The ex-porn star Sierra Sinn, 25, posts:
i am not the same person i was a month ago.
i am never going to be.
thank you to all that have been supportive
fuck off to those that hate, talk shit, and/or dont have faith in my ability to better myself.i have not and will not be on here often because honestly i really dont care. i am not sierra sinn anymore, and i never will be again.
at this point i dont know a whole lot other than i am over it.
i am over bullshit, liars, shit talkers, theives, and just about every negative influence in my life. and if you arent over it then just dont talk to me!!
i hate bullshit!!!
Sierra Sinn talks about leaving porn on this XXXChurch podcast.
Shelley Lubben begins: “Sierra is going to expose porn for what it really is… She’s moving on to do something much better with her life.”
Host to Sierra: “What got you into it?”
Sierra: “I thought it would be an easy way to get fame and fortune.”
“It wasn’t pleasant. I didn’t stay long.”
Host: “When did the reality hit you?”
Sierra: “Not for a year and a half.”
“I grew up in Pittsburg.”
“I was going to school and stripping in Pennsylvania for four years. I saw a lot of feature dancers [porn stars] come in and seemed glamorous and fun. I put pictures up on 1modelplace.com. Agents brought me out here and set me up with a couple of scenes.”
“I was all proud of myself. I waited seven months before I told my family what I was doing… My family was cool. ‘If that’s what makes you happy.’ They weren’t happy about it but they were supportive.”
“I left my daughter there.”
“My first scene was one of the worst experiences of my life. It was very scary. It was a very rough scene. My agent didn’t let me know ahead of time… I did it and I was crying and they didn’t stop. It was really violent. He was hitting me. It hurt. It scared me more than anything. They wouldn’t stop. They just kept rolling.”
Shelley: “You told me about the lies, how they are supposed to stop if you say stop.”
Sierra: “They’re supposed to but they don’t sometimes. They want the footage.”
Shelley: “It’s good footage to be rough with women.”
Sierra: “I thought, maybe it won’t be so bad the next time.”
Sierra got $800 for that first scene. “Usually it’s about four-to-six hours [per scene].”
“I didn’t want to hurt anymore. I didn’t want my heart to be hurt anymore.”
Shelley: “Tell them about some of the hard things you go through emotionally. She has a hard time being intimate. She doesn’t trust men.”
Sierra: “I thought I was a lesbian for a while. I have a boyfriend now. It’s hard for us, trying to put it all behind me. I feel guilt… I’m so jaded.”
Shelley: “It’s hard to be intimate in a relationship. It’s hard to have a relationship while you’re in the porn industry.”
Sierra: “I get uncomfortable when people try to love me.”
Shelley: “You’ve made all this money and it’s been wasted.”
Sierra: “You don’t think about all the money you put back into doing porn, such as tanning, nails…”
“I didn’t do a lot of drugs. I smoked weed.”
“Drugs are huge. They’re using viagra. It’s unnatural. The girls will be on xanax and vicodin.”
Shelley: “If porn is so great, why do people need xanax, vicodin, pot, alcohol to do it? Because it’s painful.”
Sierra plans to be move back to Pittsburg to be with her daughter. She’s trying to start a clothing company.
Sierra: “My mom and dad are non-denominational Christians. We were in and out of churches growing up. We moved a lot.”
Shelley: “Sierra believes in Jesus. She believes that God is pulling her out.”
Shelley: “Say something to the men who are addicted to porn.”
Sierra: “That it is not easy for the girls. It’s not enjoyable. It’s not a great time. Girls are getting hurt. It’s emotionally and physically trying. If you knew what people were going through, you wouldn’t like it as much.”
You gotta admit that she has a point. I read this site daily and i laugh my ass of at the stunning knowledge from people with opinions that quite frankly are a fucking joke!! The same people every day chime in with the most unbelievable bullshit! I love this site because Luke exposes scumbags and this industry is full of them. Everybody for the most part that’s written about on here makes their living off scumbag deals. my attention was drawn to this site because of a story that was written about Lynton Appleson. The biggest looser of them all.Since then i’ve read day after day the shit talking morons that make up a “porners” personality. Good for you Luke and sorry to Sierra Sinn on behalf of the REAL people in the Adult film business. The rest of you need to get jobs or something…..I heard Burger King was hiring!!
BK is always hiring, but even fast food has standards
Damn, that got me so horney. I’m gonna have to go and rub one out to Sierra’s scene in “Facial Frenzy 2”. Thanks Sierra. Even out of the business you’re still doing your job.
..she is a bit “Frisky” isn’t she??
So….does anyone know what the title of the movie is with her first scene? I like her description of the event.
katja kassin, sandra romain, rebeca linares, ect ,ect hardcore performers who shoot rough scenes and they don’t use drugs ….please sierra the problem is not porn IS YOU AND YOUR DRUG ADDICTION
Let’s see Shelley ask Sierra Sin what her daughters first name is. That’s not the sign of a fucked up person is it now?
Enough with this shit Duke.
ElG you have a point. Have you noted that all the porn stars you mencioned are Europeans?
I have the theory that the I’m a drug addled whore that do porn (because;a poppy and mommy didnt gave enough attention and acceptance when I was a child, or somebody abused me or i want to be famous at any cost) is more an american thing.
I have talked with Rebeca in others forums to know she is into the sex even more than the money and loves what she is doing. Sadly the woman formely know as Sierra Sinn was into fame at all cost and drug abuse and PTSD where the price, she shows mild symtoms of PTSD in her XXX Church Podcast.
But to the former Sierra Sinn, I hope you live long and I hope you live clean. Good luck.