I came across these six year OLD interviews that I did with a couple different people. I don’t remember who they were or what mag or website they were for. I don’t think I ever finished them, nor were they printed anywhere…
March 2003
Brad: so what have you been up to?
Cindi: why do you want to interview me?
B: Because you are an influence in the adult industry and an interesting person.
C: I don’t DO interviews. I INTERVIEW.
B: What are you afraid of. You won’t answer my questions?
C: Yes I will. I am just tired. And I have no idea why you would want to talk to me. I am a nobody.
B: That is not true. You interviewed more than 25 major adult stars this year, and attended all the events. You write a gossip column that is read by 200,000 people. You’re quotes are on box covers and in magazine stories. Can you just talk to me for 15 minutes?
C: I guess so. I really can’t say no because I call people all the time and ask them to talk to me.
B: So that means that you are an obnoxious journalist?
C: I hope not. I try really hard to be nice and accommodating to other people’s schedules.
B: So you never just call anyone out of the blue?
C: Yes I do. But I make it clear that they can talk to me now or make an appointment to talk to me later. I just talked to Dillion Day. Called him out of the blue and expected to leave a message, but he answered the phone and we talked for a half an hour. He is very hot looking and a very cool guy.
B: So did he give you any gossip?
C: Yes actually he did tell me some secrets, but he asked that they remain secrets, so they will.
B: Is there a lot of things that stars tell you about, that you don’t talk about?
C: About 90% of what I hear, I can’t mention to the general public.
B: Wow. Wouldn’t you be better off telling all?
C: Maybe I would be better off in my job. But my friends come first and I would never betray their trust. Friends are much more important than a job.
B: Do you like your job?
C: I love my job.
B: Do you want to be famous?
C: No, never. I want to be well known and respected in my industry. I never want someone to recognize me in the grocery store.
B: Do you think that you are a good writer?
C: Yes I do. I spend so much time and thought and effort on what I do. I think it’s pretty well done. I hope others do too.
B: Did you go to school to be a writer?
C: No actually I went to school to be a lawyer. But by the time undergrad came around I had absolutely changed my mind. I didn’t like the lawyers I knew ( they were all my professors) and knew that I couldn’t be one of them.
B: So what did you do?
C: I specialized in federal taxation and went to work as a teacher and a branch manager for H& R Block.
B: Did you like that job?
C: Loved it, but it paid shit.
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April 2003
• Lisa- So why did you finally decide to talk to me?
• Cindi- Well I am starting my own website and I thought a lot of people wouldn’t even know who I was.
• L- Okay, why don’t you start by telling us who you are.
• C- I am Cindi Loftus. I have been a writer for many years. I have been working for Xcitement Magazine for 6 years as a freelancer and the last 4, I have been their full time Head Writer and PR manager.
• L- So what did you do besides for those 6 years as a a freelancer?
• C- I worked at H & R Block as a Office Manager and I taught tax prep to adult students.
• L- Did you like your job there?
• C- I loved my job. I worked as a branch manager during tax season from jan-april doing returns and helping my employees do returns. Then from May until August I worked at H & R’s main head quarters doing re-files and paperwork. From August until Nov I taught tax prep to students.
• L-This is boring. Tell me how you got into porn.
• C- Well, I had been writing a lot for Xcitement, and I had a bunch of other writing jobs ( most were mainstream) and I was working for H & R. One of my students in a tax class was opening a phone sex business and he wanted me to run it for him. So I finished the tax season and then began my task as an office manager and secretary of the corporation of a phone sex company.
• L- What were your duties?
• C- Well I did all the "business stuff", paying bills, designing ads, setting up phone & alarm systems, everything. I also worked on the phones at first, doing the sex calls. I’m told I have a sexy voice. I could do a helluva British or Asian accent when needed. I also seemed to succeed with the dominatrix role, although I liked playing the submissive better, less work. After we built up the business, I didn’t do the phone anymore. I was mainly doing hiring, training, and scheduling. I had a staff of 80 phone sex operators.
• L- Then you quit?
• C- I was on a 24 hour / 7 day a week on-call basis and it really got to be too much for me. Xcitement offered me a full time writing job and I took it. That was 4 years ago.
• L- Has Xcitement been good to you?
• C- I think it has been an equally beneficial relationship. I love writing for a living and Xcitement needed someone to promote them to the masses. I think I have done that. I have given them an in to the adult porno industry and they have given me a name to stand behind while doing it. Xcitement is an exceptional company. They have given me a lot of freedom and I have given them a lot of name recognition.
• L- You are at a point where you are quite well known. Would you quit Xcitement and go out on your own?
• C- I don’t think I am well known. But I also don’t think that you make a name for your self with a company and then leave them. I am happy with my position with the company. I think I may just be expanding my own personal role.
• L- There is a rumor that you have a drug problem.
• C- I have anxiety attacks and take some pills that are prescribed by a doctor, does that count? I don’t do coke or speed or any illegal drugs. I don’t even smoke pot. I do drink alcohol to excess, but only occasionally. Have you heard the rumor about me being a serial killer too?
Talk dirty to me Baby! I”m gettin horny just thinking about it. So you can get me off and do my taxes at the same time? I’m hard.
Cindi- I love reading about you. Please do more interviews. I still have all my stuff from talking to you!!!
very interesting