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Rebel Without A Shul

Shayne Shiksa writes about my memoir Rebel Without A Shul:

So, wow, your book is intense. You lay yourself bare. Naked. It's full on. You are willing to look at yourself with the same scrutiny with which you focus on others. It's a compulsive desire. Funny, sad, curious.

Is sarcasm contagious? I will keep an eye on it.

I didn't realise you were as much a slut as I, masquerading behind a facade of morality. I've nearly met my match. Now I must surround myself with wholesome goodness to reclaim my sense of happiness and contentment.

You're funny with the hovel and car thing. You like to test. I've met others who do this. Sometimes the testing never ends. New barriers are erected and the challenge posed: "We'll see if you still like me like this."

Ginger Lynn: I Resent Being Called a Vivid Girl

Gene Ross writes on Adultfyi:

Lynn told a story about how she, Loni Sanders, Lisa DeLeeuw and Steve Hirsch went to Gladstones. "We sat down and talked about what it would be. "Lisa and Loni were putting the company together and Steve was going to sell the movies because he had a list that was his dad's. We would go to the distributors and I'd sign posters in the warehouse. We'd fly and share a room when we traveled to promote things. It was low budget, getting it together. The girls were getting this thing going."

Lynn said things were definitely different then. "I remember helping Loni roll pennies." Lynn said she then "woke up" a year into her contract. "I don't want to suck his cock today. And other days I'd wake up and go, yesss, I'm going to do a d.p. with these two."

Private USA Taken Over By Pure Play

Gene Ross reports on Adultfyi.com: "Private USA shut its doors for good Monday. Except it didn't bother to tell its employees about it. Employees arrived to find the locks changed. Lisa Radamaker who went back to sales at Metro this week was one of the casualties. I'm told she still has stuff in the building as do many others."

A source writes:

The info posted about Private is wrong. That "story" is over two weeks old, Private USA isn't gone, they're with Pure Play, and Pure Play hired Private staff to work there.

Lisa Radamaker has been on a tear spreading lies about Pure Play. She was made an offer and declined it, but then went on to trash talk PP to anyone who would listen. When she left Metro, she claimed they were trying to kill her. If you read the article on avn.com about her returning to work there, she sounds pleased as punch (as she makes a veiled slam at PP.)

I emailed Pure Play publicist Carly Milne for comment. She wrote: "Pure Play is now distributing all of Private USA's product out of our Chatsworth offices, and the Sun Valley offices are being leased out. My understanding is that we made Lisa an offer and she chose to pursue other ventures, but we wish her all the best."

Pure Play is distributing Private USA's product in North America, and Private is distributing Pure Play in Europe.

Mike Albo: 'No Collagen Lips!'

Mike writes on AdultStarsNews.com:

Girls, please. If you're going to get cosmetic enhancement procedures, please forgo the collagen injected lips. I'll skip mentioning any names, but the end results make otherwise pretty women look like some half-assed medical experiment gone awry. Like some mad scientist's attempt to graft a duck with a trout. Or a botched transsexual operation. Either way, it's not attractive. If you have such low self-esteem that you're thinking about undergoing this hideous procedure, may I suggest that you just spend an evening with me? I'll set you straight. And make you feel bad too.

Miami New Times Article On Bangbus

Hell Puppy writes on Oprano.com:

You'll never see a writer, even from alt press, paint the industry in a positive light. In our society porn is taboo, it'll always be painted as the ugly underbelly of the internet.

However, anyone who has shot a significant number of models has run into a girl like this one. They want the money. They rationalize everything else in their head. You tell 'em exactly what you're going to do with the pics, spell it all out in writing, and they sign it. Then they come crying because daddy, brother, sister, coworkers or whoever saw it.

We live in a time where most members of society do not want to take personal responsibilities for their own actions.

Only thing I disagree with Ox with on this one. I would NEVER give one member of a couple team the entire pay. Always get a signed receipt from everyone.

Spunky Kitten Natividad

After surgery for cancer removed her breasts, Kitten has been signing autographs at fan conventions and appears in great spirits, according to a report. She felt like killing herself when she learned she'd have to have her breasts removed because she didn't think anyone would care about her if she didn't have big breasts.

Schwarzenegger: Bush Has Hurt My Sex Life

MONTEREY, Calif. Oct. 19, 2004 - Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger, who is married to a Kennedy, joked at a public-policy conference that his sex life suffered after he endorsed President Bush at the Republican National Convention.

"There was no sex for 14 days," he said. "Everything comes with side effects."

Schwarzenegger, whose wife is TV journalist Maria Shriver, had an audience of about 1,000 people in stitches Monday as he took part in a lecture series organized by former Clinton administration chief of staff Leon Panetta.

Asked about the presidential debates, Schwarzenegger said if he wanted to watch a smart liberal Democrat and a Republican leader argue, "I'd just take my wife out to dinner."

He joked that he was a little jealous of President Bush and John Kerry because of their debate schedule. "They were lucky. They only had to do it three times," Schwarzenegger said. "I have to do it every morning over breakfast."

Schwarzenegger told Panetta he was thrilled that people were talking about changing the U.S. Constitution to allow immigrants to run for president. But he said Democrats don't want "that Schwarzen-schnitzel" to be president.

They Don't Present The News Like They Used To

RuthXtremePay writes on GFY:

They show the Naked News/Weekend Flash on Playboy TV.

We used to get Hustler TV and Playboy TV til we moved. Playboy is good for the 'glam' and also they have some interesting shows like 7 Lives Exposed and Night Calls with Tiffany Granath (she's HOT) and Julie Ashton (this is a HILARIOUS live talk show), and then down and dirty with Aurora Snow on Private Calls - basically this show is live phone sex with visual interaction.. nice stuff.

For those reality lovers - an adult take on Candid Camera and the like - Totally Busted - you should check it out, it's classic stuff.

Hustler TV offers more hardcore action - less 'shows' - just straight movie after movie.

Playboy TV

Hustler TV

In a Nevada County, A Shuttered Brothel Divides Residents

From the WSJ:

Nevada is the only state in the U.S. where houses of ill repute are a legitimate business. Prostitutes are licensed. Owners pay property taxes, and county sheriffs nab customers who leave without paying. Las Vegas, by state law, is brothel-free, but in rural Nevada sin is alive if not thriving.

Many Churchill County residents think Salt Wells was a blight on their community and want to be sure that no brothel ever opens again in their roughly 5,000 square miles. On the county ballot Nov. 2 is a proposal to ban houses of prostitution, something no Nevada county has done since 1978. Activists on both sides think the ban has a chance of passing. All the same, a number of Nevadans, mostly older people, say that places such as Salt Wells ought to be saved.

"It's been 35 years since I've been in a brothel, so I don't have a personal stake in this," says Montie Pierce, a retired construction manager in Fallon. "But this is part of Nevada heritage. I'm tired of people who think they're in the Bible Belt telling the rest of us what to do."

Paycom Security Scares Bejeebers Out Of Web Porners

XXX writes: "Paycom brought four black guys as security to islandgathering.com - pissed off and scared everyone. Kimberly Wilber from AVN was MIA as she slept her drink off. She is Jennifer Rosenblatt's replacement."

