Tiffany Lords writes 4/99: "Luke, I have really enjoyed reading up on the porn industry on your website that I found accidentally one day while surfing the web. As you probably know, I left the porn industry after making the John Wayne Bobbit movie. I left because most of the people I met in the industry were backstabbers and I could not find any honest and decent people to help me adjust to the porn world. I was 20, going on 21 [years of age] when I did my movies. I was really naive. I had  never even seen a porno. After the John Wayne movie, I fell in love with Aaron Gordon who was John's manager. John Aaron Gordon and I featured at different clubs for about a year, during that time Aaron and I were working on getting me into some mainstream projects. We discussed soap operas, and a possible recording contract. His father Jack Gordon is married to Latoya Jackson. He said he had connections. Plus I had always wanted to be a  rockstar!

"After our one year anniversary, I got pregnant and Aaron dumped me cold turkey. His last words to me were, 'Tiffany, no matter what anybody says about you or will say about you, remember that you're very special, with a big heart and I will always love you. Those famous last words devastated me, because I never saw or heard from him after that. He didn't even pay for my abortion or call to see if I was allright. I later found out that he was married to a girl named Nicole and that he had a daughter named Megan.

"I was totally devastated so I returned to Miami and started my college education. But you know what, I miss my fans and I don't know why but I miss the business. You are the first person I have talked to in the industry since1995. I am now 25 and a lot more wiser and I think I finally know when someone is bulls---ting me. I want to make a comeback in the year 2000. I'm in training, hopefully this time I will make matured decisions and have an exciting career again. Who knows maybe I'll do a 1000 guy gang bang or f--- another tabloid celebrity like Joey Buttafuco."

Agent Regan Senter says: "I got Tiffany Lords her job at Leisure Time's [Bobbitt movie]. And I want to give her another chance if she wants to give me another chance. The whole Bobbitt thing was directed through Beautiful Models. I was introduced to Lords through Zach and Sunset Thomas. Regan says, "Tiffany, give me a call. I am still here for you. If you still look half as good, great."

Tiffany writes 4/99: "I just wanted to clarify something's that John Wayne Bobbit said about me on your site. First I am very offended to be called a coke head. I have never used drugs. I get high naturally by running and power lifting. I have done several triatholons and just ran the Walt Disney marathon in January 1999. I guess John is mad at me because I wouldn't sleep with him off camera like most of the other girls would do. And because I wouldn't kiss John's ass. John thought all the girls should treat him like a star, he often said he was the next John Claude Van Damme. Also, he was jealous of my relationship with his manager Aaron Gordon.

"Next I would like to talk to you about publicity stunts. While I was featuring with Bobbit and Aaron, Aaron and I would think up stories (lies) so that John would stay in the news and you would hear about him every day. Aaron would always be calling up the Associated Press to tell them a fabricated story on Bobbit. The first lie Aaron talked me into saying was that I was pregnant on the Geraldo Reviera Show he said it would confirm that his penis worked. Of course it did not work, John shot injections into his penis on the set to make him get an erection, but that didn't work either. I did what Aaron told me to do because we were in a relationship and I was in love with him.the next publicity stunt was that John was going to give Lorena a surprise visit at her nail salon. But before he went, Aaron once again tipped off the Associated Press, so that there would be media coverage on John. And concerning this priest thing, I'm sure it's another fabrication.

"I knew John for about two years and found him to be short tempered, easily provoked and not very smart. He got abusive with me a couple of times when we were featuring together. One time he didn't like what I had to say about him in a Hard Copy interview on television, I said I do not respect or condone that John beat his wife emotionally and physically, I told Hard Copy that I am simply an actress who is promoting a movie. But that doesn't mean I have to like him. When John saw this interview in a limo we were in, he sprung on top of me and started choking me. Fortunately I was able to fight back and I knocked his tooth out! I'm not proud of that but that's the type of behavior John resorts to if you light his short fuse. Other times he was abusive, was when he tried to force himself on me in a hotel room and I called hotel security. After that i knew it wasn't safe to be alone with him so whenever he could, he would push me, or knock into me and step on my feet, (not by accident). I finally stopped touring with him because Aaron and I broke up. You wouldn't believe all the hate mail and death threats I got for   Aaron and I telling the press that John got me pregnant and I was going to have an abortion, but the truth was that I was never pregnant till a year later from Aaron Gordon... I am not proud of myself for lying but people who knew it was a lie printed it anyway because gossip sells. Even Gerald Rivera himself coached me on how and when to say it on the show. Anyway, it's always a pleasure when I write to you because I finally get to tell the truth and confess my sins. If anyone should be ordained it is you, my lovely Luke!"