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Mike South To Produce Documentary Video

South River Video will help produce a 90 minute video documentary of local Atlanta recording artists Lil Jon & the East Side Boyz. Mike South, Owner of South River Video says: "I was approached by Twisted Productions, a mainstream Independent film company here in Atlanta to help in shooting the sex aspects of the Lil Jon Documentary. I have worked with Andrew Adler once before on another project that should see mainstream release this year, and I was delighted to work on this one. Lil Jon is not a has been rapper, his music is current and he has 2 gold records behind him, we think that this one will go platinum. I can't give too much detail as to exactly what is happening in the project but I am to direct the sex in this documentary and there is plenty of it. I am excited about this and will have more to say in the coming weeks."

Lil Jon & The Eastside Boyz History: After releasing Who u Wit independently in 1996 they created a new genre called crunk music!! Lil Jon took his crunk music style nation wide and broke the new sound to underground audiences everywhere. Many clubs and radio stations have banned their music saying they incite violence. But Lil Jon and the East Side Boyz Live on with the #1 independent single of 2000 I Like dem Girls which reached #3 on the billboard chart and stayed on the chart of more than 36 weeks.

Collection For DUC's New Camera

There have been derogatory remarks about my pictures on Oprano.com and elsewhere (that means you Steve Orenstein) and so I'm taking up a collection to buy me a new camera.

Confucy writes on Oprano.com: "Scott [Phillips], you talk at though you are one of the owners of Oprano. Babee, you don't have enough stolen cash to keep me in line. I heard that ---- needs money for a new digital camera. Here's the deal, MafiaScott...come up with the money to buy a Nikon 5000 CoolPix camera, and you can have my undevoted services for one week. That's a bargain. We'll sign a contract. Then you can personally send the camera or the money directly to your biggest fan."

Charles Carreon writes on Oprano.com: "I think that the problems between Gary and myself are really small matters. We were wonderful friends, we won Sex.Com, and now we're having a lawsuit over the money. Neither of us will ever miss a meal, and we are more than capable of taking care of ourselves. And as far as my being willing to spend a lot to vindicate my rights -- principles are important. Besides which, I'm gonna lay out the whole story in my soon-to-be-published nonfiction epic, The Sex.Com Chronicles, and I wouldn't want to spoil the fun."

XXX says: "Sex.Com is like King's Tut's curse. It ruins lives of everybody who gets in contact with it."

Scott Phillips writes: "Serge, I can't stand Luke's fetid attempts to hide his childish desire for attention behind a cloak of journalistic legitimacy. However I can stand it enough that it's not going to stop me from sponsoring his site. I'm a hypocrite."

Why Can't We All Get Along?

There was a pissing match on Oprano.com last night and this morning, 9/11/02, and Serge Birbrair and Mike AI were right in the middle of it. They later apologized. The two of them blasted Darren Blatt aka D$ over a missing Oprano banner. D$ was accused of being a thief. D$ had no idea he was being bashed on the boards last night because he was asleep while it was going on.

The D in D$ stands for diplomat.

Confucy writes on Oprano.com: Where I come from, people do make mistakes but they don't announce them on the radio, the local paper, or the internet. They pick up a phone and make a call, or they meet and work out the problem. Why can't porn webmasters do the same?

Confucy writes: "How come D$ brings in these old black dudes who are drugged to the hilt and pretty damn boring? How about some young performers who are drugfree."

Darren Blatt aka D$ writes on Oprano.com: Let's see... Hanson is not into drugs. You know, I never realized that was the perception of a Players Ball artist. I usually get the best artist for the budget. Let's see,

MC Ice-T - Probably not on drugs, but looks like he is. The song Cop killer probably isn't much better then doing drugs.
P-Funk's band - most smoke chronic.
Fishbone - They must be on drugs.
Doug E Fresh - Drug Free
Slick Rick - Drug free
Long Beach Dub Allstars - All f---ed up on something

Snoop - fo shizzle Third World - Find me a reggae band that doesn't smoke weed.
Digital Underground - Chronic and E DJ Sasha - E (he's white though)

Yeah, I guess a lot are on something, but I think my drug to no drug ratio is about the industry average as a whole. On another note, I'm over the whole D$ gets slammed over an easy mistake thing. However, Serge and MikeAI both have me in their ICQ's and never sent me one before blasting me. I was blasted the second it happened. If it should ever happen again, just ICQ me. Don't make me date you first.

Mutt writes on Oprano.com: Whoa is Python spamming like crazy lately. Like half of my porn spams wind up at a Python site.

Confucy writes: Serge, I came to California from Indiana with $180 dollars in my purse and I didn't know a soul. But I read an article about you starting a sign business where you struggled and worked and struggled some more. I was inspired, and I looked at your furry little face and I knew I could make it in Hollywood. And I made it without getting down on my knees or stripping off my clothes in front of horny porn addicts. Thank you, Serge. That is why I am helping you with Oprano without pay. All I ask is that you help poor webmasters who need digital cameras.

Webmasters On and Off The Wagon

Some major porn webmasters have fallen off the alcohol and dope wagon while several others have gone to rehab. Methamphetamine is a drug of choice.

GVA Open House

Scott Stein writes: San Francisco, California - General Video West, Erotech, Profit Pak and San-Oak will once again be presenting a forum for retailers and manufacturers to meet and conduct business.

The Open House, currently in its 15th year, will be held Friday, September 27th at General Video West's corporate offices. This year's Open House, festively themed "Margaritaville ReduXXX," will feature over 50 Adult Video & Novelty Manufacturers including: Adam & Eve, Metro, Sin City, VCA, Vivid, Wicked, California Exotic Novelties, Doc Johnson, Erostar, Nasswalk and Topco.

The event will also afford the retailers an opportunity to meet many of today's most popular adult talent. Among the performers scheduled to appear are: Jenna Jameson, Tera Patrick, Julia Ann, Lacey, Monique Alexander, Alexandra Silk, Ron Jeremy and Sean Michaels.

For additional information on General Video West, Erotech or GVA West's Open House, please contact Bob Wolf at @ 800.748.6366 or via e-mail at Bob@adultsupersource.com.

Jimmy D's Jealousy Over Michael Raven Knows No Bounds

From www.simplyjimmyd.com: "I just read Henri Pachards flattering love tome to Michael Raven on the 'Yes Portal' site and I thought, "I'll take the bait and have a look at the trailer for this epic masterpiece, "Paradise Lost," which according to the site, cost $125,000 and also according to the site, utilized almost every Hollywood film technician who wasn't currently working for Steven Spielberg. (Man, those guys must work cheaper than I thought!)"

The Trouble With Big Boobs

S.K. Smith explains. The big rack presents not only a physical barrier to comfort but also a social one. You get stared at when people think you’re not looking. You get introduced to somebody and they maintain eye contact for minutes on end to assure you that they’re not looking Down There. You get a hug and it’s either limp and distant or uncomfortably snug. And don’t even thinking about holding babies. The only thing more embarrassing than having a friend’s dog sniff your bits is having a friend’s child look for lunch beneath your shirt.

Nina De Ponca

JMT writes on RAME: Yeah, I saw her once at the MSC in SF (w/ Ebony Ayes), and she seemed like she was floating around in la-la land. Don't know if it was drugs or if she was just like that. High point of the day was some guy arranging to do a photo shoot with her right in the lobby of the place, with half the theatre patrons crowded around, slack-jawed and drooling.

