The Bill Margold Experience
Part 2 OP/ED by Jeremy Steele
(Read This With Someone Who’s Fucked)
February, 2005: Fast-forwarding to 9 years later; I’m still performing in the porn business. At this time, due to a friend’s constant urgings, a man starts following me around on and off porn sets for the purpose of making a documentary on the porn industry from mine and
others’ porners’ personal perspectives.
others’ porners’ personal perspectives.
At one point, the producer (who Bill would later refer to as "the strange asian man") met with Bill to interview him and get his
opinions. Bill, of course, was more than happy to talk and when asked by the producer how many tapes he ought to bring, Bill said to bring as many as he can and that he’d fill them all up.
opinions. Bill, of course, was more than happy to talk and when asked by the producer how many tapes he ought to bring, Bill said to bring as many as he can and that he’d fill them all up.
Bill then asked the producer what he was planning to do with the money he makes off the project and the producer answered that he would give a portion of it to P.A.W.. This response caused Bill to light up and smile with pathetic glee.
Fast-forward to a couple of more years later. The documentary is still unfinished, at this point. Meanwhile, I was on set to participate as talent for the great and soon to be late porn director Ron sullivan (aka Henri Pachard). This is the infamous set which was run (into the ground) by psycho-vulture Amber Lynn, who came out of nowhere just in time to grab dictatorial command of an altruistically-based project, then subsequently scream psychotically and inexplicably at lots of people, treating well respected directors and crew people like shit and causing directors to walk out and refuse to work with her.
In the end, money for the project was missing and Amber Lynn refused to give up any releases of the footage that everyone participated in for free, so that it could be edited and sold, with the proceeds going to Ron’s sky-high medical expenses.
In her highly deranged mind she would later claim that the footage shot was "hers"!
While on the set, I was walking by Bill, while waiting to work, with things running well behind schedule, when suddenly Bill blurts out loudly, for absolutely no reason, that when that documentary I’m in comes out I will be blowing my brains out (ie; shooting myself in the head)!
I couldn’t believe what I just fuckin’ heard! He certainly wasn’t speaking with any style of teasing or sense of humor (as he never does).
After the shock and anger, I thought to myself, "What if I were to tell this to the producer? What if I’m hypothetically influential in this production and tell the producer this asshole doesn’t deserve any of his or our dough?" (I’m not claiming I have such influence, only suggesting it was a possibility he should have considered) "…Why is this guy STILL dissing me after all these years?"
Curious, I asked the Producer if he had divulged any juicy tidbits about the documentary and he said "no".
At this point, this "suicide" comment (which reminded me a lot of the comment he made years back about Savannah), along with, more importantly, his public support and whole-hearted defense of Amber Lynn’s literally insane and criminal behavior (which included sabatoge and causing emotional strain upon a man who was dying of cancer, which is absolutely unforgivable) was BEYOND the final straw!
From that point on, I began to FINALLY express my personal opinions of old Bill here on LIB. It hadn’t mattered to me before that I had also heard from others that he had made additional stupid and disparaging comments about me, such as calling me a "squirrel" (I still don’t ] know what that means) and that I’m not a great star like John Holmes or Lord Tom Byron. Why he ever needed to say these things, especially as a counselor, I’ll never have a clue.
A few more years later, and recently, while attending the OSHA meeting on AHF proposed mandatory condom legislation, Bill, upon seeing me, bellowed out in the hallway during break time that I was a "piece of shit". I walked up to him and then he said mine and others’ claim that he "lives off of P.A.W." was false. He insisted that he has not used one penny of money made for his own living expense and demanded that I publicly retract my statement. He also said he could provide tax statements to prove his claim.
Then after I asked him how he makes a living, he barked back that it was "none of your damn business!".
He then reiterated and amended the comment which was the final straw in the first place; that he looks forward to when that documentary comes so that I’ll blow my brains out. I told him that the doc at this point probably is never coming out so sorry to disappoint him.
This shows how fucked up Bill is regarding what he said in the first place about me killing myself; After I pissed him off he can’t even top what he once said that pissed me off!
