3/21/01
5/10/01
Luke Tosses, Turns, Visits Porn Set
I tossed and turned on my floor Wednesday night. I got up numerous times. I ground my teeth (though luckily I always wear a plastic nightguard, hope I don't wear out the $250 investment).
BrandyAlx1: You can get sports mouth guards that work the same as these dental bruxism do-dads for MUCH less.
I arose at 6:15 and showered. I drove to synagogue, arriving at 6:45. My daily Talmud study group, over the next 35 minutes, completed the tractate Gittin - on divorce. Only in the last few pages did we find a definition for a Jewish divorce and a discussion over for what things can a husband seek a divorce. Next we moved on to Kiddushin, all about marriage. In another seven years, we'll have completed the entire 65 volumes of the Talmud.
At 7:45AM, I put on my tefillin (black leather straps and little boxes containing parchments of Torah), prayed the morning service (Shacharit) and got out of shul at 8:45. I filled up with gas, it cost $35. My vehicle gets about 10 miles to the gallon.
I came home and cooked a big bowl of oatmeal in my microwave and updated my site.
At 9:45AM, I ran out of my hovel, jumped in my vehicle, and consulted the Thomas Guide to find out exactly where I was heading. It was far out of Los Angeles and I hesitated for a couple of minutes to think whether I should go to today's Rob Spallone - James DiGiorgio low budget lesbian movie for Fat Dog.
I weighed up the expense involved now that gasoline was $2 a gallon. It was warm and I don't have air conditioning. I have lots to do at home. I still need to finish transcribing Tuesday's Eric Danville interview. I have other stories to pursue from home. I chose to drive away.
I needed the change. I needed a new vista. I needed to get away and live a little. After all, JimmyD ranted again Tuesday about how pathetic I was. How I didn't have a life. How rarely I left my hovel, let alone community.
So I took the 10 freeway to the 405 to the 5 to the 14 and drove 40 minutes in all to the home of Ron Miller and his fiance Brooke Hunter for Spallone's super low budget affair.
I see Greg and his wife Tina Cherry, who got new breast implants for Christmas. She now measures 34F. She and Greg also got nose jobs.
Brooke Hunter had fat pockets removed from under her eyes.
Luke: "Did you have that too Jimmy, because you look like you've lost weight?"
Jim: "No I haven't. I am a fat pocket. Luke, you're missing Tina milking herself."
Luke: "I don't take those sort of photos."
Tina used to weigh 168 pounds. Jimmy once weighed 265 pounds. Now he weighs 265 pounds but he carries it well. It's mainly muscle."
Jim: "My ideal weight is 196."
Greg: "Get a few drinks in Tina and she's a lot of fun."
A few weeks ago, Tina and Greg were wasted at the home of a porn company owner. They wanted to order pizza. The pizza shop said they were closing. Tina said she had her fist up her ass and would put on a show if they delivered some pizza. They delivered some pizza. An hour later, the manager called to make sure the pizza was ok.
Spallone hobbles around with a bad back. He's got an inflamed disc.
I ask Tina's hubby Greg if his wife is doing escort work. He says he doesn't know. He looks sheepish. I later ask Tina and she's not sure either. Greg gets annoyed with me and so I stop bothering him.
Drew: "Only people who are f---ed in the head do porn. I guess I'm f---ed up in the head. I had rejects as parents."
She's a fiery dark woman with short black hair and a Meditteranean temper.
Rob: "You don't want to be a prostitute your whole life. All these girls are is cum buckets."
Gary, Dynamite's husband who serves as production manager, says to Greg: "Hey, he's calling our wives cum buckets."
Rob: "If I had a little girl and died tomorrow, I'd be fine. Because I've done everything else on this planet."
The porners sit around in the kitchen and discover their children.
Rob: "I'm not a porner. Don't put me in the same class as them. That's not fair."
