1. Why did you decide to write a book?
a. For a couple of reasons. One, I got tired of telling my story over and over and over. (laughing) On a serious side, hundreds of thousands of people worldwide from countries I never even heard of have written me and cried out for help for everything from depression, prostitution, to porn to wanting to be healed from Herpes. So I wrote the book to pass on the healing I received from God to the whole world. I truly want to empower people to be Champions in life.
2. How did you decide on the title and design the cover?
a. God gave me the title in 2004 when He told me to write an article about the truth behind the fantasy of porn. It stuck. Then God told me to turn the six year old article into a book this summer on my husband’s birthday. I just sat down on July 15 and wrote and self-published my book in two and a half months. Only God could have done that.
b. The design was pure genius between me, God and my awesome designer Eric. God told me to take my eyes and put them on a porn star’s face and to use circus imagery as I often compare the porn industry to a circus in my book. If you look in the back of the book you can kind of notice my green eyes in my picture look like the woman’s on the front. I love to throw hints and keep people guessing. Intriguing others is a gift of mine.
3. What do you hope to accomplish by putting this book out?
a. That truth would prevail and millions would be awakened out of their ignorant slumber.
b. That millions of sex industry workers would feel understood and have hope again. I wrote my book especially for them.
c. I also want to help millions of porn addicts and their families. Especially the wives and children. Wives are devastated because they feel cheated on and according to numerous studies, the largest group for viewing porn online is ages 12-17. If we don’t stop spoon feeding porn to the youth, we’ll one day have an entire generation of porn addicts who will become our leaders. That’s a scary thought.
4. I really did enjoy reading your book. You mention so many things that we will explore further in a more in-depth interview. But for now, Just tell me what should people who read your book take away from it?
a. That nothing is impossible with God.
5. Do you still hear Jesus speak to you? What is the most important thing he ever told you?
a. Yep. Jesus talks to me everyday right along with my Father God and Holy Spirit. No human could accomplish all that I have in my life unless they were supernaturally empowered. Jesus Christ is alive and well and He has only just begun to heal the world of porn. He especially sends His love to everyone in the porn industry!
b. The most important thing He ever told me was to love myself the way He loves me.
Oh, gee, Ministeress Shelley…give it a rest.
I guess that your God also managed to tell you which clients to favor…including the ones whom were infected and shot blood into your mouth, too??
And only Jesus Christ himself could have signaled to you which starlets He had targeted to save?? At least, the ones who aren’t quite as smart as to know your real game??
Maybe you’ll even manage to save Derrick Burts from his evil “sin” of being gay, while you are at it??
Your blog, Cindi…but giving this grifter not only space but also ad time seriously increases my doubts about this blog’s integrity. You say you love this industry…why give Lubben space here to destroy it??
Anthony
I hate despicable, lying, vile religious hypocrites like Shelly. I guaranfuckantee that she’s screwing over people (under the guise of religion) for money.
Do I need proof? Nope, they ALL do it.
‘Jesus talks to me everyday right along with my Father God and Holy Spirit.’
HAHAHAHAHA
I guess they’re telling you how much they enjoyed your gang bang scene at the dude’s ranch.
HAHAHAHAHA
Just curious, what does his voice sound like and when does he talk to you?
(after posting this I notice Ruby and I thought of the same thing at the same time, anyway, I also wrote)…
What does Jesus sound like? Does he have an accent?
In comparison, what do God and Holy Spirit sound like? Any women Gods (Goddesses) up there?
the next time she hears god’s voice it’s gonna say
“oooooooooooooooh yyyyyyyyyyyyeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh”
And shouldn’t that be “The Truth behind…”, not “Truth behind”?
I wonder if this book will out sell Bad Ass Frank’s…
His Voice is always calm and gentle. God never freaks out and nothing surprises Him. He is my greatest encourager and the Father I never had.
Holy Spirit is wild and creative like a whirlwind and is extremely powerful. He gives me supernatural boldness and power to tear down the porn industry in very creative and powerful ways…
and yet doing it also in love through the love of Jesus, the Son of God, who loves people in porn who wants to rescue and lead them out of porn and into greatness. He is the Good Shepherd that gave His life for His Sheep and is faithful to lead us out of the darkness and into His wonderful Light where there is peace, hope, love and joy.