So, let me say for the record, I here and now, admit that I do not know for a fact whether or not Bill Margold makes any money off P.A.W. and for his own uses. However, I do know this:
A. When I called P.A.W. for help years ago, all he did was talk about himself. Additionally, all these years I’ve known Bill, he has been nothing but derogatory to me, even as I was always civil and kind to him.
B. He actually has defended psycho Amber Lynn, who took money (which was missing) and caused Ron Sullivan much unneeded emotional pain and suffering while he was at his weakest and dying, refusing to give up production releases so that the footage could be sold for Ron’s benefit.
C. Non-Profit Organizations in the truest sense rarely really exist, if you consider the fact that people are employed by them, with salaries, at times egregiously large, and donations which are at times not fully and honestly accounted for. So, you decide for yourself, if he makes any money or not. Also consider the fact that he told me it was none of my damn business when I asked him how he pays his bills.
Bill is an extremely deranged man. He has said he "hates" our own Cindi, (even though she is always kind and respectful to all of us, more than a lot of us deserve), and calls Lukeisback the "worst" adult site on the net. This is hard to believe considering some of the sites out there.
Bill Margold insists that he is the foremost authority in the adult industry, due to his long tenure. But what he is completely clueless about is the fact that his opinions about people and things are whacked, so it doesn’t matter how long he’s existed around the porn industry.
Not only does he act like he knows everything about the porn industry; he acts like he knows everything period. He once said, for example, the movie, "Casino", sucked, while I and many others think it is a fine film.
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His belief that he knows everything is dangerous. Case in point:
Last year, my current girlfriend, Lucky Starr, moved into Max Hardcore’s guest house. Originally she moved in because, having moved to L.A. and looking for a place to stay, she was told she could live there, along with other girls, free of charge in return for doing live webcam work. Additionally, she was told she would make money working there. At the time the operation was being run by Craig Valentine.
At one point, after meeting and talking to Bill at Jim South’s office, Lucky asked Bill’s opinion about Craig and the Hardcore residence, and
he replied that Craig valentine was "a great guy" and that he’ll "take good care of you".
he replied that Craig valentine was "a great guy" and that he’ll "take good care of you".
Yeah, he took good care of her alright…
It turned out that, according to Lucky and several other girls there, they were "pressured" into having sex with Craig Valentine (who they describe as both a "fat and unattractive man"), if they wanted to keep living there.
It also turned out that Lucky and other girls worked there 30 hours or so per week, and in spite of the promise to both the talent and the
Hardcore house of earning money for all their webcam work, the fact is little to no money at all was made.
Hardcore house of earning money for all their webcam work, the fact is little to no money at all was made.
Lucky told me that for two weeks work (approximately 60 hours of webcam work) she made a grand total of $44 dollars and 50 cents!
I was also told that Craig kept telling all the girls that he’s good friends with Evan Stone and that they both co-own Max’s house, which is a complete lie, through and through.
This reminds me of Craig’s threat to me a few years back, after I had a verbal spat with him, that he’s a good buddy of Rob Spallone and that I better watch out because Rob is gonna come and get me. Little did that idiot Craig know that I’ve known Rob many
years longer than he has and that Craig was obviously full of shit.
years longer than he has and that Craig was obviously full of shit.
Eventually Craig was kicked out of the Hardcore house, as he had promised to make them alot of money. Little money was made to meet the promises to and expectations of the Hardcore house. Also word got back to the Hardcore people that he told the girls that he owned the place, which the Hardcore people didn’t appreciate.
After Craig Valentine was kicked out it was then discovered that Craig had charged over $800 worth of UPS shipping costs to the Hardcore house and that he still has not paid them to this day!
This is the man Bill Margold proclaimed, with complete self-assurance, to Lucky, that he was a "great guy". This is just but one example of
the point that with arrogance comes ignorance. In fact, the greatest minds and contributors in history are usually very humble in the
face of knowing that the more they learn the more they know that they do not know, within this great, vast and mysterious universe.
face of knowing that the more they learn the more they know that they do not know, within this great, vast and mysterious universe.