David Aaron Clark

David Aaron Clark writes on RAME: The S.F. Valley porn industry is 99 percent thieves and snake-oil salesmen -- from the most supposedly hoity-toity companies who don't care what kind of crap they package to the bottom-feeders who rip-off performers, directors, producers and the public. To say that vice industries attract such folk doesn't even excuse it -- I don't think I've met a drug dealer in my lifetime as mercilessly dishonest and manipulative as your average porn magnate."

Jimmy Spoonful Writes: dac was fired from elite for being a snake oil saleman. he was accused of...trying to resell scenes already sold to other companies. Stay away from this guy. he's one of the snakiest people i know. hes as good a con artist as there is.

Griff Hiffwood Writes: Wasn't David the same guy who was part of the SOMA club up north where people would whip each other, cut each other to bloody messes, fist and spank the s--- out of each other? What a f---ing hypocrite!

Avoid Savannah Staxx

Joe King writes: AVOID at all costs. The worst provider experince yet. Service was faster than a nascar pitstop. One ring. 30 second CBJ. Smokes Newports like a diesel locomotive. I should of ran when she opened the door. Looks nothing like the pictures in the ad. I would of had a better time lighting my 8 franklins on fire. Sorry to sound so negative, but a provider that gives this type of service should not be patronized.

Doc writes: This was already said by Senior Credible Hobbyist 'Score', who took one hard for the Team but I guess people think that we have grudges against the ladies we do not talk favorably, BUT here again, is a victim of one that Score and I told everyone to avoid by all means......... I guess people will start believing and listening to us a little bit more....

Cheetahluv on Nancy Vee: Lets hope she can get herself straightened. It's tough, been there myself, but possible. I saw her a couple of years ago, taking a chance on her visit to Atlanta to see her as I'd never seen any of her video's. Needless to say, she was amazing! In my top 5 experiences ever, porn star or non.

LFP's Scott Fayner Reduces His Estimate Of Number Of Porn Stars He's Boffed

Scott Fayner, editor of Hustler.com, writes: Hey, I'm sitting here in Boston on vacation and just checked out your Rush premiere recap. Thanks for the plug. However, whatever I told you in my drugged-out trip regarding the number of porn chicks I've been with was exaggerated slightly. And In no way do I condone sleeping with porn stars, nor do I feel I am anything special for ever doing so. I'm sure the number is far less than fifty. I really don't want the world to think of me as a braggard; I'm happy just being a swell porn journalist. Thanks for letting me clear this.

The Tera Show

Digital Playground feels safe to me. I like everyone there. I know the owners Joone and Samantha Lewis and the PR gal Adella and contract girl Tera Patrick.

It helps that I'm this cool medication that evens out my mood swings - Tenex.

I arrive Tuesday evening, 9/10/02, and head for the DP's kitchen. I pour myself a Snapple lemonade and work my way through three Philly Swirl popsicles and two donut holes. Then I have another Snapple lemonade and watch Tera get interviewed by this French-Canadian TV sex show.

I think I instinctively understand Tera and I think she gets me too. She has four porn chicks on her show tonight. They are all so scrumptious that I'd do them if it weren't opposed to my journalistic ethics.

Director Nic Andrews lumbers around. His fever broke this morning.

Just before the show starts, Tera asks me if there's any beer in the DP fridge. Nope.

Tera says her new rockn'roll boyfriend (Evan Seinfeld of the band Bio Hazard, see www.biohazard.com) has been wearing her out sexually.

Tera says she prefers working with a male cameraman. She likes working with Joone because she can see him getting aroused as he shoots her scene.

Tera says there's no way she's returning to school.

French TV reporter asks Tera what her biggest hidden talent is. She says she loves anal sex. She hasn't done it on camera yet because she hasn't found a guy she's comfortable with.

Reporter: "What do you do the best?"

Tera: "I give great head."

Tera says she would not respect a boyfriend/husband who would not have a problem with her having sex on camera.

Tera: "DUC, thanks for not wearing that doctor's shirt again. I totally thought you were a doctor."

Tera: "All of us chicks should recycle porn clothes."

Tina Tyler's the first guest. "I started as a stripper when I was 19. I did the whole stripper-magazine-porn progression. I first started dancing in Canada. The g-string had just come off six months before. The girls were still doing burlesque shows with bands. It was an art form. When I moved down here, I went to a strip club and it was just bending over for dollars. It wasn't dancing. There was no creativity or fun to it. You were literally bending over for dollar bills."

Tera: "I could do that.

"I always need a penis around. I don't mind being with another girl so long as there's a dick there. I know what to do with a cock."

Tina: "I'm a flaming heterosexual myself. My only fetish for women is that I love to watch them laugh naturally."

Tina did her first scene with Jake Steed.

Tera and Chloe are size queens.

Tera: "I've never had a small penis. I can't do small penises. They scare me."

Tera: "You are the wittiest person who ever sat on my couch."

Tina: "I'm the queen of the bad pun and the horrible one-liners."

Tina: "The reason I like well-endowed men is that I am deep and wide on the inside. A lot of people don't realize that women are just as different size-wise on the inside as men are on the outside. I just happen to have a freakshow going on inside me where they found Amelia Earhart and her plane yesterday.

"Are there any positions you refuse to do?"

Tera: "I refuse to do reverse cowgirl. It's uncomfortable for me. I like doing reverse cowgirl if I am on my knees and I can lean forward. It seems like it's hitting something [cervix]."

Tina: "I'm more dominant with me. With women, I just like to make you squirm and laugh and giggle."

Tina did her last on-camera sex scene eight months ago. She now works behind the camera in porn.

Tera: "I've heard from enough people in the industry that you are the best actress."

Tina: "Tell AVN that."

Tera became jealous that Tina worked with Rocco Siffredi.

Tina: "He's too aggressive for my taste. He's a nice size but I'm not into rough f---s. I like a slow burn. I like a man who works me up. I take some time."

Tina separated from her hubby eight months ago.

Tera: "Everyone comes on my show and nobody asks me any questions. I always have to ask everybody questions.

"Isn't this a great job? You can always come back. I remember Tori Welles saying, 'I love Vivid. I will always have a home there.'"

Tina: "It's true. When she's 90, she can be a clean-up woman.

"The first movie I did was Star 80, about Dorothy Stratten, when I was 16 years old. With Evan Roberts. Evan goes to the gym I go to. He yells across a crowded gym, 'Ohmigod, you're Tina Tyler.'"

Tera: "At least he didn't say, 'Oh, were you in Cum Sucking Slut 16?' The worst title I ever did was Asian Street Hookers. I remember this guy one day said, 'Yo, you were in Asian Street Hookers 12.'"

Tina: "Because one was just not enough."

Tera: "Yeah, that's my claim to fame. Thanks for sharing in the middle of this restaurant."

Tina: "I don't do anal on camera. I don't do anything I don't like doing. I know the camera's going to see it and it's going to be a bad scene."

Tera Patrick has poor eyesight and must strain to read the emails handed to her by Adella. Tina helps out and reads many of the emails for Tera.

Tina leaves.

Busty blonde Zana comes on. Zana says he dress was given to her by a gay friend. Zana and Tera were going to switch dresses but they take them off instead and leave them on the floor.

Tera: "People tell me that I have the easiest job. But it's not easy to be seen naked."

Zana: "I'd rather be naked than wear clothes."

Zana: "I did one double-anal. It was a helluva a lot of fun though everybody says I sounded like a dog."

Tera: "I went out on a date with this huge rugby player. Things were getting passionate and clothes were flying off and he had a two inch dick. I said, 'ohmigod.' I took a cab away from his house. He was chasing me, 'Why are you leaving?' And I'm like, you don't understand, I can't take a small penis."

