OP/Ed by Darrah Ford
If anyone took the time to read Mariah’s post about me, then please take the time to read my entire post where I explain and say what Mariah of course left out and didn’t tell you.
If Cindi or anyone else posts my reply, please do the blockquoting as well because I do quote her a lot. Cindi can easily go for the edit button on my comment and cut&paste my reply which will have the html. I have also saved my reply if anyone wants me to send them the html included.
I see she prowls Twitter and Lukeisback looking for a place to sling her nonsense as she hides with a made up name behind the security of her online persona trying to sound as if she knows anything about this business when in fact she knows very little.
You’re the one prowling Twitter slinging your nonsense. I’ve told you I’ve read your Twitter and how you do nothing but criticize the women in your own industry by saying they look like trannys, ugly, fat, and are hookers. I don’t know what your problem is with trannys. The few I’ve come to know, they’ve been nothing but nice and genuine people. With everything I have ever said about anyone, you’ve done more damage to more women in your own industry than I ever have.
I’ve never claimed I know everything or everything about this industry. I’ve been very open since day one about how I am a complete outsider but was always fascinated by the history more so the actual porn. I know my place in this industry and always have.
She said in a reply to something I had written recently “If I were in this business I would never hire you!” Well guess what, you just made a very valid argument to everything…YOU AREN’T IN THIS BUSINESS!!!! She can say I’m a nobody and that I have to claim being famous because I’m really not, blah blah blah but I do very well and certainly don’t claim to be the top porn star or even one of the top porn stars.
I told you the reason why I said that was because if I had a company and hired you for one of my projects, you would never promote it by going to the shows, conventions, and parties. You say you don’t go to the U.S. conventions because 90% of the women who go are only there to be prostitutes. You say you go to Australia and their conventions though I asked you if you knew that prostitution is legal there. I said that because you wouldn’t promote my product and you would also criticize most of the women associated with the project. That’s why I said I would never hire you because you would clearly sabotage the project from the very beginning.
I don’t fly coach either Darrah, just in case you have some discount fare shit to say lol. How many porn stars own their own house? How many own 2? How many have an IRA account? How many own 2 boats? How many have an investment portfolio and health insurance? I have these things because I have been very fortunate and learned my lesson at an early age about pissing money away at the mall. This is not a knock at the girls who don’t, it’s just a statement to backup what I say.
I never claimed you fly coach. I’m sure you do very well financially and am happy when any woman in this industry can make her money when many leave worse off financially than how they started.
I find it hilarious that someone on the outside of our business has the gull to write about it as if she is on the inside. Someone who has posted publicly the real names of porn stars and directors yet claims that she is appalled at the fact that movies are shot in residential areas. With the economy the way it is and the tube sites giving everything away their isn’t money for studios in a lot of producers budget. I would say 90% of porn movies are shot in residential areas. Many shoot locations are bonded and legal and most are in guess where….residential areas! I find it hilarious that Darrah was so surprised when she saw Christian say he was shooting in a house….helloooooooooo! someone with such insight into this business should know that shouldn’t they?
How dare you claim that I have posted the real names of porn stars. Is this what your new “friend” Redgoat told you with his stalker blog he has up solely based on me? You claim I don’t check my facts but here you are blatantly lying and never checked your facts. I said the name of Pastor Melissa Scott, just like Cindi did here on LIB. I said her name because millions of people already know her as a porn star and already know her porn star name. Millions of people have known this for years longer than I ever have. I said her name because she makes millions of dollars all in the name of God when she does the complete opposite of what she preaches to her religious followers.
I said Addison’s real name recently because he was wanted on MURDER charges. I said his girlfriend’s first name and only her first name because she had already been arrested on MURDER charges.
As Redgoat has thrown in my face all the time, i said Jenna Jameson’s real name on XPT though she herself has said it in her AUTOBIOGRAPHY. I said her real name because a new porn star was using the name Jenna was born with but with a last name very similar to Jenna’s real last name. For the life of me I now can’t remember the last name the new porn star was using. So stop your blatant lying.
Why would you find it hilarious about any outsider writing about an industry they are not a part of? Many do write about other industries that they are also not a part of being sports, politics, Hollywood, and porn. I’m not the only one and won’t be the last.
Your entire rant here today started because you stuck your nose into what I was asking Christian yesterday on Twitter. He wrote how the neighbors found their shoot and how now it will take another 30 minutes of his day to move things. I said don’t write on Twitter that you’re shooting an outdoor scene and complain that you now have to move things. I know dear that many scenes are shot in residential areas INDOORS. But you’re not allowed to shoot OUTDOORS in a residential area where neighbors are clearly walking past the shoot where their kids will also see. See Mariah, it’s AGAINST THE LAW to shoot in residential areas where neighbors and their children can clearly see what’s going on. I don’t need to be in the industry to know this. And as I told CHRISTIAN, either rent a studio or shoot elsewhere far away from prying eyes where the possibility of the police being called won’t happen.