In contrast, Bill’s maxim has for many years been "God created Man. Bill Margold created himself".
Well, at least we don’t have to blame God for Bill Margold.
I think of the phrase "drinking the ‘Bill Margold’ koolaid’, that someone once mentioned on LIB, which I found funny.
I will admit. Bill Margold is definitely one of a kind. (And thank God for that).
However, his PAW has sharp nails (which swip with callous disregard) and no honey.
And it turns out that, after all, this international man of mystery was just a international man of misery.
It seems we all need his counseling like we need another asshole. And, for all intents and purposes, Bill IS that other asshole.
Currently PAW’s or Bill’s website says that PAW might not be around much longer. I say go figure and good riddance.
If you were actually of help, Bill, I’m sure with the constant revolving doors in this business you’d be rather busy and helpful.
Aha, that’s got to be that “We are the World XXX” video that Amber terrorized!
Good writing and good story Jeremy. I love this insider stuff and it even had a Max Hardcore slant, pretty fucking cool esp. since he’s in the slammer and his house is being pimped out lol. By the way I think Max got his sentence reduced and will be out next June, I hope to fucking God someone is there with a camera when he sees his house has been ransacked!
Back to Walrus Bill Margold. I think you dissected him pretty well. A big, fat, selfish blowhard with nothing of importance to say. PAW is probably a source of income for him. Think about it, where is a dirt bag like him going to get any money? Is this vile, despicable man going to really head a non for profit charity?
Thanks again Jeremy, more insider stuff please, I need more!
WOW sounds like Bill keeps some great company. I have dealt with Craig and Summer Valentine. Those two are big time pieces of work. Craig is dumb as a box of rocks and only good to threaten people. The steroid boy that he is. As for Bill I have meet him twice and all he could do was talk about himself and how great a guy he is.
To me porn is full of guys like Bill and Craig that at one time might of been worth a lick of salt but now days they are just old perverts trying to continue being a pervert. Bill is a much better guy then Craig I am sure. Bill like many of the old war horses was probably a great person in their day. But now they come off as creepy. One tracked minded as porn is the only thing they have left. Sadly no one has the guts to tell many of these guys it’s time to pack a bag and leave. But then again where are they going to go to the local shelter?
By “squirrel” he meant that you were little and made cute chirpy sounds.
Everyone knows Bill Margold is worthless. The key is to simply deny the guy exists. Like Wankus and other hanger-on’s he will simply go away.
Lets see of this website approves these comments . .CUNT!
Thanks Pornster, Johnnie… and “Daddy” Roy,
I’m thinking of expanding my Margold Thesis, as it’s the least this iconic figure deserves.
In my humble opinion (the kind Bill never has), I think he should change the name of his Foundation in the name of truth-in-advertising; maybe call it the
“Give Me Money. I’m Worthless Foundation”, or the “Arrogance & Pomposity Society”.
I remember the last thing I ever said to Craig via an email response to his threats was how stupid he was. Then, the next time I saw him was when I was sitting in Jim South’s office and he walked in. The first thing that Jim happened to say (in his Texas accent) to him when he walked in was “Eww are an Idiot!”, which caused Craig to studder in front of me. ha.
Btw, I’ve come up with some brilliant Margoldisms, and I feel the calling to share one of my great golden pearls of wisdom with you children now:
There are only 3 reasons to listen to Bill Margold:
a. You’re ignorant
b. You’re stupid
c. You want a good laugh
AND There is only 1 reason you should listen to Bill and that’s reason “c”, you see?
jeremy, i always wondered if max got to keep his home. its up in altadena? is it a pretty spacious place?
Good read.
Here is what I’d like to know: Is there any adult industry worker who can come forward and admit he/she was helped by Bill Margold in any way? Since many industry workers read LIB, if any of them has received any potential and useful help from Margold, I hope they share it with us, although I doubt if there is anybody.
The place is still Max’s pornfan, it’s very nice, I’ve worked here a few times over the years, the view on the mountain is beautiful, especially on the roof. There’s no one living here now but Layla and Lucky. I was honored by the Hardcore House’s ok for me to live here with Lucky but I found my own place for me and my cat, plus I don’t know how permanant the stay would’ve been.
