I did my best to reconstruct this conversation. It’s not easy with twitter because the two parts of the conversation are on two different pages, and they are in backwards order. So this may not be perfect, but it’s close enough. And I left everything in, even when I said a few things that might have just been a little bit TOO rude. I can’t be nice ALL the time. And I also have to admit that I was the one who started the whole thing with this line-
Me- I like your home page much better now, your face is gone..
Cxxx- i would use avatars if I were you as well. jesus
Me- yeah i saw that u grabbed an old bad pic of me off myspace & started a fake twitter page with it, u r a real genius, lol
Cxxx- thats a joke right? i dont have time to do that, nor do i care that much. and if i ever have something to say, I use my name
Me- ok, so the person who did it is ur best friend who quoted U and insulted many. who would quote U but U? lol. likeur quoteable
Cxxx-surely u arent that dense, that u havent figured out that i stand behind what I say no matter what. I have no need 4 fake names
Me-Mr Integrity who goes to UK shoots T/S scenes, and insists he is STRAIGHT! "Stand behind" ALL ur scenes & Ill believe ya
Cxxx-are you retarded? I am the only male performer that stands behind them you moron. who else has admitted they have done them?
Me- People don’t hate you because of what you do, they hate you because you LIE about what you do. I dislike very few, U R 1
Cxxx- and people hate me bc I am successful despite everyone’s best efforts to the contrary. I succeed while others flounder.
Me- you suck seed, because you suck seed, lol, and you will wear diapers and get fucked up the ass, people hate u because you LIE
Cxxx- genius, i posted pics of all that on my blog for the world to see remember? again, I am the only one who DOESN’T lie
Me-u posted pics of who u wanted, left out mentions some were T/S, & I don’t care that they were, it’s that u tried to hide it
Cxxx- let me explain something to you, I never worry about the love/hatred of people LESS successful than me. they don’t matter 2 me
Me- people hate u because u r a scum bag who pesters girls, people hate u because u r mean & condescending & ugly inside & out
Cxxx- if I tried to hide it, i wouldnt have mentioned them at all. but i appreciate you scrutinizing my writing. you are one of many
Me- It’s that u torture girls who put u on their NO list, like they aren’t allowed to NOT want to fuck u. U r an aweful person
Cxxx-i know, i know, I am a scumbag, you said that already. i am sorry you feel that way.
Cxxx- i torture people who aren’t logical. and torturing them mentally isn’t that tough.
Me- U R NOT sorry that I feel that way about u. I tried to understand ur side, I asked to be ur friend initially,but i know u now
Cxxx- again, i don’t care about the way people less successful than me feel about how I do things. they are inconsequential to me.
Me- Id never b friends with someone who lies, acts condescendingly & then desperately pretends he has friends, when he has none
Cxxx- you are one of those people.
Me- You would not bother answering me if I was inconsequential to you. & success is measured in many ways, $ is only 1 of them
Cxxx- i have never pretended i have friends. in this biz no one is your friend. I have always known that. no one wants you 2 succeed
Me- Ive plenty of friends in this biz after 18 years. Success is measured in many ways, fact that u don’t get that shows a lot
Cxxx- you know so little about this biz. you barely know the periphery. even u would have 2 admit u r largely ignorant about the biz
Cxxx- your opinion means nothing, your banter is fun to match. in my biz, success is only measured in dollars
Cxxx- anyone who says otherwise is lying to you
Cxxx-this biz makes all of us pariahs in the real world, and the lifespan of a performer is finite, so anyone who doesn’t
Cxxx-think about their future in terms of saving money, is a fucking idiot. you are really arguing that?
Me-U R lying to me, urself, ur boyfriends, ur girlfriend, ur job, man up Christian, u r a bisexual, who loves sex up the ass.
Cxxx-if you think i would rather have a lot of friends and be broke, then you are more ignorant than I thought.
Cxxx- i enjoy myself in all the scenes i do, why else would I do them? what a strange comment. when have i argued anything otherwise?
Me- admit ur TRUE feelings ur TRUE sexuality that u like being dominatd by chicks wit dicks, ur a bottom, & u ll get my respect
Cxxx= my true feelings are that I am in love with Phoenix. we are very happy together (atm lol)
Me-ur in love Phoenix? Shes beautiful. But she often denies knowing you, loving you, being your g/f. seems embarrased by u
Phoenix-~Plz don’t pull me in this!
Phoenix- I am aware of the Threads at LIB. But never once have I said I don’t Love Christian
Me-never have you said that YOU DO
Phoenix Wrong I say it on here all the time… on Naughty country club
Me-I stay away from any NA stuff, it all smells like Cxxx, when u have sex with Cxxx r u dominate? do u use a dildo up his ass?
Phoenix I was trying to be respectful. But now Go Fuck Yourself!! Christian can judge people better than me Ur not worth my replies
Cxxx- LIB is part of the large part of the biz that wants male performers to feel badly about doing scenes outside the norm
Cxxx- anyone who refuses to do that is subject to ridicule and criticism as well as bigotry and outright hatred.
Me- Ive no problem with differences, buck angel is one of my friends for years, i was 1 of the first to interview him & promo him
Me-I’ve problem with liars, users, meanies, people that think they are better then others, creeps, pimps, women haters.
Cxxx-then instead of castigating me, there are many many many performers who virulently hate me and what I have done.
Cxxx- instead of defending me, you defend them and give them a voice.
Me-gave u many chances to be my friend, because I respect every1’s right to freedom, but u kept lying & condescending, done now
Cxxx- you seem to be unaware of the performers who hide and lie and refuse to talk about the scenes they have done like me.
Me-u r repeating yourself. done with you. If u ever want to have a mature truthful discussion LMK.
Kelly Shore had jumped into this conversation a few times. I was more into my argument with Christian at the moment. But Kelly did tell me that there were MANY guys doing the same thing as Christian. She didn’t want to name names, but she did list initials- pornactors T.C., T.G., J.B., P.N., Z.O., C.S. Hollywood/Reality Stars B.J., C.H., J.A., & many more
I also received quite a few private messages while this argument was going on. I’m not going to name those people, but here are a few of the comments-
Go Cindi, Go Cindi !!!!!
What the asshole Christian fighting about now??
you know, it’s sad IMHO that he really believes that $$ is more important than friends
He is talking shit about me Again right now. Such a idiot
Wow babe! U really had it going with Cxxx! Lol good 4 U! Lol
I think the way chris is treating you is bs