Dynamite's hubby Gary: "I just heard from my daughter for the first time in 13 years. She's now 19. When she was six, I divorced her mother. She made it so difficult for me to see my daughter, that I just signed over adoption papers. Now I'm talking to her again and I will see her soon. My oldest boy (who's 20 years old) is finally graduating high school. And she's coming down for that."
Gary's children are aged 20, 19, 15, and 11.
Greg and Tina Cherry don't do black guys. Several other porners on the set also don't do blacks.
I meet Melissa West, a busty blonde from Georgia who's only done four porn scenes.
Gary: "Dynamite's going to write a monthly column for a magazine out of Tampa [Bay, FL] called Nightmoves."
Rob tells Drew Hurley: "You're not a movie star. You're a cum bucket."
She flips him off.
Jim leans over Tina Cherry and Melissa who are licking each other.
Jim: "Tina's glad that I showered this morning."
Rob: "You wouldn't want to be the fourth or fifth scene where he's dripping all over you.
Jim: "You should see how Melissa's eyes change when she has sex."
Gary: "I've been allowed to have [sex with] random chicks over the past three years and because of that, I've had one."
Rob: "What's random chicks?"
Luke: "You're on a set and a girl wants to get on the boxcover..."
Drew: "Chicks always do that, huh?"
Greg: "There was this girl on a set. She shot in the morning and she kept hanging out all day. She was banging everyone on the set. Johnny Thrust was one of the last ones to do her. I think it was a Jim Lane, or Tom Byron and Tony Eveready shoot."
Drew: "f--- the boxcover dude. So that when I have kids, my husband can see the boxcover when he goes to the videostore and there I am. And my kids can see it."
Rob: "I was on the cover of a box two years ago and my wife wanted to kill me."
Greg: "I'm not into 'everyone take a turn on a woman.' I've only done one gangbang and it freaked me out. The guys get all aggressive. You feel weird with 15 naked guys standing around."
Gary: "That's why when we did Dynamite's 21st birthday gangbang, we broke it up into groups so that she was only doing five guys at a time."
In the year 2000, Dynamite did about 90 porn videos. She's appeared in eight this year.
Drew made her first porn video at age 18 for Ed Powers. It was a bad experience. He was too old and too tiny for her, she says.
Drew: "It was so awful. I quit the industry."
Luke: "Why was it so bad?"
Rob: "Because guys aren't supposed to shove nothing up their ass."
Drew: "I just don't think it's very clean. I'm going to be 21 next month."
Rob abuseses Drew.
Drew: "I'm going to come babysit your kids, dude."
Rob: "I don't think so. You're a porno girl and you're not allowed around my kids."
Drew, who's appeared in about 30 porn videos, says: "I'm not a porno girl."
Rob: "You f--- on film. You're a porno girl."
Drew: "But that's not what I do all day. I don't go home and have sex and play with myself all day."
Luke: "What do you do?"
Drew: "I sleep and go running and avoid guys entirely."
Luke: "Why did you quit the first time?"
Drew: "Because it was gross, dude. It was the worst experience."
Luke: "Why was it gross?"
Drew: "Ed Powers is how old? It was awful. He does Black Dirty Debutantes. I didn't even know that."
Most everyone on this set does not have sex with blacks. They consider it gross.
Melissa walks in from her scene with Tina Cherry to have a bite of her bagel.
Rob asks her: "Where are you from?"
She won't answer because she doesn't speak with her mouthful. Drew, by contrast, pours packets of Vitamin C powder in her Lime Gatorade and stirs it alternately with her finger or with the packet. Brooke Hunter offers her a spoon but Drew is unconcerned with table manners.
West finishes chewing and joins the conversation.
Drew: "I'm not the typical porno chick. 'Oh, I can deepthroat the Jeff Stryker strap-on.' I'm like, 'I will talk to you about anything else. I rarely have sex. I wasn't getting laid outside of work for three months."
Rob: "Many girls in this business have to get laid every day."
Drew: "Hell no dude, that's f---ing rancid. So they can have elastic pussies that are really loose and they can only f--- in their ass. And when they have babies, they don't even have contractions. They just s--- 'em out."
