conclude that this film is worthy of all its acclaim (though I understand why most heterosexual men will not want to see it).
My one quibble with this film in particular and American cinema in general -- you don't have to be so obvious with your pictures of emotion. You don't have to show people crying or retching or throwing themselves about to convey strong emotion. Brokeback Mountain would've been stronger without these displays.
I'm counting down the minutes now until Mike Albo emails: "You, sir, are a fag."
Diego emails:
Luke,
Long time no write to. I don't have any hangups regarding homo-ness, it just isn't part of my life, doesn't bother me one way or another. What does bother me is bad movies. I saw BrokeDick Mountin' (heh, heh) in the theater and was blown away by the power of the movie. The retching, etc. didn't seem out of proportion with regards to the characters, I thought for the most part it was a very quiet, mature, powerfully strong movie.
Most people, male and female, laughed at me when I told them I saw it. I was astounded at the complete lack of maturity of everyone around me. I told them it will win the Oscar, hands down. Apparently, my friends aren't the only intolerant, immature people around, amazing. Hell, I forced my boss at the time, a 49 yr old male from Oklahoma to see it with me. I had to yell at him, "Dude, I'm not fucking gay, you're not fucking gay, it's getting great reviews, stop being such a fag and let's go" (heh, heh). He said "It was good", I told him "I told you so".
I think I've recommended some of these movies to you before, but I'll do it again (in no particular order): Y Tu Mama Tambien, Amores Perros, City of God, Irreversible(fuckin' sick, but powerful), Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, Dead Man, Good Night Good Luck, Syriana, History of Violence, Munich, District B13, Batman Begins, any movie directed by Akira Kurosawa, and tons more I can't even think of right now.
As far as TV: Millenium (all 3 seasons, probably my all time favorite TV show, so ahead of it's time), currently watching Brisco County Jr., Rescue Me, Nip Tuck, Heroes.
Anyways, point is don't let your personal hangups get in the way. If we as consumers spend money on quality entertainment, maybe, just maybe, we'll get more in return. But judging from the reactions of everyone around me, I doubt it.
Pornography: The Secret History of Civilisation
Houston Don emails:
I think you're mistaken about the following comment: "No pornographic movie rates as a good movie because no porn film would rank among the 10,000 best films ever made."
There are a number of examples where porn movies, be they parodies (an area where porn excels), features (the blockbusters or classic titles in particular), or even the garden variety vignette/gonzo releases, are far better than your rating system would allow for. I submit that based on the comment you made, you've either seen too few pornographic movies or have a rating system that defies what most people would agree to.
I'll be the first to admit that the vast majority of porn is designed to be forgotten a few months after the titles come out but there are exceptions to every rule and you'd do well to seek a few of the "better" titles out before making such all encompassing statements like that.
Setting the bar at 10,000 made this one easy. The first 1000 were all titles that I'd reserve for the classics and classic directors including Kurosawa, Wells, Spielberg, Lucas, Ford, Chaplin, Fellini, Hughes, and many others (they might actually comprise the first two or three thousand as I think of it). The quality of movies drops off pretty quickly after that point which was why I spoke up in the first place (I don't agree that Deep Throat, Devil in Miss Jones, or numerous other classic porn titles are as good as some seem to think though). In my mind, for a porno to "work" as a "good movie" compared to mainstream movies, it has to transcend the purely sexual aspects of the genre, typically making something less appealing strictly as a porno but making for a more entertaining movie.
Here are a few relatively recent examples, leaving alone the golden age titles for now:
Emperor: Paul Thomas pays tribute to Fellini as well as takes an introspective look at his own life in a barely disguised look at his own life.
The Visitors: Michael Raven provided a spooky flick every bit as creepy as your usual mainstream horror movie but with enough flair to rise above many of them.
Space Nuts: Jonathan Morgan is every bit as funny as Mel Brooks, beating the legendary director at his own game with this send up to almost every science fiction movie made in the last twenty years (his movie Camp Cuddly Pines is also great).
Rendevous: David Stanley's tribute to the romantic comedies of yeasteryear updated with a lot of snap.
Loaded or Rush: Both interesting crime dramas that surpass many mainstream efforts even without the sex.
Love & Bullets: Veronica Hart's take on the War of the Roses
Tyrus writes:
"Jonathan Morgan is every bit as funny as Mel Brooks" -- that may be the dumbest comment of the year. Jonathan Morgan isn't as funny as Tracy Morgan, let alone Mel Brooks, who is among the pantheon of all-time comedy writers (Brooks, Richard Pryor, Woody Allen, et al). Like most people in this business, if they were really brilliantly talented at something, they would be doing it, and wouldn't be mired in the fringe successes of adult.
Don: "The obvious comparision was to Brooks' Spaceballs, a movie that for many of the director's fans was where he completely jumped the shark into oblivion. While his movies were fine in the 1970's, later efforts were not nearly as kind, including Spaceballs. Morgan's sci-fi comedy Space Nuts probably cost less then a week's catering budget to the mainstream title and joke for joke, homage for homage, beat it down like an unwanted, redheaded stepchild. Now that he mentions it, Brooks would be perfect for porn considering his track record as an actor, director, and writer over the last 30 years."
I email: "Dear Mr. Cambria, I understand you were at an industry meeting with the FBI a few weeks ago about 2257 inspections. Do you have an opinion on how the FBI is conducting itself with these inspections and how much the industry has to fear? I assume you are confident that your clients are all compliant with 2257 or is there too much grey area in these matters to know?"
Paul replies: "I represented several companies at the meeting. It went well in the sense that the FBI would like it to go smoothly, but they made it clear that if there were violations they would be reporting them to DOJ.I think we made some important inroads which will benefit the industry as a whole however but each producer and secondary producer should contact their attorney of choice for guidance in this very complicated area."
Who Is Roger Pipe?
AVN Senior Editor Mike Albo emails:
Interesting stuff from Roger Pipe. I've only been here at AVN for about a year now, and, in that time, I've not heard one person even mention Mr. Pipe, let alone in the type of dismissive and hateful tone to which he refers. In fact, when I asked, "Who's Roger Pipe?" this morning, all the responses were along the lines of "He's a reviewer on the Internet." That's it. No snide or hurtful comments at all.
As far as Mr. Pipe's assertion that those of us who took Luke to task for posting the erroneous story that AVN had been sold to Playboy, the real reason had more to do with Luke refusing to post a correction in light of the facts and his shoddy journalism than anything else. ("I have better things to do with my life than post corrections," I believe was Luke's weak response.)
In the office chatter among AVN staffers regarding our various e-mails to Luke on this subject, I never heard anyone bring up the topic of religion: Luke's, that of people in the business, or our own. I'm baffled why some folks feel a porn-oriented website is a good place to discuss what should be a highly personal subject.
Don emails me: "Hi Luke! I forgot to ask, do you think the staffers at AVN hate you because of their anti-religious zealotry? I figured I'd ask you for your opinion on the matter since they're not particularly communicative these days, especially since their blog was taken down to prevent outside comments."
AVN's Mike Ramone emails:
Luke, at least on the following point you’re consistent: you’re religious and you hate porn. But going by their e-mails, Roger T. Pipe and Don and many others apparently are religious and like porn, an inconsistent mixture I always find amusing. For, after all, I really can’t think of any mainstream religion (or cult, for that matter) that condones adult material. Maybe Pipe and Don can explain how they reconcile their religious beliefs with their fondness for jacking it to XXX, be it soft and pretty like Andrew Blake or down and dirty like Cum Fart Cocktails. The ability of “believers” to rationalize their behavior as somehow being consistent with their religions really is a, excuse the pun, bottomless pit.
By the way, in this post 9-11 world, questioning the lunacy of organized religion – be it Islam, Christianity, Judaism, Buddhism or Scientology – isn’t “hate speech,” it’s a moral imperative. Pipe might want to read Sam Harris’ The End of Faith for a little free thinking enlightenment.
Don answers: "I can't speak for Roger but I'm not religious, nor do I pretend to be. That he would assume as much based on my question is indicative of the kind of bunker mentality extremists of ALL types seem to have. Just because I'm not religious doesn't mean I can't respect that other people believe their respective faiths and act according to them. Roger pointed out something that others have noticed in the past about the anti-religious zealotry of some AVN staffers; a zealotry that seems to fuel their fire against you and those they so much as perceive to detect the "taint" of religion on. While I'm sure that covering porn for a living must be tough on them, why do they fail to understand that aggressively attacking religion is a sure way to convert moderates into anti-porn extremists that have the Kool aid mentality so destructive to the rest of the industry?"
Please Pray For Taryn Thomas
On Playboy radio Monday night, Penny Flame said she heard from Taryn's brother that Taryn had checked herself into the looney bin.