Zana: "Before I know your name, let me see how big your dick is. I'm not wasting my time."

Tera: "We don't have time to waste. We're career women. It's hard to find a good f---."

Zana: "I've even had people fly in from different states. I've tried everything. I got on the internet and I had this guy arrange a gangbang for me."

Tera: "It sounds like with Adult Friend Finder, all your lonely nights can be filled with gangbangs and double penetrations."

Zana: "One guy brought me a bouquet of flower. Wow, for a gangbang, that's really nice. Nine of them showed up. One guy slammed his beer down on my table and said, 'You can call me Mad Dog.' I said, 'You can call yourself a cab. I don't care what we're arranging, you're not going to be disrespectful.' Another one was 95 years old. I accepted seven of them.

"Whatever happened to hello? Hello is the best pick-up line."

Tera: "Men won't come up to me. That's why I don't go out."

Zana: "It's bad when you get people who drive by and whistle and keep going. I think, how do you know you're not going to get some? I'm giving. My momma told me to be generous."

Tera points out a tattooed guy in the audience. "That's who I've been f---ing for the past week."

Tera: "I feel really unladylike chewing gum. I like sucking."

Zana: "My first scene was an anal scene for Wicked. Then ten minutes later, I freshened up and did a DP."

Tera: "I'm like the Loch News monster. I do few appearances."

Kaylynn comes on. "I moved to LA when I was 15. That was two years ago."

Tera gets emails from military men in Afghanistan's Operation Enduring Freedom.

Tera: "I did a USO tour [for US military and their families]. I saw the troops. My father's a vet. I grew up an Army brat.

"This 12-year old girl came up to me. She said, 'I just wanted to meet you because when they said your name, all the guys in my section cheered.' I autographed a poster for her and wrote, 'May they all someday cheer for you.'"

Tera brings on Virgin Vixen Taylor Ann who's done three hardcore scenes.

Taylor: "I did my first scene with Peter North. I didn't know who he was. I asked him for his name about ten times."

Tera: "I remember when I met Patrick Collins, I thought this was a mob guy."

Tera spills her drink. She gets up and has me wipe off her butt.

Patrick had a mutual friend introduce her to Evan who saw a picture of her and flew out to Los Angeles from his home in New York.

The next Tera Show broadcast in two weeks will feature Bridgett & Skeeter Kerkove, along with Flick Shagwell, Angel Long & Aurora Snow.

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Jewish Porners Endorse Jdate.com

A Jewish porner marrying soon writes: "I also have several friends who have gotten married (as well as had children) as a result of that site."

Kaylynn.com Remembers 9/11

Kaylynn posts: Kaylynn, 3 time AVN Award nominee and winner of the 2001 XRCO 'Orgasmic Oralist' Award will be taking down her Official Megasite, http://www.kaylynn.com/, for the day on Wednesday, September 11th. In it's place, Kaylynn will be displaying the AmEvanan Flag and asks other webmasters in the Adult community to do the same. "My website seems so trivial in comparison to the tragedy of a year ago. Taking Kaylynn.com down for the day seems like the right thing to do", Kaylynn admits. Kaylynn asks others interested in an AmEvanan Flag for their site to email her directly, kaylynn@kaylynn.com, or visit http://www.kaylynn.com/, to download.

Tami Monroe No Show

Pepsi writes on www.theeroticreview.com: Had a 7:00 app. with Tami in Vegas Thursdsay night. Called her cell at 8:30 and her roommate answered and said she was out of the country for three weeks. Talked to her at 1:00 that afternoon to confirm.

Carlspackler replies: These lies always crack me up. The ladies want us to be understanding of how difficult their business is: travel, hair, nails, clothes... Yet some of them continue to act in a non-professional manner. My business has a lot of overhead too, but if I schedule an appointment I go, and I don't close every deal. If these ladies simply show up, they get paid! That is the value of these boards, to expose the bad experiences, and direct us towards the good ones.

PORN STAR KATHY WILLETS IN MINNEAPOLIS

Just a quick note to let all of my old friends that I will be visiting your beautiful city on 9/25,26,and 27. I hope to make a few new friends while I'm there!!!! I can't wait to see some of you guys who helped me shave during my feature act at Dream Girls, now you can realy get close, plus get all of the fringe benefits too.... For the ultimate GFE/PSE look no further,all of my reviews state that I'm not to be missed. I will be working with www.exotica-2000.com. Take the time to read my reviews here at TBD and that other board. There's lots of girls coming to your city,,,,,,do your research,,,,,not all PS are the same. Go to the link below and join, it's free,,,,,,,,,see how much fun a girl can have...........I will say this,,,,,,,,I give 110%,,,and I take 110%,,,,,,,,,plus I truly do love what I do. However by law I must warn you,,,,,once you've been inserted into my web of addiction,,,,,,,you'll be hooked!!!!!!!!!!!

Porners Party With Digital Playground

About 100 porners and about 150 civilians partied at Deja Vu's club on Beverly Drive in Beverly Hills Monday night.

It was a genial evening. DP premiered the movie Rush by Nic Andrews. It received warm reviews from the crowd. Most of them sat and stood around watching the flick while a couple of dozen people drank and schmoozed. Neither Rob Spallone nor James DiGiorgio nor Paul Fishbein appeared.

Guests included Brad Armstrong, Stormy, Cheyne Collins, Chennin Blanc, director Robby D., director/performer Max Hardcore and Catalina, Kylie Ireland, Ron Jeremy, who arrived with mainstream actor Andy Dick, director Roy Karch, Nakita Kash, Bridgette and Skeeter Kerkove, director Andre Madness, Alexa Rae, and KSEX radio personality Wankus.

Rush was shot in Palmdale in July in 110 degree heat.

Nic Andrews made a big entrance around 8:30PM with raven-haired stunner Lezley Zen, about 27 years old.

Zen's appeared in about 50 hardcore movies. "My first movie was Serenity's Roman Orgy for Wicked. I've been in every movie Wicked's done since January. I've just finished my 13th film for Vivid. I've done a couple of movies for Metro and about five for Jill Kelly. Three for New Sensations.

"I love the industry. I love the people. The money's great. I love the notoriety."

DUC: "What were you doing before you entered this industry?"

Lezley: "I managed restaurants for ten years. For a year and a half, I helped open the restaurant Aqua Star in Savannah, Georgia."

DUC: "How did you make the transition?"

Lezley: "I was working about 180-200 hours every two weeks. I was making about $2000 a week. You don't make good money unless you own the place. I originally was going to get into the business by posing for Penthouse or Playboy. I'm a complete exhibitionist. I love the attention. I did some swinging here and there with my fiance.

"I called Brad Armstrong at Wicked [from Savannah, Georgia]. He was the only name I knew in the industry (from his movies). I talked to him for three hours on the phone. He said, 'Well, I don't know what to tell you until I see you in my office.' I said, 'I will be there in 42 hours.'

"Two days later, after my first plane flight ever, I was in his office. They were filming Serenity's Roman Orgy that week. They put me in it and I've been here ever since.

"My fiance loves it. He's been in a few movies for Wicked. His name is Trevor Zen.

"I hope I'm up for a nomination for new starlet of the year. I'm keeping my fingers crossed on that one. I'd love to be nominated and to win.

"I would like to be one of the top five girls in the industry by next year. I didn't come into this to just be another porn star. I'd like to be very well known. I have a good chance. I'm raven-haired. I have a different look from any girl in the industry. My website, www.lezleyzen.com, goes up in 30 days. I just have a splash page up now. I get about 20 emails a day. I answer them. And I always will. On my website, I'm going to have a webcam above my computer, so that when I do a chat and email, you can see that I am really there and doing it."