I know you guys don’t have peace, hope, love and joy. I can read your comments to figure that one out.
Jesus is the most patient person I know. If he stuck it out with me and saved me, He can save anyone.
I was the worst of sinners and yet Jesus pursued me, even on the porn set.
I know some of you know exactly what I am talking about. You know there is someone near you protecting you, warning you and keeping you alive, even after that night of drunk driving and close calls with drug overdoses.
Some of you even hear His Voice.
“Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.” Revelation 3:20
He wants to have a close intimate relationship with you. He wants to be your friend.
I’m sorry for all the religion that has been stuffed down your throats. I know, my mother was a religious nut. Honestly, people who are caught up in religion instead of being REAL do not know Jesus Christ.
I am REAL and have been extremely honest in my book not holding anything back in order to help you all understand you are truly made for greater things than porn.
If anyone in the porn industry wants a free book, I would love to send it to you. Just email me at help@thepinkcross.org and I’ll send it out right away to you!
I love you even if you think I’m the worst piece of shit on the face of the earth. Nothing you could do or say could make me not love you.
And THAT is truly the love of Jesus Christ.
What if Shelley had done high end porn back then, like VCA or Vivid not shitty LBO stuff? Would she have a different view? Even stop by and work with Ed Powers, well as long as it was in the Ed, Randy and Jake days, not the early days where the older creepier Jamie Gillis was around. Jamie did do some scary ass and creepy work when he did Gonzo porn. Shelley did work with some bottom feeders talent wise, the early 90s version of the guys who do West Coast Gang Bangs.
Someone needs to do a “Not Pink Cross XXX” where someone who looks/acts like Shelley gets gangbanged by guys dressed up as various holy men: Moses, Mohammad, Jesus, Confucious, the Dali Llama and L. Ron Hubbard. Proceeds can go to the Starving Porn Star Fund.
Shelly Lubben says:
‘His (Jesus) voice is always calm and gentle.’
And I’m sure he tells you how much he enjoys watching you taking cocks like a champion in your dude ranch gang bang movie.
You know, when you’re talking to god, it’s prayer. When god is talking to you, you’re either paranoid or you’re a lying con-artist scum. Take your pick, Shelly.
Schizophrenia is a treatable disease. More than one higher voice is a clue.
“I’m sorry for all the religion that has been stuffed down your throats.”
Shelley, you owe me a beer because I just spit the last one all over my screen laughing at that.
How does this work?
You all read Shelly’s stuff voluntarily, and then claim it was shoved down your throat?
Perhaps you have it upside down and you are speaking out of your ass.
And I guaran’fucking’tee you that some of the biggest Shelly bashers here have already got their copies of the book. For ‘RESEARCH’ of course, so they can come here and refute what she says. LOL, thas what Shelly is doing all the way to the bank. WIll this be a best seller, probably not, but it will sell some, thanks to peole like those on this very site.This is the best advertising she can get.
Now respond to my post and give SHelly more advertising.
God and Jesus love everybody in the porn industry? Ok How about showing me some LOVE and send me a $100,000 check for xmas!! Now that would be a great xmas present from Shelly Lubbricate. Merry xmas everybody and watch out for those LAPD sobreity check points out here.
Nobody on this site would pay for what they have gotten for free countless times in Shelley’s poor-me living-in-the-past sob story that never changes. And for anyone who hasn’t read it here yet, don’t worry, it will re-run for free soon enough for you to laugh at. How’s that for advertising?
President says,
“Nobodyon this site would pay for what they have gotten for free countless times….”
You were of course talking about porn weren’t you?
The sad thing here is that a woman who admits she has been hearing voices since age 7 (when Jesus told her some day she’d be famous),
who claims: “God hung out with me when I did those movies. He drove me nuts. I was like, ‘Leave me alone.’ [God] used to come in the room and go, ‘Please don’t do this.’ He really did. He said, “Shelley please don’t do this.” (700 Club)
and says, God woke her up in the middle of the night (Howard Beal-style) and said “Put up a website,”
and admits, “I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, Impulse Control Disorder, Alcohol Dependence, Depressive Disorder and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I was prescribed zoloft, sleeping pills, lithium and counseling.
but that now,
“He {the Lord] has completely restored me. I am totally free from drugs, alcohol, bad memories, mental illness, sexual trauma, guilt from the past, and everything from the old life. He even healed me from the non-curable disease herpes.”