Bill O'Reilly's obsession with porn

By Michael Hastings for Slate.com:

If you're a regular viewer of Bill O'Reilly's show, you probably weren't so surprised by the lurid details in Andrea Mackris' sexual harassment suit, which alleges, among other things, that the host "babbled perversely" to her over the phone while enjoying an X-rated video. On air, O'Reilly has long demonstrated a fascination with pornography that borders on an unhealthy obsession.

Whether interviewing X-rated actress and author Jenna Jameson...

Jameson: You know, they automatically think, you're a porn star, you're nothing, you know?

O'Reilly: They think that you're a slut.

Jameson: Exactly.

O'Reilly: But doesn't it hurt your feelings when people judge you and call you "whore," "slut," things like that?

Jameson: No, I've never had anybody call me a whore or a slut to my face.

O'Reilly: To your face.

Jameson: To my face.

O'Reilly: You know they say it behind your back.

On Aug. 2, O'Reilly interviewed Vivid Entertainment performers Sunrise Adams and Savanna Samson about their new book, How to Have a XXX Sex Life.

To the transcript:

O'Reilly: I'm a very busy guy. But anyway, I'd imagine that the movies have a lot of suggestions [about what a couple can do together]. Do you have more suggestions in the books than in the movies?

[snip]

O'Reilly: See my dilemma is this. I've got my $25. Okay and I-this is hypothetical, because I haven't seen any of your movies either. But I promise I'll try to go. I've got to get through Shrek 2, then I'm right onto you.

[snip]

O'Reilly: With all due respect Ms. Samson, I believe you know how to do pretty much everything. ...

[snip]

O'Reilly: Oh, I know I'm adorable. You should, Vivid should hire me to just kind of be narrator over these films. But I understand it's self help, people want to get a little excitement into whatever they're doing, this book is for them. Hey, ladies, I appreciate you guys coming on. Thank you very much.

...O'Reilly turned to Kansas Sen. Susan Wagle to set the scene. 

Wagle: This professor is actually picking women out in the classroom and saying things to them, like maybe there's five of you in the first three rows I'm very attracted to. Or, you know, if somebody gets up to walk out-he actually accused one girl of leaving because she had to go masturbate. I mean what's going on in this classroom. ...

O'Reilly: Yes, that's-I mean that could. .

Wagle: ... is ridiculous. It is obscene.

O'Reilly: Sure. You could have-you could file charges against somebody saying-you know, harassment charges against them.

In February 2003, he returned to the topic of Jenna Jameson after Pony hired her to sell sneakers. The vibe of the first encounter-the thrill of humiliating her-took an even racier twist. Note again his (joking?) admission to watching porn:

O'Reilly: Our pal, porn star Jenna Jamison, is mad at me for criticizing the Pony sneaker company for hiring her as a pitchwoman. Jenna e-mailed us today and said, in part, "I hope Bill understands the difference between a porn star and a hooker. I assume he has done some research on the subject because he requested some of my videos after we finished taping my appearance. I imagine he wanted them for professional reasons."

Of course I did, Jenna. Having any other motivation would be ridiculous. Enjoy your sneakers.

Missionary Positions Reality Show

James DiGiorgio writes on www.simplyjimmyd.com:

Bill Day's "funny... disturbing... Quixotic' documentary, "Missionary Positions," screened in Laguna Beach this past weekend sharing the theater's marquee with Dreamworks' new animated kid-flick, "Shark Tale."

About 150 people were in attendance at the screening I attended. The flick was very well received and will soon be the subject of a featured New York Times article.

Oh! BTW, Seymore Butts and Cousin Stevie might need to move over a bit-- Bill will be on a flight heading out to New York City tomorrow for meetings with cablecasters regarding the documentary becoming the basis for a reality TV show a la Showtime's "Family Business."

Could this humble pornographer, photographed at the screening and sporting yet another new and stylish haircut... ... become the co-star of a new TV show? Or will he find religion and embark on an exciting and spiritually-rewarding Evangelical career?

Razor Magazine and the Botto Boys on CNBC

Richard and Robert Botto were on CNBC talking about Razor mag. Rich Botto is the publisher and editor of Razor. Bob Botto runs Maxcash, one of porn's biggest webmaster affiliate programs.

Aria Update

I call Aria at 5:20 pm as she heads for the KSEXradio.com parking lot in Burbank.

I tell her I'm her friend and I want to know how she is.

"Life is crazy. I went pro with the figure [fitness modeling]. I compete in fitness [modeling]. I took second in the nation and I went pro. Now I will compete for money. If I place in the top three [in January], I will go to the Olympia and compete for Miss Olympia.

"What's up baby?

"I'm driving. I just passed Lee Stone. We're going to do our radio show [weekly on KSEXradio.com from 6-7 pm].

"Lee used to body build. He hasn't competed in eight years. He competed for ten years and never went pro. It is harder for body builders to go pro than figures because figures is a newer category and they're trying to build it up more. That I went pro so quickly is a big deal."

Has it changed you as a person?

"No. I just work out harder."

Gene Ross reports here on Aria and Lee.

"We've been doing the Spice Hotel on Sunday nights for Playboy. It's hardcore. No anal and no squirting. We f--- from start to finish. People call in and talk to you and ask you to do sexual things to each other. It's like they are directing a couple having sex.

"I shoot for all of Britney Foster's girl-girl movies at Metro. A couple of days a month.

"KSEX is $20. We sit there and talk about football."

Aria is a huge New England Patriots fan because she is from Rhode Island.

I tell Aria about my books.

"I'm a total bookworm. I was going to have a pendant made with a red "A" on it."

A for adultery. [Based on the Nathaniel Hawthorne novel, The Scarlet Letter.]

"See? You are the only person who would get that. Everyone else would go -- oh, is that your initial? No! It means that I'm a f------ whore. It means adulteress. Whore. The Scarlet Letter. Have you never read a book? You are the only person who gets that. The first thing in your mind."

I understand you.

"We're connected, right?"

Yes. I feel so close to you right now I just want to give you a hug.

"Now I feel special.

"I got my motorcycle permit. As soon as I learn how to ride... I'm trying to buy a bike. My truck that loves to run into other cars is a gas guzzler. It's $60 to fill up two tanks. I'm saving money."

A Porn Star Calls Her Moral Leader

"Oh moral leader," cooed the porn star in my ear Monday evening. "I am so lost. I need your help, your direction."

What's the matter my child?

"I have sinned. I have fallen short. My soul feels so empty."

Would you like me to fill you up?

"Oh yes. Fill me again and again and again. I've been so wicked. You are the answer to all my prayers."

You're in good hands.

"I must pray harder. I must. I must. I must.

"I've been released from work because I was bad. I had three cups of coffee on an empty stomach. I was looking pale and out of it and they sent me home."

That's great. I will put my face on and you'll come by and grab me and take me away?

"Absolutely. In my golden chariot. Be sure to wear your glass slippers. Curl your eyelashes. Pluck your eyebrows. Make your lips bee-stung. OK, baby, I'll let you go."