Monstar emails:
Dear Luke, I know you "have more important things to do with my life than post corrections." BUT.... I just got off the phone with a certain Miss Taryn Thomas, ya know...the one you state has checked herself into a "Looney Bin"? Well, she is not. I got off the phone with her as she was on her way to a class in Arizona. Com'on dood. I expect more from you than that. P.s. be a pal and sucker punch your source for me. Thanks.
she just texted me @ 3:50 pm: "In a looney bin? who the fuck posted that??? I'm on the way to fuckin' school!!!" she then called me and, no, she is not in a "looney bin" luke is wrong again. is anyone surprised? when he wrote some false shit about stormy, i called him on it and he said "well i e-mailed her and she didn't respond..." which of course, must mean it's TRUE! /sarcasm. but even a retarded 3rd grader will note that she logged onto her myspace profile today. i'm pretty sure they don't let you myspace in a "looney bin." let us not pray for taryn as much as we shopuld pray for luke's fact checking...i can hear the avn'ers laughing @ him right now.
Lexi Bardot's Upper Abdomen Scar
Angri writes:
Greetings great and noble High Priest of moral condescension!! I could've just posed this question to the school of savage piranhas that passes for XPT these days, but decency and discretion got the better of me and I decided to go the more subtle route. So I'm asking you ( if that can honestly be called "subtle"? ) I've always been curious about the rather gruesome scar on Lexi Bardot's upper abdomen. A perfunctory Google search failed to yield any info, so I figured you may have heard the lurid tale behind this ghastly deformity!! Don't let me down Dick Tracy!
Childhood surgery?... Drunken knife fight with a disgruntled hooker?... Or the unfortunate result of not paying attention during Sex Ed lecture on "The proper way to remove your diaphragm"...?!
Documentary American Cannibal Gets Theatrical Distribution
It is set for a February release.
The documentary about reality TV prominently features porn and pornographers.
The Effects of Lust
I have seen the effects of lust first hand. I have had men emailing me for years some married, some single. I have some that would write me erotic stories and poems everyday. I have some that claimed to worship me. I always tried to be careful what I would say to these men because I felt they were fragile and just needing some attention. I thought I was doing something good by providing a lonely person some attention in the form of a nice email back. I now realize that I was a crutch for them.
Mike Genung writes:
Our culture says that pornography, promiscuity and adultery are harmless fun. Some psychologists say lust is healthy. Many use pornography thinking theyre not hurting anyone because its just me and pictures. Husbands and fathers think theyre not corrupting their wives and children because the wife and kids dont see what Im doing. Singles think theyre not hurting anyone because theyre not married. But sex addiction has devastating effects on the struggler with lust and those around him. What the sex addict can't see is that: Lust is his master.
Michael Jordan At Berlin Sex Expo?
Brazilian porn star, Dunia Montenegro, based in Spain, blogs: "The best of the expo? Met basketball player Michael Jordan, with all the champagne i drink I think it was a dream. But the turn off was his gorilla-bodygard who didn't allow Salma de Nora, Evelyn Pink (other pornstars) and me to take photos with Michael."
Trial to Start in Caballero Copyright Lawsuit
Sunshine, along with fellow defendants Odyssey Video Group and Sunshine Operations Manager Joseph Shemesh and Rita Shemesh Duak, an officer with the company, said in documents that Rodax had rights that covered only one-hour videocassettes and film and not DVD, since that format was not outlined in its 1993 contract with Caballero Control.
Jack writes:
Imagine this theory; That Sunshine and danny mamain have entered into a money stash game. With all those heavy 2257 violation fines on the horizon I wonder why Yoseph and Rita want to now go to court, where as a few weeks ago they where about to settle. A long, drawn-out lawsuit will be the perfect excuse for hundreds of thousands, if not millions of dollars to evaporate, just a scant months before the USDOJ starts freezing assets. If I worked at the USDOJ and my main gig was to follow the money and make sure that the 2257 non-complainant organizations paid the maximum fine, my main objective when it comes to the Sunshine would be to look at the Sunshine-Caballero “civil suit” and look at all there interesting wire transfers all over the planet. Second thing for the up and comings at the USDOJ might do is request a full report from the NSA on why the children of these companies actually transferred the ownership of these companies to there children, then either got them out of the country or some real funky passports, with even more funky DOB’s so that when the shit hit’s the fan it will be the kids euro-trashing it up rather than leaving shekels around for the DOJ to seize under RICO. Just a nutty notion. Maybe the feds would follow threw with the idea. Who knows, again I have no personal knowledge and I am not recommending that anyone commit any crimes. Okay, all my loony theories aside you think that the feds are really out for game or is this just business as usual? I know that it is standard fair that someone has to do some time in these vast cases, but do you think it will be individuals like Yoseph, Mamain, Skura, Hirsh, etc. or do you think it will just be the standard junkie flunky fair of the Max Hardcores and Rob Blacks. Do you think this could be a master power grab from the likes of LFP? Or am I giving way to much credit to too many?
AVN Vs. God
Roger Pipe (the Bernard Goldberg of porn) writes:
I’ve been watching the back and forth over on LukeIsBack.com and find it interesting. Clearly Luke doesn’t have a lot of friends at AVN. I don’t either for that matter. I’ve heard over the years that more than a few key players there (Though apparently not Paul) either hate me outright, have a complete lack of respect for me and in on case would like to kick my ass. This current round of bitterness seems to center around Luke posting a rumor that AVN had allegedly been sold. Of course it could also have to do with the fact that Luke has taken to posting blogs and emails from some former porners turned Christian activists. That can’t sit well with a few of the more vocally anti-religious writers at the magazine. I tend to stay out of things because there are certainly those in the Christian (And other religious) community who would happily shut down the entire adult entertainment industry. It can’t be easy to face that kind of extremism every day and keep your cool, but most of the writing by certain AVN’ers shows an attitude that is intensely anti-Christian. It is so blatant that it shocks me when they try to deny it. I’m still trying to figure out why. At any rate, Luke is running pieces written by the former porners and then posting responses. You can probably imagine the sort of response a Born Again former porner is going to get. What would porn be without drama eh? What was my point? Just that there is drama I guess and that he is pitting some very religious people against a few who are vehemently opposed to (and perhaps even afraid of) anyone who differs spiritually. I see that kind of stuff as hate speech and I’m not sure what good it really does.
Roxetta Vs. Mickey G Michael Wilkins
From Adultfyi.com in early Sept:
It all began last Friday when Roxetta called in to KSEX on air claiming that Mickey G was coming after her with meat cleavers and that Mickey G allegedly blinded her current boyfriend Ken with battery acid.
Jewel DeNyle Feuding With Her Mother Debbie Schwartz (DeBella)
I thought i would introduce myself again with a new picture. I don't think I look like a crack whore!!!! The producers from Howard Stern Show has asked Jewel and me to be on the show what do you think? I just want to make peace and get it all out in the open. It really hurts to hear my daughter is saying bad things about me. I have always supported her throughout her career and I love her with all my heart.
AS A FAMILY WE SPOKE BEFORE I STARTED, SHE HAD NO PROBLEM WITH IT. HER STATEMENT WAS "WHY THE HELL DO I CARE I DID IT"
MY DAUGHTER WAS OK WITH IT FROM THE BEGINNING AND I DO GIVE A SHIT, I LOVE HER AND ALL I WANT IS THE SUPPORT GIVEN TO ME LIKE I SUPPORTED HER DURING HER ACTING CAREER AND NOW.
I will not be going on the show with my mom nor will I ever have anything to do with her again she's dead to me. I was fine with her doing porn up until she started throwing it in my face and talking to me about her scenes that is not right and it's something she should of kept to herself and then I would of been more caring but riding my coat tails makes her look plain stupid and she doesn't realize is people aren't laughing with her but at her. Get a clue and stop using my name bitch to get attetion. Poor excuse of a mother I wish she were dead.
BTW you look sick in your photo like a crack whore and your age shows along with your tits down to your knees.
I did support her career until she rubbed my nose in her business stuff when I made it very clear to her I didn't need to hear or know about it as it's not appropriate. She brought this on herself and is an ass for doing so. And as for my stepfather [Larry Schwarz] well he's been made a fool and is a total wimp when it comes to my mom he has no backbone and I cannot respect that. He lost his job in politics that I took the liberty of trying to cover up for him because he slept with his 16 year old adopted daughter [Jewel's step-sister] and it was found out among his colleges. They raided their home and took everything including his questionable porn. So I started PXP to give them both a job to avoid the scandal they were facing back in Colorado and put all my savings into a company to get them back on their feet and this is my payback. Total losers in my eyes the both of them and I'm not going to support or protect them anymore he's a child molester and she's a laughing stalk drug user. Sorry but the truth hurts and I could go so much further don't even get me started. Put yourself in my shoes and ask yourself is this really fair to me after I've worked so hard to do right by my family.
JRV posts: "I'm sure every girl in porn wishes they got this much support from their family when they decided to start performing."
AN OPEN LETTER TO MY DAUGHTER JEWEL
AT NEARLY 50 YEARSOF MY LIFE, ONE LESSON LEARNED IS THATWE ALL MUST MAKE OUR OWN CHOICES AS TO HOW WE LIVE OUR LIVES AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR OUR OWN CHOICES. AS "JEWEL" MADE HER CHOICES IN LIFE, I CONTINUALLY STOOD BY HER AND LOVED HER REGARDSLESS.