I think I am going to put some of my money to work for me and hire a private detective to find the real identity and address of Darrah Ford and post it everywhere that I can so she can no longer be this anonymous Femi-Nazi who does nothing more than post her ill-informed nonsense as if she has privileged information.
Go ahead dear. But be advised that you’ve just now given permission to all your haters & everyone you have pissed off throughout these years to now go after you and do to you what you claim you’ll be doing to me. You also seem to forget you have a son that would be dragged into all of this. Not by me but by whatever careless act you do against me. You come after me which means my family will be dragged into it, that means you’re dragging your family into it as well. I’ve now copied and saved your threat against me. I’ve never threatened you while you’ve just now threatened me publicly. You’re now my new stalker with no shred of a life to take what’s said on a social network into the real world. I never thought you would turn out to be like Redgoat because that stalker has no shred of a life to stalk me for close to a year putting my safety in danger all because of what I wrote about Jeff Steward and Tony Malice.
You’ve now told the thousands of people who read LIB that you’re now a stalker and will hire someone to break the law so you can find me because I stood up to you and called you out on your bullshit. You’re the most hateful and negative person that I have come across in this industry and that’s saying a lot. You hate any woman that you see as competition but attack me when I call you out on your hate.
You attack Sunny Lane saying you would never be friends with her because she works at the Bunny Ranch but you openly support someone like Jenna Jameson who looks down at all the mothers in this industry. She never came out and said she looks down on any of the mothers in this industry. But when she publicly attacks Kendra Wilkinson (before the sex tape) because she was dancing on stage at a concert fully clothed, then just IMAGINE what she thinks of you and the other mothers in this industry. Jenna attacked Kendra saying she is setting a bad example to her child and needs guidance. And as I said, Jenna attacked Kendra all because after pictures were published of Kendra dancing on stage during a concert. She wasn’t naked or doing anything sexual. She was fully clothed having a good time dancing on stage during a Too Short concert.
I have many times addressed and written about why the constant hate towards porn star mothers but never against the porn star fathers. People have attacked me calling me crazy, psychotic, and off my so-called medications because I defended Janine Lindemulder and wanted her to keep her daughter. I defended Shawna Lenee after MacKenzee Pierce attacked her when her crime seems to be having children and still being a porn star. MacKenzee attacks any woman in this industry who has children. I only mentioned your son on Twitter when I wrote this:
@mariahmilanoxxx I’m a miserable cunt because I don’t want children subjected to porn? i can’t imagine what your son has witnessed.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:47:13 PM
via web in reply to mariahmilanoxxx
I was talking to Christian and you came into the conversation. Because you seemed to think it’s perfectly fine to shoot OUTDOORS in a residential area with neighbors walking by and possibly their children witnessing what’s going on. That’s why I mentioned your son. And that was the only time I mentioned your son. But of course you don’t mention this in your post and leave everything out. To refresh your memory and to inform everyone reading this what really happened, here are all my tweets to you. I also only called her a bitch because she called me a cunt after she saw what I wrote to Christian. But I believe she went and deleted all those tweets to me now, of course:
@mariahmilanoxxx Why don’t you get the fucking life bitch. I’m also not talking to you.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:26:55 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx If you were shooting porn in my neighborhood now, you would be arrested.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:27:06 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx You can’t shoot porn where the neighbors can see and hear what’s going on.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:27:14 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx When you get arrested one day, don’t fucking complain and say oops I shouldn’t have shot porn where people can see me.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:27:21 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx Or rent out a studio like many others do or use the same fucking home that many use far away from neighbors & their kids.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:27:45 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx AND if you’re shooting porn where you’re not suppose to, don’t fucking tell the world about it on Twitter.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:28:20 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx I’m a miserable cunt because I don’t want children subjected to porn? i can’t imagine what your son has witnessed.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:47:13 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx I’m the negative one? Read your own Twitter & see all the negativity against the women in your own industry that u spew.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:48:14 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx You call many of the women hookers, old, ugly, land look like tranny’s. Have you taken a good look at yourself lately?
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:49:00 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx You say you never go to American conventions because 90% of the women who go are there to be prostitutes.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:49:58 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx But you love going to Australia and their conventions. You do know prostitution is legal there, right??
