Photo: Jeremy Steele with Kandi Milan @ Venice Beach.
Jeremy Steele on doing porn while in a relationship.
Once upon a time, several times, in fact, I was a porn star in a relationship with another porn star.
Btw, I use the term "porn star" just as any one who would condemn me for having ever been a sex worker would call me "porn star"… if I’m gonna get the shit for it then let me get the shine as well.
Actually, like kids in nursery school, every porn star should get a prize or award, at some point, just for having done porn. Each one should be handed one upon walking into an awards show.
That way the show would also move a lot faster.
One time I was in a room, sitting next to my then porn star girlfriend, just innocently looking around, and every time I looked in a particular direction, I was accused by her of making flirtations with another
girl I knew. The God’s honest truth is that I wasn’t making flirtations with the girl, yet my protestations fell on deaf, jealous ears.
I would be accused of believing, for some reason, that I would be getting "brownie points in heaven" for all the pussy I get in this life, be it on camera or off.
This stupid comment was repeated so many times as if repeating them each time made them more so a fact. And again, my protestations, each time and always, fell on deaf ears.
And this was coming from someone fucking and sucking cock, no holes barred for all to see.
The Producer who shot Porn Star For Rent (a documentary that I and many other porn performers and professionals were featured in), once said to me that all those who have sex on camera for
money should get paid One Million Dollars for their first sex scene… and that all other scenes after that, they shouldn’t get paid anything.
The point within this comment was that, in many ways, there’s a heavy price to pay for "doing the nasty" on camera for all to see for all eternity… including friends, families, past, present and/or future coworkers… and of course, significant others.
While, I’m not advocating that there should be any heavy price to pay for having had sex on camera for commercial reasons, I’m just acknowledging the fact that there is a heavy price.
Interestingly and certainly, if compensations were based this way, where everyone gets paid one million dollars for their first scene, and nothing after that, you’d actually still see many a performer lucky
enough to be employed just once, working more than once… for the love of the sport/game… the adulation, fun and "fame"… and of course, the sex. And all these people would be disproving their own claims, if any of them had made them, that it was "just a job".
"Just a job"?…as in blowjob? fuckjob?….
But, regardless, a little imagination should suffice to understand the ramifications of shocked family members utterly disgusted and/or devastated by their child having become a "porn star".
And, a little imagination should suffice to understand the ramifications of those who live or seek out post-porn professions with their carnal experiences forever out there for those around them to witness. While, it really shouldn’t be a big deal, it, unfortunately, is.
And a little imagination should suffice to understand that personal relations between boy/girl "friends" would be no less potentially problematic, due to having sexual activity with numerous others as a profession.
Whether the ramifications are in regards to work, family, friends or others/significant others, what’s best in all cases is having an open minded, accepting and loving support group of individuals who will not damn and despise sex workers, past and present.
Regarding personal relationships, the only sane way to have one, while doing sex work, is to have an open relationship… just as being in and accepting one who does porn requires an open mind, so does a relationship, if it is to be healthy… and sane.
Having been in and out and in and out of porn for while (I started in early 1996 when William Clinton was getting freaky with cigars in relations he claimed weren’t sexual because they were only ‘oral’) I’ve had a few exes who’ve done both porn and/or escorting. Did them fucking others ever bother me? Not in the least. If it did, it would’ve been hypocritical of me.
Additionally, it might also make me, what a former frequent LIB commentator who called himself BiggusDiccus, the "biggest loser in the room".
There’s nothing wrong with hookers (on camera or off). In some cultures, past and present, they are held in high regard. In this stupid nation, however, you can enjoy any pleasure, and it will cost you money… any pleasure except sex… unless you’re married… And what’s that say about the sanctity of marriage if repressed blue-balled fools end up getting married while so sexed up?
In America, you can get a massage, but if you get a certain part of your body messaged it is illegal. Sorry, mutually consensual activity between adults is illegal in this so called "land of the free, home of the brave".
I once read a porn girl who was in a relationship declare that it’s just a job, and that there’s no need for jealousy on their lover’s behalf… and furthermore that there are guys she’s had to work with who she’s not at all attracted to. Interesting she would say that. What about the guys she WAS attracted to? Why did she only mention the guys she wasn’t attracted to, to justify what she was doing?
One of my exes who also did escorting confided to me that she enjoyed the sex around 70% of the time, including people she wasn’t physically attracted to.