ANOTHER OBVIOUSLY LESSON LEARNED HAS BEEN THAT SAME TIME NATURE PLAYS SOME FUNNY TRICKS ON A MOTHERDS BREAST FROM HAVE A BABY OVER 30 YEARS AGO, PLUS GRAVITY. MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE THAT "FIXED" TOO ALSO WHEN I HAVE THE TUMMY TUCK I HAVE BEEN WORKING TO HAVE DONE, ALSO DESIRED BECAUSE OF THE MANY STRETCH MARKS I HAVE CARRIED FROM GIVING BIRTH. GUESS I'LL HAVE TO PERFORM EVEN LONGERTHAN FIRST PLANNED TO EARN ENOUGH TO DO THOSE TOO. OH, AND THE EYES NOW WILL TAKE EVEN LONGER.
PERSONALLY, I CHOOSE TO REMEMBER AND LOVE THE DAUGHTER I TOOK TO AND FROMGYMNASTICS TRAINING FOR NEARLY 14 YEARS; THE DAUGHTER I HAVE A PICTURE OF AT AGE 3 IN HER GREAT GRANDMOTHERS DRESS; THE ONE WHO TRAVELEDWITH US ALL OVER THIS FREE NATIONTO THE BEST OF HOTELS, RESTAURANTS AND PARKS; WHOSTOOD BY HER FATHER IN THE STATE CAPITAL WHEN HE WASSWORN IN AS A FRESHMAN STAT REPRESENTATIVE; RIDING HER HORSES; HER FIRST CAR AT THE AGE OF 16; THE WEDDING WE PROVIDE WITH OVER 300 FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND THE HORSE DRAWN CARRIAGE; THE AWARD WINNING PERFORMER; AND MANY MORE GOOD THING WE SHARED AND GAVE JOY IN MY LIFE. AS FOR ME, I HAVE A DEVOTED LOVING HUSBAND, A WONDERFULLY SUPPORTIVE OWNER, FELLOW EMPLOYEES AND A MANAGEMENT TEAMFROM RED LIGHT DISTRICT / PLATINUM X WHERE I AM SO HAPPY TO BE EMPLOYED, AND A LOT OF FRIENDS, FAMILY AND NOW HOPEFULLY FANS, SURROUNDINGME, SUPPORTING AND LOVING ME.
I AM DE'BELLA BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO BE AND AM ABSOLUTELY HAVING MORE FUN THAN I EVER HAVE BEFOR IN MY LIFE! EVEN QS DE'BELLA THOUGH, I REMAIN WHO I REALLY AM EITHER ON OR OFF CAMERA AND I AM DETERMINED TO NOT CHANGE BECAUSE ANYONE ELSE THINKS I SHOULD LIVE MY LIFE DIFFERENTLY. I HAVE "JEWEL" PICTURES IN MY OFFICEALONG WITH A SIGN THAT SAYS "PROUNDPARENTS OF A PORN STAR", AND BRAG ABOUT HER TO ALL WHO WILL LISTEN. tHERE ARE ALSO A LOT OF ADDITIONAL PICTURES OF OUR DAUGHTER IN HAPPIER TIMES. THEY WILL REMAIN THER, AND SHE IN MY HEART FOREVER UNTIL I DO IN FACT DIE, I WILL CONTINUE TO LOVE MY DAUGHTER, BUT IF "DEAD" IN HER EYES AT THIS MOMENT, WILL NOT WRITE OR SPEAK OF HER AGAIN IN ONE OF THESE PUBLIC FORUMS OR IN RELATION TO ME PERFORMINGAS DE'BELLA. ALIVE OR DEAD, MY LAST WORDS HERE AND ON MY DEATH BED ARE: I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEARTAND SOUL AND WILL FOR ETERNITY! PLEASE HAVE A HAPPY, HEALTHLY LIFE. LOVE MOM
Jewel responds: "Please do me a favor and pull the trigger bitch."
Bipp writes: "I think it is very important that they both get their feelings out there."
Jewel writes on ADT:
Yes it's painful and it eats at me everyday I've done all I can for my family and I can do no more as it's done nothing but backfire on me I lost my family and my company that I put all my hard earned cash and soul into. I've cried a river of tears and my heart is broken to never be repaired I'm bitter and beyond evil at this point. I wish this nightmare would end I'd rather my parents be dead then to live with what they bestow upon me. They are dead to me never to return or to be apart of my life.
What exactly does the parent of a porn star say when bragging about his or her child? "My little girl almost never dodges cum." "My little darling will do ATM even when there is visible fecal matter on that cock." "My little princess bled out of her ass while doing that double anal, but she didn't miss a beat and took a double anal creampie, let the baby batter drip into a martini glass, then refreshed herself with a big gulp of tasty double anal ass juice."
Four Shoots Busted By LAPD Last Week
For not having permits to shoot.
I asked one pornographer why he did not have a permit. "Because I was saving money to buy you a new car," he said.
Michelle Avanti Interview
I call Rob Spallone Monday afternoon.
Luke: "Just checking in."
Rob: "Just checking in? Didn't you have a conversation with a girl [Michelle Avanti]?"
Luke: "Yeah, I'm going to do it now. She didn't have much to say."
Rob: "She didn't tell you what Derek did to her?"
Luke: "Yeah."
Rob: "Are you on Derek's payroll?"
Luke: "Of course not."
Rob: "Well, I don't see any abuse.When I tell you to write something, you write, 'Rob Spallone told me to do this.'
"If you want anything from me, you better do the right thing, Luke.
"Listen, I want to read the article. I'll call you later."
Michelle calls me back Friday afternoon, Oct 20.
Michelle: "I was shooting with Rob. He said he was going to give Derek an agency fee. Derek didn't like that. I don't know if he and Rob don't get along.
"Tuesday night (Oct. 17) Derek came to the house and threw me out. He threw all my stuff in bags. He let me go.
"I was homeless.
"I had been with Derek since May and all I was was good to him.
"I'm now with World Modeling. I've got nine jobs already."
Luke: "When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?"
Michelle: "A doctor."
Luke: "How did family and friends react to your getting in the industry?"
Michelle: "They don't talk about it. When I go home, I'm the girl they know. When I'm here, I'm working."
James DiGiorgio Shot Racy Sections Of Holy Hottie
Holy Hottie is a documentary about Heather Veitch and her JC's Girls.
Bill Day, the producer/director of Missionary Positions (The XXXChurch documentary) was also the producer, director, and editor for this 1-hour show.
Your's truly is featured in Bill's Channel Four, Holy Hottie, documentary, plus I shot second-unit camera for some of the show's steamier stuff and provided a few other services.
According to Channel Four, Holy Hottie received a 9% share of television households for its airing. That means 1 in 9 people in Great Britain (who were watching the telly at the time) were tuned in to the Holy Hottie broadcast. Not bad for a documentary, no? Word is, Channel 4 is very pleased with these ratings. Congratulations Mr. Day!
I also hear Heather isn't too happy about the steamier stuff I shot. It consisted of 4 or 5 models, naked and semi-nude, shot on a set made to look like a strip club environment. While it included nudity, it didn't go further than that. I should also mention that full nudity is fairly common on British national television.Bill and I have some other projects in the works which involve various aspects of the sex trades that might end up on Channel Four. I'll keep you posted on developments.
Heather has a whole bunch of other projects on her plate, including a reality show and a possible book deal. It seems porn is sometimes more rewarding for those only indirectly involved rather than those who make their livings from it. Some might say that's God's way of rewarding the faithful, others might say it's the nature of the media beast.
Alternative Smut for the Silver Screen
Ever get the feeling that traditional hardcore is just plain boring? Then alt porn may be the genre for you. Goths, punks and skaters have emerged out of the Internet and into the cinema in Berlin's first ever porn film festival.
Holly Randall Picks Up A Hooker
When I was 17 years old, and had just graduated high school, my parents sent my boyfriend and I to Europe for three weeks as a graduation present. That trip was the beginning of my sexual awakening as a teenager-- and is started at our final stop in Amsterdam.
On our second to last night, after many beers and several joints, we decided to do what we'd been thinking about since we'd arrived: hiring a hooker in the Red Light District. Since my boyfriend at the time didn't have a lot of money (he ran out in the middle of our trip) I was left to pay for everything afterwards. I, too, was running low on cash so we couldn't afford the really beautiful girls. But, we didn't want to nab just some old dried up hag, so we actually shopped around. I'm not kidding—we'd approach a prostitute, ask for her rate, and then inquire as to her specialties, etc. A few got pretty annoyed when we told them we'd have a look around and perhaps come back later, but those were the kinds of girls who were having a slow day, and for obvious reasons.
Eventually we settled on a fairly plump black lady—I remember she smelled nice and insisted on putting a condom on my boyfriend before giving him a blowjob. I thought how disgusting that might taste, but I was thankful she was being careful. She refused to go down on me when my boyfriend asked her to—actually, it was more like she pretended not to hear. After a little while I gave up and just watched my boyfriend fuck the shit out of her. And honestly, that was the biggest turn on of the entire experience. It made me realize I didn't actually find girls sexually attractive, but watching my man plow this woman in a way that made me wonder how she was going to walk the next day—well, that was pretty hot. Afterwards, we felt like a couple of very sexually liberated individuals, and talked secretly and excitedly about having more threesomes when we got back home, but this time bringing another guy into the bedroom for my benefit. But like many people who travel to distant lands, we were caught up in that "travel fever" that one gets when you're in a totally alien city. It's the feeling that you can do anything you want, and not necessarily have the incident whisper it's way back home to your friends and family's horrified ears.
