Martin emails:
Hi Luke:
As a regular user of myspace I have often exchanged messages with Lucy Lee who seems like a genuine sort of person despite the business she works in. [Another minor tragedy]
Anyway I noticed that she has not only not been active on myspace, but she seems to have simply disappeared without a trace. I say this because others have made comments to the same effect and I have had others express similar concerns as mine. My concern is that she may be in some sort of trouble and if so I really hope she wil be ok. I know she was in some trouble a few years ago and like many who work in the biz she does, may have all manner of extra baggage to carry.
As an avid reader of your website I notice that this apparent disappearnce more or less coincides with you
posting a link on July 1 of an interview she did in June. Since the 2nd of July she has not been on myspace.I am just a bit fearful of something bad having happened. She gave a very long interview to that guy snowman or whatever, and since that link has gone up on your site, just the day before she has last been on myspace, it seemed more than a little odd.
Especially because in that interview she was very open about how much she uses and likes myspace, while being very open and honest about a lot of other things.
To be honest, to my mind, it was actually quite sad in part to hear that long interview and the one she had done with this guy in 2005. Paradoxically she seems so naive in many repsects. It only confirms my worst fears and limited understanding of that world and the reality of what these people [women especially] go through. With so much self delusion and self destructive mindsets nothing can be ruled out.
Even just to know she was ok and not in any trouble would be nice to hear, because as I said although I have never met Lucy and have only had very limited banter through myspace I have no doubt that beneath that rough and tough exterior there is a very genuine [if somewhat damaged] person, and I cant help feeling she has somehow become a sort of prisoner of her work history and choices of the last few years.
If only she could indeed break out from that whole world, on her own terms, it would be great. However as her sideline activities in the recent past seem to indicate it can be very hard even for a "pornstar" to keep things going well?