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:50:28 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx I never heard of you until you started contributing on LukeIsBack.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:50:50 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx I asked a few in this industry who u are & they said you’re not that famous & upset you never made it big like the others.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:51:31 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx Your own best friends are photographed at these conventions that you yourself say most go to be prostitutes.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:52:06 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx Everything you post on LIB is filled with hate and negativity. So don’t say I’m negative when you win over me on that.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:52:52 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx Next time you’re shooting porn in a residential area where kids are out playing, (cont) Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:53:46 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx (cont) PLEASE tweet about it so the police can be on their way
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:54:07 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx AND anyone who has to remind anyone how “famous” they are is not famous.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:54:33 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx Anyone who goes on and on and on hating on prostitutes is probably one herself.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:55:09 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx You complain that porn star prostitutes bring in STDs though they use condoms with clients and YOU don’t on your shoots.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:55:46 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx Silly me that a pornographer is talking about on Twitter a shoot he’s filming & saying how the neighbors just busted him.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:57:05 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx Stupid me 2 be appalled that someone is bragging about shooting in a residential area where my kids could walk past & see.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:58:00 PM
@mariahmilanoxxx U hate most of the women in this industry because you’ve been in it 4 so fucking long & never made it as big as they have.
Monday, August 02, 2010 12:00:11 AM
@mariahmilanoxxx You read this all last night and logged off early. What’s the problem now hours later?
Monday, August 02, 2010 6:04:19 AM
@mariahmilanoxxx I don’t want to argue with you or anyone for that matter. I said what I did last night.
Monday, August 02, 2010 6:04:42 AM
@mariahmilanoxxx But he can’t shoot outdoor porn scenes in a residential area. It’s just common sense.
Monday, August 02, 2010 6:05:24 AM
You mention my son and now you will see what it feels like to be exposed. You said you can’t imagine what my son has been exposed to? He is an A student in a private school and has no idea what his mother does for a living. I will tell him when the time is right and at 13 he doesn’t need to know. Many of the people in this business have children that are growing up in a loving household with good parents who just happen to be in the porn business. Is it so different than someone who owns a liquor store or a plastic surgeon who sells false self-security to young girls or aging housewives or over the hill hags like you the false promise of youth? I don’t personally think so, but that’s just my opinion.
You do know whatever you do to expose me or anyone means you yourself will be exposed. You will also be dragging my family into this. Which naturally means anything I do in response legally means your family will also be exposed and dragged into it. I have been threatened, my family have been threatened, I have been threatened with bodily harm physically & sexually, and so have my family by a group of stalkers from this industry and on the outskirts of this industry. By all means join that group of men and put yourself in that same league. And you do know by coming after me because I stood up to you means you will be making me famous and more known throughout this industry, right? I am not going anywhere regardless of what happens. I have the right to have my blog while you’ve attacked more people more so than I ever have.
You threaten me without realizing I have sat on many stories about you that INDUSTRY people have told me. I never posted those because you contribute here on LIB and what was told to me is really mean about all the shit you’ve done throughout your time in this industry.
I helped you before and gave you the advice to send out your own press releases. I have done this with a few female porn stars. I sent you a lengthy detailed letter about how to write a press release and what the formula was. I sent you the email addresses to send out your press release and which sites run press releases. You thanked me and you did get into AVN and XBiz on the first try I believe.
I tried to make amends with you over a year ago Darrah and I also publicly apologized for claiming 90% of girls at shows are prostituting. I took it back and I was wrong to say it even though it isn’t that far from being true.
You only “apologized” because your friends who go to these conventions went against you. And even that so-called apology wasn’t a real apology when reading it.
You defend prostitutes who fuck married men yet you talk shit about people shooting in neighborhoods where kids play?
I defend anyone in the sex industry. You also have sex with married men on set. Prostitutes are with their clients, get paid, and then go home mostly never seeing those men ever again. You are friends with the married men you’re with in front of the camera and you probably also socialize with them and their wives socially after. Society looks down more so at you than they do at prostitutes. Many prostitutes use condoms and go home never to see those men again. You’re friends with many of the married men you’re with on camera. How many of the porn stars also go home and have sex with those men AND their wives/girlfriends? I defend anyone in the sex industry and always have while you attack many of the women.
You attack them saying what they do is illegal but you attack Sunny Lane though what she does is very legal. She’s one of the nicest people out there with nothing negative being said about her except when you say something against her. While many in this industry say nothing but negative things about you because all you do is attack most women in sight.
You defend prostitutes who fuck married men yet you talk shit about people shooting in neighborhoods where kids play? They aren’t shooting out in the street!!!!!!! But someone fucking a prostitute in a hotel room behind their wife’s back is risking far more damage to their kids and their wives in my opinion. I am a child of divorce and saw what it did to my brother and I. I see what it has done to many other kids as well. I would bet your husband is fucking behind YOUR back and I really hope he is paying for it! lmao
Christian was on Twitter talking about shooting when the neighbors busted them. Which means he was shooting outdoors. No he might not have been shooting on the streets but he was shooting OUTDOORS where he himself said the neighbors found them. Either shoot indoors, in a studio, or at a home where there is more privacy. I’m looking at the bigger picture seeing what could go bad down the road and where Christian might not only get himself in trouble legally, but his entire cast & crew. I don’t care how bad the economy is. I don’t want to walk in my neighborhood and see porn being visibly shot where I and the neighborhood kids can clearly see everything.
