Porn Star Karaoke At Sardo's
Tyler's sister Jackie and her boyfriend Lexxi,
and BF Angie
and BF Wankus,
Lamour, Ethan Cage Seymour,
Kelsey Michaels, Brooke Hunter Seymour,
Kelsey, Brooke Ron
Miller, Kelsey, Brooke Ron
Miller, Kelsey Ron,
Tyler, friend Lexxi,
Danny of WantedList Sierra
Sinn, Jenner Sierra
Mickey G Kelsey,
Savage on MySpace.
I arrive at 10:10pm. The place is almost full. I spot director Roy
Karch getting a hug from the adorable Kelsey Michaels.
Kelsey says her new best friend Jersey Jaxin moved to Tehachipi (near
Lake Isabella) and bought
a house (because it was cheap there). It's almost two hours drive
to Los Angeles.
Here's some info about Tehachipi:
Median household income: $29,208 (year 2000)
Median house value: $90,000 (year 2000)
Population (year 2000): 10,957,
Males: 7,584 (69.2%),
Females: 3,373 (30.8%)
Corey from the band Slipknot
used to come to PSK in the early days when he was seeing Kiki D'Aire.
Now she's married someone else and he's moved on to greater fame and
Wankus yells at Mickey G: "You got HIV? You lost a lot of weight.
You look good. Wash your hair."
Mickey explains he's been walking and biking everywhere.
After a few beers, porn's Pamela Anderson (who's headed for Metro)
has changed personality and is yelling loudly.
I meet Sierra Sinn, who's
been in porn since April. She's with Jenner.
Duke: "When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you
Sierra: "A porn star.
"I grew up in Pittsburgh. I was never innocent. I was always
"When I was babysitting, I'd discover magazines and I'd masturbate
in the bathroom.
"I lost my virginity at 14. I slept with over 100 guys in highschool.
I did a seven-man gangbang when I was 17.
"I was a stripper for almost five years (in Pittsburgh, North
Carolina and Hawaii). I was scared to get into porn. Now I'm finally
mature enough to handle it. Mentally, I'm ok with it now.
"I've done about 20 movies. I did Porn of the Dead. I was a
Duke: "What do you love and hate about porn?"
Sierra: "I love that I can smoke pot all the time and no one
says a word about it."
Sierra says Jenner loves her bong.
Da Burglar emails 4/8/06:
1a) Ok Sierra, you are Porn's most lovable, sexy Stoner, your love
of pot and porn is well known (and respected.) Everyone wants to know,
does Pot REALLY enhance sexual pleasure or does it just make it easier
to do porn?
Sierra Sinn: ****I AM A FIRM BELIEVER THAT MARIJUANA IS THE BEST THING
TO ENHANCE ANYTHING. IT JUST PUTS ME IN THE PERFECT MOOD FOR ANYTHING.
I DONT THINK IT MAKES PORN ANY EASIER, I MEAN A DICK IN THE ASS IS A
DICK IN THE ASS NO MATTER HOW MUCH POT YOU SMOKE, YA DIG?
1b) Where does the best Pot come from, in your expert opinion? Sierra
****I PREFER TO BUY MY WEED AT A PHARMACY, I HAVE A PRESCRIPTION SO
IT IS LEGAL FOR ME TO BUY IT. THEY HAVE A WIDE VARIETY OF STRANDS AND
EVEN EDIBLES....JUST THE OTHER DAY I HAD A VERY SPECIAL TREAT....A MARSHMELLOW
WRAPPED IN GRAHM CRACKER DIPPED IN CHOCOLATE, THAT HAD WEED IN IT, SO
IT CURED MY MUNCHIES AND MADE ME HAPPY.
1c) Do you think more girls in porn use Pot (or harder substances)
to dull the physical pain of many of the things they are asked to do
in porn films, or to ease the boredom of life in General? Feel free
to share why you think Pot should be legalized too....
Sierra Sinn: ***I HOPE THAT I NEVER GET TO A POINT WHERE I AM USING
MARIJUANA AS A CRUTCH. IT IS SAD THAT SOME OF THEESE GIRLS FEEL THAT
THEY NEED TO BE OUT OF IT, TO BE IN IT (PORN) .... I MEAN, I LIKE TO
BE AWARE OF THE THINGS GOING ON AROUND ME. I LIKE TO BE INVOLVED IN
MY SCENES. FOR ME POT IS LEGAL AND I ENCOURAGE EVERYONE TO GET A PRESCRIPTION,
FIGHT FOR THE CAUSE YOU KNOW.
...Sierra Sinn: ****GOD BLESS JENNA AND HER BLOW UP DOLL....YEAH IF
SOMEONE WANTED TO MODEL A DOLL AFTER ME I WOULD JUMP AT THE CHANCE!!!