Thanks Colonel. I would like to know the same and encourage anyone out there who’s reading this to answer in fairness to Bill if he’s ever helped anyone other than himself.
I did a little more research and discovered, not to my surprise at this point, that Bill loves to wish death on several people. I wish I saved the links but one included that buffoon Wally George. I met Wally once at the Hollywood post office and he was humble and nice, unlike Bill. Bill also wished death on several people, the names I was not familiar with, from before my time. He’s wished death on me, too.
Porn definitely has a tendancy to attract some fucked-up, ethically deficient scum. Margold and Valentine are but two examples.
My goal btw, is to write more articles, where each one is better written and the subject material more important than the last.
My next subject will likely include people who I’ve tried to reconcile with, but that probably won’t happen. I can’t say when the next one will come out but stay tuned.
Colonel,
Bill gave Lara Roxx a teddy bear the day after she was told she had HIV. The funny thing is , that teddy bear was more than she got from anywhere else. Can you imagine what life would be like for her if St. Bill hadnt stepped forward and comforted her with that teddy bear.
Teddy bears for everybody, that should solve all of porns problems!!!!!
Bill should take one of those teddy bears and stuff it in his big mouth.
I feel sorry for everyone told they’re HIV+ and that they are going to die, especially since the PCR test (as well as other tests) for HIV is dubious (HIV being the cause of AIDS, which by definition includes 1 of 29 old, unrelated diseases, is also dubious). Ironically, the nobel prize winner for the invention of the PCR, Kary Mullis, does not believe the PCR test is capable of detecting HIV.
The PCR test amplifies whatever DNA is in the sample, regardless of whether that DNA belongs to HIV or a contaminant. A contaminant can be due to, for example, excessive drug use. Lara Roxx is known to have been an excessive drug user/abuser.
Arguments against the use of PCR are that it is characterised by high variability and lack of reproductibility. Also, the very wide variability may lead to the erroneous interpretation of results, thus compromising the accuracy and validity of the PCR results. The PCR viral load test might not be a legitimate measure of infectious virus. It demonstrates a high level of fluctuation, and the viral load can be increased non-specifically by other viral and bacterial infections (opportunistic infections may also increase viral load).
http://www.virusmyth.com/aids/hiv/chjppcrap.htm
That’s true, Joe, Bill Margold has a weird obsession with teddy bears and cheap Hawaiian shirts. If we had a time machine, we could put this turd in it and shoot him back to 1978 where he rightfully belongs.
Here’s an old amusing archive of Wally George (the man Bill says deserves to die) and Bill “Porno King” Margold:
Bill obviously uses Teddy Bears to con people. It’s a typical ruse used by scam artists since time immortal.
“Here I am, all warm and cuddly, here’s a teddy bear! Give me your money and I’ll take care of you”
Jeremy,what kind of test do you favor for tracking HIV/AIDS?Thanks!
Well to be brutally honest Leslie, in my opinion, no test has found and no test can find “HIV”, as it’s an invention of the ambitious imagination, as it still hasn’t be
physically isolated. But I just go along to get along (“Here’s my AIM test”). AIDS exists as a bunch of old diseases, none from the existing list of AIDS diseases are new, the only thing new is the idea that one retro-virus is the cause of so many variant and previously existing diseases each previously having other specific causes.
To be honest I’d prefer the cheapest and quickest test. Bring back the old days- Results in 10-20 minutes for $35.00 (“Have a nice day”). After all, what epidemic has wiped out us porno heathen other than economic ones?
Whatever the current orthodoxy says, I pay to play for pay, that’s the way they say to play and I say “ok”.
If, one day, they hypothetically decide that we must all provide stool samples, well they’ll be giving us bigger cups, and smiling assistants… who then maybe whip out their rectal therometers and say “It’s time to take your temperature!”
Unless I’m wrong you can still get a free ELISA/Western Blot/IFA test.I guess these aren’t accepted in the industry?
