Going To L.A
By The Colonel
‘Can I have one please?’
I lit up a cigarette and gave it to her. She smiled, put the cigarette between her lips and kept wearing her stockings. Her name was Nikki, she just turned 18 a few months ago, and took the bus from her home somewhere in mid west to Los Angeles to become a porn star. She had no driver license, no bank account and no savings, and at the time I met her she was staying in a motel with her unemployed teenage boyfriend. I asked her why did she get into porn, she said she wants to make good money, become famous and start her own website. I asked how exactly she plans to achieve all that, she said: I work hard and I deserve it. That day I shot her first double penetration scene; three months later, 20 scenes later, Nikki was gone. I never heard from her again.
For those who work in the smut business, this is a very familiar story, names change, faces change, but the story remains the same. For every Jenna Jameson there are ten Nikkis. Few will succeed, many will fail, and hard work and deserves got nothing to do with it. It all depends on chance, unbiased, unprejudiced, unpredictable chance of being at the right place, at the right time and meeting the right person; one in a million chance, speaking of gambling with your life in a Vegas casino. The question is when the stakes are so high, does it worth the effort, risk and sacrifice? I can’t tell you that. read on and draw your own conclusion.
For almost two decades, between the release of Deep Throat and the first installment in John Stagliano’s Buttman series, porn was nonetheless considered taboo, there were not too many women willing to spread their legs for the viewing pleasures of every degenerate masturbating fuck around the globe, and even many of those who did would shy away from certain things: ass fucking? Maybe. Anal gaping? No, thank you. Ass to mouth? Forget about it. Besides, girls had to be relatively pretty and have somewhat of acting abilities, at least to the extent that they could memorize the cheesy dialogue in those infamous pizza delivery scenarios. Hence, the term ‘Porn Star’ had some meaning and relevance, but then people discovered the magic of gonzo: wall to wall fuck scenes shot with shitty hand held cameras, and a market that at the time seemed invincible at swallowing every garbage you feed it with, and needless to say, all leading to an inevitable crash and burn.
The damage gonzo sub-genre did was more devastating than driving the market into the ground, it destroyed porn stardom: everyday came more girls whose asset was not their beauty or talent, but the ability to subject themselves to ridiculous sexual acts like taking two dicks up the ass, vomiting, 50+ guys gang bang, etc. Old fashioned hardcore fucking and eroticism was replaced by deranged, repulsive, circus like sadomachoism, fun and laughter was replaced by shock and awe, and inflicting physical and psychological pain on unsuspecting victims under the pretence of making movies became the new cool trend.
Today, girls push themselves to the point of no return and destroy every bridges in their personal and business lives behind them. They just burn themselves out, too quick, too cheap, and condemn themselves to live a life of physical and psychological agony. They pay a dreadful price for a very short ride. You do triple penetration (two dicks in the pussy, one in the ass), play the human dumpster and let 10+ scumbags cum inside you and drink piss; where would you go after that, how are you going to top that off? What else do you have to give, and what else people want to see? These girls destroy their lives, their career and their bodies and their souls in search for an illusion of fame and fortune, and that’s not exciting, erotic or sexy, that’s a human tragedy. Period. A good performer is the one who can and will draw the line between erotic, nasty sex and harmful, repulsive insanity, and a good performer is the one who lasts in this business, with or without the coincidental opportunity of getting a contract with some phony company and becoming the poster girl in that company’s sex toy ads. To see examples of a good, long lasting performer, look up these names and get a hint: Nina Hartley, Lisa Ann, and Rayveness.
And finally if you want to take the bus to Los Angeles and become the next Jenna Jameson, god speed, but before you buy that bus ticket, do as much research as you can about every aspects of the adult industry and it’s inevitable consequences. Think twice, and remember: it’s your life.
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‘You have a new text message.’
It was Krystal, wishing me happy holidays on the last Sunday evening of the year. I haven’t seen her for several weeks, nobody has. She’s been avoiding contact with all friends and colleagues, confining herself to her one bedroom apartment with her pets and rarely going out after an incident on a set which resulted in bodily injury and panic. She left her home and her family to get into porn and take her shot at stardom; two years later, 200+ scenes later, she was a lonely, broken down human being, unable to love or being loved, unable to carry on, and unable to salvage her life. I texted her back and asked when can we see each other. She replied: We will never see each other. Nobody will ever see me again.
She was right. Nobody saw her again. Ever.
unfortunately anyone who needs to read that won’t, or can’t.
Did she commited suicide Coronel? What happened to her pets?
Did her porn name started with and S?
I cried as I read this… was cutting up an onion.
Yes it’s sad although you’re only highlighting the worst aspects… good points overall, yes compared to whores from days of yore porn’s much more of a mad circus.. on wheels… speeding ahead madly these days but… Nikki who? Who’s Krystal and what happened to her?
You must feel guilty Colonel as you’re shooting D.P.s yourself.
Yes Colonel.. have you been drinking?? You sounded sad as you wrote this. Don’t get me wrong I agree with everything and any women who goes into porn for fame is only kidding herself.
But I detected some loathing on your part. Where is the Colonel who wants me to show my tits and ass to all of the men on LIB.
Does this mean you are getting into another line of work? Even Christian know that his choices are limited when he steps away from the front of the camera.
What about the men in the business, are they all happy once they leave??
This buisness always consumes it’s young.
I prefer not to get into more details about two girls I mentioned in this article, but as far as for Krystal, I don’t know what happened to her. She no longer lives in that apartment, her number is disconnected and nobody had any contacts with her recently. I can only hope she pulled herself together and moved on, but anything is possible.
And Kay, The Colonel who tells you to show your tits and ass is right here, and I still insist. I’ve been a part of the adult industry for too long and I’m not going to apologize or walk away from it, no matter what, but it doesn’t mean that I have to close my eyes on harsh realities of this industry and glamourize it, I believe there are many other people like Paul Fishbein and Co. who are doing a good job at that. I prefer to discuss the cold, hard, uncomfortable facts so people get a better image of the adult industry and make informed decisions instead of getting themselves into something they don’t fully understand. It is what it is, love it or hate it.
Read the article again. Maybe this time you get it.
There is human misery in everything. You try to do your best and be professional about it. If you can help someone grow and learn from the work, you’ll feel good about it. I’m sure the adult industry has taken people from much darker environments and made them better people. Others are Lost long before they entered the work. Thats Life. PS…I’d like to see Kay’s Tits and Ass as well~
Most do their first scene, then go home. Why would you use an 18 year old in a DP or Gangbang other than to see the pain on her face, own it sweetie.
For someone who is obviously a good writer, I find the fact that you refuse not to publish names or who you are strangely amusing. What exactly are you afraid of, the girls coming back and saying you talked about them? For someone who defends his own standing in this business and how hard you work, etc. etc. I would think you would be proud of who you are. I guess not.
Ruby Says:
‘Why would you use an 18 year old in a DP or Gangbang?’
Why wouldn’t I? Why John Stagliano used Sasha Grey in an anal scene with Rocco Siffredi only days after she turned 18? Because 18 year old girls doing anal has a strong appeal and sells well. I didn’t bring her into porn and I didn’t entice her to do DP, she came, did the scene, got paid and left. She did several scenes for several companies before she left the industry.
I never brought anybody into porn, never helped anybody getting out of it either. What people choose to do with their lives is their own decision, I can only tell them of the consequences of their decisions and provide them with another side of the story, the side they won’t get by reading AVN magazine or watching HBO documentaries. The rest is up to them.
Christian, I decided to write an article about girls in porn and used those two girls as an example to get my point across, and I believe I succeeded. So what difference does it make if I reveal their identity, and why should I involve them in an endeavour they’re not even aware of? Why should I turn them into the subject of everybody’s curiosity and speculation? You love to be a drama queen and get every attention you can, and you don’t even care how hostile and negative that attention might be. Here is a reminder: not everybody is like you, in fact the majority of people prefer to avoid drama in their lives as much as they can, and I understand and respect that. Maybe you should, too.
