Carmella Bing, who dated Derek Hay (aka Ben English) and was part of the LA Direct Models roster, posted this blog entry on her Myspace profile:
Its been a long few years in my porn career. Ive had my ups and downs litterally. I was with LA Direct from the start, I shot anal my first day -shit, I had 3 DPs my first week! Like a lot of the new girls, I stayed at Dereks house. I made a few good friends, Ive lost a couple of my old friends, My best friend is all I got left. To my BFF Brianna, You fucking rock!!!
Im looking to further my career, but 20k a month isnt going to cut it for me. I am planning my website, as well as directing and producing my own sex toys! I have yet a lot of work to do to get my Dynasty off the ground. As some may know and others have inquired – Yes, I dated Derek. Not a mistake, but definately a learning experience. I always knew Id be one of his ex-girlfriends, not that I wanted to be but it was to say the least a slow moving relationship. I was always treated with the upmost respect, we had a great time together. But everything good has to come to an end. It was a mutual decision to split, he was very polite and invited me to stay, but the energy was weird. I just couldnt watch life go on, I left to move in with Brianna.
We are the best of friends, lesbians…. ya know so on and so fourth, but we cant look at each other while we are having sex! Funny, that.
Ive enjoyed featuring recently on the eastcoast thanks to LEE Network. I thank UltimateFantasyGirls for the contracted shoots! Thanxxx to Brazzers for putting me on top! Thank you Kevin aka "Up in ya" for hanging in there, shits been hard and I appriciate you for sticking by me, no matter how much of a bitch I am at times I still love ya! To Brian, for taking such good care of my Baby Doji Bear. Ive been a bit caught up, to seriously Thank You for all you’ve done. You’ve got a friend for life. To my little sister Michelle for all the shit weve been through, I love you so much! I just hope you dont do anything I did! My Real Estate agent John Warner, rest in peace. Im sorry I didnt get my house note in on time because I didnt get to say goodbye. I left some flowers on your desk…Overall, I dont have anything bad to say about Direct… I just need a new start… Im making some life adjustments, and I think this was a good step for me, quite a slap in the face, but I was long over due for a reality check. Im a better hooker than an actress (mind you I use that word loosely only because I am mature enough to accept it, dont abuse it… thx). In porn my base rate is $1500, Vegas I make $1500 per hour. Porn costs money, taxes, comission, not to mention std’s time off work, medication, more money lost travel costs, wardrobe… etc. Vegas/escorting is cash, 100% cash to me its mine, I pay for advertising and a phone bill. Everything is fucking paid right off the top. Why whould I stick around, never really come up, and practically pay to do porn? I mean why the fuck did I get into porn anyway? To FUCK and be PAID, now that is the question is it possible to intertwine the two? What the fuck?
Thus, I am in Vegas…. Hint…. Hint……
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I believe the Brianna she refers to is Brianna Love.
“I believe the Brianna she refers to is Brianna Love.”
Good deduction since it’s exactly what she wrote in the first paragraph 🙂
I’m only making 20 G’s a month. I’m like starving! How do you expect a girl to survive?
And she is a better hooker that porn star. I wonder is hooking were legal in the US how many porn stars would become full time hookers.
I bet her mom is so proud! Hopefully the IRS doesnt read myspace pages. That could get real ugly.
“I wonder is hooking were legal in the US how many porn stars would become full time hookers.”
Yo, rics, you’re not in Porn Valley are you? LOL!
Jim South has lost his damn mind. Check out this girl:
http://worldmodeling.com/picture.php?path=talent/phpWaXdgD
I puked a little bit when I first saw her.
Whats funny is that any girl that posts an ad on sexyjobs will get an email from “mary north” from worldmodeling asking them to sign up. Matter of fact any girl that posts will get email from about 15 so called agencies. Its pretty pathetic really.
How is $240K gross income a year not enough for a girl who really doesn’t have much going for her besides her looks?
Tougher question — how does said girl command $1500 gross (or is that net) per hour? This is like Elliot Spitzer fantasy land.