Being in porn and having a relationship is definitely a problem, but only if you’re in a conventional relationship. It requires an open mind to be in porn and accepted for doing it. Likewise, an open mind is required to have a sane, healthy relationship, especially if you’re a sex worker.
At least one of my exes tried to condemn me for being in porn for "lesser" reasons than her… accusing me of doing it to get my rocks off, while for her, her claims were that her reasons were claimed to be loftier… having to do with attention, adulation, entertaining others and being a "star"… suggesting that sex with other people has nothing to do with it… uh huh…
But what made her alleged reasons, assuming they encompassed the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, any loftier than simple barnyard level lust?
Even if the reasons were true, it’s still, no less, self-indulgence. Personal satisfactions, whether they include sexual lust or getting attention and a sense of worth is no less masturbatory.
Is there a heirachical scale where alleged reasons of "fame", "adoration" and "attention" are more higher up then lust? Or are these reasons lame excuses for avoiding the simple fact that one, by conventional standards, is "cheating"? Does the fact that one gets paid to have sex with others an excuse for it, or just an added bonus and layer to the whole "cheating" thing; for not only are you having sex with others, you’re also getting paid…. as if that justifies it?
Getting off is our jobs… we’re supposed to enjoy it… it might not always be easy and at times isn’t… but there are times where it, of course, is the best job in the world… as long as the concern of friends, family or potential future employers is not a concern… or the concern of significant others.
As far as I’m concerned, all sex is masturbation. And if you think masturbation is cheating, then best of luck in your relationships!
Conventional relationships vary, as do less conventional relationships. While some draw the line of "cheating" as having sex with someone else, some think jerking off to porn instead of having sex with one’s significant other equates with cheating. It could be construed that fantasizing about someone else also "cheating"?
I had a porn star ex who was escorting and thought I didn’t know about it, when I told her I knew and I didn’t care, that I didn’t consider it much different than sex on camera, she got angry.
I had another ex who "caught" me "cheating", attempting to hook up with others, while she was spying through various emails… the same ex who admitted she loves sex and that she’s "fallen in love" with performers she’s worked with. I could only imagine if I ever said anything like that what satanic wrath I would’ve experienced. But for her, it’s no problem, because she claims she’s doing porn for different reasons.
Even if it was for different reasons, which I don’t agree with… it’s still the same thing both are doing… having sex with others.
While I was "cheating" or attempting to cheat, she was sucking and fucking cock… but not for the "evil" reasons I was accused of… being my own selfish carnal pleasure (perhaps my compensations were considered too small to be a reason for me working in porn?) … but for her elitist, "superior" reasons… attention, popularity, being a "star" and other shit… (all different modes of "getting off", regardless).
I called this denialist, hypocritical and stupid… getting off on many more levels than I ever did, while displayed as property for public consumption, touched by others and hands, mouths and genitals…
For me there really is no such thing as cheating because if my significant other wants to fuck someone else she should. If she wants to have a nice meal when I’m not around, then please enjoy it. "If you’re happy, I’m happy" has always been my attitude… the kind of attitude you expect from friends, but not so called ‘girlfriends’ or ‘boyfriends’. One shouldn’t "cheat" themselves, I think.
Conventionally, "boyfriends" and "girlfriends" should not be called "friends" if the significant other’s pleasures are considered "cheating" if they are acquired through others than the significant other, itself.
Friends always encourage friends to have as much fun as they can… so why are significant others called boy and girl "friends", when a jealous and possessive lover is not the kind of thing you’d
call a "friend"?
Again, one has to be open-minded to do porn. Of course the significant other should be priority in a relationship… I think marriages themselves would fare much better if the institution had open doors. The issue of cheating in marriages and relationships is all too common, regardless of the sex work factor added to the equation.
Having sex with the same person can become like having sex in the same position.. even if it’s your favorite position… or eating the same food… even if it’s your favorite dish.
So, if you do porn to satisfy your ego, to be a "star", to be loved, admired, watched.. and if "falling in love" with your costar or the pleasure of sex with hot co-stars hypothetically is not even .01 percentage of a motivation (yeah, right), well it’s still cheating anyhow, so you might as well own up to how much you enjoy getting fucked by random people and not let it bother you or your significant other. "Get over it", as they say.
An open relationship will end the idiotic hypocrisy, especially for sex workers.
So, if you love someone set them free, if they come back to you, you’ll know it’s love in return, and if they don’t they were never yours to begin with. This is a tough lesson for many.