And as far as my identity, we’ve been through that, haven’t we? So I don’t need to go through that again. But I appreciate you calling me a good writer. I belive you’re a good writer, too, even though I was somehow disappointed with your last blog entry. You could have ended your blog with a more intimate, self reflecting note, but instead you ended it with pictures of you and your girlfriend fucking. I don’t know man, I guess whatever that makes you happy.
i agree with ruby wholeheartedly…
“Why wouldn’t I? Why John Stagliano used Sasha Grey in an anal scene with Rocco Siffredi only days after she turned 18? Because 18 year old girls doing anal has a strong appeal and sells well”
For people with integrity, money can’t motivate us to things we know are fucked up… This free will shit you espouse is complete garbage… It a way for people like you to turn their heads… You should have went to college kernel, maybe you’d be doing something more respectable than exploiting girls young enough to be your granddaughter
Al, you’re a funny clown, I give you that, but know your limits, you retaded home fuck. I enjoy making fun of you and bitch slapping you for the fuck of it whenever I don’t have anything better to do, but I’m not gonna get into a serious debate with a piece of shit nobody like you who’s lurking in a crumbling shared ghetto in god knows where, jerking off to stolen porn and vomitting verbal diarrhea on internet message boards. Read my article and my responses to people on this board who unlike you deserve an actual response, re-read and read some more. If you understand, then to hell with you. If you don’t understand, then fuck you. You’re Cindi’s problem, not mine.
fuck outta here with that bullshit… there is nothing to debate, you are what you are… I don’t have to debate or prove anything… you don’t have class, dignity or self respect… salud scumbag!
Al, you’re my bitch, like it or not, your ass belongs to me. I’ll see you around, my funny clown.
you are really troubled bro… where are the people with decency around on this board…? you can’t be a part of a problem and then try your little investigative report bullshit… and when people bullshit like this, you have to call them on it… the tenets of the article are not wrong, but kernel has no right as an active contributer to the demise of 18 years girls lives to be the holier than thou on this… its complete bullshit, i dont have to be a porn expert, or someone in the adult industry to know or voice that… all you need is half a brain and even less dignity
Colonel you are now the new Christian. Talk about walking a fine line. I know we have had this argument before. You cannot stand there and use the… Not me defense. We don’t let Christian get away with it and we are not going to let you either.
You need to own up to your part in the industry, for good or bad.
You know I think the world of you and you write beautifully, but AL is right, you can’t be the good guy too.
And I know you did not tell the editor to read your article again!
Sorry BLB my tits and ass are not for sale, not even for the Colonel, but it is fun to tease him.
Al, you bipolar fuck up, I thought you said you didn’t have to debate or prove anything, so what the fuck are you still doing here? Either you forgot to take your happy pills, or it’s the thought of an 18 year old pussy that you can never have that’s turning you inside out.
You don’t get it man, you’ll never get it. That’s why you’re a fucking nobody loser. Just get the hell out of here and go fuck yourself. I’ll come to you when I need my dose of free entertainment and cheap laughs.
Kay, I’m not playing the nice guy, I’m just calling it what it is. If you talk to many producers from Patrick Collins to Chris Alexander and Khan Tusion, etc. you’ll see they’re on the same boat with me. You should eduacate yourself on the subject of your discussion before hitting the reply button.
By the way, your tits and ass may not be for sale, but you’ll happily give them away for me, because you’re in love with me.
Look Folks, it seems like Nikki, with no bank account, no savings, no job, no driver’s license (I presume she had two forms of legal ID, at least) and a suitcase pimp-in-training boyfriend already had problems before getting into the business… So, she decided to do what a lot of 18 year olds dream of doing these days, which is to come to Pornoland (adult version of Disneyland) and make an ass for cash transaction, get some fame, money, sex, resort out of necessity to do some d.p.s, and then leave. There are a lot of Nikkis out there and her tenure sounds like the typical porn starlette shelf life.
She left with problems but she came in with problems, so it seems like her problems are beyond porn.
I think it’s great that people are starting to have and express concern about the welfare of girls beyond the “where are they now” curiosity. It’s nothing new that girls come and go (pun unintended) and whatever aftermath which follows. The industry must be really slow because normally people are too busy to look back.
Porn is so virtually mainstream these days that soon when someone says “I used to do porn” it will be met with the response of “Who hasn’t?” That’s one of the reasons the business is hurting. Everyone’s doing it.. amateurs and pros alike, for money, for fun, for free. Times are tough these days… Buy one hole get one free, and that sort of thing… People showing it all on xpeeps like it’s myspace… in ways it’s cool but it’s also quite a mindfuck…
if this doesn’t vanish like a couple of my other comments, exploitation is about taking advantage of people with problems to begin with… you can’t take advantage of someone who has everything going for them
Al, you made your comment, I responded to you, and that was that. We agree to disagree and I could care less, but if you act like a punk and spam this board, I won’t tolerate it, I don’t need to tolerate it, nor that I have to.
AL…..You must be High Dude…Stand Down! Peace~
I still say the Army is worse.
Jeremy, you nailed it with your comment about Nikki, I don’t have to add anything to what you said. Right on.
By the way, she had her state issued ID card and passport with her when she came in for the shoot.
Thx Mr. C
Colonel,
Great article, keep up the good writing and the honesty. One thing though, don’t get so caught up in everyone’s comments. Take it as a complement that so many had strong feelings about what you wrote and leave it at that, the writing speaks for itself. Better to put that same passion and energy into the next article than fighting with people who will always choose to find something critical to say.
Thank you and welcome aboard brother.
I look at the comment section of LIB as a place where we can have important and interesting discussions, exchange jokes, thoughts and ideas and have a good time. But there are always no class, no life punks who know nothing about nothing and yet run their big mouths and spam this board and ruin it for everybody. I don’t mean to get caught up with them, but when I see how erratic, inane and off base they are I act out of necessity and respond to them.
Kernel Devito, stop deleting the comments, thats was some accidental shit given to you
Al, this is my last and final response to you on this topic: fuck off and get lost. You don’t add anything interesting or useful to this discussion, you’re only acting like the fucked up punk that you are by spamming, and I don’t have time, reason or interest to argue with you.
Everything you keep on repeating in your immature, inane, pathetic comments have already been discussed and responded in both article and comments. Unlike you I don’t like to repeat myself, nor that I need to. Have a little self respect and go do something more productive with your life.
you fucked up kernel
“She left with problems but she came in with problems, so it seems like her problems are beyond porn.
I think it’s great that people are starting to have and express concern about the welfare of girls beyond the “where are they now” curiosity. It’s nothing new that girls come and go (pun unintended) and whatever aftermath which follows. The industry must be really slow because normally people are too busy to look back.”
Good comment Jeremias. I think that the troubled girls that come to porn are in the end just adding another layers of trouble to their lives.
I think that worrying for the outcome is the result of porn being more mainstream. The questions “why she is in porn?” and “what ever happened to….?” are now more important. People are starting to take the sex industry as a more serious study matter.
The Coronel:
“but as far as for Krystal, I don’t know what happened to her. She no longer lives in that apartment, her number is disconnected and nobody had any contacts with her recently. I can only hope she pulled herself together and moved on, but anything is possible.”
I wonder who many former porn chicks in Krystal situation change their lives forever vs who many drug and drink themselves to dead filled with guilt and regret and who many will kill themselves down the road.
We know of the posible suicides of Anastacia Blue, Missy and the confirmed suicide of Karen Lancaume. All happened years after they left porn. And Karen blamed porn in her suicide note, mentioning the feeling of feeling used and discarted.
Fairly entertaining read, but I did notice a few things.
You know it is almost comical the way you describe weighing options to engaging in porn industry. This isn’t the MIT entrance exam. You have sex. You get paid. That’s the deal. Any problems you have outside those bounds is your own fault. Nobody put the pipe in your nose or joint in your mouth. If
anything, you need to be saved from you’re own gullibility. You are the accountable one. Not the director or the other actors.