That married man having sex with prostitutes is no different than that married porn star shooting with you on set. A married man is a married man is a married man. Don’t throw morality into this when you look down on women being with a married man when you yourself have been with married men on set. Aren’t any of the married porn stars you’ve shot with married?
But someone fucking a prostitute in a hotel room behind their wife’s back is risking far more damage to their kids and their wives in my opinion.
Of course you say that. It’s your opinion to attack the prostitute because you don’t want anyone to attack you for what you do on camera. And you’re sadly mistaken thinking that a married man going to prostitute cheating on his wife is worse & more damaging to his family than what porn has done. Families have been financially drained because of the father’s expensive porn habit and him watching porn for hours and hours everyday. Children have been exposed to porn after finding their father’s porn stash. Wives have been forced to follow suit and perform porn star sex because their husbands forced them to watch porn and do what the porn stars are also doing.
Teens now think sex is ‘porn star sex’. They start off doing gangbangs as their first sexual experience because they think that’s how sex is like because they saw it online. They think facials, slapping, spitting, videotaping, and gangbangs are the norm because they saw it online. They videotape themselves and pass the videotape around because they saw what porn did for Paris Hilton and Kim Kardashian and they think it will happen to them too. Laurence Fishburne’s daughter is following in Kim Kardashian’s steps saying Kim is her role model and how she followed the same steps because she saw what porn did for Kim’s career.
Most of society sees porn as a worse effect on their families than someone cheating with a prostitute. Don’t thumb your nose down on prostitutes who have sex with married men because you’re a porn star having sex with married men on camera.
I helped you before with press releases and told you how to write them and who to mail it out to. I only started going against you because of your constant hate on porn stars who are also prostitutes. Don’t threaten me by saying you’ll hire an investigator to find me because you’ll only be opening the flood gates and be giving permission to your haters to do to you & your family what you’re now threatening me with.
I have changed in how I write and hold back a lot now after I found out what I said about someone wasn’t true and I publicly apologized to her. Since then I always remember that and have changed and hold back a lot. I only go against you because of your constant hate against the women in tour own industry.
Everything I write about I believe it to be 100% true. There have been times that I found out I was wrong and have publicly apologized to those people.
And once again, the only time I mentioned your son was with this quote on Twitter:
@mariahmilanoxxx I’m a miserable cunt because I don’t want children subjected to porn? i can’t imagine what your son has witnessed.
Sunday, August 01, 2010 11:47:13 PM
via web in reply to mariahmilanoxxx
That had nothing to do with you as a mother but it was my blind attack against you after being attacked by you.
Wow…some have a lot of spare time.
I was accused of dragging someone child into this & releasing porn star’s real names. So I had to reply. And yes I do get long winded and ramble on. I don’t mean to but I can’t help it and want to make sure I get my message across.
All I’m going to say is that you would probably not believe the number of emails I have gotten and DM’s on Twitter supporting my article and offering assistance in “outting” you Darrah. Some, by the way, from people you have quoted in some of your posts. You say I threatened you? How is saying I will expose someone who uses a false identity a threat? You spend a lot of time talking shit about directors and producers and agents and male talent so it would be a newsworthy piece of information. And you go ahead and get others to do the same to me. I have yet to get a death threat as you claim you have, and if they want to come to my house they are welcome. They just need to be ready for what they will be greeted with. I have many friends in this business and all of them will tell you I am not the person you claim me to be. I speak my mind so that makes me stand out and I don’t give a fuck what people who don’t know me think because it’s simple, they don’t know me.
You did mention my son which is out of line, even for a useless cunt like yourself.
Yep, all on one hand right? Oh, one of them was Kayden Kross. Yeah the woman who was involved in a scam that resulted in a married couple and their children losing their home.
Betcha I have more of those messages praising what I said in response to you before and what I said on here.
You don’t care that I mentioned your son. You’re only holding on to that to have something against me. The comments on your original post said far worse about you and your son and you not telling him yet what you do for a living. Why aren’t you crying about those people? I said the word son on Twitter and you’re acting like you’re so offended.
You’re a fake and a fraud. I mentioned the WORD son because you didn’t care Christian was shooting porn outdoors in a residential area where people were walking by. I mentioned the WORD son because any of those neighbors that busted him could have been children which you didn’t seem to care about.
You’re a fake and a fraud like before asking me on Twitter “oh what’s wrong honey and how can I help” when you asked me about my stalker. I knew you were full of shit with your faux sincerity but I replied back to you anyway.
You’re only upset that someone called you out on your bullshit. You also stuck your nose in what Christian and I were talking about. This industry has it’s parasites and I call them out on it. Be human instead of a bitch and then I won’t say anything.
You don’t care that I mentioned your son. You now have something to hold on to against me. Get a life bitch. How dare you claim you have a life when you want to take what’s said on a website out into the real world. And here you reply and don’t even acknowledge what i said against you because you know I’m right. You’re the biggest hater I’ve come across and you have the fucking gaul to go against me?