Correct, the porn industry doesn’t consider it reliable but other industries do. Just like HIV means different diseases in different countries they are also determined by different tests (or without tests) as well as different variables within each test.
Bill Marigold has more stones than the author of this article could ever claim to have. Anyone who is in this industry IS subversive, and you had better own it. Jeremy, you should be ashamed of yourself.
I have NO idea what you just wrote “Ruby”:
1. More stones?
2. More stones than I could ever claim to have????
3. Anyone who is in this industry IS subversive and I had better own it??????
4. I should be ashamed of myself? Why? Because I make sense and you don’t?
Hmm… I’ve never known anyone refer to Bill Margold as Bill Marigold (a type of flower) except Sophia Mounds, who always and only spells it with an extra “i”, and in spite of my repeated corrections.
Coincidence?… or is Wayne McDaniel/Dr. Pain/Lost Butterfly back?
Jeremiah,
Another fine article,,,,but for gods sake man, let the sophia thing go,,,,be the bigger man and just let it go…move on. There was no need for YOU to bring her up here. This episode of Springer has gone on for far too long. Stop looking back, move forward with your life….youve written a couple of good, entertaining articles here. You probably have tons of sotries about the characters youve met in this industry that you could write about…….
I would personaly like to see yo write about one of the questions I posed to you the other day….what person in the industry do you feel has had the most positive infuence on you.
Come on dude, put it behind you, and if she keeps going, IGNORE it,,,,,there is enough busllhit in everyones life,,,no need to dwell on it for years on end.
But again, very good article.
I’ve let the Sophia thing go, Joe. I’m only saying “Ruby” makes no sense to me and it sounds like her. Sophia is the only who always spells his name “Marigold”.
I already answered all your questions, now you’re asking more or putting twists on them, enough!
Btw, how come no one has commented yet on my nice looking belly? Gotta keep popping them hyrodoxycut pills…
hey Jeremaih,
I;m not trying to twist anything. I think you gave some very honest answers to my questions.
Ithink I asked a few questions that usually dont get asked in regualr “porn star’ interviews. Beleiveit or not, I think youre an intersting,guy, and you probably have some great stories. Really Jeremiah, when was the last time anyone asked you questions about yoursel like the ones I did.
Write about your experiences and your interactions with the real people in your life,,,,that is way more intersting than all this other crap. You wrote about your reasons for seeking Bill’s advice, a girlfriend who bolted the instant she heard you did porn,,,,you were honest and writing fron the heart, you put yourself out there,,,and it was good, and interesting.
You’ve got alot of experiences to draw from, experiences that 99.99% of people will never have, but 99.99% of people would be inerested in hearing about.
Who is your best friend in the industry Jeremiah? You wrote about Bill and it was good, but it was a negative experience youre writing about,,,,,follow that up with something positive about someone good in your life,,,,,balance it out.
In the above post i did not mean to infer that your recent article were crap,,,,,when i said “that is way more interesting than this crap” I meant the usual stuff that goes on here. Sorry if that wasnt clear
I have met Bill several times over the years and found him funny and interesting to talk to. We had a discussion one time in Jim South’s office about the drug use in porn and he said he had been campaigning for years to raise the legal age to do porn to 21 and that AIM should drug test all talent.
While this would probably help the business in some ways it was a little crazy to think it could actually be accomplished. He was certain that it was going into effect later that year…2004 I think it was lol
But he has his place in the history of our industry and he has earned his place there. I like to hear that people are trying to help others and make a difference…like what Sharon Mitchell started out trying to do. She has come a long way but AIM got too big and now it’s on the verge of failure. At one time she gave free counseling to girls who were abused and NA and AA meetings for industry people were held at the offices when they were on Ventura Blvd. It was a whole different place back then. Bill is a little crazy when it comes to his ideas and shame on him if he is misusing PAW money. It’s sad to read stuff like this.
I’ll have to agree with Joe. I’ve been working hard to try to turn around all the negativity in Jeremy’s life.
BTW, I love Jeremy to tears, but nobody’s commented on that god awful pic of him above the article and how he looks like the color negative of a smurf. Any thoughts?
Didn’t you start in the business at age 18, Mariah?
