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Penthouse Pet Crystal Klein Counsels Photographer Holly Randall Crystal writes to Holly's blog entry about pushing people away:
Whatever Happened To Tim Connelly And His Party Buddy Sharon Mitchell? I believe she's still running AIM. Tim was high as kite during much of his reign at AVN. If you had a meeting with him, he'd appear to be on a cocaine-jag and would talk for hours and you'd be dying to get out of there. My First Blowjob Danny writes: It was the eighth day of Passover. I was staying at a hotel with my family. Because I was very religious, I would not go outside and play basketball on a holy day. So I stayed in and hung out with this girl and got my first blowjob. Last Week's Porn Star Karaoke Pictures
James Bartholet's MySpace page. Here's an excerpt of his self-description:
Backstage With The Porn Stars
More Discontent About Black Widow Productions Terry Stephens aka One Eyed Jack replies to my inquiry about Black Widow:
Mimi Miyagi Running For Governor Of Nevada Here's my long profile of her and her troubles. Meni writes on JBM: "That might be the last avn she does after 2 days of rapping with her, we went and did shots of vodka and walked around the show, i put my arm around her, then I said, oh wait your boyfriend will kill me, and she said, no he won't. You can tell she's buzzed in that clip when she says THAT'S IT." Amy Ried Shoots Bakers Dozen For Brandon Iron Brandon calls me back. He shot last Thursday, April 13, with twelve guys. It took about four hours. Brandon: "She was in the process of changing agencies, going over to LA Direct Models. Her former agent at Metro Talent Management happened to say she was looking for her last booking. 'Why don't you pitch her?' "I learned to spend it while you've got it. Give girls what they want. You can't replicate some of these shoots. A million monkeys typing for a million years might replicate the complete works of Shakespeare, but nobody could get Bakers Dozen. We only had 13 monkeys including me. "A beautiful woman like that in the prime of her life, she gave 100%. "I learned not to offer 80% of what she asks for and ask her to do 100% of the job. Give her 100% of what she asks for and she's going to give you 100% back. "Rather than hiring a good guy, I chose to do the scene myself. She was patient. We got good stuff. I don't think it's rough or degrading. She's not a punching bag. She's not there to just let you have your way. She participates. "At the end, there were 12 guys with her and Sasha Knox. Everyone had a good time. It finished without a single cut. Everyone unloaded. It was a pervert's dream." Luke: "Did you give her drugs or alcohol?" Brandon: "No. I don't think she's into that. She's straightlaced. "I worked with Tera Patrick about six years ago. I still get emails about it. When some girls become legends in the business, and it's a feather in your cap when you got to work with one. I did Brianna Banks's first scene. "Amy could be a mega-star if she wants it." Luke: "Do you think she's cut out for porn stardom?" Brandon: "That's what makes her special. She's atypical. She could have done fashion and glamor modeling. I have no clue what would drive her. I did not get to know her on a deep level. The first time I shook her hand [was the day he worked with her]. I don't know much about her except she's a goddess." Luke: "Will you ever be able to be happy with another woman again?" Brandon laughs. "That's going to get me in trouble. There are women and then there are goddesses, above and beyond all of us. I respect Amy for pushing her limits." Dan Kapelovitz writes in the April 20, 2006 LA Weekly:
Stephen Michael Cohen's Former Attorney Leonard D. Duboff Sues Playboy Magazine, Author Michael Gross Over February Issue's Sex.com Story Here's the paragraph in question (the seventh in the story):
Here is Michael Gross's declaration from April 4, 2006:
Holly Randall Emails Me: 'See! I'm Healthy!' She sends me the following news story: "Women who perform the act of fellatio and swallow semen on a regular basis, one to two times a week, may reduce their risk of breast cancer by up to 40 percent..." I'm glad to hear Holly's swallowing semen by the gallon. If you would like a free blowjob, just email her at hollyrandall@suze.net. Meanwhile, I'm home alone reading The Purpose Driven Life. The next time I get head it's going to be special in a way that secular people such as Holly will never understand. Life is a narrow bridge. The most important thing is not to be afraid. David writes: "On the behalf of men everywhere, thanks for helping get the word out on that." Holly writes:
David writes: "Hey, that was a joke, wasn’t it? Dang!" Joanna's Angels 2 Premiere Party
Ric Williams/Black Widow Have No Clothes? Harry Weiss writes the following press release:
