On Set With Penny Porsche, Kandi Kream
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I arrive at 9:15am. I look in an SUV, thinking it is Rob Spallone's. It's not. There's a tall blonde inside. She smiles at me. I don't know her. I nod to her and move on to production manager Kenny Carolina and director Ron Sullivan.
Rob told me that today's shoot was going to be all-black. I guess she's here for the Argentinian shooter Urbano (NG Video Inc, filmaker4@yahoo.com).
A few minutes later, I run into her in the hallway and we end up talking the morning away. That chemistry thing.
Penny Porsche stands 5'7". She has natural F-cup breasts (had them lifted, but no implants).
Chaim writes: "As I just told Luke, I don't believe that. Gravity cannot be denied. But even so, if he does not... he is a gay dude."
Helpful writes: " Agreed. Or maybe Luke just wants to get her out of that nightie so he can try it on?"
After a year off from porn, Penny re-entered last week.
She's appeared in Knockin Nurses #4; Mother's I'd Like To F--- #12; MILFCruiser #3; Big Boob Fantastic 40s; Big Gorgeous Breasts; Hot 40 #6; Mature Shavers #7; Mother's I'd Like To F--- #11; Older and Anal #21; Real Big Tits #19; Older, Better, Bolder #2-OIder Really Is Better; Toe Jam #4; Toss My Salad #7.
Penny doesn't do interracial. She's not sexually attracted to black men.
I meet Stacey Cash, 24, and her boyfriend of five years Eric Bowen (former NHL player). They have Cash_agency@hotmail.com and about ten girls working for them.
In her six years in porn, Stacey (CEO of Cash Exxxchange Entertainment) has done over 300 movies.
I turn to Eric: "You should be able to buy a house with a pool."
They laugh.
Duke: "You've worked her ass. You're pimpin'!"
That was meant in the jocular complimentary modern sense of the word "pimp." It's now a good thing to be a pimp. Hip-hop rapper culture, street talk. I'm with it. I want to bang you over the head with how with-it I am. I'm Mack the Knife.
Eric, modestly, self-effacingly, slightly-embarrassed: "No, no."
Duke: "You're the man."
Stacey's still laughing.
Duke: "I admire that. He leaves the Jaguar at home..."
They drove up in a dumpy car.
Stacey laughs: "Oh no, don't bring the Jag."
Duke to Stacey: "You made a lot of people rich.
"Why did you get into the industry?"
Stacey: "I like the money. I love the job of course. I like the people. I like moving up in the business. I did one part, the acting, and now I'm behind the camera shooting and I'm an agent as well and I'm starting a website -- StaceyCash.com -- where I'll do everything I don't do on camera -- anal, DPs."
Duke: "Animals?"
Stacey laughs: "No animals. Just wholesome things."
Duke: "How about you and Eric going at it on camera on the website?"
Stacey: "Not on the website. No, no, no. Only at home in private."
Duke: "What do you love and hate about the business?"
Stacey: "I love the money. Common answer. I hate..."
Long pause. "I can't think of anything. I don't hate anything. Well, I hate that you can't move up quick enough. Being a black girl, it's hard to get a lot of work, because not a lot of black people shoot. It's hard to get in a lot of white movies. I've been in a few features, but I also have that white-girl look. I'm lucky."
I stare at her. She has skin as black as coal.
Duke: "What do you mean -- white-girl look?"
Stacey moves her hands over her hips and bum: "Slim. Happy. Booty's not too big."
Duke: "Do you prefer to white with work?"
We laugh.
Stacey: "I like the black guys. I like more aggression in my work..."
Duke: "You get that with the black guys. The brothers. They're more aggressive."
Stacey: "Yeah."
Duke: "It helps to have a prison record."
Stacey and Eric laugh.
Duke: "There's nothing like a convicted sex offender to really get a good scene."
They laugh.
Stacey: "A real hair-puller."
Duke: "And drinking some hard liquor on set. Talking about your time in the pen. Three years for this. Six years for that."
Stacey: "You know."
Duke: "Cuntree and Wesley Pipes."
They laugh.
Duke: "They know how to talk to a girl."
Stacey agrees. "They're definitely funny. They're characters."
Duke: "What have been some of the high points and low points of your career in pornography?"
Stacey: "The last AVN [Adult Entertainment Expo in Las Vegas]. I got to do a lot of signing. That was definitely a high point.
"The lows would only be when the industry goes down"
Duke: "The AIDS crises."
Stacey: "That was down."