You essentially equated this like picking the color from the paint swashes for for the dining room. If you need to sit down, physically write out pro’s and con’s, then perhaps this line of work is not for you. Moreover, if it takes more than a minute to rationalize that life continues on after porn, IE)
This is on film and will be on resume or the little ones asking mom what happened – boo hoo.
And if you’re name is Nikki from the Midwest, with no money, no bank account, no ID and your knee jerk reaction is to catch the Greyhound to get banged in LA to satisfy your fiscal and attention needs then you’ve got bigger problems than this business. Please, pass the Kleenex.
“A good performer is the one who can and will draw the line between erotic, nasty sex and harmful, repulsive insanity…” Please. No offense, this isn’t this the opera house. It’s porn. You didn’t earn a degree or practice. It’s not about you learning your lines or how well you act. The genre of sex changes, but it is at heart sex which is the sole purpose of this work. If the actor as a problem performing with said topics, then simply say NO and move on to the sex one.
The problems don’t weigh on the shoulders of the business in itself, but rather on the those who participate in them.
Just my two cents, good read though.
i would have thought it was obvious. analogy wise, porn is a wood chipper, the colonel is a part of the chipper. if the whore decides to stick her head in, before attempting to understand how it works, she had little hope from the outset.
some of those diseased minds will never understand. it’s in one ear, out the other. i’d nearly bet the colonel could have pulled that girl aside, explained the pros and cons and two weeks later she’d have shot that dp for someone else. 5% would have heard the dog whistle, the other 95% are the usual impulsive and reckless whores. and until the chipper rips their face off, whatever you say will be completely inaudible.
“some of those diseased minds will never understand. it’s in one ear, out the other. i’d nearly bet the colonel could have pulled that girl aside, explained the pros and cons and two weeks later she’d have shot that dp for someone else”
Sad but true, whore do not listen. Lets face it. The average woman that is willing to suck a stranger cock on video for cash is not really thinking about her future. Some of them actually know they have no future. And were is no future, there is no sin as the song says.
Say hello to the flowers in the dust bin.
A career in porn in many ways is just like any other career: good things and bad things come with the territory. I’ve seen people making good money and living a good life off porn, and I’ve seen people destroying themselves and their loved ones by doing porn. I wouldn’t entice anybody to get into porn, but once they’re in they have to deal with all the good and bad consequences.
Ultimately I can only address facts and realities of porn, but I can’t twist people’s arms and push them out of the adult industry, and I can’t play the social reformist and save people’s lives either. I’m not Mr. Nice Guy or the devil incarnate. I’m just a business man, making a living off selling smut movies. When I shoot MILF scenes, I book older girls, when I shoot anal and DP scenes, I book girls who do those kind of things. I can’t follow up with each and every one of them to see where do they come from and where are they going. They have their lives, responsibilities and problems, and I have mine; and that’s just about it.
What a joke this comment section is….Just like Al’s comments, mine too have disappeared. What a bunch of pussies. you cant handle it when someone points out your pathetic bullshit.
Colonel gets to call people names and spout his bullshit, but when someone calls him on it the comment gets deleted. And you say you suport free speech. By deleting the comments you admith that you can dish it out but you cant take it…especially when the commentor makes valid points that show what a total idiot you are. Thank you for validating EVERYTHING I said. Too bad you dont have the guts to let others read it. This is proof positive that the colonel is nothing but a little bitch.
And to the no talent hacks who run this site, why do you support censorship?
I hope this isnt too controversial and doesnt get deleted
Colonel, which do you see more often?
“People making good money and living a good life off of porn…or
“People destroying themselves and their loved ones by doing porn…”
Or will this get deleted because the truthful answer will make you look like an idiot when you compare it to all the bullshit youve written here?
Why do comments get deleted from this site?
Because the truth hurts too much when your life revolves around fantasyland.
In the cindi loftus interview she says in her first answer that she >>>”is a free speech advocate.”
Then why delete truthful and insightful comments?
I think you are more of a free speech hypocrite.
Free speech as long as you agree with me or my writers on this site, deleted speech if you call us on our bullshit. You are a joke, not a free speech advocate. You give yourself way too much credit.
Cindi is a free speech advocate, and I have some swamp land in Mike Souths backyard for sale.
General, right? Is this the best you can do, ripping off someone else’s user name and starting up with the idiotic pretence that your comments were deleted? Someone else made that claim on this very board, you saw it and thought that would be the perfect approach for you. Say it ain’t so, you copy cat delusional scum fuck.
Here is the newest moron everybody: LIB, meet The General. General, meet LIB, now get down and give me a nice, sloppy blow job. That might improve your level of creativity and intelligence.
Speaking of truth, what truth? The only truth I see here is that you’re another piece of shit in demented cyber space, struggling to validate your worthless existence by getting into pissing contest with strangers and crying out: injustice, rape, murder to get your point cross. You’re a bad, uninspired, pathetic pretender. Period.
And that gives me an idea about your identity: you ‘re crazy, crazy Sophia Mounds AKA Wayne McDanial AKA Dr. Pain. Retarded similarities are just too many to ignore. Say it ain’t so, and while you’re at it, go fuck yourself.
if you had seen my deleted comments you would have read how i mentioned the predictablity of your responses, and like the looser you are you pritnted exactly what I said you would. thank you i havent laughed this hard in weeks.
Idiotic pretense that comments were deleted….. Eat me you moron. check with the moderators here before you make yourself look like even a bigger idiot. First you delete the comment, then say we didnt delete them…Yeah, and cindi is a free speech advocate. Ask cindi to see the deleted comments and see how you reacted EXACTLY as I said you would. Like i said in a deleted comment, you are as predictable as the sun rising in the east. YOU REACTED EXACTLY AS I SAID YOU WOULD. GET THE COMMENTS FROM CINDI YOU LOOSER.
Is this the best you can do. the same old name calling, and questioning the identity of who post here. Do you see how pathetic you are when you HIDE behind the name the colonel;. My full name is Robert James Oaks, and I live in Denver colorado.
Who are you you piece of shit? You will never say because you dont have the balls. Keep hididng colonel, you are a little bitch. Hide behind your screen name you little bitch.
The comments were deleted. That is a fact. Another fact is your comment #36 was posted about two minutes before mine were deleted. You saw them.
Are you denying that comments are deleted here? If you are then you are not only a little bitch, but a lying little bitch. Mr. anonymous tough guy.
And why not answer the simple questions posted above about what you wrote? Or are you too mcuh of a little bitch and dont have the balls to answer. Ithink its obvious to eryone here that youre alittle keyboard warrior, hiding behind a scren name, who doesnt have the balls to stand up and asnwer a simple question about the bullshit you write.
Did anyone else see the comments that were deleted? If so, please inform the little bitch,oops i mean the colonel.
You are a bitch colonel. and a liar. go fuck yourself. I might be as full of shit as anybody, but I am not a LIAR like you are bitch.
just for the record, who does the moderating on this site, oops i mean censoring?
Sophia you retarded clown, why do you think anybody would spend time to read your blabberings and respond to them or even delete them? You truely are a delusional skank whore, aren’t you? Jeremy Steele should have fucked you up when he had the chance, but hey, never say never.
Go the fuck back to your blog and write your garbage there.
By the way, say hello to Rodney Moore next time he shoves his STD infected limp dick in your stinking mouth.
Wow new guy on the board is all in a tizzy!
General welcome, but please we all know who the Colonel is and we respect him. We may not agree with what he writes but he has earned everyone’s respect.
On LIB we DO NOT censure, but Cindi will make sure that people do not out each other or make serious comments of body harm. And it is easy to say she is censuring you when it would be her ass on the line if something goes wrong.
Relax enjoy LIB, but get to know everyone before you start spouting who you are and where you live.