Of course this is all just my opinion and it’s said that opinons are like assholes, but does mine stink?
You decide.
Thanx for the article.
Some very keen observations of the price paid for being in “The Industry”. The industry can not and never will shake off the stigma and tawdry thoughts that the masses of hypocrites have of the industry.
Various fair weather friends of mine wandered off once I entered the devils cinema. I am well know for my libertarian views and a proponent of outdoor sex.
I think society would be better off without main stream media glorifying violence and freedom of pleasure not hidden like it is. Although most society can not shake themselves free from the shackles of world government that is more interested in selling smart bombs and drones than having people enjoy freedom. As for a persons emotions , doing porn while in a relationship , has been explosive many many times in the past and many times in the future. Emotions are like bees buzzing that will not leave ones thoughts till the emotion is ready to. Very few in the industry escape being judged by the hypocritical masses. I actually like not being like the masses of hypocrites.
The Madden curse is real. I planted some onions today.
That was the best op-ed i ever read! Hey, if people can review their own shit on amazon, etc, why cant i?
Its food for thought Jeremy but I thought ya came off sounding like a self indulgent “Woe is Me” whining bitch .
WTFrU talking about Bla? Your mind is made of sludge.
tl dnr
Mistah Steale, did any of your womens want to pee on you after seeing you in the reverse bukakke?
At anytime were you being amorous w/ a lady friend and she told you to go scrub yer junk, cause she could taste whore on it? How bout, “Yummy, I can taste the whore”?
Did you ever accept off camera “me” time w/ a whore while in a relationship?
Who were the best whores for off camera, bored on set fun time?
Mope A has 13 x*n*x. Mope B has a doobie and 2 oxies. Mope C has a pint of Schnapps and 1/2gm of meth. Who leaves the set with the barely legal runaway on her second day off Craigslist?
“X*n*x” kicks off the spam filter.
Nothin wrong with my mind Brando, Im just callin a spade a spade, so give it up Marvin & admit ya were sufferin from tha “Poor Me’s” when ya wrote that sorrowful shit .
Dude you are wrong, I am not “whoa is poor me”… I’m doing fine, just talking about nonsense. This nonsense does not define me. I define it. And who the hell is Marvin?
You are !
Jeremy Steele AKA the legendary thespian, Marvin BrandoXXX .
Now back to tha content ..
Basically ya wrote a piece about how bad it made you feel that you were once employed in porn to bang beautiful outrageously sexy womin & that you were in a few different challenging relationships with beautiful outrageously sexy womin who were also “Sex Workers” outside the Porn industry .
We get it Brando !
You suffered for yer art now go treat yerself to a cookie & get over it .
Wow, that was an entertaining looking funny mirror image you just held up claiming as representing me. Yu so funeeee.. but looks aren’t everything.
I dont get it Brando .
Wat did I metaphorically hold up & how did I claim it represented you ?
Keep it together Marvin & try to remember Im not a director for you to argue with about yer deeply held thespian artistic values !
It’s time for Bla to go back to talking to himself.
I see The Jerk’s old comment just came in view… it’s too bad I didn’t quite miss it.
Btw, Jerk, how many times on average do you have to jerk to pop and how many times do you pop on average per day? Just curious, as that final sum shall surely add up to a whole lot of per-daily jerking…. leaving little other time except for a few fast, snide comments before going back to jerking.
1.5
Quit burying yer head in tha sand Brando !
When was the last time you seen an Oscar handed out for impersonating a big African bird ?
Wise up Marvin !
1.5… interesting… is that per pop or pops per day?
Pops per day.
How many jerks contains way too many variables. Purpose jerking or reaction jerking? Second pop of the day or first pop since yesterday morning’s shower? Drunk or stoned or sober or tweaked? Heck, freshly shaved junk or winter bush even makes a difference.
I entertained your questions, now get at mine. I don’t think there was anything too bad in there.
If there is anything else you would like to know about my masturbatory habits, feel free to ask.
Do you typically jerk before work, at work, after work, or all of the above?
Would you rather have 1000 hours of high quality porn to wank to or one high priced hooker condom free for 15 mins?
Before work, clean the pipes to clear the mind, or before bed.
I only ever banged one chick w/o a rubber and that wasn’t until like 6 months in. I wound up being with her for a decade of condom free fun. I’m not so much a germaphobe, it just takes a while before I trust a woman with my jizz. I’d go with the porn.