Rob: "Their assholes are as big as their pussies."
Drew: "And they can have a big ol' s--- while they're having their baby."
Rob: "I like her attitude."
Luke: "So what brought you back to the industry?"
Drew: "I was doing stuff in San Diego where I got way f---ed over."
Luke: "By Homegrown Video."
Drew nods. "I used to work for them a lot. They sent me to the Nightmoves Awards show in Tampa [Bay, FL]. They liked me because I have a don't-f----with-me attitude and everyone else is snooty. I will talk to anyone. And I like to talk a bunch of s---. I guess people think I'm funny.
"I was making videos for Homegrown. But they pay on half of the scales that they do in LA. I did this one scene with two guys and they only paid me $300. And this one guy could not keep it up. It was so obnoxious. I had to suck him for two hours. My jaw hurt. I decided that I would never do that again."
Rob: "I want a daughter."
Drew: "So long as you don't put too much pressure on them and force them to be all good, they'll be fine. So long as you're open with them."
Rob: "My kids will be fine? With me as a father?"
Luke to Drew: "So why do you think you're doing porn? Is there a psychological reason?"
Drew: "I think you're funny. I think that's funny."
Rob: "For the money."
Drew: "Yes, it's for the money. And it's for the rock star guys, when I go to their shows, I want them to watch my porn and recognize me."
Rob: "So they'll f--- you."
Drew: "So they'll want to f--- me."
Rob: "But you won't f--- them?"
Drew: "Probably not."
Rob: "Ninety percent of the girls in this business will f--- anyone who's famous. They get off on that."
Drew: "I like to hang out with guys. I hate girls. I do not get along with them whatsoever. They're so catty and competitive and they talk so much s---. And they've got these little games that they play. And they tease a guy and then don't put out."
Rob: "I hate guys. I prefer to hang out with girls."
Drew: "Guys don't have any balls. They don't have any guts. I was hooking up with this guy recently... And he was doing a performance while we were having sex. He was moaning and doing this dolphin arch and it was awful. It was the worst sex I've ever had. And he said, 'You're not satisfied, are you?' And I'm like, 'No.'"
Rob: "You're used to getting pounded."
Drew: "I'm over all the lines. 'Oh yeah, you want me to f--- you.' If I wanted to get f---ed hard, I'd rather go to work and get paid for it."
Rob: "I want to make love. I don't want to f---."
Drew: "I'm not into the love thing. And I'm not into the whole cuddling thing. I don't like having someone in my space all the time.
"I don't want to f--- up my whole life before I have kids. I'm going to be a f---ed up mom someday if I don't chill. And some of these chicks don't think."
Rob: "When they have kids, they're going to treat them like s---. Leave 'em here, leave 'em there. My wife is a great mother.
"Your mom know what you do?"
Drew lives with her parents.
Drew: "She does. My dad's a youth minister in the Catholic church."
Luke: "And how does he feel about your new career?"
Drew: "He don't like it."
Rob: "I would kill you and I would kill everybody who was in this house today [if you were my kid and you were doing porn]."
Drew: "This is how I explained it to them because I had a long talk with them. It is better that I am doing this and I am not on drugs. And I'm totally sober when I'm doing it. It's better that I'm doing it where it's tested."
Rob: "What does tested mean? Say I was a guy in this business and we were shooting a scene today. And I got tested last week. But I f---ed 20 girls this week and took it up my ass and I came in here and showed you my test and I f---ed you. That test don't mean dick."
Drew: "So I'm a little bit deluded."
Rob: "But you're not being forced to do stuff. There are girls who get forced to do stuff. Then there are girls who do crazier s--- in their home life.
"I don't need sex. I need love. I haven't seen my wife in a few weeks and I want her to come home."
Rob to Drew: "You should be able to count the number of guys you've slept with on one hand, till the day you die."
Drew: "I'm glad you love your wife but I think it's funny how you like to put one image of the porn star on everybody."