By the way the Colonel lives in the porn capital of the world. I wasn’t aware that Denver had jumped aboard. So excuse us if we take his word on how things work in the industry.
Have at it!
Damm Germy, there is a way to SM to let us alone?
BTW is Field Marshall available. Or Obergruppenführer?
JS…I just downloaded a fine Pinot Noir…don’t cut me out Dude….Right On Colonel..Kay..tits and ass please…waiting~
Kay, you’re my girl.
And Jeremy, I wouldn’t want to imagine what it was like living with this pig Sophia. But I tell you this man, of all her crazy alter egos, Dr. Pain was the most entertaining.
Sophia you retard, Bring back Dr. Pain.
She just can’t stop.
Can you imagine what it was like living with her Colonel? And I’m talking when she’s sober! And then add to that two bottles of wine which she doesn’t even deny drinking? She is the only one who spells that word “looser” repeatedly. Wayne Mcdanial, Dr Pain, now this.
Apparently, Sophia thinks because you post articles here on LIB that you also has moderator control. Also, she’s trying really hard with the spell check but is still is failing as she is still illiterate.
She wrote on comment 43: “I might be as full of shit as anybody…” <, no not really
“but I am not a LIAR like you are bitch.” … Here is a fine display of her mighty mental capacity. To admit that you are full of shit means you lie. What else could she possibly mean?
Retarded, insane, incredibly stupid, evil and in desperate need of attention. What a Super-size Combo!
This is sad that Sophia calls herself “The General” because Colonel Rob of Mondo Video-A-Go-Go (R.I.P. Mondo) now refers to himself as “The General”.
Hey Sophia can you explain the last email you sent me (as posted on poontalk) about your claim that Ryan Knox text you that he’s gonna kill you, burn your house down and then sue you, but then you say he said that I text messaged you those messages?? Your email made no sense.
For the record, the general is 100% correct about everything he said… Colonel was accidentally given editing privileges and he deleted about 5 of my comments, which were all pertinent to the post he posted. I have no reason to believe general is making up that his comments got deleted at all. Cindi does believe in free speech, that’s why you won’t see Colonel deleting your comments anymore…
general, email me at AL@LukeIsBack.com, I’d like to ask you something
Kay: I really disagree with you and I am not the only one
Believe anything about the tenets of his writings, but understand it is an absolute and undeniable fact he has deleted comments. This should be known and understood by everyone that goes to this site. It the accidental privileges that were given to him were not removed, he would have deleted these comments. Not only did he delete comments, but as general pointed out, he read them and responded to them before deleting, thereby creating the illusion he had the authority to do so… Reread the posts it’s all there… I even think his girl Kay was at the site when he was deleting the comments because I saw her make a comment right when mine were being deleted, funny how she doesn’t comment on that though… Who knows, maybe Kay and Colonel are the same person
Actually it’s more like at least 9 comments, not all of which were on this post.
Al, the editing option I have on my articles is not accidental, it’s something me and Cindi agreed upon. I did delete some of your comments, because you kept on spamming the comments section of my article with the repetitive comments which didn’t add anything interesting or useful to this discussion, but as far for Sophia Mounds/The General’s comments, Cindi or I didn’t delete any of her comments. I just had a conversation with Cindi and this is what she told me:
‘Some of The General’s comments did get deleted because she/he sent about 12 in a row and she/he had never posted before. So they all go to moderation, and when the site gets that many posts in a row from a new poster WordPress automatically takes it as spam. I can’t read them or get them back. When I tried to get them out of the spam folder they turned red and disappeared.’
Nobody manually deleted any of The General/Sophia Mound’s comments. It happened automatically.
I also talked to Cindi about you and your unhealthy obsession with me and how damaging it is to LIB’s reputation. From now on, I decided to ignore you, I don’t want to talk to you or about you and comment on your writings, and I don’t want you to talk to me or about me and comment on my writings either. I don’t want to argue or brag or joke with you or prove you anything, in fact I don’t even want to know you exist; and I believe if you have any respect for yourself, Cindi, this website and it’s readers you will do the same.
According to Cindi, if this doesn’t work, then we have to think of something else.
LOL Obsession with you, you are delusional…That’s real rich Colonel… Should I search the archives about all of your quotes about me? Should I start with my sister, or your encyclopedic knowledge of my life through reading my posts?
Stop making it seem like you have some power of me, you have none. Whatever you say about an arrangement is irrelevant, you can’t do it anymore so what does it matter?
“unhealthy obession”
Get over yourself
I received the same email as you by the way LOL
And remember, Spam is unsolicited, this doesn’t apply…
Al, I don’t have to do anything anymore. You’re proving my point.
And as far for Kay, she’s a good friend of mine. We’re in touch and talk to each other every week. In fact Cindi forwarded her first email to me, but that’s none of your business anyway.
And remember, spam is spam, it applies whenever and however you do it.
Colonel, it’s not your job to judge what is “interesting or useful” by the way… You are NOTORIOUS for leaving comments that are not interesting, useful, pertinent and just mean… It’s called a conflict of interest and professionals don’t cross that line…
Let me let you know how writing goes, because it seems to be something you are new at. A writer’s job is not to edit responses to his/her work. That is an editor’s job, hence the “letters to the editor” section and not “letters to the writer” section in a newspaper. A writer is an advocate of speech and communication. That’s what a writer is. It’s not a joke, and it’s not something you do to stroke your ego.
Paint whatever kind of picture you want. If you want your own site, where you can rant and delete comments, go ahead and make one. This is not your site, no one sees it like that at all. I got a life bro, this hardly on my mind. I check the site once every few days for the most part, however everytime I check it you always have something fresh to say about me. I think anyone that visits this site would back me up on this.
That’s fine Colonel… This is a message board and I have some free time right now. The real you is going to come back eventually.
Al Says:
‘I got a life.’
Then I suggest you focus on that for a while.
As far as for writing, yours and mine are here for everybody to read, compare and judge; and I believe they have expressed their opinion many times.
My recent comments about you were jokes I was cracking to break the ice and burry the hatchet, and if as a self-proclaimed writer you can’t distinguish between fact and humor, then I don’t know what to tell you. But know this: I don’t hate you. I don’t even know you, and I don’t want to know you. It’s how you represent yourself on this board that bothers me and I spoke about it, and then you kept stirring the pot and pushed it to the limit. But it’s all in the past. I don’t want to have anything to do with you anymore, and I appreciate if you do the same.
The guidelines referred to name calling. I’ll continue to comment on any post I want and communicate as I normally do, which is with respect for people that show it to me. In fact, if you can find even one instance where I was disrespectful to someone to someone who was not disrespectful first, I’ll admit it. I talk civilly with everyone on this board, and the fact is your viewpoint on this has only been stated by you. I have no heard seen that sentiment from anyone else.
Fact is, I do what I do, you don’t like what I do. People do express their opinions, and it’s completely inaccurate to suggest I don’t bring something to the table. You are the only one who has been traditionally immature about stating your displeasure of what I do. It’s not your site Colonel, as much as you don’t want me here, I am here and all the things you say just insult Cindi because she has made a decision and that’s it. So I hope you respect the real boss.
I hope you respect yourself and talk to people who do want to talk to you instead of those who don’t, including me.
A comment on a post is not a dialogue. For whatever reason, you seem to think every comment on a post is a dialogue starter. That’s not what the posts are about. You just communicated to me, so I am responding. Short of that, I would delighted if you never said a single solitary word to me, however I’m less than confident you’ll do that.
I’m amused to see how important it is for you to comment on my posts.
I’m also amused by what you said earlier: ‘ I got a life.’
This is your best line so far.
Sure Colonel, whatever you say buddy
I think Al and General Sophia should go out on a date and then report back.