Plus, there aint much fun to be had in 15 minutes. Yer lookin at too much pressure. Like 3 slurps on yer dick, then “You ready to fuck me?” and once yer in there constant, “Did you come yet? Are you ready to come? Do you think you are close?” #WoodKiller.
Maybe w/ the right whore, I’d just eat her clam and bung hole for 15 min, then jack when she splits, but I’m not going to give her 1000 hrs of my high quality porn for that. She would have to accept about 200 CD-ROMs from back in my dial up days. And not the Meatholes ones, cause I don’t think those scenes in original form are available any more.
Now come on man, gimme some answers to my questions. You can skip the pee one if that’s what got yer panties in a bunch.
I stopped reading after the millionth paragraph. Does this op/ed ever end?
Hmm, I wonder how many of the anecdotes in this are about L*cky St*rr. I reckon the one who accused you of “flirting” with other women by looking at them is almost certainly her, as is the one who spied on your emails. The escort who got angry with you is also likely.
…actually, why the sudden diplomacy? From what I’ve seen you’ve never been scared of naming names (and the resultant drama) in the past. It’d be a shame to break from tradition!
Can’t Mrs 3 ” POV/dicpusini come up with something different than the same stupid “million/millionth” comment from her alt alias?
To answer your 4 questions, Jerk: No, No, Yes, a lot of times, especially in the first year I was in the biz. There was a latina girl who went by one name Sabrina, one who called herself Lil’ Bit, Lovette and several who’s names I can no longer remember.
There were a couple of lost non-industry hotties because I had to rush off to work with someone else right after fucking them.
Ceth86… I’m expressing a modicum of respect for my last significant porno other due to what we had together for a couple of years… the escort who got angry with me for saying I didn’t care who she fucked was psycho Sicilian Eden Rae, btw.
The only thing I’m really angry about regarding my last ex are two things:
1. Not seeing her cat anymore due to her deciding that a certain hell she went through was far worse than my having just been hit by a car with a piece of flesh being ripped from my ankle… It was she who decided to qualify which was worse, her experience or mine…. but what she did was something she chose to do voluntarily, which she had some great times over and profited greatly from doing, while I was just in the midst of a lot of physical pain. My “audacity” of saying I wasn’t so sure about the hell she had been through as worse was simply because she made it all about her. She essentially didn’t care what just happened to me, made it all about her, and my response to that made her accuse me of thinking everything’s about me. Typical hypocrisy on her part… the same person who accused me of trying to have my cake and eat it too while she has lots and lots of cake and eats lots and lots of cake, too… has a lot more fun and makes a lot more money doing it.
2. Her facebook “liking” and being hugging buddies with Sophia Mounds, the same one who viciously insulted her as ugly… the same one who made my life unbelievable hell, accusing me of beating her, later of r*pe and killing her cat, etc… until she later admitted she made it all up because she was on drugs and in love with me, upset I wouldn’t be her boyfriend. This proves my first point, it’s all about her. She only gave to me because she thought it was her way of owning me while she goes out and has her cake and eat it too. But when it came to things that matter to me, she couldn’t give a fuck less.
My ex told she was beat up once. And I’m sure she wouldn’t appreciate it if I found that guy, and instead of laying him out, made buddies with him, and taking pictures to prove it. Making up the lie that a man r*ped and beat a woman might very be even worse than a woman who is raped and beaten…. the latter which my ex was.
If my parents were killed in a Nazi concentration camp and I saw my ex throwing flowers on a Nazi’s grave or dressed in German SS gear on Halloween, my sentiments would be similar.
Her befriending Ms. Mounds, considering Mounds vicious, uncalled for insults of my ex is unforgivable… and equally strange… my ex insulted me, calling me midget (strange coming from someone 5 feet tall), and then for the first time I insulted her back… but considering all we had, that she would be friends with that piece of shit before me, makes as much sense as it is low.
And Ms. Mounds is a very dangerous person to be friends with, btw.
But my ex’s intellect has not been demonstrated as being very high… because Sophia is female and has a cunt my ex would make comparisons of herself with Sophia, as if they’re both on the same side. Like I tried to tell my ex, Sophia was a roommate who I occasionally had sex with. She was a self-proclaimed “swinger” when we met, so the notion that fucking her makes one her boyfriend is severely stupid.
I will never forgive my ex for befriending that piece of shit. She might as well go laugh at someone’s fucking funeral.