Back in LA, faced with day-to-day reality and the people we were actually thinking of bringing into our little tryst, the idea faded, and fast. The gossip and rumors that would engulf us-- if we were to in fact continue our debauchery in our hometown-- would be too embarrassing, too much for either of us to handle. Though we broke up soon after this trip, we still speak on the phone sometimes, and always have that experience in Amsterdam to remember. I wonder that if I ever went back, I would find that uninhibited girl that I left there? That crazy 17 year old who, like a child who had her lollypop taken from her, sullenly watched as the "real me" boarded the airplane and disappeared into the sky, returning to reality, and god forbid, the road to maturity. Would the ghost of my former self be lingering in the airport, waiting for my return? And if I did return, would she rush to me, only to be aghast at how much I'd changed, how stifled and, well, boring I'd become? I think that wild and crazy teenager still lives in me, and I know when she's going to reappear: in my (not conceived yet!) daughter when she grows up. Yikes.
David LeBeck writes Holly: "As for your unborn daughter, she'll be blessed with your loving stewardship and your amazing intellect, not to mention her own version of your surpassing beauty which you are singularly well equiped to help her understand. I think in the end she'll turn out just right."
Penthouse Pet Courtney Taylor On Cover Of Girls Of Penthouse
I first spoke to her in January.
Luke: "What's new?"
Courtney: "I got married in August [to a doctor].
"I have trust issues from being a model, though everywhere in the world you see married men hitting on you all the time. I kinda have a negative view of men. Getting hit on by married men all the time gives you a negative view. You see so many married men coming up to me at signings and making jokes, 'I can't show this to my wife.' Now that I'm wife... I never liked signing headshots when married men would act like that. When I hear the word 'wife,' I think of some frumpy woman. I don't want to be the stereotypical wife. From the way men talk, or comedians talk, it seems that as soon as you become a wife, you're automatically boring. Comedians say, 'I'm down in the basement masturbating...and it's not like I'm going to think about my wife when I'm masturbating.' As though that would be so horrendous. I don't want to be one of those women who the guy gets bored with. I get more excited by a person as I'm with them. Unfortunately, with men it seems that they get bored easily and start looking at models and younger women and masturbating to centerfolds in Penthouse magazine."
Luke: "Does he have trust issues with you being a model?"
Courtney: "He did. He wanted me to call him all the time at promotions. When I was at AVN [in Vegas in January], I was texting him all the time. Because I was good about that, now he totally trusts me."
Luke: "Have you known men with a porn addiction?"
Courtney: "Yes. A couple of men I dated. I would find all this porn on their computer. That's not exactly a turn on for me that the guy is a porn addict. Some women think that's cool, but not me. As long as they don't look at with me. You can look at my pictures. I have a website. I'll do anything. The porn addiction thing does creep me out.
"It's a double-edged sword. If a guy is a porn addict when he's single, he likes to masturbate a lot, which means he has a healthy sex drive. Ultimately that's good for the woman."
Luke: "It would be awful for a woman to find her man masturbating to pictures of another woman."
Courtney: "That's empathetic of you."
Luke: "Do you expect monogamy from your husband?"
Courtney: "Yeah. Nothing would devastate me more than to find out my husband had had an affair. I am so paranoid. I'm like a female version of Woody Allen. I told my husband before we got married that he better be serious, because if we get a divorce, I'm going to take more than half of everything he has. If I caught you cheating on me, not only would it devastate me, but I would take a baseball bat to your kneecaps. The last thing I need is to catch my husband having an affair. I would never do that."
"As a model, it's hard to make friends. Other girls don't want to go out with you because they fear their guy will look at you. That's why I'm not making friends, or maybe I'm just not a likeable person. But if they don't want to hang out with me because they think I'm pretty, that's unfortunate.
"I'm jealous and paranoid, but I hope I never turn into one of those women who gets jealous of her husband looking at other women, at young pretty women. We all age. I just hope that I never feel self-conscious about my husband and I going out and him hanging out in a room full of half-naked 20-year olds."
Luke: "How would you feel about your husband going to a stripclub and getting lapdances?"
Courtney: "I would not like that. I would not date someone like that. The guys who do that, especially if they have a girlfriend, they're usually cheeseballs. I can give a lapdance and strip for my husband. I have a lot of different looks. A lot of guys would say, 'Nobody wants to see their wife strip. They want to see something new.' I wouldn't want my husband to seek out a thrill from another girl."
"Instead of applying for medical school, I've decided that road might be too long for me and I might be too old by the time I finish my residency, so I am applying for law school and hope to get a PhD in Biology at the same time.
"I'm 31 years old. I thought I'd be a lot farther along in my education. I thought I'd have a doctorate degree by now. I keep getting sidetracked by things, especially modeling.
"I hope I don't have a bunch of females interviewing me for law school. If I say I'm a model, the next question will be, what kind of modeling did you do?"
Luke: "How was your wedding?"
Courtney: "The week before, my husband's parents came to stay. The mother was on the over-bearing side. I kept on wanting alone time. My husband kept reassuring me that I was doing the right thing in getting married. They were in the room right next to our room. We could hear them cough. We couldn't really talk. The night before the wedding, we got our own hotel room and we were up all night fighting. I was so nervous and he got offended that I was nervous."
Mr. Graser writes: "I don't know shit about Ms. Taylor. I followed your links and went to her web site [sexycourtney.com]. Sometime I like to see what your subjects look like. I got the worst virus I have ever experienced from Ms. Taylor's web site. I hope her husband frequently pleasures himself in his basement."
Ducati Productions Vs. Skeeter Kerkove
Ducati posts on XPT:
Attorneys for Ducati Productions have filed a lawsuit against Arland Kerkove, A.K.A. Skeeter Kerkove in Los Angeles Superior Court. Company owner Kevin Ducati discovered movie footage that was purchased under an exclusive contract with defendant Kerkove was also sold to another production house. In meetings with the company, it was further uncovered that one of the bonus scenes included in the contract was owned by them and that several models releases had been forged with Bridgette Kerkoves signature that were exact matches for defendant Arland Kerkove's signature. A second bonus scene included in the deal has been shelved pending further investigation of who may possibly have claims of ownership of that scene. Numerous attempts were made by Ducati to contact Kerkove to resolve the breach of contract. Kerkove chose to ignore the calls and made no attempt to contact Ducati Productions.
Skeeter emails: "It was reported today on adult fyi that Hillary Scott was paid for the movie Welcome To The Bunghole #2, produced on August 2nd 2005. However as of today October 23rd 2006 Hillary Scott still has not been paid. Kevin Ducati aka Kevin Rubio called Hillary Scott today and told her he would mail her the check, Hillary has had the same cell phone number for years, it is the same number on her model release. So after 14 months and 3 weeks it appears Kevin will pay Hillary Scott for the movie she is owed. I just hung up with Hillary, so she should receive the check within the next day or two. Once again, as of today, Hillary Scott has not been paid by Ducati Productions, however once she receives payment, you will be notified. Perhaps Gene must have misunderstood Kevin, reporting Hillary Scott had indeed been paid."
Kevin Rubio and Ducati Productions
A porn girl emails:
After reading Crystal's note on some sites I have decided that I really had to tell my own story. When I first got into the business, I was approached at AIM Healthcare by someone who informed me they were a producer/director. It appeared to me that he was also approaching other girls doing the same thing. It's probably why they have their "no soliciting" notices up now. I received a business card - Ducati Productions - and was asked to call if I was interested in working with his company. I later learned this was Kevin Rubio.
After we made contact, we talked about me coming over to shoot some photos that I could use on my web site. Well it turned into several sets of pictures and after I was very surprised he wanted a model release type paperwork since all along we had discussed it being for a web site featuring me and he was doing it as a favor to me to help me out. Why would he need a release? During the shoots he fucked me and I guess I was too naive to say no. So he got various photo sets (and maybe some video stuff that I can't recall right now), which I feel very confident have made their way to other web sites, with no payment or offer of payment made to me, and he fucked me. Having worked for other sites, I've received up to $1000 for doing the same types of photos - and never less than $800 - without getting fucked by a photographer/director.
Furthermore, in my opinion, the photos were not professional and I don't feel he was a professional photographer as he lead me to believe. I felt like it was some kind of casting couch thing that you always hear about before you get into the industry. At least with those stories the girl usually ends up getting paid. I believe this has likely happened to other girls who have worked with or for him, especially after reading Crystal's account, and I feel safe in sending this as a warning to new girls who are newer in the business and considering working for him. I acknowledge that everything that happened, I allowed to happen, but for new girls coming in, it is hard to know who to trust or believe, especially when the guys can come off as being so willing to help you.