Bill once said that “This business was born without restrictions; it will die without restrictions. The law is the death knoll,” Margold added. At the same time he says a law should be made to restrict 18 to 20 year olds from working.
Do you see any contradictions here?
As a counselor Bill has wished death on many people. He said the best thing Savannah did was die. He said when the doc of me comes out I’ll kill myself, then he said he looks forward to the doc coming out so that I’ll kill myself. When I called him for counseling years ago he talked entirely about himself and his allegedly big penis.
How in the world could anyone say Bill deserves a dime for his “services”? Because he gets off on hearing himself talk? Because of the organizations that he started that he’s been kicked out of? Because of his contradictory ideas and his obnoxious, contemptuous mouth? I’ve never in my entire life heard a counselor wish death on so many people. He sounds more like a sociopath to me.
Bill Margold is a piece of shit and PAW needs to be declawed. ‘Nuff said.
Mariah’s the perfect target for a slime ball like Bill Margold. Speak a few lines of insincere bullshit to a young girl about stuff she’s been through..fuck this shit is classic – hook, line, and sinker Mariah! Did you fall for the stupid fucking teddy bear shit too?
Remember Mariah, you’re smart now because of all the shit you’ve been through. Not because someone like fat fuck Bill Margold is championing your rights. Bill Margold does not GIVE A FUCK about you or any other porn girls rights. He just wants to steal more money and blow more feces out of that big ass mouth of his!
Please tell me you didn’t make a donation. FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
This is great stuff, Jeremiah. Ive got lots to comment on, but I have limited internet access until Sunday. I will post my thoughts then.
Ill say a few things now while I can.
I didnt realize Margold was such a demented asshole. He wishes death on people…this man has serious anger issues. Maybe a family member raped him with various teddy bears when he was a kid.
About the pic: “the color negative of a smurf”….Lucky…are you on acid? For chrissakes, its too hot to be wearing a ski cap in the Valley.
I know Bill writes articles for a few adult magazines….but how much money can that bring in?
My friend saw him in the early 90’s be a guest speaker for a human sexuality class at Orange Coast College in Costa Mesa, California. Not sure if you get paid for something like that.
I heard he drives an old Scooby Doo type van.
Thanks Pornster and Goatlord…
Regarding the subject of excessive drug use in porn, did Bill come up with this epiphany all by himself, or did he steal his priceless pearls of wisdom from Captain Obvious?
Meanwhile, Bill’s drug is his own fucking big mouth.
But, in the meantime, he should learn more from Captain Obvious:
a. Man was born with two ears and one mouth, which means your supposed to listen more than talk! THINK ABOUT THAT BILL, YOU ASSHOLE!
b. What porn stars who are 18 or 19 years old can’t write their own name (as Bill says)? If they can’t write their own name at age 18 then they’re probably not going to be that much more enlightened by age 21.
I’m still waiting to hear from someone who has actually been helped by Bill Margold in any kind of serious way (again my experience of him was him talking solely about himself!), not just listen to him mouth off his rehearsed soundbites and talk about “interesting” things like raising the age limit for getting into porn or talking about how there’s drug problems in the industry (No shit! Drug problems?? Really???? Wow! I had no idea. Thanks Bill! – fk’n jackass!)
Telling me for no reason that I’m gonna shoot myself and then that I should shoot my self in the head… what a stupid, deranged, sociopathic piece of shit fraud Bill Margold is. If I was actually going to shoot myself like he says I’ll make sure to take a few assholes out like him first and make it a worthwhile venture.
Thanks for all the help, Bill. You make the industry proud!
Regarding Lucky’s comment, Goatlord, she’s right. My fashion sense is usually as good as most people’s knowledge of what’s really going on in the world (the world outside corporate t.v.). I have a habit of wearing beanies to keep my head warm, not trying to look gangsta or smurfish, maybe it’s because of the cold thoughts I’ve had.
And Joe I already answered your question. Lucky is my best friend. It’s strange. I’m not used to some one being so good to me.