Ric responds: "While it is true that MSS Interactive has tried to cancel his contract with me, it is more because his titles have had low sales due to limited demand. This is all a part of my ex-partner Robert Goodman's attempt to start up a distribution business in the USA. The other producers that he mentions are all friends of his and Roberts. This will be settled in the courts and not in the press. They have been paid every cent that is owed to them, and we will defend this matter in court. My reputation has been based on paying my bills, and this will not cease." Smash Pictures For Sale? I spoke to the VP of Smash Pictures and was told that this is false information. 10 Questions with Da Burglar - Miss Meadow Edition 1a) Miss Meadow, you are friends with Porn's most lovable, sexy stoner, Sierra Sinn, and you have developed your own reputation as being a super sexy stoner . Everyone wants to know, does Pot REALLY enhance your sexual pleasure or does it just make it easier for you to do porn? Or both? Meadow: "Both for sure, weed even makes me horny sometime. I cant perform unless Ive just smoked a fresh bowl of ganja. I pretty much can't do anything without being blazed though. If you wanna see me smoking some herb, go to 420girls.com and I am the 420 girl of the month." 1b) Where does the best Pot come from, in your opinion? Meadow: "The Pacific Northwest for sure, but I'm from there so of course I'm gonna say that. Alaska and northern Cali both grow some pretty nice headies though too." 1c) You are refeshingly, commendably honest, Meadow, on your Myspace Profile, that pot has helped you stay away from other more addictive substances. Can you tell your fans a little more about your experience in this area, and do you feel you can help other girls in porn avoid the trap of addiction by sharing your story? Meadow: "Well I was on crank for almost a quarter of my life and I have almost a year clean now. Meth really fucked me up, as it has a lot of my friends and family and I am just thankful I got out of that lifestyle. I went to rehab and when they weighed me in I was 79 pounds and I looked like a Holocaust victim. It took me a while to stay clean after I got out, but it was the best thing I could have done for myself. Then I got my prescription for marijuana because another medical use for it is helping people recover from addiction. Now I just toke up anytime those old demons start stirring up inside me, fiending for dope. I also learned in rehab that it takes a meth addict 11 years after their last use for their brain to go back to normal. Speed literally will turn your brain upside down and backwards, I still suffer from meth-induced psychosis. So thats something to think about if you are battling your own addiction and need help." 3b) Do you prefer men or women as sexual partners, and which is easier for you to shoot in porn, Girl/Girl or Boy Girl? What's the toughest most demanding scene you have shot? Meadow: "I love both men and women in bed but on camera, g/g is easier, off camera I like a dick in me but I still like girls there on the side to play with too. Just ask Sierra. The toughest scene I shot was with T.T. Boy and I was 18, my first day in California, and I had just shot my first scene ever with Ed Powers a half an hour before. If you are in the industry, you know that T.T. and Ed are opposite spectrums of porn. Well, I didn't know what to expect because I didnt know T.T.s reputation. Agents will purposely send brand new girls to him or guys like that because they havent been influenced by the other girls or whoever and dont know what to expect. Anyways, to make a long story short, I ended up in the hospital and my pussy was so injured I couldn't walk for 4 days. I do have a tender pussy though, so I'm not completely blaming anyone for the record. Thank god shes a little tougher than she was back then though, hehe." What do you actually think of the travesty and crime against womanhood that is DONKEY Punching, and would you ever allow yourself personally to be Donkey Punched during a scene? Meadow: "Hey, it the chick digs it then so be it. But only if shes into it and knows its coming and yes, I believe I have been donkey-punched during a scene, but it was part of the scene and I knew it was coming. And who says only woman can get donkeypunched anyways? I do it to dudes all the time." 6a) Do you ever feel like you are being used by the Adult Industry to your detriment, or do you think you are using the Adult Industry to better yourself? Meadow: "I think it goes both ways, we use the industry and the use us back. Its a win win situation really. They're making their money, I'm making mine, everbodys happy." 