Darrah you are proving that desperate people do desperate things. I NEVER posted anyone address. Someone I helped get into this business and was friends with for 2 years prior and I had a falling out and the girl stalks me and contacts everyone I speak to and copies everything I do so I emailed her about it. She replied saying how her life is so great with her house on the water and how she has 2 nice cars etc… Little did she know I knew where she lives and it’s far from the water and is actually surrounded by scrub bushes lol and she drives a piece of shit Honda that is at least 10 years old with rims on it like a day worker in LA. All I said and I quote, “Both you don’t live on the water you live in the bushes and you drive an 89 Honda” now since I didn’t say it directly to her there was no name mentioned, no address given and the year of the car was more than likely incorrect and no color or model number or license number was posted either. So once again check your fucking facts before you run that mouth that so badly needs a 15 inch black dick in it!
and when I asked what was wrong I was serious. I had no beef with you at that time. And you need to get over yourself with that “you have the gall to take me on?” crap. You are no one in this business other than a lonely bitch living with her cats blogging about the porn world you know absolutely NOTHING about!
Whose porn star’s real names did I run? You got that from that blog started solely based on me that he started. I explained it all above.
I never had a problem with you and had liked you. You seemed well off, making your money, and not have the usual problems that many seem to have. I told you already the only time I went against you was when you went against porn star escorts, the women in your own industry.
I know I am. I know my place in this industry and accept it. I always have. You people give me way too much credit making my role here seem greater than what it actually is.
I’m tired of all of this and all the threats and all the fighting. It’s been going on for close to a year. Not with you. The group of men from that forum you’re now talking to. You have no idea how my life has been altered because of this. Not just me but my family. They are in no way involved but have been dragged into it. Would you like your family being dragged into this shit because of what started off as an argument on a porn forum? Now you’re threatening me which will also affect my family and you expect me to take that lightly?
As I’ve said a hundred times already, I can’t understand why anyone would take what’s said online into the real world trying to cause actual harm to me & my family. Why can’t we be two crazy bitches arguing calling each other whores and bitches and be done with it leaving it online? Don’t get involved with them. They’re using you to get to me. They don’t care about you or any porn star for that matter. I know these men and what they’re like and what’s they’ve done to other women before me. Walk away from this and don’t get dragged into it.
That’s all I ever wanted. But to be accused of exposing my son to whatever you meant to say crossed the line with me. I am not some demure little quiet girl who doesn’t want to rock the boat because in all honesty the boat needs to be rocked sometimes.
No one is going to use me. that happened with that friend I had that I mentioned above and I won’t allow it to happen again. Lesson learned. I’m a grown woman and I am very cautious of people i deal with and my level of involvement with them.
I think you are too defensive of women in this business simply because they are women. Like I said before, this is a business to me not a lifestyle and if I were a swinger or attended all the porn parties and events and fucked everyone in the business off camera as well as on my opinions on the way other girls conduct themselves would be different. But I am an outsider and have friends in this business that are true friends, not people I just see on sets. I take it seriously as I do my health. I don’t shoot with many amateur girls because they don’t get tested and I don’t know where they’ve been or with whom. So my “attack” on girls in my own industry to me is important and needs to be said.
with that I am done with this.
I wonder if Mariah Milano’s belief that Darrah Ford has
revealed real names is because Mariah has her confused with
Luke Ford. Before Cindi Loftus took over Luke Ford’s website,
Luke Ford had a big list of real names of people in the porn
industry. The list had some inaccuracies on it such as
claiming that Bob Chinn had another name which is his real name. Bob Chinn is Chinn’s real name.
Jamie Gardner
Mariah you are so stupid! Are yo telling me that if you shot with an amateur girl and asked them for a test or mentioned before the shoot that they need their test they wouldnt have it with them? You are so quick to attack the amateur girls because you have nothing left or no where to go in this business because you pretty much have done it all. You are jealous of the upcoming models and scared they are going to take your place. You look old and haggered and these amateur girls are probably the same age as you and look like they are in their early twenties. Get a life Mariah! Obviously you are not as busy as you say you are if you have all the time in the world to hate and respond to all your haters. It seems like you have alot of them. Hmmm I wonder why? well Let me tell you why, its because misery loves company and hate attracts hate. Im sure you know that though. As far as where someone lives in the bushes or not if their house is green brown or if they drive a ferrarri or a honda who are you to judge? Do you know if its their choice to live there, or to have that car? Some of us prefer not to live on the water and not to have a fancy car even if they dont have money. I know some rich people that drive the simplest car and not so big house. Thats because they dont come from new money and because they dont want to be flashy. Get a life Mariah and stop judging others. If its your choice to have those fancy things then so be it. it doesnt make you better than them. They have self respect and fancy things is not what comes first to them. Obviously you have other priorities. Have a good life. You are a complete joke! We are here to beat off to you and dont really care what you have for a house and cars. Learn something about life.