Rob: "Not on everyone. You're different than most of them."
Over the past three years, I've heard Rob tell about 50 porn girls, or about every porn girl he has a deep conversation with, that they are different from the rest of the porn girls, who are just "cum buckets."
Rob: "There are very few girls with a head on their shoulders in this business. They think they're movie stars. And they love that feeling. But what are you doing ten years from now?"
Drew: "I've worked in the real world. I used to work fulltime in retail. I was a manager. I've worked a real job. I know. I was never a stripper or a prostitute who decided to be in the industry."
Rob: "You're good. You'll do ok. You're not one of them."
Drew: "And I don't f--- a lot. I've only added to my number through work. And everyone expects you to want to have sex all the time. And they want to cum on your face and do all these sick things to you. And I am over it. The s--- that guys will say to you just because you're a porn girl.
"I know guys who will say, 'Oh, I know you want me to f--- you.' And I'm like, 'No. You can't handle f---ing me. If you want to f--- me, you're going to have to take sponges out when I'm on my rag. And you're going to have to help me put them back in and you're going to have to chill while I'm doing enemas.' I totally try to gross them out and that turns them on.
"I say the nastiest things and make the weirdest faces so they've not attracted to me because I don't really like attention outside of work. I like attention on set. I don't like it when I'm walking down the street.
"Steve Austin at Extreme. He does the Extreme Cocksmokers series. He was late. Then we did our scene and he couldn't concentrate because of the camera guy. Then he totally missed my face [in the money shot] and he wanted me to reshoot [for free]. He called me for a week straight because he wanted me to reshoot the pop shot scene. And he wanted me to do these pretty girls. And he wasn't going to pay me any extra.
"He was like, 'Come up and you can stay at my house and we can go get breakfast and we can go lay out by the pool.' And I'm not in the industry so I can date people.
"So I go to his house to shoot the pretty girls [still shoot for the boxcover] before I shoot my scene for Elegant. So he gets off the freeway and he takes me to f---ing lunch. And he says, 'Since you're on the rag and you're not able to shoot the spread shots for your pretty girl, I thought we could get something to eat and we could reschedule it. So he just made it so we could go out.
"Then he started leaving me threatening phone messages on my phone saying, 'I go you an extra $50 because I thought you were going to come up and shoot this.'"
Rob: "You tell him to go f--- himself because Rob Spallone does not like that."
Drew: "He was like, 'If you don't come up, I'm going to make sure that I don't get you anymore work.' And Paige Sinclair was with me and she said, 'f--- him. Give me the phone.' So I never did his shoot. And he's trying to put it around on me that I tried to dick him over.
"I gave him a blowjob. For $250. That's what a blowjob is. If you can't aim on my face, then you should not be working."
Rob: "Free Speech Coalition don't do nothing. When we [Gourmet Video] got busted, they turned their backs on us. Where's Gloria Leonard? She's in Hawaii sticking dildos back up her ass. Twat. Sharon Mitchell. The lady drawing blood over at AIM now does scenes. You f---ing cum bucket, you. Get a nurse to draw blood, not a f---ing hua. I wouldn't let you f---ing next to me with a f---ing stick... You f---ing bunch of bulls--- artists. Sharon Mitchell is a f---ing cunt. You're going to go over to AIM and get your blood drawn by a f---ing prostitute?"
Drew: "You hate these people and here you are shooting them. It's like me hating animals and going and being a veterinarian. It doesn't make sense. If you hate it so much, why are you here? Why are you so tense about porn s---?"
Rob: "I have nothing against it. That's how I put food on the table."
In the industry for six months, Mia Starr's appeared in about 25 pornos. She started out as a videotech and jumped in front of the camera.
Rob: "We're going to bring the monkeys into the next Sopornos.
"No, that's not what I said. We're going to put two black scenes into Sopornos 3."
Luke: "Are you going to make two versions?"
Rob: "No."
Luke: "Are you going to put them in the back of the bus?"
