yes i love sports, i don’t really follow any team particular though. i grew up playing softball, volleyball, a lil basketball (that was too hands on, i wanted to pull hair lol), and i figure skated so i used to play hockey with the boys sometimes….could nail an anxle, but getting that puck in was a whole other story!! 🙂
pretty much 99.9% of my whole family in in so. cal…which is why it is completely boring to me 🙂
and yes, some of my scenes are fucking horrible, i will be the first to tell you that. so much stuff has gone wrong since i got into porn…family problems, health problems, problems with vivid, you have no idea…
the other day someone at vivid asked me if i still shoot for them. i said i have no clue, no one will respond, but i am, however, i available those dates. and then it was booked. needless to say, i don’t think anyone really knows what the hell is going on right now.
to be honest, during my first movies, i didn’t even want to be there. they were done so poorly, i was new and i could sense that. in fact, i filmed 2 at one time for my first features, and one of them wasn’t released cause they were just THAT bad. i remember once pt left the set early and we were still shooting, i was so upset….lol obviously i have been a little bitter from day one. i have always felt vivid does not know how to market me properly.
but beyond that, i had a few very serious things that happened in my family live during that time and that really affected me. the two together was just no bueno.
comfort isn’t the issue. i hate how vivid market’s me. most of my movies are carelessly done. on some movies, i feel like i looked better before i set in the makeup chair. it’s very easy to feel as if it’s pointless for me to even try. the comfort thing has never been an issue, it’s a matter of if i’m happy or not, and most of the time it has been not.