AND I WOULD HOPE THAT MY FANS WOULD RUN OUT AND BUY IT SO THEY COULD
---- THE ---- OUT OF ME ON A REGULAR BASIS. OR RIDE WITH IT IN THEIR
CAR WHEN THEY WANT TO TAKE THE CARPOOL LANE.....MAYBE THEY COULD MAKE
A DELUXE EDITION WITH EXTRA NECK SUPPORT FOR THE DONKEY PUNCH FANS....OR
A WATER PROOF VERSION FOR THE GOLDEN SHOWERS AND SWIRLIE FANS, HAHAHHA!!!
HOPEFULLY CLEANUP WOULD NOT INVOLVE RIPPING MY HEAD OFF TO GET ALL THE
CUM OUT OF MY BELLY HAHAHA !!
-- Would the doll have a bong as an accessory? Would you want your
doll to be a stoner too?
Sierra Sinn: ****YEAH MY DOLL WOULD DEFINITELY BE A STONER, WITH ITS
OWN CANABIS BUYERS CARD HAHAHA AND MATCHING BONG!!!
By The Way, What do you actually think of the travesty and crime against
womanhood that is DONKEY Punching, and would you ever allow yourself
personally to be Donkey Punched during a scene?
Sierra Sinn: YEAH I WOULD. I MEAN HEY WE ALL HAVE OUR THINGS THAT TURN
US ON...I HAVE BEEN DONKEY PUNCHED IN MY PERSONAL LIFE AND IT WAS KINDA
FUNNY...WHEN HE DID IT, HE PUNCHED MY HEAD INTO THE HEAD BOARD SO I
GOT HIT FROM THE BACK AND THEN SMACKED MY FOREHEAD OFF THE HEAD BOARD...IT
6a) Do you ever feel like you are being used by the Adult Industry
to your detriment, or do you think you are using the Adult Industry
to better yourself?
Sierra Sinn: ***DEFINITELY BETTER MYSELF....I AM HAPPIER AND HEALTHIER
THAN EVER AND I LOOK AMAZING....I AM CLOSER TO MY FAMILY THAN EVER AND
JUST ALL AROUND HAPPY. BEFORE PORN I WAS ----ED UP....HAHAHA PORNO SAVED
7) Once you are no longer performing in Porn Scenes, What will you
be doing to make a living/support yourself? Will you EVER get Married
Sierra, and if so, are you more likely to Marry for Love or Money? More
likely to marry a man Older than you, or the same age/slightly younger
Sierra Sinn: ****YEAH SOME DAY I WILL PLAY THE HOUSEWIFE ROLE VERY
WELL...YEAH I WILL DEFINITELY MARRY AND BE HAPPY. I WONT MARRY FOR MONEY
BUT HE BETTER HAVE SOME BECAUSE I AM NOT DOWN FOR SUPPORTING A MAN.
AND DEFINITELY OLDER THAN ME, I DONT LIKE TO ---- WITH YOUNGER GUYS,
THEY ARE USUALLY ANNOYING AND NOT EXPERIENCED.
June 25, 2007
Sinn last week and she is precious! I met her through myspace and
she agreed to let me come to her home and visit with her. She shared
with me how she came from a violent childhood and moved around a lot
as a child and that she began stripping at a young age which ultimately
led her to acting in porn movies. Sierra admitted to me that porn shattered
her life and that she wants out. She also has a five year old daughter
who doesn't live with her and she wants so much to be with her again.
Please watch this video
of Sierra sharing her feelings about porn.
I was at Sierra's, she showed me her amazing creativity. She has this
awesome talent to create braided shirts. You can check this video
out of a shirt she braided and also notice the white shirt she is wearing.
She made that herself out of a plain white t-shirt!
my mind how fast she was able to braid a shirt. I asked her what she
would like to do with her life and she says she would love to start
a t-shirt company. I suggested that design school would be great for
her and she agreed. She is a very hard worker and just wants a different
option in life other than porn.
Sierra and I spent time together, she called me a few days later and
told me she just can't do porn anymore and even cleaned up her myspace
and let her fans know. This is NOT easy for Sierra and so she will need
our support and love through this. Please leave encouraging comments
to Sierra at this blog. The porn industry will probably lash out at
her for this so let's make sure we stand with her as she courageously
love to help Sierra do something different in life and am currently
seeking out ministries who will assist me in helping her out of the
industry. If you would like to know more about Sierra and how I plan
to help her, click here.
pray for Sierra that God would provide for her in ways that are above
and beyond all she could ask or think (Ephesians 3:20). Please also
pray for Sierra's daughter and that she will soon be reuinted with her.
big plans for Sierra and I am THRILLED to see Him pulling precious women
out of the porn industry!
are a porn star and you want out of the industry too, please contact
me at firstname.lastname@example.org.