If she believes she’s been “cured” by God of her mental and emotional problems, it stands to reason that she no longer takes those prescription medications.
There are people on the streets of LA tonight who don’t take their proscribed medication because God told them they shouldn’t. We don’t put them on panels discussing public health issues, and we don’t promote them on websites such as this one. Shame on you, Miss Loftus.
Have you not looked at Pink Cross’ posted financials and seen what a fraud she is?
You know it, Michael.
I’m glad you made the connection, joe. It wasn’t worded that way on my part by coincidence;) You want to equate Shelley’s mentally questionable preaching with porn, you certainly aren’t the first. Like Nina Hartley says, Shelley is still a performer.
@RickMadrid
Rick….Yes, of COURSE Jesus loves everybody in the porn industry. I really do hope that everyone here gets a copy of Shelley’s book, and seriously considers its message.
I can assure you that Shelley’s purpose here isn’t to pimp her book. She cares more that people get a copy and hear the message than making money off of it. If all she cared about was money, she wouldn’t be giving out as many free copies as she has to so many industry people. You guys have no idea how many free books she has handed out.
Shelley is the real deal, you guys. Despite her feelings about the porn industry itself, she truly cares about each and every one of you….but more than that, Jesus Christ cares. She seriously wouldn’t be doing this if it weren’t for God. You may not think so. You may think she is full of crap, or has some ulterior motive. Its not true. In answer to Rick’s question, yes, God does love each and every one of you, and He has incredible plans for your life apart from porn…if you will only receive Him.
i have heard some christian producers have been making christian porn, which is aimed at married couples.
shelley, what is your opinion on these productions?
why can one not do porn and be in peace with “God”?
sharing yourself with others, isnt that the ultimate gift and sign of love to all?
Doesnt God loves all his children, not just the ones who thumb the bible or those who condemn others..?
who is April_G??? I don’t get on here much and I saw that and didn’t I do a COHF shoot with a April?? like 2008 or 2009?? Can I receive u April??
So if Jim Powers found God would he make a series like “Jesus’ Blow Bang” with 12 guys dressed like Jesus getting blown by a Shelley like character…or Grip and Cram with “Oh there’s a Messiah in my mom” and in one scene the “Messiah” heals Johnny Thrust’s retard character from “Oh there’s a Negro in My Mom”, or WIll Ryder’s:The Ten Cummandments with Ron Jeremy as Moses…well old Moses, Christian could play the Pharoah.
There’s a funny message in front of a church we drove past today that says “Come Jesus. Come quick!”
Father sounds a bit desperate there… or something.
If there was a movie who would play Shelley? Then would there be a parody of that movie who would play Shelley? Can just see the epic recreation of the gang bang at the Ranch.
You guys… I love you all so much, even you who think I’m a fraud. You don’t even know me. At least have lunch with me first or meet me first before you call me a fraud. You realize a pro-porn person put up lies about pink cross financials? You don’t see IRS knocking on my door because of it. Of course not, we barely bring in any money!! News shock: Not many people want to help porn stars. It breaks my heart but it’s pretty much true. But I will keep going. I want to help you. And I’ll keep doing my best. That’s all I can promise. I’ll do my best to love you, be honest with you and stand up for your rights as a worker and a human being. I don’t want anything from you in return because honestly, you’ve already given enough. I know I was there. I really do want to offer my book free to anyone in the industry. Just write me at help@thepinkcross.org and I’ll send it out no questions asked. I love you and wish you a very Merry Christmas.
@sirecumalot….Christian porn? That’s sort of a contradiction of terms, don’t you think?
In answer to your question, yes, God does love all His children. That doesn’t mean that everyone who claims to be a Christian is really a Christian either — by their actions you will know them. Do they have a spirit of love, or are they just judgmental. Even Jesus Christ Himself said He did NOT come to condemn the world, so then, who are the real Christians here?! Those who reach out in love and generosity like Shelley, or those who picket in front of porn conventions or military funerals like some “Christians” do.
Again, Shelley and Pink Cross have never been about that type of “Christianity” — but also know that love a lot of times involves brutal honesty.
Here you go Shelley, Merry Christmas from Julie Meadows and myself.