6b) What do you like most and least about being in Porn? Meadow: "I love that I dont lead a cookie-cutter lifestyle. I love that I can work a few hours and make what some people make working two weeks full time. What I least like about porn is fear of stds and shit cuz I am a raging hyprocondriac!" 7) Once you are no longer performing in Porn Scenes, What will you be doing to make a living/support yourself? Will you EVER get Married Meadow, and if so, are you more likely to Marry for Love or Money? More likely to marry a man older than you, or the same age/slightly younger than you? Meadow: "I would love to always be connected to the adult industry in some way, even when I am done perfoming. I have also always wanted to be a teacher someday though maybe at an alternative high school. I am also interested in maybe becoming a drug counselor so I can help recovering addicts the way I was once helped. As for marriage, I would never marry for money only love, and someday in the very, very distant future I will consider marriage with the right person. Age isnt really a factor either way though." Amy Ried Does Baker's Dozen For Brandon Irons I hear she was paid $5500 to do the scene with 12 guys. LukeIsBack Appreciation Day May 28 Chaim writes me: "Do you want me to agitate for a Luke Appreciation Day to coincide with your birthday? Now I want you to hype it, and bring it to the attention of Holly and all your other friends in porn and your nonfriends in Judaism. If anyone calls you on the errors, tell them you were typing through the tears of loneleeeeness." It was recently brought to my attention that I am going to turn 40 this May 28, and that nobody was planning on doing anything to help me celebrate this special - and grim - day. Not my kids (I don't have any); not my wife (I've never been married); and not my girfriend, either (I don't get any GF these days). Not my coworkers and not my neighbors and not . . . you get the picture. In short, if I don't do anything about it, nobody in the world is going to help me usher in this special day. I will spend it all alone in a state of morbid self-attention. Thankfully, I have a life coach, Chaim Amalek, who tells me that if people won't come to my side on their own initiative when I need them to, I will just have to browbeat them into doing so using my media powers, which is exactly what I am doing here. All of you people who know me and enjoy my company are on notice: you have between now and May 28 to prepare suitable birthday celebrations for me. Buy gifts if you wish, but it is your time and love that I especially seek (especially if you are young and fertile and female and available for marriage). Advice too, will be welcome, especially if it leads to more gainful employment that I currently know through my blogging efforts. Don't let me start my fifth decade on earth all alone like I was when my birth mommy died when I was but a helpless little boy. I want to know the milk of human kindness on my big day, and there are oh so many ways for you to show it to me. What can you get the birthday boy who has everything that he needs, but not everything that he wants? Plenty. For starters: 1. A job that fully exploits my talents and pays me accordingly. I call the tall blonde beauty Tuesday afternoon. Luke: "Holly [Randall] was showing me pictures yesterday of your shoot with Charlie Lain." Lexxi: "She looks good, doesn't she?" I think, yes, Holly does look good. Luke: "Who looks good? Charlie?" Lexxi: "Charlie. She's got a little booty and some titties." Luke: "It looked like you were being mean to her in the photos. You were dominating." Lexxi: "Why? You want me to dominate you?" Why do so many people think I'm a submissive in bed? Because my general demeanor is so passive and whiny? Luke: "I don't like to be dominated." Lexxi: "Do you want a spanking, you naughty boy?" :Luke: "I like to be the dominant one." But that's not fully true. I'm vanilla. I don't like taking a lot of instruction in bed. I like to be the man, but not some caricature of masculinity. I don't like to perform. I just like comfort and merging. Holly taught me to be much more aggressive than I am used to. But I was willing to put out for the spiritual and material rewards that came along with being a good boy. Lexxi: "We wouldn't get along then." Luke: "You have to be the dominant one in bed?" Lexxi: "Mostly." Luke: "Does Derrick Pierce [her boyfriend] let you dominate him?" Lexxi: "He's bigger than me, but he doesn't get too crazy. But as far as anyone else outside of Derrick, I have to be the dominating one. "I'm getting my boobs done next Wednesday." Luke: "Everything looked good in the pictures." Lexxi: "I just have to be careful of the camera angles, push the titty up. I'm getting silicone because my skin is thin. I hope silicone will take care of the ripples. "I shot some bondage stuff yesterday for Jay Edwards. It was pretty