Thank you.
This is rare for me but I want to apologize for mentioning your son. I didn’t mean it in the way you think I did. It was a knee-jerk reaction of saying I can’t imagine what your son has witnessed because of the neighbors walking past Christian’s outdoor porn shoot which could have very well have been children walking by too. It had nothing to do with you as a mother and absolutely nothing to do with him.
Just curious
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Darrah Says:
I know I am. I know my place in this industry and accept it. I always have. You people give me way too much credit making my role here seem greater than what it actually is.
I’m tired of all of this and all the threats and all the fighting. It’s been going on for close to a year.
End Quote
So.. Why the hell not just walk away from it? Seriously, whats your stake in it? I’m certain you are not getting rich from this or under some binding iron clad contract to continue it… If you are tired of it all, Why continue?
So many words for such a petty issue. Bluntly stated, both Darrah and Mariah are coming out of this mess looking like immature drama queens.
Blogging is a drug…for some.
It’s my blog and I won’t be run out by a group of men from a porn forum I never did anything to. If you started a blog, would you pack up and leave because a group of degenerate assholes have stalked, threatened, and harassed you for a year because of what you wrote about other people? That forum has done more damage to so many in this industry than my blog has. I was one of the very few women who refused to be run out of that forum while most of the other women ran. The only reason I’m not there now is because I was banned.
The one who started all of this hates me because of what I wrote about that forum owner & an administrator on my blog. They never cared considering I was still allowed to be on their forum and even starting one thread calling the owner of the forum a horse’s ass with a picture of horse’s ass. They didn’t care while my stalker did because those two had hired him as the new moderator and he took it upon himself to protect his two new dads from big bad me.
The second who got involved is also from that forum and he turned on me after I told him I can’t talk to him privately on Myspace & IM after I found out he’s a married man. Since then, it’s been constant stalking, threats, harassment, and trying to find where I live. It’s gone on for a year and it’s never ending. They have no lives and live on attacking women. Their daily routine is stalking me reading & documenting every word I write all so they can try to use it against me to shut down my blog, find where I live, and invite others to cause actual harm to my family and I.
I’m being victimized by them but I refuse to be their victim. I will not run and hide giving them what they want. Should I leave, start another blog about another industry, and two and a half years later also leave that blog because new degenerate assholes won’t leave me alone? Would you give up what you’ve worked on for all this time just because he is clearly mentally unbalanced wanting to intimidate you so he can finally have that orgasm he rarely has?
He complains I hide behind a name though most in porn do also. 99% of the people on that forum also hide behind a name and have done far worse than anything I have ever done. 99% of the people here on LukeIsBack also hide behind names with a group that have for years done far worse than anything I ever done. But my stalkers never attacks those on that forum and here on LukeIsBack because his argument against me was never about me hiding behind a name complaining about people on my blog. He just can’t stand that I’m not intimidated by him and haven’t left by now. I stood up to him and called him on his bullshit and he can’t stand it. I’m not going anywhere..
How could two people write so much about so little?
An accomplishment in inept drivel if nothing less.
Billybob
did you read what I wrote? I don’t give a fuck what kind of car or what type of house people live in, but the bitch emailed me telling me she lives on the water and has 2 nice cars…I didn’t judge her for what she drives or where she lives, SHE lied to me about her house and her cars…THAT’S the fucking point douche bag!
I have shot with amateur girls and of course I would shoot if they had a test, but most have never been tested or don’t have a current test. Most don’t even know where to go to get one. I don’t judge them for being amateur girls…I have many friends who are very successful amateur girls and run a professional business. I just don’t shoot with amateur girls WHO DON’T HAVE A TEST! you can call me names all you want but it’s obvious you are here to talk shit and you know who I am to know I am washed up and old and haggard… thanks for taking notice Billybob. Gee, maybe you’re one of those who live in that fluorescent lime green house in the bushes lol
thanks for the apology Darrah.
mairiah,
How do you know that the person you work with today didnt work with someone yesterday who didnt have a test, therefore putting you at the same risk as working with someone without a test?
Your safety net of a testing system has more holes than a dozen doughnuts.
there are holes in everything, but I trust the pro testing system far more than girls with no test at all.
The real professionals don’t shoot with people with no test, and that’s a fact. I am extremely picky about who i work with and have an extensive “No List”. If you notice I work with the same 4 or 5 male talent all the time. I always get to choose the male talent. that’s the deal if you want to shoot me. it’s been that way since I returned to shooting in 2007.
That great, but those four or five male talent work with everybody else, and in an epiemeological way so do you. It makes no different which males you choose to work with,,,,its who THEY choose to work with that puts you at risk. Your rationalizaton that you are somehow more protected than others in this industry is false,,,,,you are ALL at the same risk level, all the time,,,,,,you are at no less of a risk level than the riskiest person in the pool. You have NO IDEA what that male talent you work with today was doing yesterday, and he transfers that risk to you,,,dont you get that?