I have made many movies now, but I have never felt so used as working with Ducati Productions. It has always left a bad taste in my mouth. In the mainstream work force, when someone makes sexual advances toward you who is in a position of power, not unlike a director or producer, that is called sexual harassment (or worse) and it is subject to a lawsuit. In porn we just chalk it up to "those poor dumb gullible girls" and a lot of people think we deserve being used like that. In no other adult company I've worked for has this happened.
There are parts of this story I am withholding based upon fear of retaliation from Kevin. They aren't pretty and will only further place question on his ethics. Based upon what he has done to other girls who have been brave enough to share their accounts, anonymity seems the safest way to approach this. However, if there are any repercussions from me writing this account, I will file a lawsuit against Ducati Productions because I know what happened that day and it wasn't right.
Ducati emails:
Without knowing who it is I cant really comment. If I did fuck her and she wasn't paid, it had to be a content shoot which means she got copies of everything as is custom with a content shoot. There are only two girls that I know of that to this day don't have the content we shot and that's because one never came back to get it, to which she is more than welcome to it. The other one disappeared from the business. The parts she is withholding is probably the real truth that makes this story make much more sense. Model releases are ALWAYS done for any paid or content shoots. She should have also gotten copies of a release and my ID's so she could use what we shot. That's quite a story to make and not have the balls to stand up and say who you are. Perhaps she should go back and read Gene Ross's follow up after I met with him and showed him the documents that proved Crystal outright lied about not having a test or being paid. I also presented Gene with the documentation from register.com that proved Kylie King ALWAYS owned her domain name and outright lied on KSEX when she said I stole from her.
JCsGirls.com's Heather Veitch Teaming Up With Christian Actor Stephen Baldwin For Reality Show?
Heather has blogged she's working with a Hollywood actor. She also has Stephen Baldwin high up on her MySpace friends list.
The "Holy Hottie" documentary about Heather that showed in the United Kingdom Sunday night was primarily shot by Bill Day, who also did a documentary on the XXXChurch. UK's Channel 4 spliced some nudity into Bill's documentary to make it sexier.
Heather is being hounded by Christians who want to destroy her for her porn connection. She had to spend three hours with her new pastor in Las Vegas straighening out the gossip.
John Bennett Hides In Manila
Joseph Elkind, his former business partner, lives in Broward County, Florida.
So what are you doing these days, Joe?
"Primarily a father and in litigation against Beckor and Poliakoff Assoc (specifically Richard Cahan whom has set up a good % of the adult companies with illegal offshore gaming structures) and Fisher and Philips and Assoc(specifically Kenneth Knox has committed malpractice also). Wednesday morning we had a protective order LIFTED against us taking testimony."
XXXManWhore
I just stumbled on his blog. Here's an excerpt:
How does a college educated, middle of america caucasian become a manwhore? Wasn't life supposed to be serving me on a silver platter? After all, I was living it up in LaLa Land and doing all right. Well, it wasn't great. I sat chained to a computer, fax and phone handling over 1000 daily request, as security operator @ a major Hollywood studio. I couldn't afford to do anything, nor did I have the energy after my 60 hrs per week workload. The acting career wasn't going anywhere. I managed to get a few auditions, get a few roles, get an agent, get into SAG. However, I didn't have enough experience to create a stir, looked good but no traffic stopper, and was too old to play young and looked to young to play old. I heard "Nomore times thanId ever heard in my life. famous positive outlook took a nosedive. hungry belly grumbledGive me more! meet some celebshung out on Sunset had invites to few parties. cool friends and girlfriend keep company."
Then one day, everything changed: I found Love, a charismatic trainwreck of a woman. Like a sun drunched day, she walked into my life beaming. My senses were awakened and like a barcoder scanner, my sole purpose was to acquire her information so I could bag her. She sat down in front of me, so I leaned in and took big whiff of her pheromonal scent. It was a bold primal move, possessed w/ desire. I had to know her likes, dislikes, favorite hangouts and dreams. The way to catch a fish is to know where it swims and being a skilled angler, I chose my bait. Fits of attention w/ feigning disinterest, playful banter and lingering body contact and with dogged determination I pursued her. The art of seduction is like staying a fire through the night. Just before the coals lose momentum, a well-placed breath stirs heat. Using a kiss to conceive passion, I moved from courtship to relationship and life was great. She was funny, sexy and successful. She had a nice apartment, had two healthy dogs and a garden full of green growing life. Things were too perfect and I began to feel a knot growing in my stomache. Like Indiana Jones, I unearthed the cause of my unease; Love was a working girl. A dancer. An escort. Nothing in my boyscout manual prepared me for falling in love w/ a prostitute. My college courses were in biology and theatre, not solicitation. I was fishing in the sea of life, suddenly aware that I had drifted very far from the safety of shore.
Crissy Moran's New Life
I know in my past blogs I have only explained a little about my past with God and also about my childhood. I have much more to tell about my life and how I ultimately ended up in porn but I need time to get it together. I started writing it about 2 months ago and still have a long way to go! Life has taken me through many struggles. I have been in many unhealthy relationships. One in particular was extremely abusive. I dated this man while I was in the business. Please do not email me and ask who it was because that will never be revealed. I respect his privacy and I have forgiven him. I feel a lot of my experiences come from not being nurtured properly as a child. I hope that those of you who are parents will realize how important your role is in your childs life. I do love my family and we are not on bad terms but I do wish we were a lot closer.
I am going through some stress with some people who run my website and getting bashed by pornographers. I thought I had more friends in the business than I really do. It seemed all fine until I mentioned I wanted to be a Christian. I just know I cannot do it anymore. I feel its time to turn away. Some people want to say it is because I am 30 years old but I was at the peak of my porn career. I made great money and more than I ever have in the time I have been in the business. It's not about the money people... it's about God convicting my heart. I am throwing away my income while my webmasters continue to run my website without me. I have no job right now as we speak. My webmaster calls my walk with God a "fairytale" and I only hope and pray that one day he will come to know him.
I have compassion for all of you. I know a lot of you have been through some crazy experiences in your life that have hardened your hearts. I truly hope to see you one day in heaven. It's already midnight and I want to write so much more. I have to get some rest though. Ever since my life changes began about 2 months ago I have been functioning off of 4-6 hours of sleep everynight. My diet has been poor as well. In the midst of my breakup with my boyfriend I even had a mini stroke. I have since had my heart and blood tested and all is fine. I am not sure what that was all about.
Here's the XXXChurch blog from Oct. 7:
A few weeks ago Shelley Lubben, who works closely with us here at xxxchurch, contacted me about a girl named Crissy who had accepted Jesus and wanted to leave the porn industry. I emailed back and forth with Crissy and then got on the phone. Immediately, I could tell this girl was serious. Here is what she said to me in an email:
These are the steps I have taken so far in my walk with God: 1. I haven't done any shoots in about a month (since the day my heart was convicted). 2. I left my ex boyfriend of 1 yr 8 months and moved into my own place. He and I have NO contact because I feel he is not the one for me. He was a good guy but not the one. 3. I have gone to church every Sunday and now attending Wednesday services as well. 4. I meet with the pastors wife for counseling 1-2 times a week. 5. I meet with Shelley Lubben once a week for counseling and talk to her on the phone just about everyday. I love her! 6. I have requested from my webmasters a copy of my contract telling them I just moved and I could not find it. 7. I have been reading my bible and tons of books about God. 8. I only have been listening to Christian music. 9. I have made TONS of christian friends. I have more friends now than I ever have in my life! That is all i can really think of now but as you can see I am making a total life change. I am very happy about it and know that God wants to use me in big ways. I have been suicidal since my early 20's. I have been abused. I have been exposed to so much evil and have survived and am ready to hand all that I am over to the Lord to do with me as he wishes. I am scared to stop my website.....
That was just a few weeks ago and she has now made the decision to leave. She is scared out of her mind. There are people that are profiting and relying on her site to pay their bills. She made the tough phone calls today and told them she was out. This does not mean the sites will come down right away or posibly at all. There are a lot of things that need to happen and a lot of things that we are going to need your help with to show Crissy that this is the right decision and that God's way is better. Shelley, Crissy, and myself are going to talk on Monday about what is next. Crissy is thinking about nursing school, needs a good lawyer who is willing to go to bat for her and take control of her website back, and a list of other things. We hope to have a list of needs and ways that you all can support her later this week.
In the meantime, a lot of people are talking about her. She has been told she needs to see a psychologist and she is out of her mind. We do not believe that. We believe she has made the right decision and we want to support her in that decision. XXXchurch is not about pulling people out of porn who don't want to leave. We are so excited to help and encourage and support in any way people like Crissy and Donovan who decide to leave and need help with next steps. Crissy finding Christ is the best thing that she will ever do. Leaving porn seemed like the next step in her walk with Christ. Crissy has now made that step, lets support, love, and rally around her in this decision. Christ keeps no record of wrong. We all have a past. God is not concerned with that and we should not be either.
Rob calls me several times Wednesday night. "I'm getting tons of calls, emails. Everybody wants to be my partner. Everybody wants to give me space.
"You didn't put up anything I told you to today. That Derek's foreign girls have the same Oregon address.