You are dead on an honest about the real process of human flesh for sale and exhibition. These folks here who think there is a positive side to your story. Maybe they are so affected by political correctness ” which means to lie and deny the truth to accommodate feelings and emotions.” Or they are such wanna be outsiders that don’t get it. I have shot xxx for 18 years now and have hired the likes of Jill Kelly, to putting Eric Everhard in features for the first time and yes Steele you have worked for me as well, and did a good job as far as I remember. So for the “newbie” bloggers here who get emotional about the very real and truthful report of where adult ent. is currently at I say get a clue. The Show Time, AVN spin is just that hype and spin to glamorize some really fucked up shit. The era of Gonzo and not having any real production or film making skills has dumb down the whole process, so that any idiot with a 3 chip ccd camera can call them selves a director or producer.
OK Colonel and AL since I am the resident editor, I know how we can solve this.
Whip them out and I’ll measure to see which one is BIGGER!
Also you are both very good writers, but you are on opposite side of the country, ages and opinions. I believe that everyone on the board enjoys when the two of you battle with wit.
And AL I’m with Cindi and Wroldpress on the comments. I remember when I first started posting here and battling with the Colonel, some of my comments went into moderation since I was new. The deleting thing is a different story, but good god reading what the General kept writing was crazy. I didn’t see any comment you wrote and then got deleted, sorry. Don’t worry I may love the Colonel but I have no problem calling him on the carpet, as he would do to me as well.
Play nice now boys or I will turn you both over my knee and spank you. Huumm that may not be a punishment for either of you though.
For the most part, those who refuse to accept the facts about the adult industry are clueless parasite punks, unattractive, emotionally and mentally fucked up, financially bankrupt single men living in shared crusty ghettos, seeking pleasure in jerking off to stolen porn and day dreaming about a tommorow that never comes.
In their depraved delusions they bound with porn whores who are the only object of affection in their despecable, miserable, pathetic lives, and form a deranged love/lust/hate relationship with porn: they love porn because they’re addicted to it, they lust for it because it’s the only joy they have in their dismal existence, and they hate it because they can never afford to be a part of it. Those are the people who constantly spam web sites and internet message boards including LIB with their inane, uninspired, idiotic comments and express their supposed opinion about things they don’t fully understand. They’re true clowns of cyber space. They make good material for free entertainment, cheap laughs and punching bags, even though their very existence is nothing but a human tragedy, and if they could have a glimpse of the truth about themselves, maybe they would kill themselves, but they don’t, hence they continue to live their borrowed lives like leper dogs and steal, jerk off, spam and vomit verbal diarrhea.
Kay, I think you’ve already measured me and know my size.
And you’re right, I love you too.
(THE COLONEL: I’m writing this note to acknowledge that according to an agreement betweem me and Cindi I do have editing option on all of my articles.
Now go ahead Al, continue with your spam.)
I hate to break it to everyone, and you can choose to believe whatever you want, but these are the FACTS:
1. Colonel was given accidental deleting of comments powers. There was no special arrangement. I’m not assuming, I know this for a fact. He doesn’t have them anymore. For any of you that have any logic whatsoever, you can piece together why it was an accident.
2. With 99% certainty I know that the general is not Sophia. These reasons I’ll keep more to myself, however I’m not alone in believing this.
3. Minutes after Colonel made an agreement with Cindi to keep it civil with me, he went back at it in 65, and indirectly (like he loves to do) in 70. Me, being the stand up and honest person I am, am not going to respond at all, anymore, with any personal disparaging comments to him.
4. The majority of people don’t believe Colonel is anyone in the adult industry, and he is he is an absolute nobody. Furthermore, there are multiple people that believe Colonel has multiple handles and comments as different people.
5. If you love your Colonel so much Kay (that is if you Kay isn’t actually Colonel) you would advise him on your weekly phone sessions to chill out. No one here is expendable.
6. Lastly, who is more trustworthy on anything? Is it me, the person who uses my real name and isn’t afraid to give you details in my life that aren’t glamorous. The person who is there for his friends. Or is it a man know one has attested to actually knowing in real life, who uses an alias, literally and metaphorically hides in the shadows and is only forthcoming about his hate of everything? I don’t know Christian and I have never read his blog, I just know what everyone says about him. At least he has the guts to post as himself, and doesn’t care if people have a problem with that. I respect that. I don’t particularly like Jeremy either (If I read a comment on this board, I remember it), but at least he’s out there also. Tons of people who actually are in the industry use their names on this site. So, I’m sorry if in a court of law the argument is anyone in the adult industry wouldn’t even make it to trial.
7. Colonel will again violate his agreement in his next comment.
8. I forgot to include some stuff in my last comment, that doesn’t mean I’m spamming the board, it just means I forgot. Everyone knows what the definition of spam is.
9. Colonel lifted entire portions of his 70 comment from a previous comment(s) of his. Anytime I write a comment, I’m not copying and pasting an old one.
10. my #5 should be, no one is NOT expendable.
Colonel, it’s not something is given to you. And I know you already deleted your comment about not wanting to say anything to me, anymore “period” because you just had to keep coming.
You like taking trips Colonel?
Al, I’m glad I got you worked up so hard. The more you spam, the more you prove my point.
P. S: I though you said you had a life. Interesting line.
Sure Colonel, whatever you say buddy 🙂
AL, I am not the Colonel in disguise. I think I am much better looking as a women then a man. Sorry Colonel, but it is true!
Maybe you and The Colonel should do OpEd pieces on each others articles that would seem to be more productive.
Then the two of you can get it out of your systems in one shot, and no one needs to worry about being deleted, or censured.
You both have a lot to say, and when you are not throwing slurs at each other, it is good writing!
Kay, it’s certainly a big coincidence you two are on within minutes of each other. I’m not sold.
By the way what do you do for a living that lets you be at this website in the middle of the day?
Do not misunderstand my criticism, I don’t like watching girls who are not mature enough to enjoy their scenes, and I can tell every time. I also think it’s the talents responsibility to know what they’re doing before they do it, John shoots specific stuff, and generally will make a girl feel comfortable enough to enjoy herself, that’s what makes a good director. Take a lesson.
Colonel,
in comment #41 you state….”starting uyp with the idiotic pretense that your comments were deleted>’
then you state in #54 that…”some of the generals comment did get deleted because he sent in about 12……”
Thank you for admitting you are a lying bitch, of course you didnt admit it until you were nailed redhanded.
Another lie of yours, there were four comments not 12 and they each addressed sepereate issues.
Like i said and it is nice of you to admit it, You are a lying little bitch who cant handle it when people call you aon your bullshit. you are a pathetic looser, get over it you lying little bitch.
Sophia, in case you had your head shoved in your big, fat ass, I explained what happened to your worthless comments: you acted like a dumb clown whore that you are and submitted 12 comments in a row right after signing up as The General. WordPress detected them as spam and some of them were automatically deleted. But so what? Go ahead, you ass licking prostitute, repeat whatever you vomitted in those comments. Entertain us with your stupidity and retardedness. Put your ass to work and write some more garbage, you fucking human bacon factory.
P.S: Jeremy, come take this whore back to PoonTalk or just throw her to dumpster. We don’t want her.
colonel, you lying little fuck, I am not sophia, and it was four comments. And since i know that you read the comments before they were deleted, you know that you are giving the exact predictalbe response that I said you would. The same old, name calling bullshit, but nothing in response to the actual sustance of the oost. Like I said in the deleted posts, you are as predicatable as the sun rising in the east.
Also, in my deleted post you saw that I made a joke about jeremiah being as predictable as you. I said something to the effect of “jeremiah, its been over an hour since your wrote something about sophia, is something wrong?”” That got deleted.
Thank you for admiting that you are alying little fuck
Fuck you and your deleted comments you retarded scum fuck. Why don’t you just spit them out again? What’s the matter? You don’t remember what you wrote, or the guy you blew to write them for you is gone back to his motel and you’re left with your thumb up your ass? You are a stupid idiot clown, but at least you’re right about one thing: you are full of shit.
Sophia, your brain is looser just like your ass. Congrats on discovering and utilizing spell check, Ms. Sophist but you still have some work to do.
Such hostitity!!