Next time she goes to church she should pray to God to give her some intellect and human decency…
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Hmmm, let’s try this and see if it doesn’t go on moderation for 2 weeks…. Can’t Mrs ___________ come up with something different than the same stupid “million/millionth” comment from her alt alias?
To answer your 4 questions, Jerk: No, No, Yes, a lot of times, especially in the first year I was in the biz. There was a latina girl who went by one name Sabrina, one who called herself Lil’ Bit, Lovette and several who’s names I can no longer remember.
There were a couple of lost non-industry hotties because I had to rush off to work with someone else right after fucking them.
Ceth86… I’m expressing a modicum of respect for my last significant porno other due to what we had together for a couple of years… the escort who got angry with me for saying I didn’t care who she fucked was psycho Sicilian Eden Rae, btw.
The only thing I’m really angry about regarding my last ex are two things:
1. Not seeing her cat anymore due to her deciding that a certain hell she went through was far worse than my having just been hit by a car with a piece of flesh being ripped from my ankle… It was she who decided to qualify which was worse, her experience or mine…. but what she did was something she chose to do voluntarily, which she had some great times over and profited greatly from doing, while I was just in the midst of a lot of physical pain. My “audacity” of saying I wasn’t so sure about the hell she had been through as worse was simply because she made it all about her. She essentially didn’t care what just happened to me, made it all about her, and my response to that made her accuse me of thinking everything’s about me. Typical hypocrisy on her part… the same person who accused me of trying to have my cake and eat it too while she has lots and lots of cake and eats lots and lots of cake, too… has a lot more fun and makes a lot more money doing it.
2. Her facebook “liking” and being hugging buddies with S*phia M*unds, the same one who viciously insulted her as ugly… the same one who made my life unbelievable hell, accusing me of beating her, later of r*pe and killing her cat, etc… until she later admitted she made it all up because she was on drugs and in love with me, upset I wouldn’t be her boyfriend. This proves my first point, it’s all about her. She only gave to me because she thought it was her way of owning me while she goes out and has her cake and eat it too. But when it came to things that matter to me, she couldn’t give a fuck less.
My ex told she was beat up once. And I’m sure she wouldn’t appreciate it if I found that guy, and instead of laying him out, made buddies with him, and taking pictures to prove it. Making up the lie that a man r*ped and beat a woman might very be even worse than a woman who is raped and beaten…. the latter which my ex was.
If my parents were killed in a N*zi concentration camp and I saw my ex throwing flowers on a N*zi’s grave or dressed in German SS gear on Halloween, my sentiments would be similar.
Her befriending Ms. M*unds, considering Mounds vicious, uncalled for insults of my ex is unforgivable… and equally strange… my ex insulted me, calling me midget (strange coming from someone 5 feet tall), and then for the first time I insulted her back… but considering all we had, that she would be friends with that piece of shit before me, makes as much sense as it is low.
And Ms. M*unds is a very dangerous person to be friends with, btw.
But my ex’s intellect has not been demonstrated as being very high… because S*phia is female and has a cunt my ex would make comparisons of herself with Sophia, as if they’re both on the same side. Like I tried to tell my ex, S*phia was a roommate who I occasionally had sex with. She was a self-proclaimed “swinger” when we met, so the notion that fucking her makes one her boyfriend is severely stupid.
I will never forgive my ex for befriending that piece of shit. She might as well go laugh at someone’s fucking funeral.
Next time she goes to church she should pray to God to give her some intellect and human decency…
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Seriously, Mrs g*rci*, your stupidity is self-evident by the low life meal ticket you married, but coming on and attacking me with the same stupid “million” comments and speaking highly of the ex which your husband has trashed about as bad as Sophia Mounds did…. I guess I should blame Larry for bringing his name up. You just couldn’t sit quietly and feed your fat face, could you?
Mistah Steale, don’t feed the trolls, man. Please respond to my questions. The answers could spark interesting discussion, instead of the norm.
I DID ANSWER YOUR QUESTION. BUT CINDI HAS THE ANSWER ON MODERATION AND YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW THE ANSWER FOR DAYS OR WEEKS!
I will repost my moderated post piece by piece to see if I can figure the fuck out why it went on moderation:
To answer your 4 questions, Jerk: No, No, Yes, a lot of times, especially in the first year I was in the biz. There was a latina girl who went by one name Sabrina, one who called herself Lil’ Bit, Lovette and several who’s names I can no longer remember.