"He thinks he's a tough guy. All his girls are scared of him. Now they are going to come to me and I'll get them work. He'll be getting a visit. I spoke to the feds today. Devonshire detective division [of the LAPD]."
"I'll be in business by December 1."
"This Josephine Margaret girl. He got her a California driver's license with a date before she even got here. This girl was with Derek. She didn't have IDs. He told producers, 'Let her work but don't pay us or pay her until we give you her IDs.'
"They fake IDs."
Derek emails: "Whatever. I hear Rob said if I don’t give his ball back he’ll get his big brother onto me. Schoolyard stuff. Thought he was more of a man, but I guess not. Got work to do."
Jim Jones emails: "Is this the same Rob Spallone who loves to play up the image of being from the mean streets and fostering the notion that he's an old-school man of honor? Now he's admitting to being a rat? To the Feds no less? Is everybody in porn a poseur and a hypocrite?"
Bianca Pureheart - Single Mom
She blogs Sept 1:
i guess i knew it was going happen sooner or later... i have tried all i could and i gave so much my life, my love , my body, my money, my devotion and still i guess that wasnt enough to keep him... He hurt me more than i could loved him. .He wanted more and i do wish him the best of luck and i really do hope he finds just what it is he is looking for, cause it wasnt me.
Hailey Young Gangbang
I know business is business, but something to think about; the guys who can afford the $100 to join this thing and the airfare to LA are probably not the ones who deserve this. They can afford to go to Carson City to the Bunny Ranch or hire an escort service in LA. The guys who deserve this are the ones like me. The virgins who don't want to be virgins anymore deserve to be taken care of. Have a contest about why you should help guys get laid, and then do the film with them. I mean this is a good idea, too, but I see no reason you can't do both. I know I would love this, but I also know I could never afford it. People on fixed incomes get horny, too.
Kevin Ducati
Ben writes:
Luke, I just read about Crystal Clear getting scammed and f---ed for free by Kevin Ducati of the infamous ducati productions. How many years has he been doing this? I remember reading on your website about he would scam girls into doing shared content shoots(for no money) then never give them the content. Why hasnt this asshole been outed or at least beat down yet? p.s. This is the guy who started out doing videos of him and other guys getting f---ed in the ass by girls with strap-ons right?
Jack writes:
Kevin Ducati scammed Kylee King too, it was on Adult FYI and XXXPornTalk.com. On the XXXPornTalk.com, Kevin hit back at Kylee by posting her real name and address, because she said he had stolen her domain name and he printed out the Whois record which showed that the domain was registered to Kylee (under her real name and address). Kevin also got scammed by the check fraud twins, Cali Marie and Cherish, when he hired them to sign for him at 2006 AVN and they never showed.
Kevin Ducati emails me:
I would like to fax you the canceled check and AIM receipt for Crystal Clear that proves she lied to Gene Ross about not being tested or paid. Also faxed you email I got from register.com proving Kylee King ALWAYS owned her domain. She went on ksex and claimed I stole it from her. Don't be too shocked. Sometimes porn chicks outright lie.
The name on the check is/was crystals boyfriend at the time. Since the encounter with her we do not write checks to anyone but the talent. It's not our problem if they don't have a bank account to cash it.
Don't know if you have seen the release on our lawsuit with Skeeter Kerkove. I could send it to you if you want. Text is exactly as what is posted on adultfyi.com.
What kind of crazy mixed up world do we live in where we can not rely on porn chicks to tell us the truth?
Judge Charles Pickering - I Just Can't Quit Ya!
The memories of our loving still linger in the air
At the Wednesday Morning Club lunch Oct. 18, 2006, the right honorable judge (audio) convinced me to abandon the homosexual lifestyle as well as abortion on demand and child pornography.
All I need now is a good woman to show me just how sweet heterosexual loving can be. More.
The Economics Of Porn
During a very recent visit to a strip club in San Fran, I had a interesting conversation with a stripper named "Candace." She claimed to be 22, was appx 5'4", about 115, Blond and with NATURAL D cups. She resembled Leelee Sobieski, which is to say she was totally f---ing hott. At one point she said to me that she had very seriously considered doing Porn, but ultimately she felt she was making enough money just stripping. Ultimately she said she wants to be a lawyer and said she was junior in an undergrad program but was taking the year off. I asked her what she made stripping (mind you this is San Fran): Working 4 days a week (3 out of every 4 weeks), 5-6 hours per shift average, she was pulling $5k to $6k AVERAGE a week. From what I observed that night, what I know in general from other chicks, and (mostly) what my friend who works as the manager of the club told me, Candace's numbers are definitely accurate/credible. Thats pretty good money for that type of work. She said she weighed it out, doing porn and what she felt she could make (and wanted to make) in terms of money, and what the potential costs/downside of porn were, and from PURE dollars and sense standpoint, she could not justify venturing into porn. She has done a little nude modeling and some swimsuit type promotional work, but no Sex. So my question is, from a MONETARY/Economic point of view, and taking all the COSTS/Downsides of doing porn into account, why dont more girls just STRIP? Even in the case of some of the dodgier-looking porn skanks, they could probably make the same (or almost the same) money just taking their clothes off in a dimly lit bar as opposed to getting their Asses excavated and faces DOUSED in creep splooge for all eternity and for all the world to see. I mean if a AVERAGE looking porn chick made 200 grand in a year working in films getting thoroughly degraded, where she could have made 175 grand working in a strip club (still doing next to nothing), would the 25 grand difference not be worth it to avoid all the negatives of Porn? Bear in mind I am using this simplistic example merely for illustrative purposes, where we all know even an average looking skank like Arianna Jolle (but WITHOUT Arianna's PORN resume/credits) working 4-5 days a week in a strip club could make well above 175k a year...
ChickenMaster posts: "Most girls that are in porn aren't good looking enough to make top dollar stripping. That is, the camera and lighting make up for their acne/cotton cheese thighs/bad attitude."
Soopergrizz writes:
I have spent a fair bit of time in the darkened halls of Las Vegas' higher-end strip clubs, and on the weekends there will typically be 100+ girls giving lap dances. Most of them are young, intelligent students who are flawlessly beautiful (I say most as there are always some chaff thrown in too - and I stress that I'm talking about the high end spots). I have spent many an hour chatting with them, and they typically seem very well adjusted. Many appear to fly in from San Diego and LA for the weekend, strip for three days and go home to their 'lives', supporting themselves through school. They are not interested in escorting and when the subject of stripping in Canada comes up (there is no G-String law) most are visibly shocked. I have to agree with Burg - I see these girls that make good cash, can come and go as they please, and don't leave a trail of DVDs and websites to ruin their future lives, and wonder why anyone would want to do porn. I suppose the only reasonable response is that porn attracts the less grounded, less goal-oriented girls who fall into the vortex.
In the beginning God opened amazing doors to this ministry, and Lori and I knew they were going to be powerful for speading God's message. When the ministry was very first starting we were so blessed to have a documentry film maker decide to follow us and catch all the action as it was happening. We were actually able to catch God in action doing His thing. This documentry really shows how God grabbed a hold of our lives, and away we went not really knowing where we were going to land. At the time we knew this would be such a powerful tool in showing the lives of Christians in a real way as we tried to do something not many have attepted before. Then more doors began to open. We hit a huge media storm, and even more doors were opened. We started meeting with production teams about doing a reality show. Then, to be honest, I have to tell you I started to put so much value in this reality show. I started thinking this show is going to be the MOST powerful tool that God has given us. Then it started getting even crazier. I got asked to do another reality show with a known actor. Now I am thinking this is also going to be huge for the ministry. So now I find myself trying to run a ministry, trying to think of ways to make a reality show based on Lori and I a success, trying to keep the cool between the show producers of Lori and I's show and this actor's show, trying to work a schedual out with book people, trying to work out a schedule for reality show pitch dates, plus tapings of the actor's show, and trying to help with fund raising events. So with all this said, I have been so stressed out! I started really talking to God about all this, asking Him where do I go in all this. What do I do about competing projects? And you know what God reminded me of? What He has already done! He has done so much in such a short time. My greed has made me forget about all that has been accomplished. I wanted to make an amazing documentry. And you know what? I did! I wanted to one day have a book out. And you know what? I am too darn busy to even meet with the people! I have put my focus in the wrong place and I have allowed Hollywood to tell me what my dreams are.
Ivan The Director Says Goodbye
I have been doing a lot of soul searching about a few major things going on in my life. As you can tell by my last 5 or 6 blogs. At some points people need to make serious and sometimes drastic changes to and for themselves. To me, I have had a plan for this month to do just that. Sometimes you just realize what and who and why certain things are so important. It's about being truthful to yourself and your loved ones. I know what I want, just right now I am not sure what to do. To me I believe this is the best solution. There is more to life then being cool and popular and the centerpiece of a party. Real life is so much more then that and so much more rewarding. And real dreams and goals are so important to work hard for. I am in this mind set right now and most likely for good. I am not Ivan these days, I am a person who is striving to do what he can and as hard as he can to makes his dreams come true. I apologize ahead if I haven't returned people's e-mails, haven't really checked it in a few days and will try and catch up with them real soon. I had a month long plan ending with a family gathering at the end of this Month. And will be working extra hard to make my set goals come true.