I'll get ready.

"All right, princess. I'll be there soon. Hold on tight. Your prince is coming."

Ira Levine: Denunciation Of Errant Performers Doesn't Make Us Safer

Ira aka Ernest Greene writes on ADT:

AIM's recommendations include quarantines or condom-only scenes for new performers or those returning from abroad.

Internet porn is a whole other problem, since most is not made in LA and uses people with whom the production community has no direct contact. We're a long way from having any standards in place for that market.

Public denunciations of this or that producer or performer are tediously commonplace throughout the industry, including in this forum. They seem thus far to have been completely ineffectual. The whole approach of attempting to shame or scare producers into changing the way they make their pictures has failed again and again. And before you can even go there, legal sanctions won't stop them either. The unethical producers will find a way around any obstacle you put in their way. Only determination and guts on the part of performers will protect them from the predators this business has always attracted and always will.

Yesterday's News Tomorrow

From the LF Fan Blog:

Soon my tears of pain turned to tears of joy as I began reading all of Luke's Jewish journalism interviews. Yep, every single one. I didn't skip over any of them. Nope. Read 'em all. Unfortunately, I can't remember what they were about so I won't be able to summarise them here. But I do know that they are good, supergood. They are so moving that upon reading them -- all of them -- I felt like a bird had taken flight inside me (or something).

I'd love to chat about Luke's new book some more. It's good, supergood. All I can say is that it's probably one of the best books ever! I'd put it right up there with the Happy Hooker by Xaviera Hollander (the first book I read cover-to-cover) and the Bible, which I haven't read but I hear is good, supergood -- just like Yesterday's News Tomorrow.

Anyhoo, I have to run. I'm going to dinner with my mother. I think I'll tell her about my new job: I'm a freelance journalist who writes about crime for a Japanese magazine. Honest.

Sindy Lange - Preacher's Wife

Gene Ross version.

Kriistal writes Monday morning:

After what the industry has just gone through with the HIV outbreak I am appaled and outraged that former Direct Model and wannabe agent, Sindy Lange would bring in a brand new girl [Kinzy] from Nebraska and start her working UNTESTED!

Well..., she was tested friday but had no results returned while Sindy worked her all weekend. It is shocking that not only would Sindy put this new, very shy, and somewhat scared girl to work without a valid test, but that there are several companies/people/whoever that would shoot her and male talent that would work with her.

And why you ask? Isnt it always about money? If these kind of things continue we are going to really screw ourselves.

I call Sindy Lange of Chameleon Models. She's shocked by the allegations. She says they have no merit. "I've got her doing solo and photo shoots, which she can do before getting a test."

From Nebrasks, Sindy Lange comes out to LA to work in porn for about ten days every month. "What we usually do is when we get here, we go down and get our tests. Then I book any magazines shoots, solo masturbation shoots, toy shoots that I can while we are waiting the two-or-three days for our tests. Our I'll shoot web content with my boyfriend with no test. Or another guy that we screw while we're down here. He's not talent. We use him a lot for our own web content.

"There was a guy [Ducatti Productions, Kevin Rubio aka Rockin' Rob] yesterday who was trying to scam on me. He wanted to pull off two pop shots [for the price of one]. I told him that a boy-girl scene is $800. If you want to do two scenes, I might do a discount, $1500 or something. He was upset because he wanted to shoot her before Peter North shot her. I told him that's not going to happen. I've already got things lined up with Peter North. He'll be shooting her first.

"He said, 'You're burning bridges. You're losing money. You're not a good agent. You need to take the money when it's there.'

"He's pissed off at me now because I won't book that with him and I won't let him scam on me."

Kriistal writes: "Sounds like she is trying to distract you, check with AIM and get the girls test date and see if you can find out who she worked with. Isn't that what's important? Hopefully her test turns out ok."

Sindy: "I've been in the industry since May. I've only been an agent for a month now. I only bring girls from the Mid-West and Nebraska. I'm still talent. I wouldn't book my models on anything I wouldn't do. I don't do anal but if they want to do anal, fine. But I wouldn't do a double-pop in one scene for $800 so there's no way in hell I'm going to send one of my models on that.

"He said, your girls aren't going to be around forever. I said -- I plan on them coming in at 18 and hanging around until they're 26 or so. I don't want my girls to come out here and get scared because everyone's trying to screw them over so they don't want to be a part of the industry.

"I'm friends with different agents. If I bring a girl from Nebrasks and she's feature quality, I'll send her over to an agency like LADirectModels. Or, if she's gonzo quality, I'll turn her over to a gonzo-type agency. The agencies that shoot more gonzo movies just have gonzo girls -- girls who aren't feature quality. Lower-end girls who do everything, all the nasty stuff, Max Hardcore, whatever.

"The first girl I brought out here was Montana Ray. She got scared of the industry and ran. I didn't want to make that kind of mistake with my new girl.

"I'm looking for girls from the Mid-West, 18-22. Most of them have not even modeled before. I tell them all about the business. I show them my movies. I tell them how much money they can make. If it is something you want to do, I'll bring you out here.

"I'm shooting content for my own web site -- sindylange.net and sexsindy.com."

You're blonde.

"I look different all the time. That's why I went with Chameleon Models. Every time I come out here to shoot, I look like a different person. Nobody recognizes me. They recognize my name."

Sindy, 24, has done about 15 hardcore movies and about ten scenes for the Internet. She looks full of Nebraskan corn-fed goodness.

"The girl [Kinzy] I have out here is straight from the corn field."

Were you a dancer?

"No, I was a teacher married to a preacher. I'm a mother also. My son's dad is a preacher (the Reformed Church). We got divorced. Not due to the business, but due to his life being so sheltered. He was a prisoner of his own life. Everybody looked up to him as a preacher who could do absolutely no wrong. A preacher is not supposed to get a speeding ticket. This is small-town Nebraska. If the preacher does something wrong, then it is known by everybody. It's too hard to live a life for the eyes of other people. I'm more about living a life for me.

"We just reached an agreement that we could work things out [and divorce]. I wasn't going to live as a prisoner of my own life. We just did it so that everything he owned before is his and everything I owned before is mine. We're still friends.

"I'm very down to earth. I'm a sophisticated girl. I've done a lot of hotel management and I've taught early child development (kids aged from six weeks old to five years). I've lived a straight-laced life.

"We were married for two years. He's the preacher of the town church. We were Reformed Church [in rural Nebraska] another thing that didn't make sense to me. Me, as a Christian, reading the Bible, you are not supposed to reform or revise.

"He was a 22yo virgin when I got with him. There was a lot of teaching. I got into my sex life a lot.

"As a child, I was a tomboy. I didn't wear a shirt until I was 12. I was not eye candy. None of the guys wanted to date me. They wanted to play football with me.

"I'd always looked through magazines and watched porn videos. I always wanted to be that girl in the movie or in the magazine.

"I'm looking at two years in the industry and then I'll be something else. I'll probably be a psychologist. I'm still going to school also.

"I just got breast implants in May (for $5,000). I don't like them. I have to sue my doctor. I'm going in to get new ones in about two months.