Nice try you LYING LITTLE BITCH. You got caught redhanded LYING to everyone on this board now you have to try and deflect attention away from that by accusing me of being someone else. Why dont you tell us who YOU are, you LYING LITTLE BITCH?
Thank you again for admitting the comments were deleted, actually, thanks for admitting you are a LYING LITTLE BITCH.
Now as I predict, write something else to try to deflect attention from the fact the you intentionally LIED to everybody on this board, more than once.
I am aright about TWO things…yes I am full of shit, as are you and YOU ARE A LYING LITTLE BITCH WHO CANT HANDLE THAT HE GOT CAUGHT REDHANDED.
You have lost all credibility by INTENTIONALLY LYING to everyone on this board.
Now please give us another of those all to predictable responses, or perhaps you could just cut and paste one of the hundreds of same old same old comments of yours. YOU ARE NOT ONLY A LIAR< YOU ARE A BORE!
Cindi, how does if feel to have a writer on your site who INTENTIONALLY LIES to everyone here? Free speech is a great thing aint it?
but all the bullshit aside, I do have to say that i AGREE with a very large portion of your original post. But like I said, you lose credibility when you get caught redhanded in a lie.
also colonel, regarding your name calling(example..you retarded scum fuck)
The difference between you and I is, you have to make up bullshit little names to try to get under my skin…..All i have to do is TELL THE TRUTH that you are a LYING little bitch to get under yours.
Sophia Mounds AKA The General Says:
‘I do have to say that i AGREE with a very large portion of your original post.’
Jesus Christ on a cracker. I have a new fan. Well, thank you retard, now you definitely have to give me a blow job.
How is this for a new title: Sophia Mounds Loves The Colonel.
Just as i pedicted…..what can i do to prove that i am not sophia…and what can you do to prove you arent kayryan.
Better yet hows this
THE COLONEL ADMITTED HE INTENTIONALLY LIED TO EVERYONE ON THIS BOARD AND NOW HE HAS OT DEFELCT ATTENTION AWAY FROM THAT BY ACCUSING ME OF BEING SOMEONE ELSE.
By the way colonel, when was the last time you we arrested for solicitaion, and I dont meant that time in San Diego, I mean the time in San Jose(you remember the tranny)
now before you get your panties i a bundle I have no idea if the colonel has ever been arrested. That was just to show that anybody can write anyb.s. they want and there is no way to prove here if its true or false……Like when the colonel accuses me of being sophia….he has no proof whatsoever and for the record i am not.
But keep up the predictable boring responses colonel
Sophia, when was the last time you sucked dick for money?
When was the last time you had a decent meal?
When was the last time you took a bath?
When was the last time you visit your child whose custody was taken away from you by the state?
And when was the last time you were banned and kicked out of a message board for spamming?
colonel, when was the last time you lied to everyone on this board?
How very predictable of you to never respond to the fact that you intentionally lied to everyone here, and as I have predicted several times, you continue to use the same old same old b.s. to defelct attentionf from the FACT that you were caught redhanded in a lie. Why dont you respond to that you liar?
you keepwriting this sophia crap but NEVER address the fact or apologize to the board and Cindi for intentioanlly lying to everyone here.
What lie you keep blabbering about you freak of nature? If you refer to your deleted comments, I explained that twice and told you to write them again. What else are you talking about?
You are a crazy, crazy whore Sophia Mounds, but you get boring fast. I’m outta here, feel free to keep yourself busy.
Poor Jeremy Steele lived with this retard for months.
of course youre “outta here”: You cant handle being caught redhanded and your b.s. response to being caught isnt getting you anywhere. So long you LYING LITTLE Bitch.
The lie i keep reffering to is your post #36 which was in response to a post I made that you read and responded to and then was deleted. You claimed no responses were deleted but you SAW THE POST AND RESPONDED TO IT, and then claimed no posts were deleted. Then when confronted with the facts you admit the posts were deleted. REDHANDED.
You have no credibility, you are a liar.
I would suggest that cindi rethink her keepng you aboard here since you do nothing but attack, lie and then deny that you LIE intentioanally.
And for the record, kayryan IS the colonel.
What about ALS deleted comments? Do you deny deleting those, or was it thath they just hit a little to close to home and like most lying little bitches you cant handle being called on your bullshit?
Do you deny that your “comment delete privelages” were revoked by Cindi?
Colonel, you have been nailed on your lies. Give up trying to deflect away from that. For once in your life be a man and just admit it. You are nailed redhanded.
You have now been demoted by the genereal to the rank of ‘private.”
You are a liar.That is an undeniable fact. End of converstation.
i’d pull the pin on this one, colonel. it’s pointless defending a two front battle against those so aimless, that an ongoing internet war is their big ticket lifetime event.
Y’all are somethin else..point made, lets go forward. Can anyone tell me where I might pick up a copy of “More Than a Mouthful”? I think it was produced in the 70’s BL
Do you notice how Sophia likes to repeat herself? This reminds me when I called 9-1-1 and they recorded her screaming “I’m gonna fucking kill you” over and over again (which she denies). Sophia has a new sense of power now that she’s finally discovered spellcheck but she’s only fooling herself. And, as usual she takes things that are said about her which are true and turns in on others. For months I’ve pointed out that she ignores points made and makes up shit in an attempt to deflect attention away from it. I like how while accusing the Colonel of lying she admits she’s full of shit. Truly amazing… And we’ve already been through this IP “mystery” issue in the past when Sophia attacked others as Wayne McDanial and Dr Pain. An IP address search was done and they Wayne matched Sophia Mounds. What a surprise!
I understand why Sophia hates the Colonel so much. I was always nice to her, never hit her, never threatened her with violence, although she attacked me and has left many threatening texts and voice mails threatening to kill me or fuck me up, besides the 9-1-1 recording. The Colonel has posted that I should’ve killed her when I had the chance (which considering her posts is understandable) so imagine how enraged she is. Obviously she takes his comments literally. I’ve said numerous times to her imagine how insane she’ll get if someone actually does something to her considering what she’s done to me and the fact that I’ve never fucking anything to her.
Colonel has already explained himself. He’s didn’t lie about anything, Sophia, you stupid, evil nut-tard.
BL you have given up so easily on seeing my tits???
AL I am an editor for a political magazine, and no it is not Time. I don’t have to go into the City a lot since I can do it from home. Today was a snow day in CT so my kids went to school late. Your fight was very funny to me so I had to keep going on to see if you guys were playing nice! The next time I’m in the City maybe I’ll look you up!
I’m not the Colonel, but I am not going to tell you all about me. When I first started posting here I was given flack over who I was, but as a women who has been stalked before, I do not give out that information. Sorry.
You could check with Cindi on who I am, but really she puts up with so much crap from this site, give her a break, shes had a tough month.
I think you and the Colonel have paid this one out and it is time for you both to give it a rest.
I am going to start hounding Christian to start up his blog again, since now you guys don’t have anyone to jump on all the time!
jeremiah, it must kill you to know that without sophia nobody would know who you are. That must hurt.
take away everything youve ever heard about jsteele that didnt involve sophia and youre left with nothing. again, that must jurt big time.
oops ‘hurt’ big time
And just for the record, the substance of the first post that was deleted reffered to all of the bashing that the colonel throws at shelley lubben. Then when you read this post, which like I said, i agree with, i pointed out that the colonel seemed to validate everything that shelley says about the biz.
What shelley does with her organization is up for debate. But it seems that the colonel agrees with shelley about what happens to girls in the biz.
All of the things the colonel says in his post look like they came directly from one of the “testimonials” on shellys site.
Oh, youre still a liar “private.”
Guys, my industry and none industry friends, thank you all for your feedback. I have said everything I had to say in both the article and comments, and I have nothing more to add or explain. As far as I’m concerned this topic is closed.