She obviously doesnt have a bank account. The first time more then 10k gets deposited the banks(by law) call the IRS and the IRS will start the exact same investigation that caught the Governor of New York. Hopefully no one finds out where she lives because she just told everyone she has a mattress full of cash.
bit chubby for that kind of money
Guys, come on. Don’t you know porn whores? Most of them are pathological liars and professional bullshiters. She’s retiring, because the phone calls stopped ringing and no producer wants to rent her over used ass anymore. So she moves to Vegas and puts an add in the local paper: “Porn star now escorting”. Some tourist fan boys respond to the add and she rips them off, spends the money she makes on booze and drugs and gambling, burns out, and comes back to the valley to shoot MILF scens for White Ghetto and Totally Tasteless Video for $400.00 a pop. It’s the same old story, over and over again. I did not want to comment on her luaghable rantings, but then it appeared to me that you guys are actually buying her bullshit. Give a break for fuck’s sake. I need a beer.
I’m gonna start calling the website to attention before the Colonel enters the room from now on. I was taking a break from all the losers thinking I’m Playboy Roy and the next thing I know the Colonel pulls out all the stops and comes in handing people their ass on a platter.
You nailed Carmella to the wall. She gets shot to death in LA and people move on to the next whore so she retires. I love it when porn whores retire. When most people retire they collect some type of pension or maybe have a 401k. When porn hookers retire they continue to suck cock for money but there is no longer a camera. I read where Deliah Strong is retiring. I couldnt help but think .. who gives a fuck?
Carmella reminds me of an early Bianca Trump. Decent looks but alot of ego and attitude. Maybe in a few years when Carmella is in prison as well she will talk about God and etc etc etc. Carmella is already a racist whore so she will fit in well.
Lol! He calls himself Playboy Roy.
Carmella Bing is going to retire?
Yaawwnnn….so fucking what?
Ah Steele, the BDD isnt dead yet, soon he’ll be playing with you like a cat with a dead mouse. As for Carmella, always enjoyed her work, she’ll be back anyway, one year…two years…whatever. Ginger Lynn came back again, this the third or the fourth time?
Larry, if you were really a horse you would’ve been shot by now. You really are a mental invalid, no offense, which is why you frequent this lame site so much. BDD posts have become lamer since his cover was blown and he freaked and ran and hid for a while. And now he doesn’t want to fuck with me at this point because he knows I’ll present more dirt on Roy Garcia (I haven’t even begun to roll up my sleeves, yet). Larry, have you noticed he can’t help but speak kindly of Roy, ie: “Playboy”. BDD will still in his pathetic, spiteful and cowardly way try to shit on everyone he can (it gives him a purpose in his sad, life you see), Larry, but notice how he won’t touch Roy, despite Roy’s “infamous” history, as wikipedia mentions. Obviously he finds nothing wrong with Roy since they have so bloody much in common. Like I said, before Larry, your hero is a zero. And btw, thanks to Will Ryder for hiring me again to fuck another hottie!
Carmella is not hot. ‘Nuff said. She’s a thick, painfully average looking girl who just happens to take it in the ass on camera. There are much better looking girls shopping at the Beverly Center any given day.
Mental Invalid? What the hell does that mean? I just admire BDD and him making you his bitch, my hero is Ron Jeremy, the greatest living American, especially now that Chuck Heston is dead.
Yes Larry Horse, Mr. Ed. is smarter than you. Just deal with it.
Let me explain to you the following:
A coward who hides (or tries to) makes noone his bitch. He is a pussy. If he were a real man he’d identify himself (as if we don’t know, already). Why does he have to hide. I know this is a profound question but use that brain of yours of the best of your ability and ponder it.
In this cyberworld which alteregos swim there are many false badasses. Real badasses don’t hide. Losers, cowards, outcasts and vindictive failures who pull evil shit out of spite, causing innocent people near death like LittleDickDouchebag did, hide. Please don’t get me started because I will finish this shit, my word, my promise.
I’m sure we were entertained by Wanker Wang too. But the signs were there to read that something was not quite right. Now look at BDD/Roy. We’re talking about some evil fucking behavior. Shall we explore it in more depth because I am more than ready.
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hi, im Sara: A friend of jeremy’s
Why are you ruining innocent people’s lives? What have these girls done to you? Are you God? Do you think that some of the things you are doing might destroy them or their family’s lives? Who are you to destroy the parents of these children? Why are you doing this? Are you just some unhappy, malicious person who needs to feel better about himself through the destruction of others? Do you feel bad if these people commit suicide because of the things you say or do? That’s the worst thing you can do, fuck with a person’s parents or family. Wow. You think this shit is funny? Thanks for making the world a better place.
She’s ok but no way is she making $20k a month. She’s full of shit if she thinks any of us with a small amount of experience will believe that line of poo.