Duke: "When you were a little girl, what did you want to be when you grew up?"
Stacey: "A doctor."
She laughs.
Duke: "What happened to that dream?"
Stacey: "It just faded away.
"I am a licensed insurance agent. I can license you for everything but Life."
Duke: "Do you do a lot of that?"
Stacey: "Not anymore. I'm strictly an agent now and work in the adult industry."
Duke: "What kind of crowd did you hang out with in highschool [in Woodland Hills]?"
Stacey: "I was pretty much to myself. I had two or three friends. I was a flag girl, not a cheerleader. I was pretty popular."
Duke: "What kind of student were you?"
Stacey: "I was a good student. B+."
Duke: "What kind of crowd did you hang out with?"
Stacey: "The in-crowd."
Duke: "How old were you when you lost your virginity?"
Stacey: "I was 17."
Duke: "Was it Eric [they went to highschool together]?"
Stacey: "No."
She starts laughing hard.
Eric: "I told everybody though."
Stacey: "He used to get on my nerves."
Duke: "So when you found out she was giving it up, you told everyone."
Eric: "Oh yeah. I wanted a piece too when I found out that everyone else was getting some."
Duke to Stacey: "Were you a slut?"
Stacey: "No. I was a pretty good girl. I never slept around in highschool. People just assumed. I was one of those cute little flirty girls. But that was it. One person in the whole school at the time."
Duke: "The whole school started lining up."
Eric: "Probably."
Duke: "Did it make you lose respect for her?"
Eric: "No. I was just trying to figure out a way to..."
Duke: "Monetize it?"
Eric: "Exactly. To monetize it."
Duke: "Were you already working girls in highschool and sending them off to do privates?"
Eric Bowen: "No. I used to play professional [NHL] hockey for [two years for] the Atlanta Thrashers. Then I got really sick."
More on Eric Bowen, born 10/30/81 in Canoga Park.
Eric has worked in the sex industry for about 18-months.
Duke: "You didn't have a problem when you found out Stacey was a porn star?"
They laugh.
Eric and Stacey have been boyfriend-girlfriend since graduating highschool in June 1999.
Stacey: "We went to lunch..."
Erci: "And I ended up getting the best head of my life two weeks later."
But there was a hiccup in the relationship.
Eric: "I didn't know about [Stacey's porn work]. I was sitting on a couch watching the Super Bowl in January 2000 with teammates. Halftime came around and guys started flipping around through my channels on my TV. The dirty channel came on. Everyone was howling and hooting and hollering over this black girl on the TV. I came up to give her a look and it was Miss Stacey Cash.
"I didn't talk to her for about six months after that, until I got home."
Duke to Stacey: "Did you wonder why he didn't talk to you for six months?"
Stacey: "No. I knew. I knew something happened. Everybody else knew so I figured he must've seen something."
Duke: "So what happened when you came home [in June 2000]?"
Eric: "I broke up with her and she seduced me to go into the park bathroom that I broke up with her in and she f----- me in the bathroom and I couldn't leave after that."
Duke: "How far apart was this breaking-up and hooking-up?"
Stacey and Eric say it was 20-minutes.
Eric: "She went into the bathroom crying."
Duke: "And you went in to comfort her."
Eric: "I went in to say, what's wrong? What's going on with you?"
Duke: "How long between him saying what's wrong and him slipping it in?"
Stacey: "Five minutes at the most."
Duke: "Did it make you feel better?"
Stacey: "Oh yeah. I felt a lot better. We've been together eversince."
Eric: "We're in business. We started an agency."
Stacey: "We're a happy couple."
Duke to Eric: "How did you get into the business?"
Eric: "I was sick. I came home. I ended up sitting around for a while. I was trying to figure out what I was going to do. We started talking about a few things. We figured out that people had websites that she didn't know about she was on. So why can't we do that? We've just been trying to put it all together, meet the right people and make the right contacts."
Duke: "Does it bother you if your girl does interracial?"
Eric: "No, it doesn't. It's a paycheck. It's work. Anybody who's been on an adult set and watched what goes on knows it's work for everybody participating.
"I can't do that. I'm not even going to try."
Duke: "Don't you feel jealous when you're sitting there and some other guy is plooking your girlfriend?"
Eric: "No. It's work. Right after she's done, she's coming home with me."
Duke: "What are the things that surprised you about the industry?"
Eric: "That it is actually work. From sitting at home and jerking off to all these movies you watch..."