DUC: "Were your breasts enhanced?"

Lezley: "These were enhanced before I even got in the industry. I got them redone when I came in. I went to see Dr. Garth Fisher, Brooke Burke's [host of Wild on E!] husband. He not only reconstructed, he moved things around. He widened them a little bit. Made them fuller. He did an excellent job. He does lots of Playboy Playmates and most of the girls in the industry.

I chat with tall slender Texan blonde Anna Mills of www.annamills.com, who wonders why I've been snapping photos of her like crazy for the past 15 minutes.

Anna: "I started doing fetish stuff a year ago. Then I started doing girl-girl hardcore things. I did Barely Legal 24."

Anna won't say how old she is or if she has a boyfriend.

I ask her how her old friends reacted to her entrance into porn.

Anna: "Most of the people I keep company with will accept me no matter who I am."

Anna is friendly with Nina Hartley and Kylie Ireland.

DUC: "What group did you hang out with in high school?"

Anna: "Everybody. I'd hang out with the misfits and then go hang out with the homecoming queen. I never stuck to one clique. There's something good in most people."

I got up after the first sex scene in Rush (Alexa with Mike Horner) and followed Alexa outside. She smoked a cigarette.

"God, it's so weird having 200 people watch you have sex," she said.

We spoke for about 30 minutes earlier in the evening. She says she's content with her life. Alexa returned to porn about nine months ago. She was scheduled to do a scene for Wicked Pictures. Then she tore open her crotch in a horse riding accident and had to be rushed to the hospital. She says Wicked told people she flaked on the shoot.

Already tired of cattiness with her fellow Wicked Girls, Alexa decided she wanted nothing more to do with Wicked. She's done about ten hardcore movies since, for DP and Metro among other higher-end companies.

She spends lots of time riding her horse. She's on HBO's Best Sex Ever series. She loves casting director and manager Robert Lombard, as do I. I feel like Alexa and I have a lot in common.

Robert Lombard writes: "Ms. Rae's professionalism has been beyond the highest level! And I look forward to casting her in many upcoming projects including upcoming Adult Content for Digital G."

Alexa is good friends again with Jessica Drake, the Sin City contract girl who recently married Evan Stone.

Alexa drank a Shirley Temple. She's off all drugs.

She talks about how she likes to jump horses without wearing a helmet. She figures if she falls, a helmet won't do her much good. She remembers the day in tenth grade when actor Christopher Reeve fell off a horse and became paralyzed below the neck.

I found this on the website of Wicked girl Serenity:

"4/15/02 I respond to Alexa's Bulls---! Bonus update. I just received Jason Seacrest's PR statement as to Alexa's appearance on his show. Jason Curious. I will respond to a few things. The fact is from Jan. to June of 2000 I tried to help Alexa adjust to contract life, just as I had offered to Missy and Stephanie before her. This despite her and her PR friend looking to knock me whenever they could. I may be giving too much credit to Alexa, as I believe many of the things she said about me, she was instructed to say. Then our trip to Australia came in July and I sat down and talked to her when she told me of some things she wanted advice about. I did this figuring maybe she had changed. I then found out later on the Australian trip that she was bitching about the good treatment I was getting. Well, you actually have to show up on time and not disappear for hours on end during the show. Maybe then will you get the respect you think you deserve. By the way, how's that 3 picture mainstream movie deal you told me about in Australia coming along? The bottom line is, you had it handed to you on a platter. Wicked signed you, they pushed you and you f---ed up. You left to go mainstream, it didn't work and now you expect people to believe you when you crawl back after trashing the industry. Here's a thought. Why not make some movies, do a good job, show up and not tell falsehoods about other people. The reason I was going to come on Jason's show was so I could respond to the BS I knew you would fling. I was right. Unfortunately, I had a store signing that I would have missed had I come out to Burbank. So there you have it. Please deny one thing I have said. Sad Alexa. Just sad."

I chat briefly with Kylie Ireland. Our only other conversation was on a Jim Holliday set in 1996. Kylie went through some big changes in her life two years ago, leaving her position as VCA publicist and leaving her husband. She still does occasional scenes. She's honest and forthright to a fault.

Scott Fayner of LFP must be one of the industry's most popular journalists. He's slept with about 50 porn stars, sometimes in funky places like parking lots. In the December, 2002, issue of Hustler, Scott bangs Jewel DeNyle and her plastic pussy and compares and contrasts the experience. The article contains hardcore photos of Scott doing it to Jewel. The shoot lasted three hours and Jewel was so scrumptious that Scott had no trouble keeping wood all three hours, without Viagra.

In a recent issue of Hustler, Scott writes about catching chlamydia and gonorrhea from a black porn girl he was banging anally at CES sans condom.

Tod Hunter from AVN, Steve Bannen from Liberty News Network, Tiger Lilly from www.thetigerlilly.net, Rachel Worth from Worth-a-million.com, were on hand.

I finally got to meet AVN's Jay Moyes. He's got long hair like a glam rocker.

I estimate about 20 porn stars showed up including Nakita Kash, who's no longer with her webmaster boyfriend. About three porn stars I talked to are no longer in the longterm significant relationships they were when I knew them a year or two past.

Skeeter and Bridgett Kerkove appeared as much in love as ever.

Around 11PM, Max gathered a bunch of witnesses so they could hear him state forcefully to me that he didn't want me to ever write about him or take his picture. I hear you Max.

Max pulled a similar speech on AVN publisher Paul Fishbein after the 1998 AVN Awards.

From Luke F-rd's interview with Paul Fishbein December 7, 1998 (available in full on www.l-keford.com):

Luke: "Did Max Hardcore threaten to punch you out last year after the AVN Awards?"

Paul: "He hit me up backstage after the awards. He got in my face about this close [Paul gestures about an inch between finger and thumb]. [Max:] 'I f---ing come... I f---ing support you guys. I'm here year after year and I don't win s---. Who the f--- is John Leslie? Who the f--- is Rob Black? Who are these f---ing guys? I'm here all the time. I'm Max Hardcore...' On and on and on, in my face, and I'm screaming for security because I'm thinking that we're going to rumble. And he never struck me as a violent guy.

"I said to him, 'what do you want me to do? Fix it?' And he said, 'yeah, fix it.' Which is like Max proudly wearing on his sleeve the cover of LA Weekly even though the article was about HIV. And proud that he was in the Premiere article where they ripped the s--- out of him. Any publicity is good publicity. I don't care how I win, just make me win.

"This is a guy who somehow thinks that he's the world's greatest filmmaker. His stuff sells well. He has a lot of fans out there. A lot of the people who work for AVN really like his stuff a lot. He gets a lot of good reviews and he gets high on the charts, not for any reason except that distributors and retailers report that his stuff does well... I don't tell my reviewers what to write.

"I don't buy into the rape fantasy. I don't like that stuff. So I've never liked his stuff that much. I did review a Max tape this year and gave it a good review because it was a great scene with Marilyn Star because she was giving it right back to him. Long after he accosted me back stage.

"He requested that we don't review his stuff. I got his tapes anyway [from Legend] so they were still reviewed. He requested that he doesn't get mentioned in the magazine. My attitude is - if you're putting product out on this market, you're getting reviewed whether you like it or not. Besides it's good press... But he feels that he's above the press. He doesn't need AVN. That's fine. He probably doesn't. I don't care.