brutal. I will never do it again. I don't mind being tied up. OK, strap my arms down, bend me over and being blindfolded, but I had a gag in my mouth for hours and hours. My jaw is really sore today. My legs were tied up. My hands were tied up. My shoulders were tied up. My elbows were tied up. My titties were tied up. "I got through it, but it was really brutal. I can't believe people get off on this ----. And that was mild compared to the flogging and beating that other people do. "I finished it because I didn't want to have a bad shoot under my belt." Luke: "Was that your toughest shoot ever?" Lexxi: "That was definitely my toughest shoot. I had to be untied a couple of times during filming because I was having panic attacks." Luke: "How was your shoot with Charlie Laine?" Lexxi: "That was fun. It was probably harder for her because she had to do all these awkward positions. It was more playful and fun. We really didn't get into the pussy licking. I was bummed out about that. "I shoot about once a week. I dance four nights a week (Wed - Sat) at The Wild Goose (near LAX), five-to-six hour shifts. I make good money. For me to do boy-girl, you'll have to make me a contract girl and give me a thick contract, none of this $60,000 a year bull----. "I don't even have to take off my clothes [at the club]. It's a topless club and you're only topless on stage. I don't even waste going on stage. It's not worth it for me for $5." Luke: "How is it psychologically dancing? Hard work?" Lexxi: "It's fun. You're like a counselor, a therapist, for all these guys... I have guys say, 'I haven't had sex with my wife in three years.' A lot of guys like me to talk dirty to them. Their wives aren't into it. They love that. They eat it up. It's just a game. It's acting. "I've got lots of weirdo customers. One guy acts like he's a dog. He'll come in on a leash. He'll sit there and put his paws up and beg for the pussy and bark. Everyone in the club can see him. He's like, 'I want you to embarrass me and punish me in front of everybody.'" Sheesh, all he needs is a blog. Lexxi: "I've got guys who want me to squeeze their nipples as hard as I can and smack 'em in the face and kick 'em in the balls with my high heels." Luke: "What do you wear when you do this?" Lexxi: "Lingerie and high heels." Luke: "You don't hate your job and drink yourself into a stupor?" Lexxi: "Not at all. I try not to even drink on the job. If I order a shot to take with the guys, I don't even finish it. I'll wait until they take their shot and push it to the side. "The day I need to drink to do my job is the day I need to look for another job." Luke: "Are the other girls jealous of you?" Lexxi: "All the girls are respectful of each other. There are always girls who talk ----, but as long as they are at a table and out of my way and not ----ing with my money, that's fine. Nobody really steals anybody's customers. I haven't had to beat anybody's ass yet. "If I do the same thing for too long, I get bored and burnt out really fast. I like variety -- dancing and posing and feature dancing. I'll take off to Vegas and dance there for something different. I'll do a bondage shoot instead of girl-on-girl." Luke: "You haven't even done a still shoot with Derrick?" Lexxi: "No. Suze Randall really wants to do a photo shoot with us. I told her maybe after my boobs are done healing we can talk about it. "Right now I already make good money and I don't have to do boy-girl. For me to do it, it has to be worth it financially. You'd have to present me a sweet deal." Luke: "How do you think it could affect your relationship?" Lexxi: "I don't know. Derrick and I have talked about it. He said, 'Whatever you want to do, I'm fully supportive of it.' I'm sure there will always be a little jealousy on both ends. We can only see when it happens. I'm sure he's not going to want details, just like I don't care to hear details. I just want to know that he did his pop shot, he stayed hard, and he got paid. "Derrick's preparing for my surgery. He's going to take time off to take care of me. He's going to nurse me back to health. He's a nurturing guy. He's a sweetheart who looks like an asshole." Luke: "Everyone likes Derrick." Lexxi: "The only time he gets mad is if you ---- with his money. He's a teddybear. He's a lover, not a fighter. He likes to think he is but he's not." Luke: "You're more of a fighter." Lexxi: "Yes, I am. I'm more feisty." Luke: "You're more reserved. Derrick will talk to everybody." Lexxi: "I always tell him, 'You're always trying to save the world, honey. F--- everyone. Don't worry about them.' "I'm like a snake hiding in the bushes until you step on my tail." Luke: "A lot of people in the industry are like puppy dogs. They want to be your best friend right away." Lexxi: "Not me. I don't trust nobody. And if