"The implant has fallen out of the muscle pocket on one side. He didn't center it under my nipple. I've got a little ridge. It looks like stubble on my breast. There's a crease. I have shoot at different angles. I have to hide it under my arm or put the guy's hand on it.

"The doctor says he didn't do anything wrong. It's a perfect breast job. It's not. He doesn't want to give me my money back. He doesn't want to fix it. I've got a lawyer back in Nebrasks who is hopefully going to sue him. It could be a two-year lawsuit but I'm hoping to pull the money out of my own pocket to get them redone in the next two months.

"I was a 34B. Now I'm a 34C. Some companies don't know if they want to shoot me. They don't know how it will look on camera. That's another reason I decided to be an agent too, so I'm not losing any money.

"I'm 5'6. 34-26-34."

Does your ex-husband know about your new line of work?

"Yes. He paid for my implants.

"I'm an easy-going girl. I'm not out to f--- anybody over. I'm not out to stab anybody in the back. Also, I'm not going to allow anybody else to f--- me over or stab me in the back. That's why Kevin [Rubio] was so pissed off last night. That's why I came unglued. You are not going to take my girl and do two pop shots [for the price of one]. If you wanted to [verb] on her chest, walk around the corner, [verb] again, and [verb] on her face. Ok, fine, for $900.

"He said, I'm telling Peter North. Fine. Peter North adores me. He knows that I am legitimate.

"I have not talked to Peter about Kevin and Peter has not spoken to me about Kevin.

"I believe that Peter North knows that Kevin's a weasel, a scammer.

"I eavesdropped on somebody else's conversation that Kevin bragged to Peter how he shot 60 scenes for free because he got these girls over there to shoot for their web site, and he's got their front page on this web site. That's what he did on me. He scammed on me. We shot a boy-girl scene for web content. He still hasn't given me a copy of the content for my web site. He got a free boy-girl scene out of me too. That's almost $60,000 worth of free scenes that he got by tricking people.

"He has this trick about paid auditions. A hundred dollars to make sure that you can do the Rockin' Rod special move. He says, 'I just want to make sure that the girls can take it.' If they're in porn, they can take it.

"First, this is a grey area. I don't want my girls thinking this is ok. If later on, the girls want to do a paid audition, that's on them. I look at that as prostitution.

"The only thing I hate about the industry is the scams. People think that because I'm from Nebrasks, I'm not street-smart. When I worked in hotel management (I set up an account at my hotel for all the porn star who did feature dancing), I talked to Ashlyn Gere for four years before I decided to get into the industry. She gave me a heads-up on a lot of things.

"I talked to Anna Malle, Alissa Alps, and all the porn stars that I could, because that was something I was interested in. When I felt like I had enough information, I made a plunge out here to LA."

How do you like LA?

"I don't like LA because people are treated like a number out here. Everybody's upset. There's no customer service. In Nebraska, it's calm, loving, kick-back. People wave at you. The customer's always right, no matter what. If you have a coupon from Wallmart, you can take that same coupon to other grocery stores, who will meet or beat that price.

"Here in California, I can't even get a negotation on a hotel room. When I worked for Choice Hotels and Days Inn, our company rate was $25 a night, no matter what room you had. If it was around here, they would say, we don't offer an employee discount at this time.

"I can see why people are frustrated out here. Look at the traffic. It's going to take you 90-minutes to get anywhere. In Nebraska, you are 20-minutes away from anything, no matter where you are or time of the day. People aren't stresesed. They get their service properly.

"I plan to stay living in Nebraska. I just come out here to shoot for ten days and grab my seven grand, and then go home for a month and sit with my son.

"I fired my first agent for trying to treat me like a whore rather than a porn star. LADirectModels. They'd give me last minute bookings for an hour away. I needed three hours. He [Derek] would get pissed off. I said, I'm not going to be treated like a f---ing whore. I'm a porn star here. I want to make a name for myself. He did it twice and I said, I don't want you to represent me anymore."

Was it harder to get work then?

"A little bit. But there's no hill that I can't climb.

"I've never done swinging. I've never done a girl in my personal life. I've never had a threesome in my personal life. I tried two girls on camera. I didn't like that. I don't have an orgasm while performing. I perform well. I get that passion from the mental note of my boyfriend making love to me. I f--- like crazy in the industry but I'm not interested in going behind the camera to get some kind of affection. I get that from my boyfriend.

"He won't come in the industry. He does get tested through AIM, but he doesn't want to have sex with other girls. Why go out for milk when you've got a cow at home?

"But he'll do scenes with me and let me put them on the web site. He'll do some threesomes with us."

KID ROCK Leaves Beverly Hills Nightclub With Porn Star JESSE JANE

Oct. 18, 2004 KID ROCK, who was once engaged to Tommy Lee's (ex-MÖTLEY CRÜE) ex-wife Pamela Anderson, was photographed leaving Prey nightclub in Beverly Hills, CA with porn star Jesse Jane (who is known to have been recently dating Lee) on Thursday (Oct. 14). Check out pictures from Mavrix Photo.

Digital Playground's exclusive contract superstar, Jesse Jane is featured on the cover of "Desensitized", DROWNING POOL's new album and she stars in their latest music video, "Step Up", which is available for download now on DrowningPool.com.

IslandGathering.com

Many leading members of the online industry gathered this weekend in Curacao (home of David van der Pool of Python and CE Cash) at a party sponsored by Epoch/Paycom. It gave Epoch CEO Chris Mallick a chance to visit with his offshore banking accounts.

It seems that many people are staying away from Rick Latona's dollars.com because of patent uncertainties. People worried that the only two players in Billing are CCBill and Paycom.

According to posts Monday morning on GFY, Paycom, CCBill, and IBill were all down for much of the weekend.

Lori from XBiz was there aggressively promoting her company.

Charles Geerts Drama In Holland

It's personal. It's business. It's off the hook.

Don't know more yet.

Charlie created Scala, the huge European porn distributor, and supposedly left the company years ago. He now owns the bulk of the hooker windows in Amsterdam.

At the Amsterdam porn convention, everybody's going to see Scala like lemmings.

The Berlin porn show starts Wednesday.

Journalist Harris Gaffin met gold-chain wearing, (rich thugish drug-smuggler lookalikes) leaders within the European porn distributor SCALA in Amsterdam in 1997. "It was like a movie," remembers Harris. "We were in a five star hotel on the coast of Holland. A friend of mine introduces me to the people of SCALA. They're casual, a little too young to be retired, but they're retired. They've got gold chains and open shirts, but no hair on their chests. They're Dutch. Blonde hair. They sported gold Rolex watches. They paid for the drinks. They seemed street savvy. They were rough. You felt like they had an empire that they were trying not to show, but at the same time wanted you to see. With all their gold [jewelry]. It's nice for the waitress to know, 'Don't mess with us and make sure our drinks come on time. We'll leave a big tip.' These guys had cash."