We hear Rob's booming voice as he talks to Stacey: "I want you to know that we're not prejudiced here. We're dressing [this white German guy Oliver] as a Klu Klux Klan guy. His car breaks down. He knocks on the door. There are five or six black girls. They piss on him, gag him..."
Rob takes a call from Oliver: "You better be here by 2:30 and you better clean your ass out."
Rob turns to us: "He gets abused. This guy ain't going to be able to s--- ever again.
"It's European. He's drinking bottles of piss. He's getting fisted in his ass.
"I get a phonecall Sunday night from some Hollywood company. 'We'd like to use you as a part in a television series.' Where did you get my name? From the internet. They've been reading about me.
"They want me Monday in Santa Monica. They're doing a new reality series. Couples that have sexual problems and some porno guy, maybe me, goes to these people's houses and talks to them. Dr. Rob."
I stand beside the pool and chat with Penny.
Rob comes up and starts throwing coins in the pool.
Penny tells him that's bad.
Rob: "I don't give a f--- about that Jew [Ariel, Israeli porn distributor] who owns this house. Israelis are scumbags.
"My mother and father were the first people to shoot a video. They were among the first companies to shoot a video. You know what the videos used to sell for? Sixty dollars a piece. You know videos go for now? Seventy-five cents. It's the Israelis fault. They cut prices."
Rob wants to get a facial and a manicure and a pedicure.
Isn't that a faggy thing to do?
Rob says no.
Duke: "Why don't you pay child support instead of buying jewelry and pedicures?"
Penny: "Don't you feel sorry for your kids?"
Rob: "No. Her family's wealthy. She's being selfish taking the kids to New York."
Ron Sullivan says he's been in the business 41-years. He turns 66 next month.
Rob takes a rubber band and aims it an insect on the wall. "I'm like Daniel Boone," he crowes. Then he releases the band, which smacks the insect and knocks it to the floor.
Rob demands of Kenny: "Where the donuts?"
"I didn't bring any," Kenny lies. He's hidden them from Rob who needs to lose the weight.
Rob: "It's Cinco de Mayo. They're drinking all day."
He recalls going to Dodger stadium Monday. "Everybody was Mexican (except for 30 white guys) and drunk and fighting. They had to stop the game for 15-minutes because they threw s--- all over the field. There are seats in the outfield that they don't even serve beer in. Those are the cheap seats. Only $2. But they come drunk. And these idiots do it every day. These guys were running on the field. Once you run on the field, you go to jail. There's no way out. There were 40-50 cops on the field, beating the s--- out of them and hauling them away. Where did they think they were going? I couldn't figure it out. Two guys ran from right field. When they get to the other side?"
Rob recalls checking out a new 55-series Mercedes in the parking lot at the Lamplighter (restaurant in Chatsworth).
Bizarre Video owner Keith Gordon walks out and catches Rob checking out his car. "Hey Spallone," he yells. "What are you going to do? Rob my car?"
Rob: "We're talking and this pick-up truck pulls up and runs into Keith's car. Keith didn't want to walk over. So I went over. The guy was trying to pull away. I looked at Keith's car. It was nothing.
"Keith's had the car a month. When he first got, somebody ran into it and wiped the back."
Duke: "So how's Keith doing?"
Rob: "Good."
Duke: "I hear he's struggling."
Rob: "Keith don't struggle."
Duke: "How are his friends? The family?"
Rob: "Good. You like to bust people's balls.
"Rob told me that I should not write about Keith anymore. I should never write about Lenny Friedlander."
Duke: "And not Joey Abinanti?"
Rob: "And never write about my friend Joey Abinanti."
Duke: "And Vinny D?"
Rob: "And never Vinny D."
Rob bought one of Brian and Cytherea's dogs and brought it home to his kids. Now the dog's crying all the time because he misses his mates.
Spallone's had 17-cars in ten-years. He met me eight years ago. I'm still driving the same vehicle.
Rob's gangster friend Emilio, I met him with Rob a couple of times in Las Vegas, has been busted by the feds for racketeering.
Penny says her 38F-breasts (no implants) weigh 14-pounds.
She says until a decade ago, they were DDs. When she was ten, they were Bs. By thirteen, they were Cs.
"All the treasures in the chest," she says, patting her chest, "and no junk in the trunk," she concludes, patting her bum.
A guy tells Penny that her scene partner, Carson, called half-an-hour ago to say that she was right around the corner.
"That was a big corner," says Rob.