However I must admit I’m disappointed by the way this message board is handled. It has turned into a place where anybody with an internet connection can log in, spam and derail the thread with comments that don’t add anything interesting, funny or useful to the conversation. A line must be drawn between freedom of speech and spamming. I’ll leave that to you to decide whether what’s going on here is an exercise of freedom of speech or spamming. But as far as for me, this is not what I’ve signed up for.
To me this message board is valueable as long as it’s a place for engaging in adult related conversations, whether it’s discussing the history and economy of the adult industry or contemporary arts or politics or even interesting jokes. But now it has turned into a children playground and I have no time, reason or interest to babysit anybody. God bless you.
After doing nothing but insulting and calling names on this board for months, the colonel now tries takethe high road. You are ajoke colonel, and a liar.
How many HUNDREDS of times on this board have you resorted to juvenile name calling? Thats all you got. Everyone here knows you are not in the industry.
Well, well, well… AL is back…
Kay: I know you aren’t Colonel and thank you for the info about yourself…
general: amen brotha, I really don’t care who you are, but keep keepin it real
Colonel: I love how guys love burgers online but in real life they are vegitarians… as in, the don’t want beef. In real life, I cook beef well done. Stick to your salads Colonel, you aren’t built for beef.
It will all be made clear to everyone soon enough, in an irrefutable way that no one, not even Colonel can deny. Colonel was accidentally given ability to edit and delete posts. It was something never intended for him to have. Colonel can say Cindi wanted him to delete comments and posts on her site, even the she doesn’t, but whats the difference. Soon enough, this will be settled, and in fact everyone will see Colonel has been bullshitting all along.
Colonel is a master at spin, I’ll give him that. He laments what the board is, but it’s ironic because he lead it that way. Does anyone remember the post that had nothing to do with Evan Seinfeld where Colonel went on a psychotic rant? For whatever reason, Colonel wrote three long paragraphs about how much he hates Evan, even though Evan is a real person and the Colonel is a character. If I feel compelled, I’ll even look it up. Now, you tell me what Evan Seinfeld had to do with that post. Fact is, that’s generally all you do, and for you to act as if you are the purveyor of whats right is unconscionable, as if you are the one who keeps it on topic and civil. You have an image of yourself which no one else sees in a similar way. Those are called delusions of grandeur.
I dare you to edit this post like the other one Colonel. You won’t be able to, because the bug which allows you to do it has been addressed.
I’m glad this is not what you have signed up for. It sucks when people call you out on bullshit and tell you what they really think. Does this mean you are going to retreat back in your fantasy land?
What was that you said about the people speaking? So far, you are the only who talks about me negatively. That is a person speaking, a delusional person. general and me represent PEOPLE, not one person. You understand what that means? If I walk around telling everyone I’m Tom Cruise, but no one else tells anyone I’m Tom Cruise, I’M NOT TOM CRUISE. You understand Colonel, you listening?
BigLee – I’m more than a mouthful, but I was produced in the early 80’s and besides, as I’ve told a homosexual on this board already, i don’t swing that way… see Colonel, those are jokes
Kay: Also wanted to let you know that, not for nothing because you seem ok to me, but anyone who has that much admiration and the appreciation for Colonel is someone I would never get along with, or just could not understand on a fundamental level. I enjoy reading your posts and have nothing against you at all, but Colonel is bad news and no ammount of personal testimony or persuasion would ever convince me otherwise
And before Colonel’s bug was fixed, he went back and deleted 2 more of my comments from the beginning on the comments section on this post.
In addition to deleting comments Kay, he made a promise to stop personally insulting me for no reason, like we all know he does to me and other people with regularity. He also claimed he didn’t want to fight with me anymore. I can’t respect anyone who says one thing and does another.
Your personal views can’t get me to change my mind, but you have yet to enlighten all of us regarding your enamouration with Colonel. I’d very much like to hear why you “respect” him and “think the world” of him.
In fact Kay, Colonel would have deleted all my comments, but it would have looked odd when he would have been responding to comments that weren’t there.
Colonel is more harm than he is good to this website. At least most of us would have had the integrity to believe in our argument and not delete comments.
Well said Al.
And I know too that Kay is not the colonel. It was just to make a point. Here, like other “adult” industry boards, when they cant argue the substance of your post they begin trying to discredit the poster. It is a very weak tactic. Then they claim to know your real identity and begin posting their crap as if it were fact. I was branded as sophia simply ecause i used the term “lying little bitch.”, which, as it turns out, was an accurate and true statement.
And since jeremiah pointed out how i repeat myself ,just like sophia, I;ll repeat this one more time for jsteele…… It must really suck knowing that the only reason anyone even knows who you are is because you were associated with sophia. If not for her, and your constant rehashing of events from who knows how long ago, you wouldnt have anything to say. I can only imagine in my worst nightmares how much your life must suck.
Stop trying to be intellectual, Sophia. It doesn’t suit you. Trust me. Shall we see if the IP address leads to Canoga Park, “looser”?
you never give up do ya jerry. You wouldnt know intellucual if it hit you on the head with a hammer. Again, without sophia you are nothing.
P.s. I previoulsy posted on this board as gnolos and you never accused me of being sohphia then did you jerry. you are a complete moron.
Check the comments posted as gnolos, then tell me Im sophia you MORON. Stick to what you know, jacking off for others to watch.
Why General Mounds, what’s with the mulitple identities? Why come on as “gnolos”? I’m telling you. STOP trying to be clever. It don’t work. I don’t always read everything here on LIB. Does that make me more of a moron or less of a moron? How many times did your ex husband hit you in the head those 7 years you were with him? How many years did you smoke glass? The mirror of your mind is cracked. Seriously, you and Al should hook up and report back.
if the general was sophia, it would make her more desirable, but not desirable enough…
maybe the general is eva mendes, that would be ideal
NO NO Kay…I’m Dreaming of your Tits…Ass too. Yes Please~ Right on Colonel!
Big Lee, don’t sweat em, let em
General: It has been confirmed to me you are not Sophia… Anyone who says that at this point is misinformed at best and a complete dumbass at worst… keep up the good shit
You’re the dumbass, Al… you and General Mounds.
To sum it all up, the Colonel was and is right, used to be for every five good stars, we’d get one fucked up girl, fast forward to the last five years and the ratio is almost 1:1, though most of them came in with heavy baggage to begin with and of course saw the rise of Jenna Jameson, as baggage filled as any of them by the way. General, think of another nickname, but not Field Marshal or Obergruppenfuhrer, the first an insult to the great FM Bradley and the second to folks like Felix Steiner, Paul Hausser and Herbert Otto Gille…sorry, I study German Generals on the side. Funny, AL has become the new Germy Steal, we still need a Big Dick Daddy replacement. And Kay, please show the Colonel your tits, I imagine they are pretty good Milf tits.
Inquire to those that know and perhaps they will enlighten you… the general is not sophia, sorry if your world comes crashing down because of it because it means another person thinks low of you… Why did you pick the at worst scenario by the way? At best you are misinformed, but you chose to pick a dumbass
And Larry, tell your boy Colonel that its okay to come out now… When a dog shits in the house, you have to rub their nose in it, but you still toss them some bones later… And your boy has been shitting in this house constantly for a long time… since you only visit the house, maybe you think its funny to find shit in it, but I live in the house and I don’t want to see it filled with shit…
Jerry, to answer your question….you are as big a moron as one could possibly be.
And since i couldnt remember the password for gnolos, or which email I used to set up the accout, I just created a new account. If you had even half of the intelligence that you think you have, you could easliy compare the writing style, syntax, and even the same misspelled words as “gnolos.” And if you read the gnolos comments you would know that Im not sopphia, but you wont do that because then you would have to admit that you are wrong, and we all know youre not man enough to do that. So please continue to make yourself look like the moron we all know you are.
On a scale of one to ten jerry, how bad does it hurt knowing that the only reason anyone here even knows who you are is because of her? Doesnt it suck knowing that she is the first thing you think about everyday, and the last thing you think about every night? As a matter of FACT, as you read this, you are thinking about HER.