Rob: "No. Why did you call them monkeys?"
Luke: "Because I heard you use that term."
Rob: "When I took my kids to the zoo?"
Rob introduces me to Hebrew cutie "Cherie," who's father was Roman Catholic but mother was Jewish. Cherie is not an Orthodox Jew. She is not even religious. But she f---s like a rattlesnake. She's 30 years old but her body is hard and her face chiseled. She blew Rob Black of Extreme Associates this morning. It took him only five minutes to get off while videotaping himself. He does a few blowjob scenes these days. At one point he quit do that in honor of his fiance, porn star turned director Lizzy Borden.
It bothered me to think that this filthy Italian had his schmeckela down the gullet of Rob's adorable Hebrew honey.
Needing money, Cherie entered porn three weeks ago. She had a friend who used to cater porn sets. Cherie got Jim South's number from her and off she went.
Cherie works a real job on the side.
Cherie went to shake the hand of Ray Anderson, a shooter for Bobby Rinaldi. But Ray's hands are crippled and so she felt bad. And so to make him feel good, Cherie...
After doing her first girl last summer, Cherie, who's only done eight guys in her life, was approached the other day to do a girl on camera. She said yes, so long as the girl was cute. Cherie needs to feel attraction to her screen partner to turn in a good scene.
Cherie: "I never really enjoyed sex until a couple of years ago. It was always a pleasure my significant other wanted... I think I've hit my sexual peak at age 30. I'm extremely sexual now. I can count on one hand the number of orgasms I've had in my whole life. I haven't had an orgasm doing this.
"I've only had orgasms with two people - and those were ex-boyfriends of mine that I was deeply in love with. I don't have a problem getting off from oral sex, it's just intercourse."
Rob: "She's just a regular girl. I told you. She ain't one of them. You better not turn into one of them."
Cherie: "I won't."
Luke: "Are you going to do any bukkake videos?"
Cherie: "No. What's a bukkake video?
"Jim Lane called me and left me a message but I erased his number. I heard some not good stuff about him."
Rob: "Tell him to call me."
Cherie: "I did my first scene here [Ron Miller's house] with Tyce Bune. It was fun. The topic was f--- my wife. So Bobby Rinaldi told me to act like I was nervous and of course I was very nervous because it was my first scene. Tyce treated me well and handled me gently."
Rob: "That's because he's part gay."
Cherie: "No he's not. He just has a little tattoo on his pelvic area which looks feminine."
Jim walks in complaining about the lighting composition of his lesbian scene between Mia Starr and Drew Hurley.
Jim: "I've got one girl who's as white as a ghost and one girl who's as dark as a monkey."
Rob: "Referring to what?"
Jim: "Like chimpanzees."
Rob and Jim tell me that back in 1998, four porn production companies were willing to pay Rob and Jim $50,000 each to frighten me away from the porn industry. They were going to stage a fake murder and hope that it would so frighten me, that I'd flee porn. The plann was cancelled upon the decision of one of the four production companies.
Drew Hurley tells me: "Other porn chicks like everyone watching while they're on set. Then they'll f--- everybody on set. I like having a closed set with just the director so it is more of an intimate atmosphere and you can concentrate and you don't feel like you're putting on a live f--- show. If I wanted to have a lot of people watching me, I'd be a stripper. But I do art. In that sense, it is hard to be in the mode unless they have a camera."
Jim DiGiorgio: "If I was dating her, I'd have to bring a camera with me and a lot of money."
Drew: "I pay for my own s---. I can't go on dates because I pay for myself."
Jim: "And then the guy gets all weird."
A girl calls in to Rob saying that she can't make it as scheduled today because she's having a heavy period.
Jim: "I think every would-be filmmaker coming out of film school should spend two years in porno. Because they will learn every trick in the book on how to cut every f---ing corner. You see these books called "Guerilla Filmmaking" and stuff. f--- them. Porno. Porno is guerilla filmmaking. Slain Wayne at Extreme is a genuine underground filmmaker and has been for years. And he'll be the first guy to tell you that porno is the best training ground on the planet to learn how to be a guerilla filmmaker. It's just that your content changes.