I stand with the 19yo Kandi and Julian St. Jox. It is raining. They are smoking. I am tape-recording.
Duke: "Why do you have to be so difficult about your name's spelling? Why?"
Kandi: "Because there are so many Candy's out there already."
She's been in the biz seven months and done about 50-movies.
Kandi admits she frequently shows up to set late.
Duke: "When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?"
Kandi: "I don't know. I still don't know.
"I smoke a lot of weed, but that's it."
Julian and Kandi share a bud.
"The dark side of the porn industry," jokes Julian.
Kandi's voice seems to change after she inhales. "He wants us to be related so bad," she laughs.
"No, I don't," says Julian. "Kissing cousins."
"I like it," says Kandi.
Rob Spallone says there's a different smell on white sets as opposed to black sets. He insists he is not prejudiced.
Duke: "Compare and contrast."
Rob: "I know what 'compare' means but I don't know what 'contrast' means."
I talk Thursday afternoon to Chaim Amalek:
THAT'S a 43 year old?
>Are my feeling so wrong?
How big is she for real? Ie, what was her cup size as nature intended? I hate touching balls of plastic.
>All natural
Bull. Not possible. Gravity cannot be denied. If those were real, they'd be down to her knees by age 43.
> She had a lift, but no implants.
Have you felt them?
> No, but my friend did right in front of me. I denied myself.
You will, and you will see they are not real but so what. If you do not, you are a miserable fag. I would do her in a heartbeat and last just as long with her. Tell her that if she can't have you, she can have me. All she has to do is come out here or send me a ticket and I will go out there.
Luke, if you fail to ---- her, you will regret it. So when are you getting together with her? And most importantly, is she Jewish? I suspect not. That's it, I'm moving to California.
Which dressing did she use in "Toss My Salad"? I see it is "Toss My Salad no. 7", implying 1 - 6.
I saw her site, www.pennyporschexxx.com. It lists the movies, but does not say anything about them. It's a very simple site. No linking.
AdultVideoEditor writes [The details in the first graph have not been substantiated to me and so I present them only as the opinion of the writer, the links in the following have been inserted by me]:
Penny says she doesnt do interracial because she isnt attracted to black men, but she finds the old jewish men with skin sores that pay for her "escorting" to be very sexy and fulfilling.
Her website [Pennyporschexxx.com] is registered to Pam Peaks. Pam Peaks has many many escorts listed on her website as being available. Most are over $700 per hour. Rumor has it that Pam Peaks is about to get thrown in jail on various charges.
Everyone knows you don't do outcall in the valley. Everyone know you should keep a low profile and only fools take out ads on eros-la.com for several girls that say "call my agent pam peaks."
Pam Peaks is not an agent. Shoots the tacky cable access show with nude cooking at the home of Randy Detroit who used to place ads in LA-X-press for "how to enter the adult video business" for $20. He also used to post ads on LA-X-press looking for male talent. There was a $100 "sign up" fee.
World Modeling has no sign up fee. Its been in business many years. Randy Detroit has no formal office or business license in LA county.
AdultVideoEditor follows up to me (after I initially edited his email before publication, then later realized he was right and ran the whole thing):
Why do jews like you always twist things to suit your own purpose? you should have posted everything or nothing. I cant wait for a girl to come into the business saying she has no problem with black guys but refuses to do jews on video. she would get incredible publicity because of all the outrage. you and everyone else on la brea would start comparing it to the holocast all over again. but you have no problem using interviewing with all the anti-interracial crap? selfhating jews such as yourself are worse then any anti-semite.
PamelaPeaks.com lists Penny as available for escorting: "$1500/hr. TOTAL for both, full service full service."
PamelaPeaks.com also lists such allegedly available porn stars-escorts as: Carson, Kendra Jade, Kat Kleevage, Dynamite, John West, Bridgette Monroe, Raquel Devine, Alex Sanders, Ciera Sage, Amber Lynn, Tami Monroe, Domonique Simone.
Why does all this remind me of what happened to Exotica-2000?
AdultVideoEditor writes: "Thank you for doing the right thing. if you could add a email link and let people know if they need an editor with a Final Cut Pro, Avid DV Xpress 5.0 and Premiere 1.5 HDV editer with DVD authoring capablities(output to DVD+-R or DLT) to let me know. I'm in North Hollywood and have many many adult video company credits along with mainstream credits as well."
I call her Thursday afternoon.
Duke: "How was your scene today?"
Penny: "It was fast and easy. The way I like it. In-and-out."