Everyone's Pretty

Lydia Millet is publishing this novel February 9, 2005 from Soft Skull Press:

Everyone's Pretty is a savagely funny novel about the search for God, sex, and significance. When he's not drinking himself into a stupor, stealing credit cards to pay for sex, or plotting his fame with a horny midget, Los Angeles pornographer Dean Decetes entertains messianic delusions and freeloads wantonly from his spinster sister. Distancing herself from her deadbeat sibling, Bucella obsesses over the quasi-religious love notes she writes to her boss and reassures a coterie of codependent coworkers, including a hygiene-phobic Christian Scientist and a depressive blonde bombshell named Alice. Next door, a teenage math genius has endured humiliation at the hands of her mother and is running away from home. She hightails it to a local dive and hooks up with Dean's editor from the porno magazine. Told from five hilariously bizarre points of view, this novel serves up a fabulously florid cast of characters, many inspired by author Lydia Millet's two-year stint working at Larry Flynt Publications.

A friend writes Luke: "Just read the excerpt from her new book about the pornographer with messianic delusions. The character Decetes sounds like you. His father is a missionary. He talks about religion constantly. He provokes people constantly. He admits it. He has a weak constitution. He has one beer and he's pulled over nad he's technically drunk. The cop puts him in the back of the car and Decetes starts babbling about religion and insulting the cop at the same time. So the cop drops him off in the middle of South Central, which is what Mike Albo [former editor of Hustler Erotic Video Guide] did to you [8/9/99]."

Asia Carrera Update

Yesterday Don and I had dinner at the Turtle Bay Hilton, where they happened to be hosting the Miss Hawaiian Tropic pageant over the weekend. I took one look at all the super-skinny swimsuit models strutting their stuff around the resort, and big fat crocodile tears started welling up in my eyes. I couldn't help it!! I used to look like that! And now I'm a MOOSE!! WAAHHHH!!! But Don gave me lots of hugs and kisses and told me how proud he was that I put my figure and career behind me to focus on having a healthy baby, and that he thinks I'm truly more beautiful to him than ever! (does this guy always know the right thing to say or what??) So Don got me all smiles again, and we went off to enjoy our dinner, where I happily scarfed down a huge mess of seafood while snickering at all the skinny swimsuit models who could only pick at their food. Hehehe!!

Novelist Graham Greene's Restless Sexuality

From NYT:

Though he talked of dumping Vivien, he never divorced her. His marriage kept him from ever having to commit himself entirely to his mistresses -- Dorothy Glover, whom we meet early in Volume 2 and whom he was seeing as his marriage ended, and others, notably Catherine Walston, with whom he had a passionate affair (much of Volume 2), and finally a friendship that lasted until her death. This Walston affair is recounted in many hundreds more letters. A passionate affair for Greene might inspire a 15-page letter but did not imply fidelity. For one thing, many if not most of his affairs were conducted with married women, whose cuckolded husbands could do little except sigh or issue meaningless ultimatums. He had his own reasons for choosing married women and constantly being involved in menages a trois -- or quatre, or cinq for that matter. On her conversion to Roman Catholicism, Catherine Walston developed a thing for priests -- and, as she was madly attractive, the priests eagerly returned her attentions. By way of response Catherine's husband, Harry, just shrugged and took up with the cast-off Dorothy Glover, and while Greene objected to the priests, he himself was involved (we are now in Volume 3) with Anita Bjork, a Swedish actress, and then with Yvonne Cloetta, the wife of a diplomat in Cameroon, whose husband did not have a clue. Is it any wonder that Greene's books are full of adulteries? ''Greene's truth is in his fiction,'' Sherry says, and demonstrates this again and again. One might also add that since childhood looms large in Greene's work, there is something in the very nature of a Greene adultery -- and perhaps adultery in general -- that can make it seem as thrilling as a child's game: the hiding, the secrets, the lies, the playacting, the giggling satisfaction, the guilt; even the furtive sex itself.

An illustrative moment of Greene's childish perversity occurs in Jamaica in 1959, when on vacation with Catherine he writes to a friend: ''In spite of the pleasant life here (& my 500 words a day) my mind strays an awful lot to Douala [Yvonne] -- not to speak of Stockholm [Anita]. Perhaps the Dutch widow is the real solution!'' Since he is still married to Vivien, he has five women in his life at this point (and is working on ''A Burnt-Out Case''). A month later, he is traveling in the Pacific with a friend, Michael Meyer. Though a previous biographer, Michael Shelden, suggested Greene had spells of homosexual behavior, Sherry disputes the claim. Sherry takes the line that Greene preferred married women because they asked so little of him. ''Married women are the easiest,'' as Querry says in ''A Burnt-Out Case.''

It All Begins With a Date

A Prayer for Luke.

Dear G-d: Save me from the awesome power of the young tall svelte buxom shiksas who covet my genes. Save me from the weakness within that compels me to fall for their blandisments. Save me from my own desires. Guide me onto the path laid out by your Law, whether written or oral, so that henceforth my seed shall fall only on fertile Jewish soil.

I have experienced first-hand the damage to the yiddishe neshama (Jewish soul) that flows from dating a tall blonde sweet kind loving buxom Gentile beauty. Within a few days, I was no longer wrapping tefillin. I started eating vegetarian in non-kosher restaurants and began watching R-rated movies. I am sure I am not alone.

Energized by my experience to combat this threat to Jewish continuity, I am launching a lecture tour around North America to speak out against inter-dating. Book me into your shul now. Due to the severity of this crisis, I'm willing to speak in non-Orthodox synagogues.

Shayne Shiksa writes:

Dear G-d, May Luke not fall into the temptation of lusting after the curves of tall blonde women. May he instead find mutual gratification and stimulation in the mind of said women. May she not recoil from his staggering IQ, and may she refrain from saying Your name in vain when Luke's physical urges become so strong, that he would walk over water to arrive on the shores of sin. Keep him far from those shores, lest the sand get under his toenails and infuse his spirit with wickedness.

Forgive Luke's transgressions, for to his credit, he refrains from polluting Jewish women with pre-marital DNA. Please give Luke the strength and will to resist the wicked who so blatantly seek to steal his genes, unable to resist the idea of intelligent and suave propagation.

When you see me, please don't just offer your hand. Why shouldn't we have a hug?

The Duke Floored Family of Blogs has grown so large that, in light of my obligations as a Jew, I have chosen to farm out some of the work from time to time. In the case of this blog, much of the political commentary is provided by others. (In particular, Rabbi Gadol is the one who drafted the political platform, a platform that I heartily endorse - although I do not loath George Bush as much as he, and likely will vote for Bush.) However, my writings on personal matters remain personal to me, and your responses here do count, if you meet the base-line criteria I set forth. Please note that these criteria are mandated by the Bible, lest I find myself spilling seed where it cannot possibly do me or the Jewish people any good.

Thriving On Drama

I call my friend Travis. "I had another banner night last night," he sighs. "A chick I banged a couple of months ago. I told you I picked her up out of a strip club. She's 20. Aren't they fun? The natural boob thing blows me away."

A wonderful lover?

"Listen to you. She's a good ----."

I'm not comfortable using that kind of language.