"There are a lot of guys in this business who have the technical expertise to do something else. They just are trapped in this. It's too easy to make an ok living and scary to venture out into something that could make you so much more. But it bears a lot of risk and you have to do a lot of work... It irks me that I know how to do more and I'm not doing it. My daughter throws it in my face all the time. She says, 'What are you doing, dad? You know how to do all this stuff. You know how to edit, shoot, do sound, music. What are you doing here [in porno]? Make a documentary or something. You've got all the tools. And why aren't I doing it? Because I'm a lazy f---ing smut peddler. Because it is too easy making an ok living doing this crap."
6/19/01
The house is now rented by Dave Hardman and his mom - the famous new porn star Davina Hardman. She's done two sex scenes on video and one nude photo shoot.
She protests about her lack of makeup as I shoot photos of her.
Davina: "In my scenes I looked horrible because Jim [Powers] made me take my teeth out. I don't do that anymore. I looked horrible. And he wouldn't let me get made up because he wanted me to look real old."
Luke: "Did you feel exploited?"
Davina: "Yes."
Luke: "Degraded?"
Davina: "Yes."
Jim: "Did they still use your teeth in the scene?"
Davina: "Yes, and they let me keep my teeth for some parts. But no make up and everything. I felt like I looked like an old hag. Makeup makes a difference.
"I won't do it without makeup again. I want to look good. And I do look good when I'm made up and I fix my hair. I looked sharp Saturday [for the still shoot]."
Rob: "Mom you look fine all the time."
Dave Hardman's 300 pound sister Marci has also appeared in porn videos.
Rob yells at Jim: "Make this copy machine work."
Jim does. But he complains: "I'm an artist. I'm a filmmaker. I'm a serious filmmaker. I don't do copy machines. I don't hand out lube and towels."
Davina fears what her porn shoots will do to her relationship with her sons. I say that it will facilitate communication between the three of them.
We horse around with the girls. Kiki has bought a new digital camera and she keeps trying to pull down my shorts to take an embarrassing photo of me. My wood helps keep my shorts up.
Davina Hardman puts makeup on. She feels much better about herself. I take more photos of her. Compare and contrast below.
Rob and Jim shoot a nine girl orgy "A Girl's Affair #60" for Fat Dog - with Malibu (a tall blonde newcomer managed by Reb's Pretty Girl International), Jewel DeNyle, Heather Lyn, Kiki D'Aire, Alex Fox, Monique DeMoan...
One of the girls always uses a wig when on camera but I am not allowed to write about that.
Heather Lyn broke up today with her boyfriend of 15 months Alec Metro.
I meet Malibu, a tall blond represented by Reb at Pretty Girl International.
Kiki relates that in her first five months in Los Angeles, she lived contentedly with Reb and his wife Geri. "They treated me like family," says Kiki.
"I have a boyfriend and a girlfriend," complains Kiki, "and it is making my life hell. My girlfriend doesn't like my boyfriend and my boyfriend doesn't like my girlfriend."
Jim: "This girl [Kiki] could wreck a lot of marriages."
He means that as a compliment.
We're standing on a big long and wide roll of white paper against which Kiki poses before Jim DiGiorgio's still camera for boxcover shots. The budget's so low that there's no makeup artist or boxcover photographer on today's shoot. But there are bottles of cold water in the garage and later in the day, Rob orders pizza.
Wayne compliments Kiki: "I want you to know that I've jerked off to you. I have to say thanks."
Kiki: "Oh honey, you can jerk off to me anytime."
Wayne: "I have. After we shot. That time you spat in Herschel's [Savage] face."
Kiki: "I'm still upset that they [VCA?] made Jimmy cut that. That was so sexy."
Wayne: "No s---. When I saw that, I thought, this is my girl. Right here. You can spit in my face any day, not that I'm into that."