Duke: "When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?"
Penny: "An actress. I did theatre when I was younger. It was a play on the Christian Moravian Indians in Ohio. I was 11.
"I was a skinny girl with boobs. By 16, I was a D-cup.
"Then I came out to Hollywood [at age 15] and saw what the true reality of being an actress was. It's not so much how well you can act but who you know. Being at the right place at the right time. I had to make a living so I just decided to get into sales. I've had the same job for 24-years."
Duke: "How old were you when you lost your virginity?"
Penny: "I was sweet 16 in the back of a 1961 (the year I was born) Impala. That was in Ohio. I went back to Ohio to go to my highschool prom, even though I was emancipated. He was my childhood sweetheart, who I was in love with since second grade. I went to my highschool prom with him. Then down by the river..."
Duke: "What was it like?"
Penny: "I didn't like it. It wasn't what I thought it was going to be. Looking back, if I had to do it over again, I would've waited longer. I would've wanted that person in my life to have been more meaningful. Even though we were best-friends, after that, it all changed.
"I was expecting more. And then I didn't see him again for eleven years. Then I moved to New York City for a year. It was sad. He really went downhill. He was popular in highschool. Handsome. He got into drugs and heavy drinking. He looked bad.
"When I went home [to Ohio] to see the people I grew up with, it was interesting to see that people who were popular and stuck-up and snobbish... I grew up in a small town. There was no middle class. You were either high-class or low-class. Fortunately, because I was athletic, the high-class people accepted me even though I came from a lower-middle-class family.
"Once highschool came around, things started changing. I started hanging out with an older crowd, with my sisters and their friends. I was into rock 'n' roll. My sister took me on tour with Rush when I was 14. I've experienced a lot for my age (43).
"In highschool, I was into track, motorcylces, dirtbikes. I wasn't the cheerleading type. To be the cheerleading type, you had to be in a rich family."
Duke: "What expectations were you raised with?"
Penny: "We were five kids. I was the youngest girl. My brother was the youngest. The eldest sister was the perfect child, so my parents expected all of us to be like her. We weren't. By the time it got to me, things were easier for me because my other two sisters went through a lot.
"My parents weren't around much. They were your working parents who were always gone. I am much closer to them now that I am older. They were kids when they had kids. They got married at 17 and 19."
Duke: "At what age did you have your first hit of drugs?"
Penny: "Ten when I first smoked marijuana. We hitchhiked up to a concert. In Los Angeles, we would consider that a coachella. Frank Marino and Mahogany and Rush were playing. They were a heavy acid-rock band.
"My first drug experience was at 12-years-old when my other sister gave me LSD. I loved the LSD. I did it for many years. I feel that people who have experienced LSD have a broader imagination. It opens your senses. Do you know what I mean?"
Duke: "I haven't tried any drugs, but I'll take your word for it."
Penny: "I don't recommend it to anybody. I don't regret it. Depending on how many brain cells you had to begin with... People who have a lower IQ might have a harder time recuperating from doing drugs than a person who has a higher IQ. I was a bright child and a lot of common sense. I started young and I quit young. I got it out of my system by the time I was in my mid-twenties."
Duke: "How regularly were you using drugs?"
Penny: "I smoked pot every day from ten until 26. I had quite a few LSD experiences. I turned out ok. I went through the cocaine phase in the eighties. Now I'm repairing all the damage. Now I'm a health nut. It's all about eating right, exercise, diet, staying fit and looking good and keeping a positive frame of mind."
Duke: "So why did you run away from home at 15?"
Penny: "It's something I don't want to get into. It's very personal. It was a very hurtful experience. I feel like I was forced to grow up at a young age. If I had to do it all over again, I would do it differently. I would've went to college and probably got a degree in Theatre or Communications. I loved the entertainment industry."
Duke: "What did you do when you came to LA at 15?"
Penny: "My first job was at Winchells. I was the donut maker."
Duke: "Were you going to highschool?"
Penny: "I took the GED and graduated. I had to go before a judge...to become emancipated and become a legal adult.
"When I came out here, I was naive and gullible. I thought anybody who partied was cool. I was taken advantage of a lot financially.
"I didn't get in touch with my sexuality until I was 24 (and first had sex with a woman). I always knew I was sexual. I started masturbating at age eight. I remember my sister caught me. I was embarrassed."
Duke: "What led you into porn?"
Penny: "I needed the money. Not because I wanted to be famous."
