Yes, my stress level has been building up. And the upcoming convention hasn’t helped.
But of course, worst of all for me is all the damn ads, on the web, on TV, everywhere, about getting a Mother’s Day gift. Well for the first time in my whole life, I don’t have anyone to buy a Mother’s Day gift for. I don’t have a Mom.
So life has been tough for me lately. Especially the last week or so. And I knew that with the convention, full moon & Mother’s Day it was not going to be a pleasant happening for me.
It is now Friday 6am. Luckily I have some great guys that are going to go set up my booth today. If you are at the convention, do me a favor and keep an eye on it for me. Grab some mags. It should be fully stocked with Xcitement mags. But I won’t be there to watch it.
I know I should be there all day every day, but I just can’t. I’m a mess.
If this were my normal life the convention would be really hard for me, but add on top of it the no Mom thing, and I am about tapped out.
I think I should tell you something about myself. Well actually I am afraid to tell you something about myself, but I think I need to tell you about it anyway…..