Kiki: "I ran into an unshaved bush the other day, just like they had in those 1970s porn movies. And it was the grossest thing I've seen."
Kiki and the girls must pose into the afternoon sun. They find it necessary to shut their eyes until told by Jim he's ready to click, then they spring open their eyes and shoot forth a "come hither" look. Kiki particularly changes from an ordinary look to an alluring sex pot that you want to pork in just the blink of an eye.
Later in the day, Jim tells Alex Taylor: "You were the only girl who got me hard on the set of Sopornos 3."
Alex: "Wow, and you shoot this stuff all the time... That's so nice of you. I don't know what to say."
Taylor's getting a tattoo removed from her bottom through laser work. She's had three treatments so far and needs at least another three. She must miss porn work for a week after each treatment, to allow time for scabs to form on her skin and peel off.
Heather Lyn talks about her role in "The Violation Of Jewel DeNyle": "I put a rubber dildo on the end of a US flag and f---ed the s--- out of Jewel DeNyle. I had her in the wingback chair and I was sitting on top of her in piledriver position, and I f---ed her to death. And for the last shot of the movie, we left the flag standing inside her."
Conceived in Florida, Heather was born in 1969 in Lancaster, Pennsylvania - Amish country. Her father in the Armed Forces, Lyn spent most of her childhood between Florida and South Carolina. She graduated high school in Georgia and then joined the Army for two years. I married a Marine, went to school to become an RN [Registered Nurse], got pregnant, and raised two kids (her son was born in 1994 and her daughter was born in 1997). After six-and-a-half years of marriage, Heather divorced in 1998 when her husband met a woman over the internet.
Lyn left Montana and moved to Arizona. She worked the door of a strip club. A friend introduced her to a porn photographer. Heather entered porno in the fall of 1999.
"This photographer asked me if I wanted to see what it [porn] was like, so we stopped at Jim South's office," remembers Heather. "Chaz signed me up and I worked that first day. I used to drive out here every week to work."
She paired up with Alec Metro from March of 2000 to the present.
"You're a whore," says Rob.
Heather: "I am not."
Rob: "You're a f---ing whore."
Heather: "I just love sex. And I can do what I want when I want."
Rob: "It's your body."
Heather: "And nobody looks at me and says, 'Oh my God, she's some crazy freak who wants to do that.' Because we're all freaks in this business."
Rob: "Not me."
Heather: "You especially.
"You know who I saw the other day? Shawna Edwards. She looks so different. I went to CES in January 2000 and sat next to her and she had really long straight hair. She looked so good. She's all tanned up. She's got really short hair with bleached tips. She went to Cosmetology school, she's been out of the business, and just came back."
Luke: "Is she with Jay Ashley?"
Heather: "No, Jay is with Aurora Snow."
Summer Storm walks by and Heather whistles and screams at her, "I'm going to get some of that."
Lyn turns to me: "She's got the sweetest ass. I met her in Jim South's office the very first time she came in."
Heather's appeared in about 100 porn movies. "I lost my organizer, which, as we all know, is our bible."
Most every porn girl I've known has had an organizer filled with photos and most importantly, the phone numbers of people in the business, particularly those who can offer them work.
Lyn sports a tight firm body with a flat stomach. She says she doesn't work out, but was simply blessed with good genes.
"Rob looks so different," says Heather. "He looks good, younger. I ran into him at Jim South's office and I didn't even know who he was. He started giving me s---, so I gave him s--- right back."
Luke: "Have you had any bad experiences in the industry?"
Heather: "No. I just take it as it comes. It's been said that I'm too businesslike. I'm older so I can't be all dingy and flighty and naive. I love work. I cater too for [porn] sets. Some people want only one hot meal, other people want three hot meals a day. I'm getting ready to cater for Jim Holliday."
Heather lost her virginity at age 13 and enthusiastically pursued sex during high school. "I was the only girl on the football team. I did one of my fellow football players in the f---ing bathroom in my high school right up the hall from my English class."