you break it, you're f-----." Luke: "How many people in the industry do you trust?" Lexxi: "Maybe two handfulls. I'm cool and I'm amicable with everybody but I don't talk to too many people about personal things." I call the former candidate for California governor Tuesday afternoon. She's getting her hair extensions redone. Mary: "I was in Chicago last week cohosting the Mancow show. Friday they had the Sin City girls on -- Hannah Harper and the other girl. "Me and Hannah used to be good friends. We haven't hung out much. "Before the show, Mancow told me that Sin City was upset about her coming while I was there too. "The only thing she talked about was funny stories about me. We've had a lot of crazy moments together. "I'll never get why a porn stars wants... Oh, I'm not going to say it." Luke: "Say it." Mary: "I get crazy in public and maybe that's classless but isn't it classless to take ten penises's come all over your face? Paris Hilton might be drunk but she doesn't do gangbangs. I don't get get [porn stars] pretending to be Princess Diana when really you're a porn star." Luke: "Did you and Hannah have a falling out?" Mary: "No. I've heard some things Sin City people have said about me. "Hannah and I went to a basketball game in LA. We both were dressed up in outfits and distracting the players with signs I made. The [LA Times] newspaper article talks about me distracting the players. It doesn't mention [Hannah]. They didn't know who she was. You would've thought they would've mentioned that I had a blonde friend with big boobs. "I always get a lot of attention. I don't know if they didn't like that." I sing to Mary: "If you're classy and you know it, then your life will surely show it." Mary: "I guess I can't clap my hands. If you're not classy, stomp your feet. I'm stomping my feet in the hair salon. I guess I've been having classless conversations in the hair salon. I'm always inappropriate here. "I talked to Kendra. She says she has a girlfriend. It's her birthday tomorrow. "Harold and I had a big fight in Chicago. He was annoyed with me doing the Mancow show every day. On Saturday he didn't want me to go on the trip to Peoria [with guys from the Mancow show who are always hitting on Mary]. Ten drunk guys and me and another girl from the show. I can see why he wouldn't like me going on that trip. "The guys from the show are not particularly nice about Harold. "When I came back to the hotel, he was renting pornos in the hotel. They were $24 each. He said he had to do research. If he really wants to see them, we can get free ones. "He knew it would make me mad because I was making him mad by being drunk. He was showing me the emails I was sending him. I'd have to agree with him. They look like a drunk girl. My spelling was horrible. "Harold found a disorder that I and many of the girls in the industry have. Girls who need attention all the time and they'll use their sexuality to get it. "I went to a baseball game in Chicago. People told me they showed me on TV twice. I was looking around the stadium. I wasn't paying attention to the game. I just went to the game because I like the attention." Luke: "Have you been reading anything good?" Mary: "What do you think? I have a lot of books on Marilyn Monroe. If she was alive today, she'd be a porn star. "On Wednesday I'm going to announce my running for governor. I'll start campaigning April 28." Luke: "Do you have someone to organize it?" Mary: "No, that's the thing that really sucks. When I was with Kick Ass, I didn't have to do much. They did everything. They had a bank account fund. They managed the website. They came up with speeches. I was just good at performing what they told me to do. At this last President Bush dinner, I realized how much they did for me. Mark Kulkis (owner of Kick Ass) did PR before he came into porn. He's very intelligent." A porner writes me: "Hannah can't hang around with Mary because Mary pulls everyone down with [drinking etc]. She has done it to Hannah in the past and when she tries to separate herself from it, Mary calls her Princess Di. Hannah isn't thinking she's better. She's trying to stay sober." Jack writes me: "I've never met Holly, but here's my take on her. She has been around beautiful models (10's) all of her life, as a kid and now, and she doesn't think she measures up to them, so she drinks, not realizing that she's a pretty girl and a lot of women would kill for her looks." Joanna Angel and David Lee Roth Interview Via MP3. Did Kendra Jade Have Vaginal Reconstruction Surgery? She looks different down there. Kendra replies: "Whatttttttt??!!! Ewwwwwww..... NO!!!! Are you crazy ?" Khunrum writes: "Luke, you're an investigative reporter. Investigate. Get to Kendra's vagina ASAP and seek the truth!" Joanna Angel, savior of porn or queen of alt porn?