"There was a ton of Max stuff on the pre-nominations for different categories. He [Max] didn't send anything in. I said to my staff, 'don't you think we should go look at the Max stuff... in particular this one Marilyn Star scene that I was really pushing to get nominated for most outrageous sex scene. My staff said 'it is not an outrageous sex scene... Just verbal play between the two of them... Max did not have a good year. His stuff has gone down. And besides, screw him. He didn't submit anything for nominations, he doesn't want to be nominated. Why are we going out of our way for him.' And I honestly believed that we should've gotten the tapes and looked at the stuff on the pre-nom lists, and my staff to a man said 'f--- it.' So we let it go."

I hear some porners did drugs outside the party.

I know that Wicked Pictures owner Steve Orenstein will say that my photos suck. Ok, so I am no Brad Armstrong.

DP allowed me to run up a bar tab on them. So I had two waters.

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Hungarian Mob - Aanabolic ripped off by it's own talent agent in Budapest!

Kutasi writes: Wonder how Anabaolic feel about being totally ripped off by one of their talent agents in Budapest?? http://www.lerox.hu/eng/films.htm

Stealing complete movies from their OWN clients. Here you can download massive files 650MB of Anabolic and Jill Kelly movies in their entirety FREE! His home and business address will be provided upon request.

This agent is a f--- up extortion artist. Changes the negotiated price on the morning of your shoot, and if you are dissatisfied in any way he will send the heavy mob to your digs and extort any disputed sums from you at the point of baseball bats and knives.... Gives his name as Robert Taylor on the Site but his real name is ROBERT SZABOR which it is legitimate to post here as he was formerly trading under it before people got wise to his antics... His home and business address will be provided upon request.

Seems he is trying to pass off Anabolics movies as his own in order to attract clients to pay him to shoot. Which he and his former gay actor buddy and henchman Otto Heurman are pathetically attempting without even smattering of the English language. Anyway his girls can be had at all the other agents in Budapest SZYLVIA KEREKES is the best, take it from me and she speaks good English) for less money and without the intimidation he employs against his clients. Clostrophobic experience shooting with this idiot agent and his buttf---ing pal and enforcer Otto!!

This is the very same Robbie Szabor who showed up at Pierre Woodmans hotel and with the aid of Ukrainian gorillas extorted successfully $8000 from him just because he took one girl on vacation with him for a few days. Naturally Pierre washed his hands completely of this idiot agent there after.... Avoid these guys like herpes! Be warned everyone!!!!!

Samantha Sterlyng On Kerkove Family Values

Samantha Sterlyng tells GeneRossExtreme.com: "Skeeter took me to f---ing Mexico to escort with Bridgette. She was in the other room sucking dick, not me. Her. And he f---ing lied to me telling me that I was going to San Diego. And when we get to the Mexican border he says, oh yeah, it's in Mexico. And then he didn't tell me it was overnight or anything. So he f---ing lied to me and took me down there for a bachelor party that turned out to be an escort party. Then as far as me walking with my suitcases? I sent my roommate walking down the f---ing street with his suitcases because the police were called and he didn't want to leave my premises and my name was on the lease. That's as far as that goes. I live in a f---ing condo. And as far as being a low-priced escort? No. You know what. I do escort. Everybody in this whole f---ing business we're all whores of f---ing something. The only difference is that I don't let f---ing tricks f--- my ass like he has to, to get her money. Bridgette's known as the anal queen so when she's doing her escorting, she's f---ing taking it in the ass. And as far as him being on the Howard Stern show? While she was on Howard Stern he was holding the 'baby' and watching the baby. He was doing that because she was tricking while she was done with Howard Stern. So was he in the other room holding the baby while she's in another room taking it up the ass?"

Mr. Stinky Pinky writes: Please tell all the Skeeter-Haters to back off. If they don't like him pimpin' his wife that's too damn bad! It's his and Bridgette's choice to pursue porn with such a vengeance. Unlike "Porn Fan in SD", I have actually met Skeeter and found him to be a very likable guy.

I was a guest last year on the Mike Quasar production of "Sleepwalker" of which Bridgette Kerkove was starring. Skeeter turned up with Bridgette (on time) and literally shook hands with everyone on the set including me, a total stranger. I chatted with him a little while and found him to be a quite pleasant and easy going dude. Bridgette was a consummate pro and truly appeared to enjoy her work (unlike some other girls there that day). They seemed like a really happy, if perhaps a bit unorthodox couple.

So lay off Skeeter. If you don't like his "morals." Pray for him. If you don't like his XXX product. Don't buy it. But don't attack his family. He is living his AmEvanan Dream. Get over it.

Regan Starr Interview

I spoke with Regan Starr (www.reganstarr.com) by phone 9/8/02 at 9:35PM.

DUC: "Mike (Cherry Mirage's ex) told me you only get up at 6PM. He says you are a vampire."

Regan: "Sometimes I have to go places during the day. Today I went to bed at 12:30PM. I just woke up."

DUC: "How did you get in the adult industry?"

Regan: "I answered an ad in the newspaper placed by Regan Senter."

DUC: "Oh boy."

Regan: "Oh boy is right. It was June 1998.

"Talking with Regan was a positive experience. He was articulate. I enjoyed his enthusiasm. Before I met with him, I asked him what the meeting would be like. I wanted to know if he'd have me take my clothes off. I'd never stripped before. I also asked him about the adult industry. Were people nice? Could I expect to be taken advantage of? Was the sex always real? I grilled him.

"I grilled him. Then when I felt comfortable enough to walk through the door, I came in."

DUC: "Did you do a scene with him?"

Regan: "Yes. It was easy. He finished in two minutes. At the time, I didn't know any better. It seemed normal. Afterwards, people told me, 'He's such a slimebag, he does that to all the girls.' I said, 'Hey, that's not cool Regan.' At the time, I just wanted work. I wanted to be a good girl.

"Regan would call me all the time and ask me what I was doing. I thought that was odd."

DUC: "How long was he your agent?"

Regan: "About ten days before I felt like I should go out on my own. I called him up and severed our relationship over the phone. I've never had another agent. I've gotten all my own work.

"I've done about 200 movies. I worked about five days a week my first year. Then I worked about four days a week my second year. I'd do boy-girl scenes, girl-girl scenes, BJs, solo... Anything I could get my hands on. In my third year in the industry [2001], I focused on my website and I worked here and there."

DUC: "Which of your movies are you proudest of?"

Regan: "Seven Deadly Sins for Vivid. I was gluttony. I was nominated for Best Supporting Actress at the [2000] AVN Awards and for Best New Starlet.

"I now only do production for reganstarr.com. I do still photography and custom videos. My customers send me a script of what they want me to say in the movie and what they want me to wear and who they want me to be with, a boy or girl. I let them produce and direct it [through the Internet]."

DUC: "Did you ever get a breast job?"

Regan: "No. They're still natural. I'm 36C-27-35."

DUC: "Do you do interracial?"

Regan: "I don't anymore on camera."

DUC: "Why?"

Regan: "I worked for an African-AmEvanan gentleman by the name of Caspar about a year-and-a-half ago. He had me meet him in the Valley to do a movie one day. He was very ghetto about the whole thing. He wound up taking me for a ride. He wound up really using me that day. We shot an anal scene. I was supposed to be paid $1000. He never paid me. He went off to Japan and ended up doing that to a lot of girls. His cameraman had to take money up front before shooting because he knew Caspar wouldn't pay. I didn't know any better. I just trusted that everything would work out fine. And this guy pulled a total street maneuver on me and robbed me. I was really upset. That's the reason I stopped working with [African-AmEvanans]. It was an uncomfortable experience. He had a really big dick. He was very ghetto. I don't know how clean he was. He had a test [that showed he was HIV negative] but I don't know how real that was. After that, I stopped [doing interracial]."

