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photo by jay Allan
Gettin in the biz
Current mood: aggravated
ok, so its annoying enough that every other day I get an email about ‘how do i get in the biz’. OMG, stop writing me to ask that stupid question!!!! do your research yourself, go see an agent. Read AVN for a list of agents. FUCK! leave me alone!!!! I dont have time for that shit.
And now is really not the best time to be entering the industry. Its dead, the economy is fucked in general, what makes you think you can come in and ruin it for everyone else, by accepting half of the going rate – thank you dumb bitches for totally screwing it for the old school girls who actually have some business sense – and know when they’re being totally degraded and chewed up and spit out with little to show for it. Not to mention the brand new porn girls taking away the meaning of the word ‘feature dancer’ by taking gigs for an 8th of a ‘real’ pornstars’ rate.
I know times are tough, but lets not get crazy and just start giving away ourselves for nothing! This is a business like any other business, and it’s such a shame we will never have a union like SAG to protect us.
Moral of this story, dont fucking ask me how to get in the business – especially dont join my pornstars for planet earth page to ask me such questions. And all you new talent, stop lowering your standards. We are all worth far more than what we get. And for you to go way lower than what was once considered standard, your just turning this industry into trash like the whole world already thinks it is. And you my friends, are trash, for letting people take advantage of you like that.
‘Thank you dumb bitches for totally screwing it for the old school girls who actually have some business sense.’
Dear Monica, the truth is that whores in this business don’t matter, never did, and never will. Your only assets are what you have between your legs, your only relevance is the fact that you’re willing to exchange your human values for the cold hard cash, you’re as much worthy as the junk food on McDonald’s dollar menu, so where do you get this unrealistic, inflated sense of self worth? What makes you think you can build a foundation for the rest of your life by fucking and sucking low lives for the viewing pleaures of degenerate, lonley pig fan boys? Why it’s so hard to realize the fact that fucking on film is a temporary occupation, not a permanent source of income, sure, it’s a thrilling, but short and quick ride, and wise whores save some of the money they make, instead of burning it all on booze and drugs and parties.
Damn it, it’s not the Hollywood mainstream, after a couple of hundred scenes, people don’t want to watch you and jerk off to you anymore, the picture of your ass on the box cover doesn’t boost up the revenues, and that’s when you gotta go do something else with the rest of your life: get a daily job, go back to school, get married, just move on. Don’t get stock with the illusion of stardom, don’t let your head get too big, or it will get exploded.
“We are all worth far more than what we get.”
Monica, once you become a whore your feelings for the rest of society do not matter. You become a disponible and recyclable woman. Just ask the Trannyfucker, he knows a lot about that.
“And for you to go way lower than what was once considered standard, your just turning this industry into trash like the whole world already thinks it is.”
Yell, just when you think the industry hit rock botton you just discovered that there is no bottom. The rest of the world will not change the opinion of the industry no matter want.
One anal scene in 8 years just aint gonna get er done these days Monica…
If she thinks it tough on her back/knees, it’s even tougher makin a living on your feet… I’m not even sure how anyone is making money in porno… between the internet and $5 bootleg DVDs I can’t remember the last time I spent money on porn that someone involved in making it actually saw…