And that person that YOUR male talent worked with yesterday,,,you have no clue what that person was doing the day before,,,,but he’s stil using that test from five days ago that says he is ‘clean” LOL
Youare SERIOUSLY misinformed if you think that you are at any less risk than any other perfromer,,,,it is just simply NOT TRUE. Unless you keep your chosen male performers under lock and key, you have no diea who, or what they are dong before they DO you.
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Direct quote from Sharon Mitchell…”Inantoher wence i fellthat the testing gives the talent a ‘false sense’ of security, as they feel they are bulletproof if they have or work with somone who has a negative tests. As these tests are only good for 12 days BEFORE the the day that they are drawn……..AIM’s testing program is meant to STOP THE SPREAD of an industry outbreak early” NOTE<<<<NNOT to prevent an outbreak,,,the AIM system is to deal with things AFTER they happen, they are worthless when someone tries to claim they are preventative in a ny way.
More quotes from Sharon Mitchell……The attitude in this business toward HIV has always been ghastly. The denial is perposterous. We have high-risk catagories the CDC NEVER DREAMED OF, like men sharingneedles to inject erection drugs into their penises…..That was before Viagra of course……."
"THE talent in this industry has always been viewed as expendable
Joe has a point. It’s one thing to pick who you work with based on personal preferences but if you consider them also to be cleanest because of their looks, charm and personality, think about all the action they’re getting on and off camera if they’re so hot and well-liked… getting girls to bend over for them whenever and whereever they want. It’s probably safer to do a b/g scene with a bukakke guy who hasn’t gotten laid in years.
But as I said in the L.A. times if you’re worried or paranoid you shouldn’t be in this biz.
I am here to support Mariah. I think she is one sexy gal and she has always been sweet to me via myspace and twitter. I am also cool with Darrah Ford. Maybe because I have only read a few of her articles and she has never attacked me. I will not attack Darrah either but I will not defend her on this. I am not sure that if she does not like you why she even tweeted you to reveal her distaste. I never understand why anybody does that to be honest. Let’s just say for a moment I do not like you, Mariah, which is not true ,but if I did not, I wouldn’t go out of my way to to write an article negative about you, or tweet negatively to you. I would instead focus on the people I do like. She should do that more often. I am building my own media site, that when dealing with pornstars, wreslers, actors and such I will not be talking to the ones I don’t like but to the ones I do like. Call me crazy but I think it will do just fine. When I get it built I hope I can get an interview from you Mariah. I will make it easy I will give you a list of questions and you can pick the ones you like. I do think though that posting her address may be a bad idea for I just got an email from some crazy guy who wanted to help out, problem is he seemed like some serial killer that if you disappointed him he may come after you, also I think even if he didn’t he would probably hunt down Darrah which is a bit extreme as well. Well gotta go Mariah. You have my support Mariah.
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Mariah who fucking cares if they lied to you or not? Obviously you care enough about what this person has to say. You seem soo worried about that person and what they say. You are so sick and have such low self esteem! Get a life and stop worrying about what people say. As far as testing goes they could of got tested last week and fucked someone one hour before the shoot and got an STD from that person and GUESS WHAT??? You have it now. You dont get it! You are so oblivious to what is going on. Almost all of these tests are not full panel tests and that means they dont test you for it all. You should know that right? Im done arguing with an ignorant porn chick. Put a cock in your mouth and shut up, as you would say right?
Billy Bob or should I call you Mr Bxxxxx?
again I will say, people being tested is much lower risk than those who don’t get tested at all. Are you arguing this?
I know someone you know quite well I think who shoots with another girl who’s boyfriend fucked someone in front of me at a Christmas party who is well known to have herpes. His current gf has never been tested nor has the amateur girl she shoots with and shares toys with regularly. To me that is retarded. Girls can certainly pass virus’s back and forth from toys and Sybians and even fingers.
I certainly wouldn’t say being tested is 100% safe, but it’s far safer than never being tested at all. If you deny that then you are fucking retarded.
And for your information Talent Testing does full panels for the same price AIM does. I get a full AIM panel every time, and just got one yesterday. I don’t just get the AIM test for HIV Chlamydia and gonorrhea, mine cover genital warts, herpes and syphilis.