DUC: "How good a job do you think the industry does with its testing procedures?"

Regan: "After AIM came along, it's been better. They encourage a variety of tests, not just the PCR-DNA AIDS test. They encourage people to get tested for syphilis, gonorrhea and everything else. Overall, we are fortunate to have those guidelines that people are required to get tested month to month. Many people in the general public have never been tested for anything. Every producer I've worked for, especially Vivid, has made sure they have the original HIV test."

DUC: "Was the industry what you expected?"

Regan: "Yes. I didn't have any pre-judgments on anything going in. I took the blows as they came and made my decisions wisely after that. I took the wonderful experiences as they came and I was grateful that I was able to master some things."

DUC: "What were some of your wonderful experiences?"

Regan: "I got to travel with Max Hardcore to the East Coast Video Show and sign out there. I got to know him personally. He's a great guy. I got to travel all over the United States feature dancing. I don't think I would've gotten on a plane and traveled by myself to all these wonderful cities - New York, San Francisco, Chicago, Detroit. I would never have been there if I did not have a job to perform there. I got to see more of the country and I became more broadminded. The website, www.Reganstarr.com, has continued to be a blessing. It's brought in an income even though I'm not pounding the pavement in the Valley. The money has been good. I've saved everything I've made. It's fueled my art career. I do mixed-medium canvas.

"I use acrylic and oil and watercolors and I throw them all together. I'm hoping to get into a gallery soon to show my work. The industry has allowed me some time to develop my skills and go right-brain crazy."

DUC: "How has working in the industry affected your enjoyment of sex in your personal life?"

Regan: "It's enhanced it. I've never had a relationship with somebody from the industry. But in my sex life with my boyfriends from outside, they've enjoyed it because it's like a tornado coming through the room. 'Whoa, where did that come from? Where did you learn that?' They've always been very appreciative that I've had my sexual appetite developed. Before I went into the adult industry, I was more timid. I could do without sex. By having it more, and having my inhibitions broken down, it's helped me come out of my shell as a woman.

"But as far as my personal relationships goes, it's been topsy-turvy. Men have said, 'Yeah, I'm totally cool with your being a porn star.' They have all these great intentions. But in the back of their minds, they wonder, 'Gee, is she really safe to have sex with?' That's surfaced a number of occasions. They wondered how committed I was to the relationship because I did porn for my job. They thought I was a cheater. I've had a hard time in finding normal men accept that. Those men who aren't so normal, and maybe cheat themselves, say, 'That's great.' It's been hard because I'm a one-man kinda girl and they think I'm being hypocritical, even though [porn] is in my past now."

DUC: "Does you family know you are a porn star?"

Regan: "They do. I have an older and younger sister. My family knows I've been in the industry in the past. They believe I am out of the industry now. They try not to ask what's going on currently. They're glad that I am doing art work. They felt negatively about [porn]."

In early 2000, Regan Starr told GeneRoss.com about Anabolic's Rough Sex series: "This was absolutely real. I could not finish this scene. It was absolutely terrible. It was an atrocity. This is the worst line ever put out there. It's right up there with snuff videos.

"Mickey [G.] was not being false about it. He was hurting the girls. He was given the green light to hurt the women for the effect of the video. I was told before the video that, and they said this very proudly, mind you, Mark and Christopher made it aware to me that in this line most of the girls start crying because they're hurting so bad.

"When they started the video, I was absolutely amazed that they were literally trying to hurt me and make me cry. I started crying. I couldn't breathe. I was being hit and choked. I was really upset, and they didn't stop. They kept filming. You can hear me say turn the f---ing camera off and they kept going."

DUC: "Looking back at the Rough Sex controversy, how do you see it now?"

Regan: "I see it as a prime example of innocence being taken for granted. I think innocence should be preserved in life. I just see it as a very strong example of what happens when you mix nice girl with big bad wolf. You don't always know what to expect when you go into a shoot. I didn't. I know they'd like to believe that they informed me about the entire circumstance but they didn't. Not to the degree that I was abused.

"I still feel strongly about Rough Sex. I would never work for Anabolic. I would never promote anything that they do. I think Chris [Alexander aka Biff Malibu, Anabolic owner] made a huge mistake in making that kind of film. They tried to bring porn to another level, to near snuff videos."

DUC: "They got their head handed to them over the series and I think it was in large part because of your comments."

Regan: "Absolutely. I was excited to have been able to make a difference like that. To protect some other innocent girl from Orange County who comes to the Valley to do porn and has no other intentions but to do a good job. There were a couple of women who defended the Rough Sex videos. I think they really wanted to work for Anabolic again. People do what they need to do to get work. But as far as standing up for principle, I will always do that.

"As I walked off the set, director Kahn Tusion stuck $300 in my hand as a kill fee. That shows how he knew what he was doing was wrong. I find it funny how he always insists that people call him "Kahn Tusion," rather than his real name. He doesn't want it to ruin his reputation. He thought that all the girls that were going to be in the movie would be the types that would like that anyways.

"I got a lot of support from the industry after my comments.

"I did three scenes with Max Hardcore. He's a pussycat. When the cameras start rolling, he plays the role. Max makes it clear that his thing is about making the girl look helpless. He's quirky and perverted about spreading the girl open. He's not there to beat up the girl."

DUC: "Did you have any other experiences like Rough Sex?"

Regan: "No."

DUC: "Anyone else not pay you aside from Caspar?"

Regan: "One other time. John T. Bowen tried to screw me. His was my worst film ever. He gave me a check that I tried to cash in the Valley. I ran out of gas. I was scared. I begged a dollar from a guy at a gas station to go to a check cashing place for a check I'd just got for my scene for John Bowen. The place said the $500 check wasn't going to clear. There was no money in the account. The lady said, 'You might be able to take it to a place in a seedier part of town where their employees are not so thorough. You might be able to cash it and then it would be on him to fulfill the money.'

"I found a place that took the check. Then they kept calling him and they were going to sue him if he didn't pay.

"John called me the next day. He was livid. 'Why did you cash the check? I told you not to cash it for two weeks. These people are calling me constantly.' He tried to play me for stupid. He probably expected to try and fail to cash the check and then go, 'Oh well. It's porno. What can you expect?' He knew it was one of my first movies. He likes to get new girls because they will turn the other cheek if the check bounces. I've heard lots of stories about him having money troubles."

DUC: "Have you had friends from high school recognize you as a porn star?"

Regan: "Yes. It's always been wonderful. At least to my face. I've had friends who thought it was cool and they've tried to hire me for their bachelor parties. I was a cheerleader in high school, socially active, student body president. My name was known. When the word went around that I was 'Regan Starr,' they were shocked. A couple of people I didn't see face to face emailed me. 'We don't think that's very cool.' But I just pressed my delete key and went on my merry way. I'm very live and let live. And I don't like it when people pass judgment. Especially when it is somebody who is not doing anything to hurt anyone else.

"I'm extremely moral. People have a tendency to believe that if you are in the industry, you are not moral. It's free game. The floodgates open and you can be a thief, a coke dealer..."

DUC: "What does being moral mean to you?"

Regan: "It means doing the right thing. It means not hurting somebody's feelings. Not taking advantage of somebody. Not robbing somebody in any way. Not robbing them emotionally, physically, or financially. It means taking the higher road. Asking, What Would Jesus Do?