Duke: "Tell me about walking into the World Modeling building and meeting Rob Spallone?"
Penny: "He's a character. I remember walking in there. It was real smokey and it stunk. I hate smoke. I'm anal retentive and obsessive-compulsive. I'm a neat freak. Everybody was smoking and I was disgusted. He was funny. I told him what I was doing. He called up Kat Kleavage while I was on the phone and she came right over. Then she introduced me to Pamela Peaks who introduced me to Dino Bravo.
"I've done at least a dozen scenes. I did it for around three-months straight. Then I stopped because I didn't think I was doing the right thing. I'm very professional. I just found a lot of flaky people.
"I wish [the work] was more consistent. I'm going to take advantage of it for as long as I can and just go with the flow."
Duke: "Do you prefer working on camera or working in private?"
Penny: "In private. It's more pleasurable.
"Everybody is a character in this industry. The majority are good characters. It wasn't uncomfortable."
Duke: "Any high points or low points?"
Penny: "I didn't think I was going to be recognized. I was going to do it on the low-down and try to be real secretive. I didn't realize how easily that you can become noticed. That's why I took a break [for a year] and did some soul-searching. Then I decided -- I already did it. The damage is done."
Duke: "Did you notice people treating you any differently once they found out you were a porn star?"
Penny: "Yeah. Some of my clients with my regular job. Some of them treat you like you are a celebrity and some of them are like, 'How could you have done that?'
"I would love to settle down with someone and lead a normal life."
Duke: "How has your work in porn affected you? Has it jaded you?"
Penny: "Yeah, it has jaded me. It's going to take somebody special, if I ever meet that special person, to understand it and not judge me for it. I never judge anybody. Nobody's perfect. Supposedly the only perfect person whoever existed was Jesus Christ and they crucified him on the cross.
"I have noticed that since I started in the industry, I haven't dated. I don't know if I am afraid to meet somebody and have to tell them. Because I am a very honest person. I don't like keeping skeletons in the closet.
"I really connect with foreigners. Europeans especially. They're more free and open. Maybe the word is liberal.
"I rarely go out. If there's a band... I just find it sad how superficial people are. I'm in a tough category, my age. Men my age want to date 20-year old girls. The only men who want to date me are boys who want the experience of an older woman, or old men who want someone younger."
Duke: "Were you dating much before you got into the industry?"
Penny: "I was engaged. That ended abruptly. I got into the relationship for all the wrong reasons [financial]. He pursued me heavily. I should've never done it, otherwise I probably wouldn't be in the industry I am in right now. I was doing well before I met him. I had my own home. It just turned my world upside down."
Duke: "How long was it between the ending of that relationship and you getting into porn?"
Penny: "About a month.
"Even though I come across as this strong independent woman, I would love to be taken care of, because I have been on my own my entire life. It would be nice to be pampered by someone with whom I have a strong chemistry.
"It always seems that the men I like don't like me and the men who like me, I don't like. I just haven't found my soulmate. Beforehand, I was celibate for two years. Before that, I was in a relationship for ten years with a man ten years younger than me. He was the love of my life. Now he's in a band with his new girlfriend.
"In the eighties, I wanted to manage rock bands. I used to be the mother hen to a lot of musicians. I always had the place to live. I was always the stable secure one with a job. I always had musicians sleeping on my couch or on my floor. Just because I loved rock 'n' roll."
Duke: "How much of your life have you been blonde?"
Penny: "Two years. I'm naturally a brunette. Do blondes have more fun? Yes, they do. They get more attention."
Duke: "Blonde and with enormous breasts. It would be hard for men not to be overwhelmed."
Penny: "That's what my problem is. Men never ask me out on dates."
Duke: "They're intimidated."
Penny: "A lot of people think it would be to your advantage. A lot of people think I get hit on all the time. It's the complete opposite. And when they do, they're total geeks. I say to myself, do I have an 'L' for loser written on my head?"
Duke: "I thought men would be jumping on you."
Penny: "Not at all. That's why I want to get a breast reduction. So people would look at me differently. Of course when people look at them, they think they're fake. Then they realize, those aren't fake. People can't understand how such a small-framed girl can have such large breasts, but it happens. My grandmother and mother were the same way. My sister were completely flat-chested."
Penny talks about how inconsistent porn work is. "May, June, July of last year was great. Then August, September, the phone quit ringing. Then people started finding out. The stuff didn't get released for six months later. That's when I got the rude awakening. Then I was all freaked-out. Finally, I said, the damage is done."