Not sure who this Bxxxxx guy is but I damn sure know you are stupid for posting someones name on here. Just another stupid porn chick that knows nothing about internet laws SMH
you say it’s illegal to post a random name on the internet? if that is true then there must be a lot of people being prosecuted for that huh? Mr Smith, or is it Mr Jones or Mr Sullivan? I could go on and on and on… just another hater with nothing else to do
A few years ago,the big argument about safety was(in plus of the testing)that…”we only fuck among ourselves…and everybody is tested”.Well…maybe in those days escorting wasn’t as popular(but I doubt it).I will always remember a post by Lori Michaels(that never did a shoot without a condom)about the fact she was on a set one day and there was 2 male talents talking to each other on the other side of a short wall and they couldn’t see her.One of the guy was talking about a civilian party he was at the previous week-end and that he did wind up fucking the most gorgeous girl he had ever seen.The other guy asked him:”did you use a condom?””No,he did answer,I like to feel them when I fuck them”.
And one should know that Lori Michaels was an exclusive Vivid girl and she would choose every single person she would work with.
for sure there are risks, but again, being tested every 28 days is far better than not at all.
What happened to that person’s last name????? Why did it get x’d out???? hmmmmmm this is weird I thought Mariah said it was ok to have it posted? Ok this is getting fishy!!!!
Why is my comment still awaiting moderation????
because you are a douche bag who lives in the bushes! lol
What type of specimen do they take from you for the genital warts test?
Ok, here’s the deal Darrah. I have never had a problem from you or from Mariah. I am taking Mariah’s side from many reasons, not just because she is sexy and has been sweet to me many times. The reason is this, you crossed the line, see we are different. No matter how many people in entertainment I talked to porn stars, wrestlers, upcoming movie stars, comedians. I never criticize them on things I disagree with unless they have attacked me before (which only 3 performers have that I know for sure of). Yes many of them have different political ideas from me, many of them say this and that and I disagree, the reason for me Positivity sells and is more beneficial. Sure many girls and guys probably hate my ideas but I don’t care, I keep moving. My problem and I have told you and others of this, is regardless if you agree or not with the persons statements, refrain from commenting and if you do, try to be nice about it. I have replied to just a few movie stars on tweets they posted I disagreed with but I really went all out and was nice about my disagreement. I see your upset at a variety of things Mariah has said but why would you tweet her and Christian about it, your asking for trouble, so much so, that in the end she wrote an article about you. I like Sunny Lane a lot she is another who has been very sweet to me, but I have learned that many of the girls in the biz do not like each other, I attribute that to girls just fucking hate one another especially when porn seems to be a popularity contest. I am not saying by the way I am taking sides with either Mariah or Sunny or that they hate each other, I do not know either enough to make that descion. I like them both. I’ll give you another pair that hates each other Vanessa Blue and Kitten or how about Flower Tucci and Missy Monroe. As far as how each of them treated me, they all treated me fine. Oh another Alicia Rio and Domonique Simone, now those too have pretty much stopped talking to me. I hate that because I would not take a side and I like them both. But hey that is my Modus Operandi(spelling is my downfall, lol). Fair and Balance just like America’s most hated and loved TV station Fox. But I digress. The lesson again, start writing about people you like or appreciate if you run out, or go to politics(where it is perfectly acceptable to dislike President Bush or President Obama) or main stream entertainment. Ok I said my piece. I still have no problem with you Darrah, just can’t defend you because of the way you started this. If Mariah just blatantly attacked you from nowhere it would be a different story but you and I are nobodies, so why would she. Alright Peace out. From now on Darrah, try to be good, lol
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you get it done when you get a papsmear test. Obviously I don’t get them from AIM test locations, but I get 2 a year and then a visual exam as well. They can also swab the area with vinegar and if it turns white it’s a positive. I have had the immunization for them but it’s not 100%.
Yikes. I can say that I had my own run in with Mariah. I didn’t like her because of some things that were told to my by some friends. Once I actually talked to her about it, it turned out that she is a very nice person. She just says what she thinks, so you can’t fault her for being honest. Adult is full of thousands of people and everyone is not going to get along.
I agree with Jane’s point that you can still get along with a person even if you don’t agree with what they’re saying or believe. If someone says “I don’t like what that guy says on the internet”, well lots of people can say that about some talk show host that has a particular personal and/or political bent.
A person may mean well when they say what they say, even if it hurts, is offensive or even unenlightened. Also someone may be (or at least feel) forced to express themselves due to being treated a certain way, especially if it’s endured and even worsened over a period of time. And if someone is mad at someone for what they said, try to imagine being in the other’s shoes and the reason(s) they may have said what they said. If you hypothetically are mad at someone for something they said, they may hypothetically be justifiably 10x, 100x, a million or even a billion x angrier for what you or someone related to you has done. One may have put someone in a situation where it’s to the point that they really have no choice but to speak. So, instead of being reactionary one needs to look at it more objectively, logically and patiently… think!…
I will not work with ANY female talent without a test either from AIM or talent testing services! Period!!
Jeremy Steele has an excellent point, it was sort of what I was saying but I think I like his version better, kudos Jeremy
Thanks, Jimmy. My comments indirectly address
someone(s)/something entirely unrelated to the drama on this thread, Jimmy, but thought it might apply here, as well.