"The adult, I struggle with that. The whole adult thing that I promote, that is, you known, a little immoral in some people's eyes. Sex is natural to me.

"You can go through this industry and come out on top and go on to other things. When there's the suggestion that you are a piece of trash if you do porn and that your life afterwards is ruined, there are those in the industry who fall victim to that suggestion. It's only a suggestion. It's only as hypnotic as you let it become. I would like to write a book or dedicate a website where I offer the facts about the industry. I know there's a video that AIM put out with Sharon Mitchell and Nina Hartley. It was good, but too glamorous.

"If I were to do it, I'd make it like reality TV. Handheld camera. I'd take the camera around and talk to people about it. When you move something into a talkshow studio atmosphere, you can't personalize it. Ultimately, those girls (Nina and Sharon) made it in the industry. They're on top. Not everybody was as lucky as them."

DUC: "To what do you attribute your ability to survive and prosper in the adult industry?"

Regan: "My faith in God."

DUC: "I'm sorry. I didn't hear you."

Regan: "My faith in God. That's probably it."

DUC: "That kept your moral compass on due north."

Regan: "And my perseverance for a big bank account. I didn't want to lose it all."

Phone goes dead then comes back.

Regan; "I keep smiling and pushing the off button on my phone.

"Also, that I lived in Orange County, miles away from where I worked. I never wanted to live in the Valley. I was afraid that if I did, I'd be swept up in the [porn] social scene and get confused. I'm such a social person. I let my social surroundings affect me. I probably would've let it hinder my work ethic and prevent me from making all my shoots on time. I wanted to be like an outsider and not associate too much with [the porn industry]. Not that I didn't love everybody. I just felt like I should keep them associated with my workplace only. That would motivate me to go to my workplace so that I could see them."

DUC: "How have you enjoyed being a porn star?"

Regan: "I've loved it. Going to conventions and having people ask you for your autograph, that was surreal. I like it when I'm in New York City and somebody recognizes me all the way across America."

DUC: "So the good experiences of being a porn star have far outnumbered the bad?"

Regan: "Yes. It's hard for me to say that there are a lot of negatives with it because I don't get a lot of negatives to my face. Every once in a while, I'll get a reminder that people do judge. But the president of the United States gets more criticism than I do and he has a prestigious role."

DUC: "Why did you stop doing regular videos?"

Regan: "Because I didn't need to anymore with the site, and because of what I'd achieved, where I felt I was, and how I left the industry with a good reputation.

"I produced a movie, Red Venus, with John Stanner from Amsterdam. We're trying to sell it. We shot it in Orange County. It's a wonderful feature film I produced and acted in. I just felt in a different position as a producer. I felt like I didn't need to be an actress anymore. It's not that doing movies is below me but pounding the pavement is below me. Having to go solicit work, I was tired of that. You have to call people and remind them that you are still around."

DUC: "Do you want to make more videos for commercial distribution?"

Regan: "I do. Mostly I want to focus on my website and my art work. I don't think I want to compete with everybody else and do more adult movies."

Regan gives me her email address. "My message box fills up so fast. I have to go in and delete all the junk mail every day. If it gets bounced back, try me again later that day. I get a lot of crazy things in my box like 'Barnyard Girls!' I have a real email address but I don't know how to set up my Outlook Express to recognize it."

DUC: "I got a little too comfortable with my income from adult and I got lazy."

Regan: "Me too."

DUC: "I wasn't growing."

Regan: "Me either. I wasn't happy doing porn anymore and I had this urge to feed my creative side. I'm an artist and a writer. What I could create in the adult industry was not making me happy. I couldn't totally get into making a porn film as creatively as I could because it was still porn. I know you can relate to that. The entire time I was in porn I knew there was something better for me out there. I never thought there was anything amazing at being at the top of the porn game anyway.

"There are a lot of people in the business who have other things going on. It's just easy to get sidetracked. Every girl has to shed her porn skin and move to something else. That's hard because you are so used to the money, fame and the false security you have. When you leave the industry, you struggle with an identity crisis."

DUC: "It's not like porn is a great stepping stone for other careers."

Regan: "I've learned web design. I do it for other people. I learned graphic arts. I run www.reganstarr.com. I have an e-commerce area to take people's credit cards. I have a members section that I configured. I learned Photoshop.

"People ask me how I got into the web business. Oh, I just stumbled upon it while masturbating one day. I was really horny and I just decided to do it. I can't say, I was a porn star.

"I'm the type of girl that if you met me in a bar, you could take me home to mom and dad. Just don't show the tattoo on my back and we're cool. I have a pin-up girl tattoo in the middle of my lower back. My dad was in the Navy. I thought it was cute to have a WWII thing on my back. It's only six inches tall."

DUC: "Any other tattoos?"

Regan: "Next to the pinup girl, I have a blue star on either side about the size of a quarter."

DUC: "Any other tattoos?"

Regan: "Then one on my toe. That's it. Oh, and one on my forehead that says 'Porn sucks. Mainstream or bust.'"

DUC: "When you go out in real life, do you dress sexy or do you dress conservative?"

Regan: "I dress moderately conservative. I don't cover my shoulders a lot. I wear a lot of spaghetti type tanktops, the tight ones, flipflops and a pair of shorts. I wouldn't wear a bikini top to a club or bar. My Dad doesn't think that I dress conservative. My sisters dress from the Gap and Banana Republic. The less clothes, the better for me. I'm always hot and moving around. I like wearing tanktops and shirts that don't have sleeves, tubetops, one-shoulder tops... I don't wear high heels that much. How do you dress?"

DUC: "Like a slob. I have one nice black suit that I wear out to formal occasions. And then I wear shorts, blue jeans, T-shirts... I wear a lot of black. I'm the furthest extreme from a clothes horse but if I have to dress up for an occasion, I know a handful of things to wear that I think I look good in. When I get a girlfriend, she takes charge of my wardrobe."

Regan: "Are you a neat freak at home or sloppy?"

DUC: "In between. I'm not neat and I'm not dirty. How about you?"

Regan giggles: "I hope no one is listening in my house because they're going to come running in here and disagree with me. I'm moderately neat."

Regan peals off.

DUC: "It doesn't sound like that's true."

Regan: "It's not. I'm not tidy. I'm an artist. I have paint brushes and water spills that I'm looking at right now. I have a carpet spray on my boudoir. I don't put things away. I have an empty wine bottle from two weeks ago."

DUC: "Did you get sloppier from your time in porn?"

Regan: "A little bit."

DUC: "The industry makes you sloppy."

Regan: "I didn't know there was a correlation. Ohmigod, I'm such a slob right now. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to clean. I've been dating different people since I broke up with my fiancee three months ago. I have been so offended. Usually, on a third date, I'll have them over. I'll start cleaning up. 'Oh, I was really trying to clean before you got here and I got so busy getting ready.' I'm just trying to sound sweet. And guys will say, 'Yeah, you really do need to clean up this dump.' They will say things so hurtful to me.

"You know how you said you're grateful to girls to help you out with your clothes. Being neat hasn't been my thing lately. So I'm grateful to guys who help me clean up. They show me things to do. Some of them bring over their vacuum. Others help me organize my shelves.

"I will say, 'Thanks for telling me, now here's the mop. You can help me clean.' My mom was the same way. She was an artist. She'd clean if people came over, otherwise, she'd have random stuff put in little nooks and crannies.