But goodbye to what?
Sasha Grey Annoyed With Her Profile In LA Magazine
So the Nov. issue of LA Magazine is out and I am one of the feature stories. Some of the things written are false and mis-quotes which I really don't appreciate---not to mention how drugged up I look in some of my pictures I can't tell if I look like a heroin junkie or a cocaine junkie... I told them I am a f--- JUNKIE goddamnit! I'll tell ya folks, the day I did that photo shoot was a complete waste of time, they had me pulling milk out of my fridge. I don't drink milk unless I am eating cookies or if it's coming from a nice round plump female booty! I did learn my lesson though, next time I will have a written document stipulating that I Sasha Grey have the right to approval in the final product. At a later date I will go into detail about the misquotes and such.
Rob Spallone Returns To Agency Business
Rob (robspallone@aol.com) is looking for girls to sign up with him.
Rob calls me Tuesday night. "All the agents who are not legit better watch out."
"Derek, the tough guy? He's throwing girls out in the middle of the night into the street. I just had a girl call me crying that cops are on the way to...in Van Nuys. This is against the law. He does this to a lot of girls. I'm going to help them. This latest girl is Michelle Levanti. Because she did a scene behind Derek's back."
Derek Hay responds: "Yes I did, but it wasn’t the middle of the night, it was 7:30pm in the evening and the reason I did so was because he shot her behind my back, (with a positive [gonorrhea] test, I might add). So I’m sure, being the fine upstanding gentleman that he is, he will offer her temporary accommodation instead of me, as he wants her that badly."
Rob calls to say that Derek was arrested on some prostitution-related charge in the past few weeks.
I ask Derek if this is true. He replies: "No. But look I am not conducting a war of words through you on this issue. Rob wants the girls he can have her. Done deal."
Famous Spanish Pornographer Arrested For Child Pornography
Sinrespeto emails:
Torbe has one of the most visited websites in spain www.putalocura.com (100,000 daily visits) plus 4 or 5 content websites, and a lot of tittles who he directed in spain. He appears in Rocco Siffredis ibiza tittles( behind the scenes). He was arrested in spain a few days ago when he arrive from barcelona expo FICEB for charges of chil pornography, the spain media report he shot a 16 old year girl, apparently she said she are adult. he said that he forget ask for the ID. Video of his arrest.
Mike South Dishes On Tampa Show
All you pussies whining about the accomodations at the Tampa Show. Can we talk here? You are pornstars at best, that is the ones who weren't just straight out the damn trailer. Do you REALLY think the Ritz Carlton wants you in their hotel? At Any Price? Nightmoves tried to upgrade our accomodations once and it was a disaster. The 4 star hotel they booked us into clearly didn't want us there and they made us almost as miserable as we made them, If you don't know what Im talkin about read this The Best Western they put us up in is clean and most importantly they accomodate us, they even LIKE having us there, and that counts for a lot. They keep the pool open, they keep the bar open and they tolerate our after hours antics.
Halle Berry
I hear she's going after AVN for something, maybe an ad that used her likeness?
How to Make Money Like a Porn Star
Neil Strauss writes in the introduction:
I didn't want her. You don't want them when you see them up close; that's when you notice the acne and sores broken out on their faces, metaphors for the much more permanent damage inside.
At first, Jenna's friends in the industry didn't talk. They eyed me warily. If I talked to them, I was hitting on them. If I didn't, then they wondered why I wasn't hitting on them. But I didn't want their bodies. I wanted their souls. I wanted to know who they were, how they got there, and what the rationalizations were that enabled them to get through each day. This is what every person wanted to know. And the girls had invented a litany of canned fabrications to respond to each question. The real truth would come with time. I still remember the day that time came, the day those doors opened. I was in Jenna's backyard in Scottsdale, Arizona. Eight porn stars were there also. It wasn't a pretty sight.
One began to talk to me about writing a book on her life and then, like seals at feeding time, they all began barking in unison, competing to tell the most heartbreaking tale of tragedy and self-destruction. There was no winner. All the stories were the same.
This comic book is a compelling read. It emphasizes that the average age of first exposure to internet porn is 11. There are ads for kiddies to start their own porn sites and more fake ads for porn films marketed to those 11 and older.
"ReganKids presents: Claudia's Bonus Activity Book. Win a free AIM test! Mazes, word puzzles, comics and suicide prevention facts! Maze. Help Claudia find her Sugar Daddy."
We all know that 18 is the technical age of consent, but we should also know that kids do build and profit from porn websites and that kids consume enormous amounts of porn. This is the same reason that drugs will never be legalized. Imagine cocaine was legal to those over 18. It would then be easily available to many under 18, and for those who could not cop it easily, there would then be a thriving blackmarket.
The drug problem, like the porn problem, will never go away. Demand is high and so are the consequences.
How to Make Money Like a Porn Star is a dark satire of the book Neil did with Jenna Jameson -- How to Make Love Like a Porn Star.
Jada Yuan writes in New York magazine about Strauss:
His retreat from the world of knowledge impartment is mostly motivated by the sheer practicality of having “like, five books due for Judith Regan.” The first is his new graphic novel, How to Make Money Like a Porn Star!, which compiles “a bunch of true stories” he heard while researching Jameson’s autobiography. “Every porn star would try to talk me into doing her book, and every story would be a cut-and-paste of the exact same story”—apparently about an abusive pimp, incest, and getting kidnapped by Middle Eastern royalty. Then there’s a “super-huge celebrity thing I can’t talk about.” Oh, and that “top-secret” book involving “the alias.”
McKenzie Lee Pregnant
YES i am nearly 5 months pregnant,sorry i didnt let you guys know sooner but ive had a few complications along the way.....lets just say this pregnancy hasnt been the smoothest,but all is well now......baby and i are doing great!!! apart from the sickness i get everyday...lol... not to mention christophers super excited!!! well so i guess their are some people wondering whats gonna happen with my career,well just to inform you all first hand im still a major part of cj,and i will continue to be a contract girl....you guys who know me know i love my job and how dedicated i am.....so why should having a baby affect this?
XBIZ Launches Event Sites for Hollywood ’07 Conference and 2007 Awards
LOS ANGELES — With anticipation building for its new annual conference in the heart of Tinseltown, adult media company XBIZ went live with two websites — XBIZHollywood.com and XBIZAwards.com — that detail event related information, registration instructions and a plethora of sponsorship opportunities.
The XBIZ Hollywood ’07 Industry Conference will be held Feb. 7-8 at the glamorous and historic Roosevelt Hotel in the heart of Hollywood, Calif. The 2007 XBIZ Awards will be held Thursday, Feb. 8., as the grand finale to the conference.
Company Town
In Hollywood, you work in the "business." In porn, you work in the "industry."
"Are you in the business?" is a frequent question around L.A. referring to Hollywood.
Somebody around porn is asked "Are you in the industry?"
Few porn people like to say they work in porn. Rather, they work in "adult entertainment."
Ruby Rejoices
She emails me:
Wow, I really feel bad for those guys!! A lot of people in my hometown already know what my former career was, and I hardly ever hear about it unless they want sex advice. I also think that the true deviants usually come from normal walks of life, in other words I'm more worried about people like those guys being exposed to my child than anyone I've worked with! As for not telling anyone, if you ask you will get an honest answer from me. People know where the stand with me, ask anybody who knows or has known me. Generalizations are for idiots. So when you look in the eyes of the girl that just waited on you at the grocery store, or your wife's Avon lady, or even the pretty vet that just saved your dog's life, remember you might be looking in my eyes. So show some respect for another member of the human race, opinions are like assholes everyone's got one. All they'll get from me is my pity.
Celeb writes:
Regarding soccer mom’s and the Ruby's reply, I just detailed what one might expect in a xxx porn nowadays. Am I wrong? Is that not what a lot of hardcore xxx is all about? I’m a misogynist says one poster?? Max Hardcore is a misogynist. Rob Black is a misogynist. Jamie Gillis is a misogynist. I love women. I believe in total equality for men and women. I respect women. I employ and support women. I counsel women. For all you know, I may even BE a woman! (Who's being narrow-minded now?) However I don't necessarily love promiscuous strung out sluts who obscenely exploit their femininity by whoring their bodies, discarding their virtue and shamelessly selling out for a few quick bucks without regard to who it may hurt amongst their families or friends.
I don’t love the parading and flaunting of their debauchery as they participate in grandiose narcissistic exercises in self congratulatory vanity by presenting each other along with their pimp producers, promoters and distributors with awards for their depraved hedonism. I'm just reacting as many would to Ruby's initial "soccer mom" fantasy. Ruby are you kidding? "When I look in the eyes of the girl that just waited on me at the grocery store, or your wife's Avon lady, or even the pretty vet that just saved your dog's life, I might be looking into your eyes?" I don't think so.
The eyes of the people you just named aren't glued shut by multiple loads of dried semen. I've been a consultant in this industry for 25 years, before many of these young "ladies" were even born. This ain't coming from the religious right sugar tits! It's coming from two guys who know where all the skeletons are buried in this same industry where a 17 year old teenager becomes fair game the moment she turns 18. But Steve Hirsch is not a pimp, right? And Paul Fischbein is a regular William Randolph Hearst.
