I am sad!!!
So I’ve been working my ass off these last few months, trying to shoot as much content as possible and preparing everything for my website launch on Valentine’s Day. I have carpal tunnel from retouching with my pen tablet, as well as back and knee pain from so much shooting. I haven’t been out to see any of my friends since I returned from England, and I haven’t been to the gym in three weeks. I don’t even have time to talk to my boyfriend on the phone (he lives in England), and my plants are starting to look neglected.
But… I’ve been thoroughly enjoying shooting for myself and I’m very proud of the work I’ve been producing. I’ve shot over 50 photo and video updates just since November, and I’m hoping to go live with all of them, plus continue to shoot and update at least 5 times a week with new content.
So imagine my extreme disappointment when my editor calls me today to tell me we used a bad batch of tapes on my Lexxi Tyler and Priya Rai shoot. The girl/girl scene that I filmed with the two of them was incredible, and Priya doesn’t really do girls– Lexxi is an exception. There was bondage, there was blindfolds, and there was spanking and lots of squirting– all lost! Not to mention all of the behind the scenes and solo videos we shot that day. I still have the photos but… the video was really important. I’m devastated, though I know these things happen. But now, when I need all the video I can get… it sucks. Really, really sucks. 🙁