Porn Star Karaoke

Kat Lexi Marie, Penny Lane Lexi, Penny Penny, friend Penny, friend Lisa Sparxxx Lisa, Lani Lisa, Lani Penny Lane Penny Penny Kat, friend Gigi Jamie Gigi, Jamie, Kat Gigi, Jamie, Kat Jamie, Tim, Kat Josh, Chico Wang Chico, Kat Kat Kat

3/29/05

I interview Kat, 19, from Naughty Talent. She wears brace and stands 5' tall. She weighs 98 pounds.

Tod Hunter stands beside me. We're outside. It's cool. Kat wears short-sleeves. She shivers.

Duke: "When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?"

Kat smiles. She's bubbly. "When I was three, I wanted to be a ballerina. When I was six, a doctor. When I was ten, an actor. Now I want to write. I want to get into journalism. I wrote a lot of poetry, depressive poetry. When I was 16, almost 18, I was just depressed because I was away from home all the time. I got caught up in drugs, so I wrote a lot. That kept me sane for a while.

"When I was 18, I got out of probation and into porn. After what I've been through, now that I'm doing porn, it is way better.

"I grew up in the San Fernando Valley. I've never left the Valley.

"I lived in group homes [from 16 to 18]. Probation. I got into a lot of fights in school. I ditched a lot. I was known as a bad kid in school and they would always blame it on me."

Duke: "Did you have an in-tact home? Did you have a mother and a father who loved you?"

Kat: "I had a staff. They were really mean."

Duke: "Did you have loving parents?"

Kat: "My mom is single. Me and her have been through so much and now we're the only ones that live at the house. She was the first person I told I was doing porn."

Kat has never spoken to her father. She says her stepdad and older brother have been father-figures to her.

Duke: "Why were you acting out so much in highschool?"

Kat: "For attention."

Duke: "Because you weren't getting it at home?"

Kat: "I was the middle child. I like to have fun. I had a really strict mom. I wasn't allowed to go out at night. I would either have to sneak out or ditch school."

Duke: "Did you have a religious mother?"

Kat: "Yes, she's Catholic. So am I."

Duke: "Do you go to church regularly?"

Kat: "Not regularly. I have to go because I have to confess."

Kat hasn't been to church in eight months, the length of time she's been in porn. "I think sodomy is against the religion."

She giggles.

Duke: "Pretend I am your priest. What would you say?"

Kat: "I want to be forgiven for having sex and because I didn't keep my promise. I lost my virginity at 18. That isn't something I wanted to do. I wanted to stay a virgin. Two months after I lost my virginity, I started doing porn."

Duke: "What were the circumstances in which you lost your virginity?"

Kat: "I got out of the group home at 18. I didn't have anybody close to me at that time. I needed a person. I had some guy. He was one of my friends."

Duke: "How did you get into porn?"

Kat: "One house that I was living at, my roommates were like 40 years old. I was the youngest one there. This one guy (Ryan) was a PA for a porn company (Anarchy). When he found out I was getting into the house, he said, watch out, I'm going to get this 18-year old girl into porn. He did.

"Ryan looks like the brother from Everybody Loves Raymond."

Kat had only been with two guys before entering porn. Now she's done about 90 movies in the last eight months, she says. "I did two scenes today. I'm always busy."

Duke: "What do you like about porn?"

Kat: "I'm ok with the lifestyle. My mom is ok with it. She's always there. She was at the show (AEE). I'm doing something different. I've always been known to do crazy weird stuff. This totally fits my description. I love to live my life this way. I'm still going to write."

Tod Hunter: "If you want to write, read."

Duke: "What have you been reading lately? Do you read much?"

Kat: "No. The last book I read I should've read when I was 12 -- Go Ask Alice. It reminds me of me."

Duke: "What do you love and hate about the porn industry?"

Kat: "I love the work. I love...ohmig-d, it makes me feel like a rock star. I hate when I get caught up in it and do too much of it. I just took two weeks off. It's the longest break I've taken."

Kat says she doesn't have a boyfriend. "I prefer to date. Mostly outside the industry. I've never dated a guy in the industry."

Kat's cell phone keeps going off but she doesn't answer it.

Duke: "What are your ambitions?"

Kat: "Like, out of life? I want to reach my goals."

Duke: "What are your goals?"

Kat: "To have a plan. I want to write a book or something. Me and my mom have a relationship. To keep it that way. It's so hard not to fight with her."

Duke: "How is your mom ok with this?"

Kat: "She sees that I'm happy. I still live at home."

Duke: "How is the reality of this industry different from what you expected?"

Kat: "I never really thought about the industry. To me, it was a big shocker. I was thinking how wrong this is... I freaked out. I was watching naked people around me. It was weird. I always think about it. Every day I'm on set I laugh about it. How it used to freak me out. Now it's normal. It's part of my lifestyle."

Duke: "Has anyone tried to push you to do things you didn't want to do?"

Kat: "Yeah. Maybe small stuff. An extra BJ here and not pay you."

Four times Kat has received bad checks.

11/25/06

Raven@bikinibrawl.com posts on myspace (the page has since been taken down):

My name is raven. I am Kats friend and the person who put this page together. Yes Kat does read and respond to every letter and comment here. Here is the issue. Kat is having major personal issues right now. Straight to the point she is VERY addicted to alcohol and cocaine. It is so much to the point she was almost raped 2 nights ago. As of now I am taking this page down. Kat really needs help. I can't do it by myself.. Her best friend Avy cant do it by herself..And other people Kat knows can't do it alone either...I am asking ANYONE AND EVERYONE in the porn biz from talent to directors to help out. Her birthday is 1 week away and the road Kat has been on in the past few months this may be her last birthday. Right now Kat is pissing off a lot of the people who are helping her in her personal life but we're trying to stay in contact with her. She tends to go missing for days and doesn't return calls. And I will tell you there is no reason to leave a voice message as she doesn't know how to check them...