Jeremiah,
Maybe Bill has helped people,,,a young new girlin the industry is having problems dealing with her new ‘career’…..she goes to Bill for advice,,,,after listening to him ramble incoherently for 45 minutes about his teddy bear collection she decides to run as far as she can from the indusutry,,,,,then this girl goes on to live a nornal life,,,,See, maybe Bill can help people, in spite of himself.
ANd Jeremiah, youre lucky to have a friend like Lucky,,,,,imagine my surprise when she said she agreed with me that you need to get all the negativity out of your life,,,,listen to your freind Jeremiah, she’s giving you good advice, thats what good friends do. Rise above the negativity.
I can’t rise above the negativity, Joe. I’m too short!
I’m not used to all this friendly talk. It’s kind of boring, too and I’m used to fighting, such as when you used to always call me “midget”.
When I asked Bill “Mouth” Margold why he angrily called the “Porn Star For Rent” Producer (who was gonna give Bill money… was, at least, not sure if he still will, who knows?.. that’s assuming the doc will ever get finished…) a “strange asian man”, I was told it was because the producer giggled after Bill proudly proclaimed that he wanted to start an agency for porn stars.
Margold doesn’t know the reason he laughed, which is because the producer’s opinion about Bill’s idea was that running a counseling
organization for porn stars while simultaneously trying to book them for work is like sending girls out to the wolves with one arm and consoling them with the other afterwards when they are done.
I think he also laughed because Bill acts so important it’s silly.
I plan to get all the negativity out of my life… as soon as I’m done carthartically bitching about it and exposing some of the pricks in the biz.
Stay tuned.
Hey everybody from Collins ave in south Beach!! Just have to say hello to you all and getting booked like crazy here Jeremy!! Hey Jeremy who is the other competitor to AIM in LA?? they have it all backwards out here!! they have a testing facility out here and you got to go through them and you might not get a test that is reconized by the directors?? huh??? WTF?? any Hello to you all!!!
Hey Rick, stop bragging (ha!). I didn’t know there was another competitor to AIM in LA. I’ve heard of other testing facilities not being recognized, though. Don’t know if they’re still serving the industry. One of the reasons is other facilities would simply show the amount of material detected, and porners wouldn’t understand that all tests show some detected material, it’s just a matter of how much before it is interpreted (key word) as positive or possibly positive, or whatever.
Basically the whole HIV/AIDS industry is one big “WTF?”, but that’s a whole other long ass story.
Oh, I almost forgot to mention… I’m pissed, I got a call last week asking if I was available Monday to be a body double for Tom Cruise (Cindi can vouche for me as I forwarded her the email exchange and she promised to keep it confidential)! Then after I said I’m available they tell me to email them pics and I get an email telling me they’ll get back to me if I’m chosen. I guess they picked someone else! Bastards!
Jeremiah,
Dwelling on the negative never makes the negativity go sway, it only reinforces it. Digging deeper into it will never get you out of it.
Positivity is much more exciting than negativity. Positivity brings progress and growth, negativity only holds you back, and prevents good things from hapening to you. You need to stop searcing for the negative,,,,,Ask your frien Lucky,,would she prefer you to focus on the negative, or focus on the postitve?
there is plenty of SHIT being talked about on these sites,,,,you could be the one to be different, and stand out as different, by focusing on the positive. Try it, you might just like the outcome.
But maybe youre no different than the majority of girls in the business,,,and you’ll do and say anything to get attention, and you feel that the negativity is your path to that attention,,,,,I hope thats not the case,,,like I said , youre an intersting fellow, but all the negativity is BORING.
YEAHHH!!!!!!!!
Boo on negativity!!!!!
Well I guess I need to dust off the old Tony Robbins, Napolean Hill collection, etc-x3… Too bad I don’t have my dad’s “Success Education” courses, either (I wonder what ever happened to that old hick?). Time to get up, stretch, think positive, know that quitters never win, winners never quit, do it now, negate negativity (i came up with that one), count all one’s blessing, never stick around waiting for under a dollar’s change at the McDonalds, stay on the go, rah rah, blah blah…
Got to go put on my Superman outfit now and fly around. Later…
(11:11.. cool)
Furtherfuckin’more, since Cindi has already confirmed that she will not allow me to start another Margold Monologue to close out the trilogy as Colonel suggested, let me just add…
If Bill, Wilford Brimley and a walrus were all in a beauty contest I’d vote for the warlus and Wilford before Bill Margold.