"I took myself off the Paxil. I had no sex drive. The last three days, it is all back. I'd rather stay completely schizo and get a hard-on. My thing was so firm it almost broke off this morning. Something about lying in bed with a 20yo body and feeling that skin. She was sleeping. I was thinking -- should I just rub her or jack off on her face?

"When she woke up, she said -- 'You're such a gentleman.' Why? 'Normally I wake up and there's cum all over my face.' Guys do that to you? 'You'd be surprised what some dudes do.' I said, if I had whacked off on your face last night while you were sleeping, you would've been cool with it? She said, 'If you would've told me to wash my face first thing in the morning.' I'm like, wow.

"I was satiated. I was at the right place at the right time last night. I made love to her twice. Only once will she remember. Hold on, my mom is calling me."

A minute later.

How did you get the girl?

"I picked her up at a [strip] club one night. It's a great story for men everywhere.

"I don't do hard drugs anymore, but a friend of mine had given me a couple hits of Ecstasy to give away some friends, to see if they wanted [to buy] some. I gave away all but two hits of the stuff. I left them in my pocket.

"One night I go to a strip club. I go to my pocket to look for my money and there's the Ecstasy. I thought, I'm bored. It's Saturday night. I'll take one of these things and see what happens.

"I walked into the club and thought -- the last time I was here, four years ago, I used to bang this stripper named Barbara Jane, BJ. What are the odds of her being here four years later?

"I walk in and the s--- starts hitting me and my whole body is in waves. I'm tripping. I see this big heavy-set blonde behind the bar. She runs up from behind the bar and gives me a big hug. I think, who the ---- is this broad? She says it's me, BJ. She's had four kids since I've seen her.

"She says, 'Ooh, I've missed you. You're great. I'm going to find you the dirtiest little slut in this place. I know what you like.' She brings out this 20yo who starts dancing for me. I'm in a different world. She starts smelling me. She says I smelling good. 'Are you rolling? Are you on some kind of drug? I'm getting high off your pheromones.' Yeah, as a matter I am. She says, 'I'm going to take you home and f--- you. You're too cute.'

"I said, 'Yeah, I wish I had a dollar for every stripper who told me that for the three-minutes of a song.' She says, I'm serious. When I get done dancing here, wait outside. I'm going to come out in ten minutes.

"When she's done dancing, I go out to my car. I'm sitting there. My whole body is in waves. Everything is slowed down. I'm tripping. Then I have a moment of clarity -- this girl ain't coming outside. She's going out the back door. She got my money and is gone.

"Just then she pops out of the door and says, come on. I take her home. She gets in the shower and says, come in and join me. I walk in and she's got this 20yo body and I freak out. She says, would you do me a favor? What? Could I see your ----?

"I end up banging her five times that night. Normally I can't even find my dick on hard drugs. This s---, whatever it was, was tremendous. This girl would not stop sucking my ----. She was crazy. She rocked my world. All night long.

"I get up at 7am. I'm still buzzing. I leave her house. She lives in the gayest area. It's like West Hollywood. It's Sunday morning. I get lost on my way to the freeway. I see all these colors coming towards me. Men marching. It was the gay pride parade. I say, how do I get to the freeway? 'You look like you had a rough night.' You have no idea. 'Come follow us.' Gotta go."

Did you stay in touch with her?

"I saw her one time after that. Then I bumbed into her last night at the club. She was having a bad night. Some guy tried grabbing her. She was pissed. She said, take me out of here. Take me home. I was there to see my other girl that I'd been seeing. She knew I was seeing this other chick and she got all territorial. Stripper girls are the best."

How many chicks have you banged in the last ten days?

"Four [all in their twenties]. You're not writing any of this ---- are you?"

No.

"It's good stuff. The broker I get, the more [noun] I get. That's why all these porn stars support their men.

"I did get her number but she was in the hospital for two weeks. I couldn't get a hold of her. She took 63 Excedrin PM one night and chased it with a bottle of vodka.

"I guess she got really sick. She tried to kill herself. I said, wow, that must've been an Excedrin headache. Needless to say, she looks a lot thinner."

I can't imagine [verb] on a girl's face while she's sleeping.

"I think I did once, a long time ago. I was drunk and horny. I just have an issue with her waking up and... It's kinda weird, right?

"I thought that was the greatest quote ever -- 'You were a real gentleman last night. You played with my hair. You were real nice. There was no dry cum on my face.' I said, what? Are you kidding me? I didn't know if she was putting me on. She says, 'No. Guys jack off on my face when I pass out.'

"She was pretty drugged up last night. Soma -- a muscle relaxant. She was shaking. I could put her in any position.

"I took her home from work and went to her place downtown. We start having a cocktail and she starts crying. Over what I don't even know. She says, I don't want to be alone tonight. Can I pack my stuff and come back to your place? That was after I had been there 90-minutes. We drove 40 minutes to my place. She was all f----- up on Soma. We started f------ around. She fell asleep. When she woke up, she didn't remember anything about f----- last night.

"Drama. I thrive on it though."

XBiz World

I got a look at the new industry magazine XBiz World. It seems solid with a good chance of success, like most, if not all, of the business ventures Alec Helmy starts. He began on his own in 1996 and has stayed lean.

XBiz World looks like a trade magazine. Reads like a trade magazine. It has two main magazine competitors -- AVN Online and Klixxx. AVN is the powerful establishment, the 800-pound gorilla. AVNOnline magazine looks good. They have some big names writing for it including Paul Krassner. They run a ton of press releases but also have a lot of useful information in every issue.

What will make XBiz World sink or float is the quality of the writing. Will they use the best writers (they pay 50c a word, and promptly, Gretchen at Xbiz dot com)? Will these writers do their best work? Will they talk to the smartest, most informed people, for stories or will they simply rehash previously published information?

I only saw a page of press releases in the debut issue. There's an excellent frontpage article by Rodger Jacobs on the iBill saga.

What Are The Implications Of XPays Affiliate-Pooling Technology Patent?

Jacko writes: "This is the reason Evan Horowitz of Xpays.com doesn't like dollars.com. He claims they are infringing on his patents. Webmasters are going to have to jump aboard with his new program or step to the side."

XPays has been seeking this patent since 1999. They have big plans for making money on this. Everyone who uses an affiliate program within an affiliate program will have to jump on board. Dollars.com (Rick Latona, Chris Mallick), VOD companies, are all infringing on the patent.

Evan and Rick Latona had a big fight on GFY a few weeks ago.

Barry Bonds Visits Porn Set

Gene Ross writes:

Stormy then mentioned that she had a whole baseball team show up on her set that day. When pressed for details, Stormy revealed that it was members of the San Francisco Giants who were in town at the time to play the Los Angeles Dodgers. "They came on my set to meet me. It was two weeks ago." Stormy said she wasn't sure who set it up but Wicked asked her if it was okay.

Wankus speculated that maybe it was Tommy Lasorda who set it up. "He's a major porn fan- he shows up on a lot of the sets rumor has it." Stormy said maybe six players showed up and one was really cute, according to her. Stormy mentioned that Barry Bonds was among the players. "He was very nice. They were very respectful. They stood out in the sun and watched the girl-girl scene- from a distance. They were actually afraid to talk to the girls so I went over. One guy was really cute. His name was Dustin. He's from Mississippi. He had a southern accent. But he's married. I fixed him something to eat."