Skronker writes:
Penthouse Buys Jill Kelly Assets at Auction
Gia Jordan Admits She's 34 JMT writes:
Live-Blogging My VH1 Appearance My friend caught the East Coast feed three hours before me. ChaimAmalek: Did any bleeders rub up against you at your seders? Rob writes: "Luke could nail Liza and wind up on easy street. Compared to that David Guest guy, Luke looks like a green beret." Khunrum writes: "Liza's first hubby was an Aussie. I saw him in a club here many years ago. A total swisher. Do you think she goes for gay Aussies?" Rob writes: "Peter Allen. He made Luke look like Rocco Siffredi." Brian writes me: "I knew you were Jewish but I never knew you were British. Wait a minute. Judaism. British accent. You're not just a big Madonna fan are you? Is there a Catholic dancer from Michigan inside of you dying to get out?" Frequently Asked Questions For Lukeisback.com * What is the point of Lukeisback? It illuminates man's search for meaning. * Why don't you seem to allow profanity in your site, or at least in your interviews? I don't like it. * Will you help me get a job in porn? No. * Will you help me meet a certain porn star? No. * Will you give me contact information for a certain porn star? No. * Will you help me in any way? Probably not. Certainly not if you don't spell and punctuate correctly. I tend only to answer email that is spelled and punctuated correctly. I have no personal interest in porn. That was exhausted years ago. If you are an interesting person who's well-read, then we can hang out and talk about things aside from porn. * Are you on MySpace Yes. * I'm a hot young chick and I'd really like to hook up with you. I'm sorry but I don't find that spiritually nourishing. * Why is there a www.lukeford.com website? It was once mine, but I sold it August 8, 2001 when I left the industry for over a year. * Have you published any books? Yes. * Do you hate porn? I feel many things towards the porn industry and hatred and love are among them. There is no human emotion that is foreign to me, including emotions towards porn. My main attitude is that of a reporter trying to describe what he sees and hears. * Do you write about anything aside from porn? Yes. Lukeford.net. * Do you have any friends in porn? Not really. Porn friends are rarely real friends because so few people last in porn. * I am a male/female - how do I get into the biz? * What does your religious affiliation have to do with your website/reporting/commentary? It's probably not appropriate but I stick it in there anyway. * Who is Chaim Amalek? He's like a part of myself that I want to deny. Lee writes:
I have two books out that have nothing on porn, and Lukeford.net which has next to nothing on porn. So I'm always trying to develop enough of a mainstream career so I do not need to write about porn. Mondays With Holly Movie of Holly Randall's Secret Garden, yes she read that Nancy Friday book, I direct the bitch and make her to shake it for my audience Holly munches on cilantro Holly Holly Holly Movie of Holly with her dog Poe and her big ass Honey Bear 1:15 p.m. She shows me her vegetable garden. I love it when she takes on wholesome hobbies. It's such a change from the pornographic filth that normally fills her depraved existence. Then she takes me to lunch at Lula's on Main St in Santa Monica. It's where we ate on Oct 30 before we first did the deed. Holly again orders shrimp fajitas. I again order a vegetarian tostada. "Are you trying to seduce me, Mrs Randall?" I think. I tease her about the low intellectual level of posters to her MySpace page and suze.net Holly forum. Since buying her new Volvo SUV, Holly does not like being driven. Not on the road anyway. She has an S-M thing in her personal life, which makes her a better fetish photographer, she says. She shows me photos of her shoots with Charlie Laine and Lexxi Tyler as well as Angie Savage and Alektra Blue. I understand that some men find these things erotic but I'd rather dive into a good book. "Holly shoots violence against women is my headline," I say as I look at her photo shoot. "It's all in good fun," Holly claims. Lexxi has taken a nipple clamp to Charlie's vagina. I ask Holly how she would like that done to her. She wouldn't. That's one of the rare things that hasn't been done to her. Luke: "How could you choose to have that done to someone else?" Holly: "Because I'm a pervert. Lexxi presents Charlie with a tray of toys and Charlie has to pick her punishment. She picks the clamp." Luke: "So it's got a story?" Holly: "Yeah. That's why I like shooting fetish. It always has some kind of story. "I said let's use the clamp on her nipples and Charlie says, use it on my pussy, it doesn't hurt at all. I thought it would be painful." Holly loves a photo where the two girls look in the mirror. "My whole thing here -- Look at yourself in the