Al, I will email you later today, and thanks.
Al…I got ya on that one . More Than a Mouthful wasn’t a Gay film…may be before your time. I’ll bet the Colonel knows of this film.
I have no problem admitting if and when I’m wrong. Who are blowing now to write for you, Sophia? I wish you two the best of luck.
Uh… “General”, besides Al perhaps, there is no one person who reads LIB that doesn’t know Sophia is a loon. You seem though to amaxingly be on Sophia’s side after all these months of her violence-laden retarded and psychopathic rants against Cindi, Ryan, Hash, Justin, Jack, The Colonel and whoever else.
Yeah I can’t get her out of my mind. Living with her was truly paradise. I just yearn for those good ol days.
It seems Sophia you have an obsession with the Colonel because of the fact that he says I should have “killed” you when I had the chance just as you said I “killed” your cat, that’s why you pick the name “general”, to try to one-up him in rank. You’ve already said the Colonel’s been demoted to “private”. You repeat yourself like a retarded child in the midst of a tantrum repeating “lying little bitch”…
Also PLEASE explain your statement that you’re full of shit but you’re not a liar? That’s one of the most retarded things I’ve heard. Only from the Mind of Sophia Mounds…
Also, Sophia Mounds is the ONLY person I’ve ever witnssed in my whole life to repeatedly spell the word “loser” as “looser” just as you have here “general”.
Utilizing a spell check or blowing a ghost writer just as you tried to have me do for your autobiography, and writing impressive words like “syntax” isn’t fooling me.
“Lying little bitch” and “looser” is just a coincidence that you would have us believe, along with your childish, retarded repetitions of how the Colonel is a liar, despite the fact that he’s explained himself.
Did you meet your ghost writer at work?
And you should take your own advice and consider the fact that you’ve lost credibility long ago, while saying The Colonel has lost credibility for “lying”.
And what are you claims that “everyone knows” The Colonel is not the industry based on?
jerry, do you realize how simple it is for me to playwith yor mind? Keep thinking about sophia. It is amazing how sipmle it is to control someone just by writing on a stupid website. Now continue your obsession.. You are now thinking of sophia again, just as I predicted. Picture her in your mind. Picture yourself in jail. Re-live all of the experiences again and again. I own you. You can think of nothing but sophia sophia sophia sophia.
the colonel is a liar, you are obsessed, and I am playing you like a fiddle. I eagerly await your next reply. YOU ARE OBSEESED, NOW BE A GOOD LITTLE BITCH AND RESPOND AGAIN WHILE YOU THINK OF SOPHIA SOPHIA SOPHIA SOPHIA SOPHIA.
SOPHIA
Jeremy, I have seen Sophia’s writings and I’ll leave it at that
SOPHIA SOPHIA…. I CAN’T STOP THINKING OF SOPHIA. OH LORD WHERE DID IT GO SO WRONG…
WTF!
Retards have taken over LIB.
EXACTLY as I predicted. thank you jerry. Now do it again, because you know you have to get the last word in. You are my puppet.
jerry, regarding your post #128 where you say that the colonel explained himself and he wasnt lying.
In that so called explination he LIED again.
Post #36 by the colonel was in response to one of the posts of mine that was DELETED.
Then in post #41 he states…”the idiotic pretense that your comments were deleted.”
Let me do the math for you jerry, 41 comes AFTER 36. He responded to my post, deleted it, and then LATER claimed no posts were deleted.
Exactly what do you think he was responding to in post #36 you MORON? He was caught red handed. Get over it.
And for the record, I too believe that all porn whores lie, therfore, jerry, you too are aliar because you are a porn whore.
WordPress may have gotten a couple of the general’s comments, but it really is irrelevant because he deleted mine, so if he deleted mine he deleted some of the general’s at least, if not all…
hey al, did you get my email?
not yet… Cindi forwards the mail I get at LIB.com to my personal email
I have a question for you Jeremy, because I noticed an inconsistency in your argument. You claim general is Sophia because general incorrectly misspelled several words in the same way as her, however you accuse the general (sophia) of having someone else write for her, acknowledging the style and content has changed. What I ask you is, you think Sophia is telling the person she has writing her shit to purposely misspell those words? Occam’s Razor Jeremy, it’s just more likely general purposely spelled those words like sophia as a ruse.
she may have someone write for or assist her part of the time or proof read but miss some of her errors which are her signature
you think the mind that writes general’s posts either spells loser, looser or that person is too dense to use spell check?
I never attckedanybody on this board. I merely pointed out that my comments were deleted and somehow you guys started calling me sophia. If you had seen the DELETED posts you’d know that you idiot.
It wasnt until post #41 that the colonel decided I was sophia, and that was to deflect attention away from the fact that he got caught lying. So based on the fact that i misspell lose and looser you jump to the conclusion that im sophia…or is it really that she called you a looser so many times that whenever you see those words you think of her?
And I guess you would be the expert on the words lose and looser, seeing as how both terms apply to you in so so so so many ways. Now respond again puppet.
Jerry, you are easier to play than ‘simon says’
Now simon says….dance monkey like the good little porn whore that you are…dance I say, dance!!!!
or i just type too fast and dont care if i misspell words….now dance monkey.
al, obviously whoever is assisting sophia can’t be too bright in the first place or why would he?
since sophia calls me monkey and the colonel a ‘lying bitch’ over and over, telling me to dance while saying she’s not attacking anyone, i suppose i’ll take a vow of silence along with the colonel because this ain’t worth my time
good luck al and “general” running this site into the ground
that’s not really selling me your argument Jeremy…
A couple of people commenting doesn’t affect the site… Fact is, if people don’t like me and I left completely, thats not going to increase the visits in the same way that Colonel leaving is not going to decrease visits. To me, this place is a community and not one member, aside from Cindi, has any real impact on why people come here. Colonel is out there, you read that last post. He honestly believes he has the clout to strong arm Cindi, his suppossed “good friend” (as per his initial post), into doing what he wants done. I notice that you don’t get tired with the real Sophia, is it perhaps she isn’t as smart and me and general and it’s no fun to lose? Bottom line, Colonel has no effect on the site’s success and neither do I and certainly general doesn’t. The content we provide is not why people come. It’s for news, and for the community. Am I wrong about anything Jeremy?
Let me rephrase, i never attacked you until AFTER youstarted with the sophia bullshit that you know is bullshit. And what kind ofnames does the colonel CONSTANTLY call people…lets see…retarded sum fuck, dumbshit…fuckface…etc etc….. Funny you dont mention that .
Jerry did you read the latest post from cindy….seems everything me and al said is true.
Jerry, you can dish it out but you cant take it. IT IS A FACT THAT THE COLONEL INTENTIONALLY LIED. Cindy just confirmed it.
Jerry, did you have agood time at FALCON STUDIOS on dec.13? Nowdo you know who I am?
you’re an idiot, sophia, have no concept of sarcasm and are trying to imitate the colonel with your “puppet” schtick. of course you won’t answer my question either of how you “two” are the only person(“s”) on the planet to repeatedly spell ‘loser’ as “looser”. let me pretend to be confused: why if you’re not sophia are you such a fan of hers and attack me on her behalf ?
oh shit, the plot thickens… that was hot, that was like presto, alakazam type shit
what are you talking about? i looked up falcon studios and it’s a gay company. falcon foto is another but i haven’t worked for them in a while
Steele, Give Falcon Studios a call! Make some money!
If you want to do gay scenes, they’ll be behind you 100%. You need to be open to opportunities!
yeah, they’ll be “behind” me alright…
Wasn’t that where Christian started?
Wow. What a fucking hypocritical fuckface Colonel is. Go back and read his comments on Max. At least he wasn’t anonymous, hiding the shit he makes. You’re a bitch, straight-up Colonel. And for a motherfucker who dishes it out on here, you sure can’t take it…
Hey Max, with his cowboy hat and attitude, wouldn’t you think it actually was him?