Legends of the Fall

When I came to Los Angeles in March 1994, I began hitting hard on women. I hooked up with a girl who'd been on my dorm floor in UCLA in 1988. It was the culmination of a six-year longing.

I got around but I was scared and lonely in the big city.

I dated on-and-off this classy good beautiful Gentile women ten years older than me. I took her to temple a few times and to the movies. She wouldn't sleep with me.

One Sunday afternoon, I took her to Legends of the Fall. I cried through the last half of the movie -- after the beautiful young mother died. I don't think any movie has moved me so much. It indicates how lost and lonely I was. I was still snivelling an hour after the end of the movie. The movie touched on some of my core issues.

I never did sleep with the woman.

Tears are not an effective way of seducing women.

In January of 2004, I went to see Big Fish with a woman I had dated on and off. I loved the movie and cried at the end. She was not moved by the movie. She wouldn't sleep with me that night.

It was the last time we went out.

I saw Legends of the Fall on video nine years later. It was only my second viewing. I barely cried.

This week, I rented Big Fish. I watched a bit Thursday over lunch on my TV screen. Then I watched the last 40 minutes over lunch today. I interrupted it to take a long phone call. I ate my lunch. But when the movie culminated, and I had put my salad aside, the tears streamed down my face. I was more moved than ever. The funeral scene dissolved me.

I think it helps to have a troubled relationship with your father to appreciate Big Fish.

Part of me aches to believe my father's stories are true.

Trey Kaiser Of Dark Star Video

BC writes Gene Ross:

On 2-17-2004 your publication ran an article on "Mark" who is really Trey Kaiser of Dark Star Video. He was recently convicted of making terrorist threats toward one of his "models". He was also convicted of 5 counts of pimping. He served four months in jail and has a 3 year suspended prison sentence. His business is nothing more than a front to dupe women into having sex with him. Your article was entirely accurate.

Questions About Eric Edwards' Ex-Wife Arcadia Lake - Michelle Carpenter

1. What was her last film? Was it Behind the Brown Door? LBO. Who directed it etc. Who starred in it.

2. Who was Eric Edwards' fan who looked after Arcadia in the days leading up to her death?

Ripped Off By Adultbouncer

Jinxed writes on RAME: "I joined adultbouncer about a month ago and cancelled my membership within the week. Nothing works on any of the sites. They told me there was some technical difficulties but it would be back to normal shortly. A month later and still nothing works. Is it only me or are any other AB members having problems?"

Bobby writes: "I'll never join another adult site. I've had two occasions where they passed my credit card to other sites and started charging me monthly without my consent."

The Ride to Perdition

From Miami New Times:

Miami-based Bangbus.com is a leading purveyor of Internet porn, but at what cost to naïve models?

"Bangbus has everyone sign the same model release, and none of the model releases, and I know because I drafted it, none of the model releases authorize Bangbus to display their content for a period of two weeks. That's not standard in the industry. No Website does that," said Walters by phone from his office in Orlando. He was the only person from Ox Ideas who would speak with New Times; all other company officials declined repeated requests for interviews and comments.

But it wasn't until the advent of Ox Ideas that our town became a feeding ground for executive pimps.

When co-workers and patrons from Lori's restaurant job downloaded her Bangbus episode, they instantly recognized her. Not only was her image the Bangbus feature of the week, but, by the next day, people had already started to trade her video file, much as music lovers do with MP3s, on peer-to-peer file sharing networks such as Kazaa and WinMX. Once it was posted to one of these networks, Lori's video file was renamed with her true identity and workplace.

Jade Dragon writes on GFY:

Anyone who thinks this makes the industry look bad does not like porn anyway so why should we even worry about it. When I had some non industry people read it they thought:

1) The girl was stupid
2) She lied or the lawyer lied (most likely her)
3) The people who run porn companies make a lot of money and are cool.

People who thought that Ox Ideas was evil already did not like porn and when I made them give a reason other than not already disliking the industry they could not come up with logically how this was not all the girl's fault.

1) She walked into a CORPORATE office not someone's house. Do a google or yahoo search for the name of the company, .36 seconds later you can take the first link. It shows you all of their sites, each of those sites has a free downloadable trailor like any good porn site

2) She is well over 18, not that an 18 year old is an excuse. You are deemed old enough by the governing body of this country to make your own decisions then you are responsible for your own decisions

3) Her boyfriend f-cked her not one time but twice. Got her pregnant (her choice also) and then took the money for being her pimp and left her OWNED!

4) Internet porn does not go away in 2 weeks, sh-t dvd/vhs porn does not go away in 2 weeks, anyone with an ounce of common sense knows that it is going to be out there forever now.

So even IF I believed they told her that it does not matter, that was just stupid to think it would just go away in 2 weeks.

And what the hell is up with McKay. He is not all that good looking and certainly not built. He was picked up out of a dead end job and told he could f-ck chics, and they were payed 300 a shoot? How many of you guys out there pay the male star 300 a day let alone each time. He was making all of 10.00 an hour if he was lucky and spent what time he could have been getting educated as the front man of some emo/goth band chasing fame and he has the nerve to complain about this. He would be just another post 22 year old serving one of us a mocha sippy at some coffee shop full of emo/goth/punks talking about how outcasted they are if not for Entner, he should be kissing his chubby ass for more than doubling his wage and making him famous! If he knew anything about anything he could book himself on Howerd Stern and he could have branched out on his own and used his shoots with Ox to perhaps launch is own site or something. This is if he had not wasted the 300.00 a shoot on political statement filled shirts and strings for his guitar.

Tony404 writes: "That article was embarrassing and I didn't think anyone was cool. It shows us to the general public as slime , that doesn't make me happy. I have sent many girls to Score to do soft and hardcore shoots and they were dealt with a high degree of respect and no surprises were thrown on them. Score is a very successful company showing you can do adult and have a high degree of integrity. Unfortunately slime sells more papers."

Zenman writes on XXXPornTalk.com: "The part in the article where they made the girl cry gave me an erection. If they hadn't edited that part out I would have joined. Note to Jeff: can you make more whores cry in your films? It lends to the verité."

Cobalt60 writes on ADT: "I can't decide which is the moral of the story: ask a friend for abortion money before you f-ck on camera if you don't want to be recognized, that porn can be exploitative, that P2P is a great way to get free porn, that kids are watching it, that you get can rich as hell doing this (especially when an article mentions and hotlinks to every one of your websites, but hey - I'm a suspicious bastard) and get high and generally not give a f-ck about anyone but yourself (and have actual contempt for the women without whom you would have no f-cking money), that cops can be bribed with gratuitous nudity, that .. ah, never mind."

Tiana Lynn Twisting In The Wind?

Gene Ross reports:

Tianna Lynn was on for a better part of an hour on Cytherea's KSEX show, www.ksexradio.com Thursday night explaining her medical condition. And, after the explanation, you might still need an explanation because it basically comes down to this: Lynn said she had Hepatitis C but she doesn't have Hepatitis C. If that sounds confusing, Lynn in an interview I had with her after the show said think of what she's going through.