I think someone should make “Oh Nooooo. Mr Bill (Margold)” T-Shirts with his picture and motor mouth running “blah blah blah” with people in the background holding their ears, running and bimbos standing, staring in pain and confused. Sale of these shirts will go to the “Fuck Bill Margold” Foundation (FBMF) which gives free counseling to poor souls who have been counseled by Saint Bill.
Additional T-Shirts can include: “I Don’t Care How Big Your Dick is, William”. These would make fine birthday and Holiday gifts for friends and loved ones.
We also need to have “Margold 101” CDs and DVDs to pass out to new talent, which will include lessons on resistence to sociopathic advice and self-esteem classes in case Margold tries to tell you you’re too dumb to sign your name and make important dicisions about your life, such as whether or not to suck cock for a living. Proceeds will go to the “Bill Margold is a Piece of Shit” League.
Anyone who has been told by Margold that they will or should die should report these incidences to either the BMPS or FBMF.
Real porn stars need real help, not scumbags who are angry that their team the Detroit Lions go 2 and 14 every year.
Save a Porn Star Today! Keep them away from Bill Margold!
…Oh Yeah!, gotta have an Edvard Munch “Scream” composition as well, with Bill inserted in the background running his mouth as the famous guy on the bridge runs away. http://blog.norway.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/1893_edvard_munch_the_scream-wr400.jpg This would be a real classic, certain to generate enough money to distribute to abused sex workers.
Also a T-shirt of the Edvard Munch’s “Scream” (guy on bridge holding his ears in horror) painting
with a cartoonish Bill Margold inserted a few steps down the bridge behind him babbling on… that would be a true classic!
I didn’t give Bill a dime. He asked but I declined. I didn’t know anything about his cause and honestly I didn’t care enough to find out. He was a little creepy and he was interrupting a meeting I was having with Jim South and didn’t get Jim’s or my hints and sat for nearly an hour blabbering on and on. He said he wanted to put me on the cover of that horrible X magazine that’s in all the newspaper boxes in la lol I declined that also. He acted as if he was a player because he had an in at that rag. He didn’t fool me, nor did I buy into his nonsense, I just gave my account of our last encounter.
Thanks Mariah.
Aha! Bill asked Mariah for money, no fucking shock there.
Please set things straight Mariah –
Bill Margold is one of the following:
1. Funny and interesting and has earned his place in the industry. He cares deeply about the welfare of porn stars.
OR
2. A creepy, blabbering know it all who pleads money for a fraudulent organization.
P.A.W., in reality, stands for “Pompous, Arrogant Windbag”.
He’s just a self important old wind bag, there are lots of old guys in the world like that. What bothers me about his charity, is he doesn’t show anything for where the donations went. My guess would be to his rent. In case any adult star who was messed up needed a place to stay, Bill would be ready with his bedroom…
testing..
Thanx, Miss Biatch
Here’s some historic quotes for Bill to ponder.
“Arrogance diminishes wisdom.”
-Arabian proverb.
“What is the first business of one who practices philosophy? To get rid of self-conceit. For it is impossible for anyone to begin to learn that which he thinks he already knows.”
– Epictetus
“The truest characters of ignorance are vanity, and pride and arrogance.”
-Samuel Butler
“When men are most sure and arrogant they are commonly most mistaken, giving views to passion without that proper deliberation which alone can secure them from the grossest absurdities”
-David Hume
“For God hates utterly the bray of bragging tongues.”
-Sophocles
“The smaller the mind the greater the conceit.”
-Aesop
“An ostentatious man will rather relate a blunder or an absurdity he has committed, than be debarred from talking of his own dear person.”
-Joseph Addison
“The person you consider ignorant and insignificant is the one who came from God, that he might learn bliss from grief and knowledge from gloom.”
-Khalil Gibran