Rob: "You had a bad reputation."
Heather: "Not a bad reputation. I was comfortable with my sexuality. I grew up a tomboy and the guys were like, 'As many girls as we can tag, we're studs.' And if a girl did the same thing, we were sluts. You know what? I don't give a s---. I can be who I want to be. My mom taught us that we could do anything we wanted to do. I've done a lot of things. I didn't come straight into porn. I was a bookkeeper at a bank. I've run a polo club with 30 head of horses. I've raised two kids. I've worked in an emergency room. I love writing. I've started writing a couple of scripts."
Rob: "For porno? Porno don't need scripts."
Heather: "Just stories. I used to be an artist. I love to draw. But I love to cook. You know what I honestly want to do? I want to one, finish RN school, and two, become a photographer. Because I love composition and all that stuff. I'm anal retentive."
Rob: "Good girl. You should become a nurse, marry a doctor and live happily everafter."
Heather: "Why do I have to marry a doctor?"
Rob: "Because that's what they do."
Heather: "I am just going to have boytoys. I'm at my sexual peak. I need some 20-year old who can keep up. That or someone hung really well who takes a lot of Viagra.
"If I go a while without having sex, my testosterone and sexual appetite goes down. But when I start masturbating, it builds up again. For medical reasons, I didn't have sex for six weeks and I went nuts. But I masturbated anyway."
Rob: "You shove everything in there."
Heather develops a guttural roar in her throat: "On occasion, I get stuck doing a scene with a girl who's never done a girl before. And that's tough because I get loud and rough at times. I don't want to terrify them because they can't all be pretty Andrew Blake scenes.
"Gwen Summers talks the greatest trash. She's so soft spoken and really dainty. She's great."
Heather tells Alex Taylor: "The last time I saw you, I was shooting behind the scenes footage and this chick squirted off the couch and I got squirted."
An attractive busty woman in her late 40s comes by the house looking for Stephanie Swift. She claims that Stephanie's banging her husband, a contractor who came to work on the house.
The pool man says that the Jewish star Cherie has a tight hard body like his first wife. After cleaning the pool, he hangs around the set all afternoon to watch the lesbian orgy. He threatens to pull out his wanger.
Brooke Lane never shows.
Davina Hardman comes outside repeatedly to ask the girls to tone it down. She's afraid the neighbors will hear their explicit talk and call the police.
Kiki says the only place she can find bras for her F cup breasts is Fredericks of Hollywood.
Heather Lyn considers a breast job. HBO may follow her through the process. Heather says how nice Dr Fisher is in Beverly Hills. But her friend works for a plastic surgeon and she can get implants for half of. Lyn wants to laser off her tattoo with the name of her ex-husband and rid herself of her Caesarean scar.
Rob says he has a plastic surgeon doctor who can give her the best deal. Rob provides girls with cars and boobs and lunch and dinner. He takes care of many people.
Luciano stops by with Jewel DeNyle. I snap photos.
Blah writes: "Hey Luke, Will somebody please put Jewel De'nyle on a diet. She was one of the hottest chicks in porn and now she is plumping up. Her pictures show she needs to lose about 15-20 lbs. She was always a little thicker but now she is becoming a lard ass. Get it together Jewel. And while you're at it, lose the stupid bangs. Kiki-go back to the braids. That mop you call a hairdo now isn't flattering. You could stand to lose a few lbs as well. Think Jessica Drake or Sydney Steele (without the huge nose) that's the type of body you want to shoot for. Why do you think Devon is so popular. Because she is tiny with Massive cans."
Luke says: I think Jewel is terrific as she is. I like women with womanly bodies, not painfully skinny ones.
Luciano says Kendra Jade flaked on him and on Legend.
Wayne Crews ran into veteran porn star Jamie Leigh at the movie theater last week by Metro in Chatsworth. Wayne says she looks healthy and good. She says her new boyfriend is a famous tattooed writer.