Melissa Lauren Interview

I've been reading the wit and wisdom of Melissa Lauren on industry chatboards and I've been hearing about her extreme scenes. So I sent her an email and asked her for an interview.

She calls me back Thursday evening after a hard day's work.

When you were a little girl in France, what did you want to be when you grew up?

"I wanted to be a pilot in the Air Force. I wanted to be a doctor. I wasn't into studying, so I went to a cooking school. I studied there for three years. I worked as a cook. Then I started in porn."

How did you get into porn?

"I was reading a newspaper and I was looking at the job offers. There was an advertisement for a French director (Jean B. Root). I visited his Web site. I called him. I did my first scene six days later. It was June 2003.

"I've done about 100 scenes, most of them in America. I did about ten Internet scenes. About 30 movies in Europe."

How would you compare the industry in America to the one in Europe?

"It's pretty much the same. Europeans go to America to shoot and Americans go to Europe to shoot."

What did your family expect of you?

"They expected me to study and be a lawyer or a doctor. They're ok with what I am doing now."

How did you tell them?

"They found out from somebody else. I didn't know how to tell my parents -- oh, I'm a porn girl now. I started in June. I was interviewed for a TV show in France. They filmed my second scene. It was my first DP (double penetration). It was on TV in September. My father saw that and he called me right away.

"He said, 'I saw you somewhere on TV. What were you doing there?' It was right in the DP. I was like, oh, yeah. At first, they were really scared. They thought I'd be doing drugs and being abused. They had a bad vision of this industry. Then I told them I was happy with what I was doing. I was not doing drugs. I was just like normal. They were ok with that and they told me to go for it."

How do you like Los Angeles?

"I like Los Angeles. The weather is nice. The work is great. I travel back and forth from France to America."

What do you love and what do you hate about the industry?

"I hate the stupid people who are irresponsible and f--- with strangers without condoms, without tests. I hate all the STDs. I hate that most of the girls are f------ drug addicts. I started in porn because I love sex. I wanted to try new things that I didn't do in my private life before. I love that I get to travel and meet new people."

What was it like the first time you did double penetration?

"It was scary. I was in France and one of the two guys was huge. I didn't know if I could take it. But everything went well. The guys were really nice."

So you haven't had any bad experiences?

"I've had bad experiences when some directors tried to abuse the girls. They would try to force you to do things that you don't want to do. That was just when I started. Now I am clear -- I don't do this. I don't do that. I'm not ok with this. I take my stuff and I leave. You have to have a strong personality."

Did this happen in Europe?

"Yes. I've never had any problems here."

What do you want to get out of your time in the industry?

"A lot of sex. I'm not looking for anything special. I don't care about being a huge porn star. I just want to have fun and try everything I can try."

What do you do when you are not doing porn?

"I like to hang out, go to movies, go shopping, go to the beach. I work out, so I go to the gym. I have a regular life outside of the set."

What do you want to do with your life once you leave the industry?

"I want to get married and have kids. I want to open a restaurant."

Do you ever think about how being a porn star will affect you in the future?

"I thought about that a lot before I started and I just don't care what people think. I'm just living for myself. I don't care about these people who will say -- oh, you're a whore. I don't care because I am having fun."

Have you had a lot of people who have given you a hard time about your work in porn?

"No. My stepmother did. When I was in France, people recognize me in the streets sometimes because I was on TV shows and stuff. Usually it was nice comments. I've never had anyone come to me and say -- 'Oh, you're a f------ whore. I have no respect for you.' I've never been in a situation like that."

You've got a reputation for doing some extreme stuff on camera.

She laughs. "I do. I'm doing what I like. I like rough sex. I like crazy stuff like double anal. I like to perform in films I'd like to watch. I watch a lot of porn. I'm always trying to give my best and do what I think is going to turn on people."

How do you feel after having done double anal?

"First, I was scared. I didn't think I could do it. In June, I was in Europe shooting for Platinum X Pictures. It was a two-girl six-guy scene. I just say to the guys -- now, let's do double anal. It went really well, really easy.

"Some people say it is dangerous because you have more chances to transmit HIV and STDs. I don't think it is more dangerous than doing a cream pie [where multiple men ejaculate inside a woman]."

Have you ever gotten injured from doing porn?

"Yeah. Last March, I got a really serious infection. My pussy was really sore, really bad. It was a pelvic inflammatory disease. I went to the hospital in Los Angeles. They had to send me back to France to go to surgery. I was freaking out. I thought I could never do porn again. The doctor told me that when you do ass-to-pussy, or other girls' pussy to your pussy... I don't do that anymore now. They told me they are not sure that I can have kids or get pregnant.

"I think most of the girls are not aware of what they risk by doing that. It is very bad.

"Aside from that, I've had chlamydia two times."

How have you changed from working in this industry?

"I'm totally different. My personality has stayed the same, but sexually I've changed a lot. When I started, I wasn't confident about my body. I didn't want people to see me naked, even if it was just my boyfriend. I was shy. I learned how to suck cocks from movies."

Any other ways you have changed aside from sexual things?

"No."

Looks like iBill is blowing off Adult.com's lawyers

Lensman posts on GFY:

Still billing some of our customers and and not paying us. We want to move our customers to another IPSP, and they are not responding our lawyers. I guess keeping our database and our money is more important. Looks like lawsuit time. I'll keep everyone posted.

Lori Not Happy with Adultfyi Story

"I wish that you had highlighted my positive qualities."

Farley Cahen Named Publisher of AVN Online Magazine

AVN.com reports:

CHATSWORTH, Calif. - AVN Publications has tapped Farley Cahen to be publisher of AVN Online magazine and to steer the Web-based Adult business monthly in a new direction. Cahen was formerly AVN's Director of Internet Development, where he was the architect of a successful turnaround of AVN's Internet Division. Cahen was responsible for building state-of-the-art database systems, strengthening industry relationships, generating new business, implementing new online properties, and revitalizing the brand/marketing plan.

Why Is Another Coke Head Ascending To The Top Of AVN?

Buck Henry writes: "I've seen this guy snivelling and sniffing at the bar at the Venetian during trade shows. He does a ton of drugs. Why does AVN keep appointing drug users to important positions?"

Luke says: To the best of my knowledge, Paul Fishbein does not do drugs. Frankly, what people do in privacy is their own business, not mine. Farley Cahen has proved himself more than competent and he rightly deserves this promotion. He's a good guy.

Phil Rivers writes: "Will this promotion hurt AVN's problem with Jennifer Rosenblatt? Again, they are appointing a man to a position of power. Jennifer and Darren Roberts brought Farley into AVN circa 2001."

I believe associate publisher of AVN Online was the title Jennifer Rosenblatt wanted. She believes she created the magazine and deserved that position.

I wonder how this promotion will affect Farley's close friendship with Kevin Blatt, the brother of Darren Blatt, the husband of Jennifer Rosenblatt.

Travis writes: "Isn't Farley known around AVN as Darren Roberts' snitch? Doesn't he have the ability to read AVN employee emails?"