There were a couple of lost non-industry hotties because I had to rush off to work with someone else right after fucking them.
Ceth86… I’m expressing a modicum of respect for my last significant porno other due to what we had together for a couple of years… the escort who got angry with me for saying I didn’t care who she fucked was psycho Sicilian Eden Rae, btw.
The only thing I’m really angry about regarding my last ex are two things:
1. Not seeing her cat anymore due to her deciding that a certain hell she went through was far worse than my having just been hit by a car with a piece of flesh being ripped from my ankle… It was she who decided to qualify which was worse, her experience or mine (and but hours after me being hit by a car)…. but what she did professionally was something she chose to do voluntarily, which she had some great times over and profited greatly from doing, while I was just in the midst of a lot of physical pain. My “audacity” of saying I wasn’t so sure about the hell she had been through as worse was simply because she made it all about her. She essentially didn’t care what just happened to me, made it all about her, and my response to that made her accuse me of thinking everything’s about me. Typical hypocrisy on her part… the same person who accused me of trying to have my cake and eat it too while she has lots and lots of cake and eats lots and lots of cake, too… has a lot more fun and makes a lot more money doing it.
2. Her facebook “liking” and being hugging buddies with Sophia Mounds, the same one who viciously insulted her as ugly… the same one who made my life unbelievable hell, claiming I beat her, putting e in jail for 4 days, later accusing me publically of r * p e and killing her cat, etc… until she later admitted she made it all up because she was on drugs and in love with me, upset I wouldn’t be her boyfriend. This proves my first point, it’s all about her. She only gave to me because she thought it was her way of owning me while she goes out and has her cake and eat it too. But when it came to things that matter to me, she couldn’t give a fuck less.
My ex told she was beat up once. And I’m sure she wouldn’t appreciate it if I found that guy, and instead of laying him out, made buddies with him, and taking pictures to prove it. Making up the lie that a man r*ped and beat a woman might very be even worse than a woman who is r * p e d and beaten…. the latter which my ex was.
If my parents were killed in a Nazi concentration camp and I saw my ex throwing flowers on a Nazi’s grave or dressed in German SS gear on Halloween, my sentiments would be similar.
Her befriending Ms. Mounds, considering Mounds vicious, uncalled for insults of my ex is unforgivable… and equally strange… my ex insulted me, calling me midget (strange coming from someone 5 feet tall), and then for the first time I insulted her back… but considering all we had, that she would be friends with that piece of shit before me, makes as much sense as it is low.
And Ms. Mounds is a very dangerous person to be friends with, btw.
But my ex’s intellect has not been demonstrated as being very high… because Sophia is female and has a cunt my ex would make comparisons of herself with Sophia, as if they’re both on the same side. Like I tried to tell my ex, Sophia was a roommate who I occasionally had sex with. She was a self-proclaimed “swinger” when we met, so the notion that fucking her makes one her boyfriend is severely stupid.
I will never forgive my ex for befriending that piece of shit. She might as well go laugh at someone’s fucking funeral.
Next time she goes to church she should pray to God to give her some intellect and human decency…
Thank you. I remember Lil Bit More. Skinny blonde, put her bunghole to good use in scenes. I used to have a DVD with her, RLD Just Over 18 #3. It had Taylor Rain on the box cover and the incredible Peaches who sadly lasted 2 scenes in porn.
Any whores stand out as having poor hygiene on set? I’m not talking a stray dingleberry, I mean like a funk rolling off her nether regions that effected wood.
Other mopes that were a pain in the ass to work with? Mopes that were really easy to work with?
Worst meltdown that you saw on set?
3 whores you were giddy to get to work with?
Dicpusini aka Chelsea Morono, go suck your big daddy’s little dingy.
Dicpusini aka Mrs Morono, go suck your big daddy’s little dingy
Lil Bit’s real name was Raina and I talked her into briefly changing her stage name to Rainahh.
Too many questions, Jerkula. The easter bunny is here.
That’s OK Steale, you get yer food and rest. The week is just emerging, and I’m sure you will have time later for them.
Good call on the Lil Bit/Rainahh name change Jeremy, always thought “Lil Bit” was silly. She was one of my favs back in the day, wasn’t in the business long, you know what she’s doing now? Oh and terrific OpEd btw.