"My hotel rooms on the road were a nightmare. The maids would come up and offer to clean. And I'd say, 'Sweetheart, it's pointless at this point. Don't even make the bed. Just throw me in a couple of towels and some soap. I like my bed the way it is.' I wouldn't know where to find things if anyone came to clean up my room."

DUC: "What would create the mess in your room? You'd have your outfits everywhere?"

Regan: "Food. I like to have snacks in my hotel room. I'm hypoglycemic and I need to always have food around. I always have apples and oranges everywhere. I'm not that big of a pig that I have banana peels laying around the house. Well, sometimes. One time I woke up with a banana peel next to me on my pillow. Oh yuck, that's disgusting. I must've been really hungry and out of it, like how I get when my blood sugar drops. Maybe I took it in bed with me."

DUC: "When you dance on the road, do you have to get drunk first?"

Regan: "Not at all. When I dance on the road, I couldn't do any drugs or alcohol because it hinders my physical activity. You have to be in good shape to carry around your luggage and get on the stage. When I get drunk, I just want to law down and gossip and chitchat with somebody. I want to twirl my hair and be like, 'AND THEN...'"

Regan giggles. "And be like a total goofball. You can't be like that when you're on the road. You have to maintain prestige like, 'I'm a porn star and ladeeda. Where's my dressing room?' If I drank, I'd be laughing and being silly. I'm really goofy. Any drug just heightens it."

DUC: "That's better than being vicious and cruel."

Regan: "That's why the thing with Rough Sex is so ironic that it happened to me. I'm such a humane lady. If a stray cat is walking around outside and causing trouble for the neighborhood, I'll be the first one to feed it and give it water, as opposed to calling the pound on it. The same with people. When Rough Sex happened, I was shaking uncontrollably. I couldn't even see straight. Ohmigod, I've been victimized. My head's in the clouds all the time. I think everything's good."

DUC: "It's time for my beddy byes. Mike said you were a vampire, afraid of the sunlight."

Regan: "It's only been for the past couple of months. My mother passed away two months ago. I'm dealing with it. I've been unable to sleep. I try to fill that time with fun things to do like work or having somebody over or having cocktails or going out. I miss my mom a lot."

Reply to Joe Balls

Silent One writes: I haven't a clue what the ranting and raving is about, but I do have a problem with at least six parts of Joe Balls statement-

1. "You have a f---ing deathwish?"

2. "You are going to have a lot f---ing problems"

3. "I'm now making it a career to go after you and break you"

4. "I haven't decided whether to call the police and say you stole it off my desk."

5. "I'll break you the f--- down like you've never seen in your f---ing life"

6. "If I see one more word with your name attached to me, and you're f---ing dead. Do you understand that?"

To make it short and simple the above six statements represent a very serious problem for Mr. Joe Balls .

TO: Joe Balls I am very dissapointed in the way you express yourself. The statements you have made to the journalist of this site cause me great alarm, for the safety of this person as well as for the people of California. There's a statue that is taken very seriously in California, you have more than met what is required to file a criminal complaint against you for making a "Terrorist Threat", we prosecute this section of the penal code and request a max. penalty of 10 years upon conviction. If upon conviction the court disagree's with our brief, you'll spend the next 5 years incarcerated in a California state prison without possible parole, it's a serious crime that carries a full 5 years. This reporter has every legal right to file a complaint against you, I can assure you that nothing you say will ease the burden that a statement like "you're f---ing dead" will bring upon you. Making threats when your angry isn't against the law, unless a threat of great bodily is used within the context. Although, any person making threats using any device of electronic communication technology ie. phone, pager, cell, internet, fax etc... has committed a "serious - felony" or a class II crime in the state of California. You may have indeed scared this reporter, perhaps to a point of being afraid to file, but let me advise you sir that it will not prevent me from doing my job. I will protect the people of California, I can and will serve notice on the responsible parties of this site and demand that they reveal your identity, cooperate during the investigation and testify at trial. I hope I make myself prefectly clear, sir.

Interview With Cherry Mirage's Ex

I spoke by phone Friday morning, 9/6/02, with Mike, the ex-boyfriend of porn star Cherry Mirage.

DUC: "How did you guys meet?"

Mike: "I was working at a put-put golf and gocart track. She was working in the put-put as a cashier. This was 1994 in Las Cruces, New Mexico."

DUC: "Were either of you married at the time?"

Mike: "I was. And she was also. Her divorce went through a couple of years ago. Mine didn't. I signed the paperwork. She never completed the filing. I didn't want to throw away $600. Cherry and I never did get married. We were planning on it but it never happened."

DUC: "What was the key to the attraction between you and Cherry Mirage?"

Mike: "She was 19 and I was 29 years old. We just hit it off. Our outlooks on life were the same."

DUC: "When did she get into the sex industry and how?"

Mike: "A couple of years later [1996?]. We were in El Paso, Texas. She was working as a waitress in a [strip] club. She figured she'd start dancing because they were making all the money and she was doing all the work."

DUC: "How did you feel about her becoming a dancer?"

Mike: "It was hard at first but it was just work. After a year or so, it was just normal."

DUC: "When did she get into the video industry?"

Mike: "About two years later [in 1998]. We were dancing in Dallas, Texas, at Caligula 21. We met Michael Raven who introduced us to Jim South. On June 3, 1998, we came in to LA. The first month out, she did [Tom Byron's] Lord of Asses. We went back to Dallas to pack up all our stuff and put it in storage. When we came back, Tom offered her a contract. Six weeks into the industry she had a contract. It was $4000 a month regardless. She guaranteed to do four scenes. If she did less than that, she still got $4000 a month. Anything over the $4000, she was supposed to get $1000 per scene. It did not work out as everybody knows."

DUC: "Extreme didn't pay?"

Mike: "Right. They wanted to change it so they were only going to pay her per scene. They figured it out she was averaging two-and-a-half scenes per month and they didn't want to pay her $4000 a month, even though it was written in the contract. When they sent the paperwork over to our lawyer, they Xed that part out. They broke their end of the contract so we got out of it. They wanted her to do three anal scenes three days in a row."

DUC: "So when did things start going wrong for you guys in the adult industry?"

Mike: "About the time of the Wildlife contract [2000]. Her mother died at the same time. I think that had a big contributing factor. She was getting burned out. Wildlife wasn't living up to their end of the deal. They were supposed to be giving her all this control on her series.

"Director Ray Anderson aka T-Rex tried to take control of everything. We were supposed to go in twice a month to go over the script. She was supposed to write the scripts and get all the girls. But when it came to the day of the shoot, the script was thrown out the window and Ray did whatever he wanted.

"We figured out he couldn't read. He'd look at the paper blankly. We found out from Samantha Sterlyng that she was in the hospital, and Ray had sent her some flowers. There were already flowers there. His hadn't shown up yet. He says, 'Oh, I see you got my flowers.' And the card said, 'I love you.' And it was from someone else.

"We got rid of Ray. It took three months. She would just go on and on about Ray."

DUC: "Is that when your relationship started to fall apart?"

Mike: "Pretty much. We started getting heavy into drugs. We wanted out [of porn]. We didn't know where we were going to go. We started falling apart from there. I think the industry tore us apart. I was looking at getting into the computer end of it and working on websites. I spent the last two years on the computer. That didn't help matters much because she wanted attention all the time. I couldn't do it if I was going to catch up with the technology. It had been ten years since I had a computer.

"I last Cherry Mirage in April.

"I'm now working on bnvideo.com for Peter Bold. I'm learning Dreamweaver. I've always done well with computer programming and math. Cherry didn't want me to get into that. She wanted me to get a McDonalds minimum wage job. No way."