I think that was just her way to try and save face with her fans as to sort of try and justify going from porn starlet to hooker. Notice I said “starlet”, as she was never really a STAR. Jenna Jameson, Tera Patrick, Briana Banks, even Tory Lane … those girls are porn STARS. This girl is no Briana Banks, that’s for damn sure.
Yeah..$1500 an hour..Hell, I remember when I could go “around the world” for a C note…those were the days, man~
Since I dont patronize PSE’s are the listed rates real? As for Steele, he’s strayed too far off the reservation, I doubt Roy/whoever is close to the behavior of the thank god dead Wanker Wang. Then Steele brings in some “girl”(friend? you crack me up Steele) for a rant, jeez. Anyway, by the time this thread is used up, Carmella will be unretired, everything aside, she still has nice cans.
For all BDD/Roy’s faults we can’t put him in the same class as Wanker Wang. “Thank god dead” is right, Larry Horse. I heard about Wang’s demise on my birthday, and figured it was a birthday present from God. Thank you, God.
Certainly the two are unique and different in ways, but if Roy had succeeded in killing someone instead of just coming close to it (causing a performers father to have a stroke and her to subsequently end her career traumatized), would that put him in the same class? Both are or were vindictive. Of course, unlike Wang, BDD/Roy hides as a coward and by hiding has far more malicious.
The girl should keep her mouth shut because she doesn’t know who could be reading what she’s saying. But if she was paying to be in orn instead of making money, then she should leave and find business somewhere else. Maybe it’s best she does leave now because the business is going to hell.
man, you gotta wonder about what level of hell you live in when being a vegas cum dumpster is the better of two options. don’t get me wrong, i love these girls. but i’m a lonely loser. half the attraction is the fantasy of hate fucking an amoral whore. that’s the funny thing about being a porn whore, you can’t just play one on t.v. either you ho or you don’t ho. i’ll bet even that duck faced talentless slut jenna jameson dies broke and lonely. everybody dies frustrated and sad and that is beautiful.
The only thing that matter is Germy Steele is still sucking Will Ryder to get hired and Will seems to be the only person that will hire him.
Germy Steele is lucky to keep himself feed and clothed. He barely had enough money for the bus to get to the bukkake shoots.
Its sad and I’m sure he will have alot to say but no one will care. Like the old guys in the nursing home he will continue to talk and talk while people try their best to ignore him.
Let the games. Garcia Files Volume 1: You asked for it, bitch!
“Roy Garcia is a pig; he’s a fucking pig,” says Swan, who was represented by Garcia for four months. “He’s a dirtball. If you don’t fuck him, he won’t get you work, and if you’re a girl/girl kind of chick like I am, he will try to force you into doing boys. He’s a control freak. We stopped working together because he was acting like my psychotic boyfriend. He was trying to tell me what I could or could not do. For example, no one could drive me to my shoots except for him or me. He took 10% of whatever I got but, if he drove me around, he charged me 20%.”
“He called me on the phone, called me everything under the sun: bitch, ho, cunt, slut, whore, and then he told me that he better get his fucking money or he was going to send pictures to my mom and go to my old high school with my pictures and put them up on the bulletin board. I called him up and said I was going to chop him up into little fucking pieces and send them back to his mom.”
Sharon Wild also left Garcia’s management with a bad taste in her mouth. “Roy is a scumbag,” says the blond porn actress. “He was threatening me with immigration, just because I left him after three weeks,” says Wild, who is from the Czech Republic. “He was showing up on sets where I was working, threatening the producers that he would call the IRS if they don’t pay him his fee, even though I was not with him anymore.”
(source: http://www.kapelovitz.com/agents.htm)
Let the games begin…. sorry
i’ll bet even that duck faced talentless slut jenna jameson dies broke and lonely. everybody dies frustrated and sad and that is beautiful.
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You’re in a great mood today, aren’t you Chip Love?
Steele, you have no sense of humor, what did BDD really do to you? Call you short? I will say this Steele, you should be getting more work, but arent, cause companies continue to use talent like Christian and his mercenary sexuality, someone find me a scene with him(non gay or tranny) where he isnt beet red in the face or upper torso. Or companies use fossilized “talent” like Dick Nasty and Rod Fontana.
I do have a sense of humor, Larry. Imagining LDD shaking and shitting in his pants makes me laugh, actually, especially considering all the shit he’s pulled online and offline as Roy And BiggusDiccus. I bet if Christian’s name was Muslim he wouldn’t be working so much… Uh,…Ok.. so much for my sense of humor.
In the words of Arnold Schwartzenegger: “She’ll Be Back” (Terminator 3)