When I was growing up, if you found 90% of this stuff under a kid's mattress he'd either be sent to a psychiatric ward or arrested or get the strap from mom or dad or both. If parents had never laid eyes on this kind of filth before, it would take a while for what they were looking at to register. They would be horrified. Imagine them finding the latest Kelly Wells gangbang or Khan Tusion vignette on DVD (ok, super 8mm back then) and putting it on. But hey we've come a long way since then, right? Ex-porn slut soccer mom says there are plenty of other things to talk about at our kids play dates and sporting events. No kidding! Really?
The Ruby dialogue lasted about 3 minutes. That should pretty much free up the rest of the day to talk about other matters. The point of the whole exercise is that NO ONE WOULD WANT TO! Not after that kind of dialogue was ACTUALLY SAID or MIGHT BE SAID. The point is YOU WILL NEVER HEAR THAT ON A SOCCER FIELD, YOU TWIT! How can you miss the sarcasm of that whole exchange?
You and Ruby are a gleaming examples of porn actresses whose heads got banged against a backboard or headboard in a cheap motel room doubling for a movie set bed frame during your last gangbang one too many times and you developed a mild aneurysm preventing you from grasping what this is all about. After Tommy’s poignant essay – I can only add this - if your past is so acceptable – why would you hide it – and if it’s so acceptable – would you want your kids doing it?
About Ruby or any ex-porn actress you state “so what if she did DP, anal or facials?” Oh, nothing really. It’s what we come to expect on little Susie's first date, right? Just your typical All – American homecoming dance or prom night! ! Hell it's not in the back seat of the car or at the drive-in theatre so it must be ok. Most parents concede that it is a young debutante's rite of passage to have a strange black man ram his penis up your lilly white ass while at the same time another strange black man has his penis up your pink vagina and they are simultaneously piledriving you in front of a camera crew and will be a matter of record for perpetuity.
Dad proudly tells his teenage girl. "Honey, it was the same for your mother on her first date, too!" How your husband must cherish those intimate moments with his true blue wife these days. How special matrimonial sex and making love must seem. What a great mom. What two consenting adults –– what two married consenting adults – and we’re assuming you meant that “suburban soccer mom with a few kinks in the bedroom” is married - do privately is their business –there should be no restriction or judgment on that as long as they don’t serve it up for anybody with a PC or DVD player to watch worldwide. If your behavior is so ok would you advise your daughter or son to do the same? How is it different? What will you say to your kids when they find out and they will! How could you put them through this inevitable chastisement from their peers?
It is the ultimate selfish act – to be so adamant about your denial that you would have children and a family and PROVE to the world that you are entitled to a normal life and by damn you deserve it and you will take what is rightfully yours! Our protestations are not about pornography or the individual choices people make. They are about those of you not wanting to pay the tab – skipping the bill – running out on the check after dinner – and letting someone else pay – in this case you r kids – it’s about the ultimate hypocrisy.
At least Kelly Wells would probably tell you she weighed it out and knows the consequences and makes no apologies but will never ever delude herself into thinking it will ever be alright for her kids and family if she goes that route. She is a fatalist who consciously lynched then murdered her virtue with malice and intent and good riddance. If she said “so what?” at least I would believe her. But would she perpetuate her decision to sell her soul and salute society with a sociopathic grand middle finger by seeking solace in some counterfeit family life based on lies and denial?? Would she complete the illusion by having kids and gambling with their social mores? Would she look at you in the eye and say “Oh that was my old past. I have a new past now!” I doubt it.
If all this is so darned acceptable then I invite every retired soccer mom porn actress who actually believes this to take the DVD’s and XXX magazines you are featured in and proudly display them with the rest of your home video library in the living room and be sure to leave Gag Factor, Max Hardcore and American Bukkake on the coffee table next time you have guests over – especially when the next ladies bridge game or cub scout meeting is at your house.
Ruby writes: "Wow, I guess I really pissed him/her off!! Good! If she is a woman the should be ashamed of her anti-sex ways! I can assure him/her I'll be just fine, much to him/her's dismay. We're all whores really. I'll own it if him/her doesn't. I'll bet Celeb's had the taste of cum in him/her's mouth more than once. That's why they call it the worlds oldest proffesion, dear. Would you like your "shut up" on the rocks or in a shot glass, sweetie? Long winded, narrow minded blowhards, never hear anything but their own voice, anyway."
David Aaron Clark's Asia Noir V
As nobody else will, David sings his own praises. On the set report.
While the Persians have produced pop-singers, actresses, fashion and fitness models like Yasmine Le Bon, Catherine Bell, Elham and Ellie Ghasempour, El Samah (Elli Alibeik), Miriam Shenasi, Nazanin Azimi, Nazanin Afshin-Jam, Sara Racey Tabrizi, Sarah Shahi and Sepideh, all of whom caused scandals within their communities, within the last few years, a wave of Persian porn stars has surfaced in California. The most famous of these Iranian adult entertainers is fashion model Aylar Dianati Lie, the deposed Norwegian beauty queen, who appeared in eight titles using the alias Diana, the Persian Princess...
Does Anybody Care That Mike McPadden Is A Sex Addict?
I want to gather his family and friends in Chicago and stage an intervention. "Mike, we are afraid your addiction to masturbation and your current line of work is not conducive to your higher self."
I did a heartbreaking interview with his ex-girlfriend Alix who says that Mike would rather masturbate than have sex. She says he's a sex addict and wanted her to have threesomes.
This kind of sickness is just another consequence of the breakdown of organized religion in America.
Alix worked for MrSkin.com for a few months. An executive there wanted a young woman who'd go to shows and sleep with him. Alix would not be that woman.
Alix says about Mike: "It's almost like his addiction to alcohol and drugs has been replaced by sex addiction."
"He wanted sex with other people. He wanted threesomes. I liked him too much to want to share him."
"He didn't want to call me his girlfriend."
Luke: "He broke your heart?"
Alix: "He did. He says I'm the best sex he ever had."
"We've been in and out of the relationship for two years. Every time was because he wanted to have sex with me. I give really good head."
"We met through online personals."
After a train derailment, "he freaked out. 'I have to have sex with her again. I'm so glad she's alive.'"
"He gave me a bunch of books on non-monogamy."
"It's not very cool to say I want attention, but I want attention. I like hearing people say I'm beautiful."
"Christy [Canyon] was able to admit that she liked it. The most important message in the book was that she learned to like herself and she was able to do what made her money and made her happy. Everybody in her life was able...to respect her. That's the wisdom I want from her -- that she was able to accept herself."
My Holy Mission
Luke looks into the hearts and minds... uhh no, souls... no that doesnt work either. Wait I got it, luke looks into the hearts and dead glassy eyes of porn whores and speaks the truth. Luke is “Saving the world from the scourge of pornography. “ Luke's quest is holy and ensures the supremacy of the human race. Black, White, Asian and all the rest we can all find unity in this quest. Luke as our spiritual leader in my eyes has attained arhat with this galvanizing call for a Jihad against pornography. Yes you may say luke has ads for porn on his site, but you don't see genius of selling the very thing he is denouncing. He is leading us by example, highligting the fact that pornography is a trap that no matter how you try, you will never escape. Luke is a living Jesus, that became a Jew, to show us by example what not to do. Lack of journalistic integrity, hypocritical talk and dismissive nature are the three pillars of any Jihad. Lead me into the fires of hell. Adonai Tzivos!
Windsock writes:
How long has Mr. Ford been doing these works? Has it been several years? I don't read the site much, but he seems not to have been changed or corrupted much by this pitifully sick and horrible yet excruciatingly attractive business and the people within it who he rubs his shoulders on, most namely what many refer to as "the whores". I imagine the man is monitored closely by those who feel angry with and troubled by and slighted by him, so any fall from grace would most certainly have the entire swaying floodlights of the Valley shone upon it. But no, I don't think. This can only be holy, as you say.
Glorious Leader writes: "Luke is a covert operative of the JCsGirls bent on bringing down the porn industry one fragile ego at a time via interviews and candid photos."
Was Cody Lane Molested?
Just saw a scene with the adorable teen Cody Lane on Casting Couch Teens and I have never been more disturbed by a lead in interview.
Nar: Hi Who do we have here.
Cody: I'm Cody Lane, I'm 19 years old and I'm from Louisville Kentucky.
Nar: How old where you when you first had sex?
Cody: 13, maybe a little younger.
Nar: How much younger.
Cody: I don't really want to talk about it.
Nar: Oh, come on.
Cody: I was 5. My step father used to f--- me.
Nar: Oh (excited) what would he do.
Cody: He would put his hand over my mouth so I couldn't scream then he would stick his cock in my pussy and then my but.
Nar: How long would he do that for?
Cody: He would f--- my butt for two hours. He told me I needed to be get used to it becuase my husband was going to expect to f--- me in the butt.
Nar: What would your mother do?
Cody: Nothing, sometimes she would listen, but she wanted to pretend it wasn't happening.