Thanks Satyric. I figured Mrs Morono’s “millionth” comments was as stupid and biased as she is. I don’t know what Rainahh is doing now. And for some reason an ex’s “I want more. I want it all” keeps ringing in my head at the same time as the angry “You want to have your cake and eat it too!” Hypocrisy is a dimwitted and ugly beast.
Meanwhile, I told someone about the possibility that I might make a very brief “cumback” in to industry (that’s all I can and will say about it to anyone in the industry) and I got this warning:
“Stay safe — and get away from
those people as fast as you can.
They are bad people and they are
only out to get you and harm you.
Run from them as far
and as fast as you can.”
Does this person know what they are talking about, or is there at least some element of truth in it somewhere?… hmm, thinking all who’ve attacked me over the years (the list is too long) and relationships I’ve had, along with the complete lack of willingness from anyone to “debate” the issue regarding sane and healthy relationships while in porn… just maybe they somehow know something, even if they don’t?…
I’m not trying to sound like Shelley Lubbin’ here. I know there are lots of decent people who are and have been in porn, but there is a disease to fear and it’s not HIV… it has something to do with elements of wholistic integrity, it seems.
Someone better not be scumming my This Mope’s Life concept. That is a layup AVN award for ya Gurmeee. Don’t let someone talk ya into doin it w/o me involved.
How’d u know, Sir Jerkalot of the Round Table pizza table? Actually, it’s about a mope who voted for Obama’s hope and realize he was a dope for doing so, so he bukkakes from a balcony upon Mrs Obama during his “I have a drone” speech and gets arrested as a terrorist.
Anyway, I’m gonna go back to moping. Oh, life. Why? God, what were you fucking thinking?
Dude, yer breaking my balls while I’m tryin to get you work??? I aint even looking for cash outta the deal, just some say in casting and a couple dvds. The outline is right there in my head, just needs to be transferred to Microsoft Word.
Brandon is shooting better quality chicks, so he probably doesn’t need the money bad enough for a cameo as Arthur Gayle. Maybe we could kick enough dumpsters to find Knox. No gay stuff, just comic relief.
well, appropriate enough to bang on dumpsters looking for mr nipple pincher while he’s stroking limp biscuit since he once said on xpt that I should be hired to play him if they ever do a movie based on him. And all because his ex Sophia mounds (why did auto fix just capitalize Sophia? i’m not in the capping mood) once told him when he was with her that I was her ex bf, when I never was, thus creating an imaginary rival, who he’d have to hate if he was low enough to ever date her as I ALLEGEDLY did… I hear you have balls of Steele and they can’t be busted with a mallet… but that’s just because you’re captain keyboard warrior, masked meatball from planet splooge. back to you, pal.
A couple of more things… This is a sensitive time of year as my ex’s cat died on St Patty’s day a couple of years ago… I would just like to acknowledge how being in a relationship (in and out some bit but anyways) for two years while being in porn was truly an amazing feat. That’s more years than dog years. That’s like 20 years in normal human years, I think. (wiping eyes)
Anyways, I would also like now, since I created this thread, and keep it going some more before (or in case) LIB kicks the bucket, about Sandy Hook “Hero” Gene Rosen. Some of you might not know or remember who he is, but he’s too ridiculous and comical to have missed being the “conspiracy nut” that I am. You can find this somewhere on youtube:
The Gene Rosen Tribute Song (to the tune of The Gong Show’s Gene Gene The Dancing Machine):
My name is Gene Rosen
I’m the one who’s posing
Like a fucking hero
I’m a fuckin’ zero
Didn’t call the cops, no
Got nothing to show for
All my crazy stories
Basking in my glory
My name is Gene Rosen
When the stores are closing
I’ll be on the prowl for
The kind that I adore
The kind that’ll do
Has eyes of blue
And his hair is blond
If that’s you then come on
Please don’t be older than
7, 8, 9 or 10
Please do not be female
If mom asks please don’t tell
I’ve got toys and puppets
Including some muppets
Brand new from the store
And there’s plenty more
So you wanna be in movies
Then baby come and screw me
I will make you famous
Just show me your anus
My name is Gene Rosen
I see you got your clothes on
Please give them to me
I’ll give you some candy
They call me cracker jack cause
I’m just like Santa Clause
I’ve got a lovely prize
Hidden here inside
I’ve got all these toys
Preferably for boys
Let me toss your salad
You’ll be glad that I did
My name is Gene Rosen
And I sure love them children.