mirror, bitch," says Holly, channeling Lexxi Tyler. "Look at what a whore you are. I'm going to beat you up. It's hot." I can see Holly's getting worked up and I start praying to God that I can leave her house with my newfound chastity intact. What would I ever say to my wife on my wedding day if I were weak now? Luke: "Where do you find meaning in your work?" Holly: "This shoot. Emma did the make-up. Angie Savage looked amazing. Alektra Blue looked at these pictures after I had taken them and was so excited about how good she looked. She said, 'I've always wanted to model since I was a little girl and this is the first time I've ever looked the way I've envisioned I look. "She was was so excited about the way she looked, for me that's the best part." Luke: "Does it matter when you cut off their elbow [in a shot]?" Holly: "Oh yeah, that's a bad shot. This is not edited." Luke: "How do you bring out her [Alektra's] inner beauty like that?" Holly laughs. "Make her feel confident and sexy." Luke: "How do you do that?" Holly: "Make them look good with an excellent make-up job and lighting and styling." Luke: "Did you do your own lighting on this?" Holly: "Did I do it myself?" Luke: "No, you had an assistant." Holly: "Yeah, this is a full day." Luke: "On a content exchange?" Holly: "I have an assistant. I did it that one time with Aimee Sweet and it killed me. If I'm going to shoot five sets in a day, I'm going to need help. But we sit there and contemplate the way we're going to light it together." Luke: "So you have ideas too about lighting?" Holly: "Yes, I do. Screw you! I know what I'm doing, dickwad!" She punches me. She punches like her mother. Luke: "That's not what I read on this thread." Holly: "That is [bad word]. "Anyone who's a professional photographer knows that you have to have an assistant." Luke: "Who's that?" Holly: "Angie Savage. I made her get [an artificial] tan." Luke: "What else did you make her do that she's never done before? Did you make her do that pose?" I point to one where she's spreading her legs. Holly: "Yes, she's never done that before. This is a centerfold for High Society." Luke: "How about working with children?" Holly: "I already have. They're a pain in the ass." Luke: "Where did she get those tits?" Holly: "I don't know her doctor." Luke: "What do you think she's thinking about when she's posing like that?" Angie has her mouth and legs open. Holly: "She's thinking if she's looking good and what she'll have for dinner tonight." Luke: "That's not what I'm thinking about with her picture." Holly: "Well, that's all I have to show you." Subtext: Get the hell out of my house, creep! I see a photo that reminds me of something. I email Holly's dad Mr Knipe:
Humphry replies:
Holly's mom Suze Randall has been nominated for a FAME Best Director award, even though she hasn't directed a movie since the 1980s. Isn't America a great country? Jack writes:
Rob Spallone Courts HBO Sam Williams writes for XBiz.com:
Penthouse TV Launches In June Jim English, who formerly ran Playboy TV, is running the show. Gary Gray aka Helmet Cam Man [a former show on Playboy TV] is head of production. I saw him running around the AEE in Vegas in January with a bunch of Penthouse Pets. The former Playboy TV producer calls me back Sunday. "I've gotten to work with some of these newer HD cameras and they're everything you'd expect them to be. I'm making a movie now with the Panasonic HVX200, a $5500 camera. You shoot on chips, not tape. It's data that goes into the computer and you edit. "I'm producing an improv comedy called Soup of the Day. There are a couple of parts that require brief topless nudity ala Wedding Crashers. We auditioned a bunch of Adult girls. Thursday we shot Ashley Steele. She was phenomenal. "Soup of the Day is about a guy who is simultaneously dating three women. It's an unscripted improv movie. Having experience in Adult films contributes to that. "Ashley had a mainstream day. She played a waitress. She went toe-to-toe with seasoned improv actors and held her own -- guys from the Groundlings, Improv Olympics... "We auditioned Sunny Lane. We found her interesting and we'll probably be writing parts for her. "Scott Zakarin is the director. The leads are Jon Crowley, Catherine Reitman and Tina Molina. "We're trying to shoot two days a week for eight weeks. "We have a next-level of indie porn chick now. The more entrepreneurial girls. Juli Ashton had [manager] Lucky Smith on her side making merchandising and other deals. Ashley's approach to the business is entrepreneurial and marketing-oriented. She's marketing her whole image, not just being a girl for hire." Did Suze Randall ever do porn? No. She posed nude a few times but never had sex on camera. Nietzsche writes on ADT: "I want to see her daughter Holly in some serious American Bukkake or Gag Factor action. She's prime stroke material." Junglew writes: "I have never seen any...hardcore photos of Susie although she does bear a remarkable likeness to Aunt Peg of the 80's but no cake. The photo quality of Suze's movies is remarkable. The hair, makeup and attention to details in the models is amazing." Cumwhipper writes: "After seeing pics of Holly, I must concur with your sentiments. I realize that you have squatter's rights, but can you please save some real estate on that gorgeous visage for my pearly white love bullets?" Holly Randall writes on ADT:
Why living in the U.K. sucks for porn
Patrick writes: "My favorite is from Belladonna: My Ass is Haunted - "blasphemous activity." I guess it´s still the year 1600 in the UK." Great Site Ranking in Google The Secret's Out Google recently filed a US patent which reveals a great deal of how they rank your web site. Some of it you could never have guessed at... Gia Gordan Admits She's 34 After deleting posts that mention her real age is 34, Gia Jordan, who usually claims an age of 25 in her interviews, posts on XPT:
Former Sex.com Owner Gary Kremen Sues ARIN (American Registry for Internet Numbers) This lawsuit flows out of Gary's victorious sex.com battle. Brujah summarizes on GFY: "Kremen wants the old Netblock IPs that Cohen used. ARIN wouldn't transfer them. Kremen feels without them, his google rankings aren't as good as they would have been if he had more IPs for his 5000 domains. Kremen wants his pound of flesh." I'm reading Paul Theroux's novel The Mosquito Coast. It's terrific. The movie should've been terrific. It was directed by Peter Weir. But it doesn't work. Sorta like the relationship I had with the woman I took to this movie in my 1966 VW Bug on the evening of Jan. 1, 1986. We both worked at this AM/FM radio station in the Sacramento area. I was 19. She was about 29 and the married but separated mother of a toddler. My station was covering a basketball tournament at my former highschool. I felt like a big shot as I walked around. I got more respect then than I ever got while in highschool. The woman flirted with me. She'd only come to the tournament at my invitation. She was hot. She was sexy. She was brunette. She confided in me about her marital troubles and why she was getting divorced. She told me to call her when I got back to the station that night. I called. She invited me to the apartment. It was New Year's Eve. All evening I'd been sure I was about to lose my virginity. Because of my nerves, I kept drinking water. When I got to her apartment, my hands were like ice (because my adrenalin was pumping, my blood had pooled around my heart and fled from my extremities). I had to keep using her bathroom. I tried to warm my hands under the hot water. It didn't work. We watched Dick Clark's New Year's celebration on TV. I had no interest in the TV program but I had every interest in losing my virginity. She checked to make sure her baby is asleep. She put on dance music. Then she stripped for me. I was awed. No woman had done this for me. The furthest I'd gone with a woman was briefly rubbing her breast over her clothing at an INXS concert in the summer of 1985. "What do you think?" she asked after her strip show. "You're amazing," I stuttered. I lay on the couch. She jumped on me. I turned her around and went right for her breasts with my hands of ice. She screamed and moved me off. I got no further. The next night I took her to Mosquito Coast but all I got at the end of the night was a chaste peck on the cheek. We'd earlier made plans to have dinner at my place Friday night (my parents were out of town). I had asked several of my friends about the risk of heterosexual AIDS. I was sure this evening, this Sabbath evening, would end my unwanted virgnity. She left a message with a vague reason for not making it. In reply, I left her a message of sexual yearning. At the radio station Monday morning, she pulled me aside and said her husband heard my message and that he had a gun and he's looking for me because he wants to kill me. I never met her husband. I never have sex with her. In fact, I don't have sex for more than three years. It's eight years until I have my second sexual partner. Then in a year I had about 20. I say I respect women and value them for their values and conversation and all that, but unless I exclusively penetrate a woman I want, I can't bear to spend that much time with her. Kaiser writes:
Yes, I had lunch with Louis and spoke to him on the phone many times. I love his father's writing and I look forward to reading Louis's forthcoming book. I Read A Novel That Reminds Me Of Holly Binnie Kirshenbaum writes in A Disturbance in One Place about a married woman who carries on simultaneous affairs with a professor, a multi-media artist and the love of her life:
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