It would be an honor for me to assist you in your decision to leave
Don´t know Sierra personally, looking at her posts in
ADT and XPT she seems to be like a smart, witty girl but also a emotional
preteen in twenty something body. Sharp emotional immaturity is a characteristic
of most sex workers, and porn girls are among the worse of then on that
subject, according to both Shelley and the XPTers opinions. Shelly will
need a lot of faith and luck to turn Sierra around, she seen very dysfuntional
even by porn girls standards. And professional help. Sierra might be mentally
ill. In my opinion most porn girls are. Severe stress disorders like post
traumatic stress, borderline personality or dissociative (multiple) personality
disorders are very common among sex workers like strippers and escorts,
so there is no reason for porn girls to be any different. The illnesses
might have been the result of child abuse or the sex work itself. That
is one of the reasons they have so much trouble holding a regular job
and keep returning into the life when they try to quit.
Some naysayers will come with the "religion as a crutch"
canard. Well if you are a drug fiend with a abusive childhood who makes
your living getting train fucked in the ass you might need all the crutches
you can get. And I do not see atheists and agnostics lining up to help
girls get out of the business. The truth is that society at large, including
most religions, look at whores as disposable women to be used and thrown
away. Only some evangelicals seen to be interested in giving help. What
ever happened to PAW?
The demons that let the girls into the industry will not go away when
they choose to quit. They might need psychological, financial and legal
help. Their clothes and photos might be inappropriate for a civilian
job, they will need somewhere to live, driving lessons, the couching
of ex-whores about becoming a civilian. They need jobs and very important
for a porn girl who tend to have attention seeking personalities, lots
of praise and encouragement, myspace friends, forums, chats and blog
fans. A gray 9 to 5 job will not provide that. A religion might. So
I wish Ms Sierra good luck in her daunting task. i don´t know
about saving her soul but for sure she might, if sucessful, save her
July 23, 2007
ex-porn star Sierra Sinn, 25, posts:
i am not the same person i was a month ago.
i am never going to be.
thank you to all that have been supportive
fuck off to those that hate, talk shit, and/or dont have faith in my
ability to better myself.
i have not and will not be on here often because honestly i really dont
care. i am not sierra sinn anymore, and i never will be again.
at this point i dont know a whole lot other than i am over it.
i am over bullshit, liars, shit talkers, theives, and just about every
negative influence in my life. and if you arent over it then just dont
talk to me!!
i hate bullshit!!!
Sinn talks about leaving porn on this XXXChurch podcast.
Shelley Lubben begins: "Sierra is going to expose porn for what
it really is... She's moving on to do something much better with her life."
Host to Sierra: "What got you into it?"
Sierra: "I thought it would be an easy way to get fame and fortune."
"It wasn't pleasant. I didn't stay long."
Host: "When did the reality hit you?"
Sierra: "Not for a year and a half."
"I grew up in Pittsburg."
"I was going to school and stripping in Pennsylvania for four years.
I saw a lot of feature dancers [porn stars] come in and seemed glamorous
and fun. I put pictures up on 1modelplace.com. Agents brought me out here
and set me up with a couple of scenes."
"I was all proud of myself. I waited seven months before I told
my family what I was doing... My family was cool. 'If that's what makes
you happy.' They weren't happy about it but they were supportive."
"I left my daughter there."
"My first scene was one of the worst experiences of my life. It
was very scary. It was a very rough scene. My agent didn't let me know
ahead of time... I did it and I was crying and they didn't stop. It was
really violent. He was hitting me. It hurt. It scared me more than anything.
They wouldn't stop. They just kept rolling."
Shelley: "You told me about the lies, how they are supposed to stop
if you say stop."
Sierra: "They're supposed to but they don't sometimes. They want
Shelley: "It's good footage to be rough with women."
Sierra: "I thought, maybe it won't be so bad the next time."
Sierra got $800 for that first scene. "Usually it's about four-to-six
hours [per scene]."
"I didn't want to hurt anymore. I didn't want my heart to be hurt
Shelley: "Tell them about some of the hard things you go through
emotionally. She has a hard time being intimate. She doesn't trust men."
Sierra: "I thought I was a lesbian for a while. I have a boyfriend
now. It's hard for us, trying to put it all behind me. I feel guilt...
I'm so jaded."
Shelley: "It's hard to be intimate in a relationship. It's hard
to have a relationship while you're in the porn industry."
Sierra: "I get uncomfortable when people try to love me."
Shelley: "You've made all this money and it's been wasted."
Sierra: "You don't think about all the money you put back into doing
porn, such as tanning, nails..."
"I didn't do a lot of drugs. I smoked weed."
"Drugs are huge. They're using viagra. It's unnatural. The girls
will be on xanax and vicodin."
Shelley: "If porn is so great, why do people need xanax, vicodin,
pot, alcohol to do it? Because it's painful."
Sierra plans to be move back to Pittsburg to be with her daughter. She's
trying to start a clothing company.
Sierra: "My mom and dad are non-denominational Christians. We were
in and out of churches growing up. We moved a lot."
Shelley: "Sierra believes in Jesus. She believes that God is pulling
Shelley: "Say something to the men who are addicted to porn."
Sierra: "That it is not easy for the girls. It's not enjoyable.
It's not a great time. Girls are getting hurt. It's emotionally and physically
trying. If you knew what people were going through, you wouldn't like
it as much."