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July 16, 1998

VCA owner Russ Hampshire and Mike Ross are making a deal.

Ross talked with FSC director Jeffrey Douglas for over three hours Wednesday night. Douglas apparently believes that Luke F-rd and Mike Ross are conspiring to take over the porn industry. Jeffrey apparently believes that I am on Mike's payroll. These charges are ludicrous and hilarious.

At 7:30 AM I talked with Brooke Ashley. We will do lunch next week.

Brooke's ready to do her first masturbation shoot. She's annoyed with the AVN report that her first viral load read over 5,000. Brooke says it was 1920. By 5/23, it was 41,000. Now Brooke's on medication, it registers 41000.

Ashley: "Remember when Johnathan Morgan in 1992 worked with someone who'd tested HIV positive, he wasn't allowed to work for six months.

"Now, they told me: 'Quarantines haven't been effective… They don't work..' They did not want to quarantine 60-70 people…

"If Marc thinks that [with his third felony, he's going to jail], that I am not going to pursue this, he's wrong. He must take responsibility.

"It's not just that he's HIV positive. He has AIDS. You don't get AIDS overnight. From reading your interview with him, it does not seem that he deals with reality.

"I can't believe that nobody in this industry did not suspect that he was positive. You don't pull off the jobs that he did for over a year and get away with it…and not look suspicious or cry during scenes or after you've f---ed a girl.

"I think that with my [HIV medical] specialist and my lawyers, that he [Marc] is wrong. They will be able to prove it [that Marc infected Brooke and others].

"Lots of people in the industry hope that I will disappear. People in the industry don't want to deal with this.

"The pills [HIV medicine] I take cause mouth ulcers. The nurses uses drugs when she dispenses them because they've been known to cause birth defects."

At 10:30 AM, I saw my shrink.

At 2PM, 7/16/98, I talked on the phone to Cassidy, a tall unmarried blonde with children, who participated briefly in John Bone's Bangoff gangbang in April, 1998. "There were 20 guys that came up [to do her], but because I was the only girl who required condoms, I only did three of them before I walked off. I'm into quality not quantity."

A veteran of 35 videos, Cassidy stands 5'7, and measures blue eyes, 34c-24-34. She says that John Bone bounced a $500 check to her around June 22nd and that Bone has not yet made good.

"He has never returned a phone call. He has never tried to make good on it.

"At one time I wanted to be a contract girl for Cream Entertainment, but my instincts kicked in and I've run from John Bone.

"I've had a good experience overall with pornography. I'm learning the tricks of the trade. I've made movies that I would not do again. There are times that I feel that I've been used and abused… "

At 2:30 PM, I talked on the phone to Viagra Falls aka Crystal Dawn, a veteran of 22 videos. She stands 5'9, and measures 36C-27-36.

"I'm natural breasted at the moment. I can't find anyone who wants to pay for them [implants]."

John Bone has also bounced checks to her. "I entered the industry in November [1997]. I flew in to town from Fort Lauderdale and I had to f--- John Bone every night and every day.

"I met him through Charley Frey, who I've known for seven years. John has put me in tears. He's called me a cunt, a bitch and a whore.

"My first three movies were anal and they were very painful. I guess it was a brainwashing… I was at a low point in my life.

"John would f--- Kendra Jade every day. After I broke up with my ex-boyfriend, a police officer, Kendra would go out with him. Kendra is my friend.

"John owes me at least $400. That's why I signed with Rob Spallone's Star World. I did a scene with Ron Jeremy for John - This Little Piggy Went To Porno. Ron fisted me. I did another fisting scene for Bone, with Annie Anderson.

"I was at the final gangbang with Jasmin. Annie and I stayed in the same room. We both had to do him [John Bone].

"I was supposed to do the bangoff but I refused.

"I was a total novice. John took total advantage of me. If I didn't f--- him, I didn't get work. I had to f--- him every day. He doesn't use protection."

Viagra talks to a guy in her room: "I'm talking to a reporter about a producer."

Viagra to Luke: "John treated me like a piece of s---. He called me an idiot. How can you be an idiot when you're making an adult movie? He called me a stupid cunt. He put me in tears. He spanked me for being bad. The man is really f---ing weird. I don't like him. I'd do anything to ruin his name. I want people to know about him.

"Kendra and I have the same hairdresser. John and Kendra were like boyfriend and girlfriend. John has a Thai wife - Pawn. And I was John's mistress. I recently had sex with him. A month ago. I'd fallen on hard times. I was stupid enough to do it again… Now he hasn't paid me. I was told [by John] to keep it quiet from Kendra that I was having sex with him again. We did it twice. Then I disappeared from John and signed with Rob Spallone.

"John owes everybody money. He dogs Charley [Frey]. He dogs everybody. He thinks he is god and he is a piece of s---. He has no respect for women.

"He found this new girl from Seattle at the bus station. I would do anything to warn new girls about him. I don't want them to get in the predicament I'm in. One minute I'm in [porno] and one minute I'm out. Him and Kendra are in cahoots. That little girl is an evil thing. Kendra and her stepmother set up Jerry Springer. Jerry was exploited. Somebody needs to do this to John. I'd do it.

"I'd go out to dinner with John and his wife, knowing that I had just had sex with him. She has no idea.

"I'm going to call Gene Ross [AVN] and tell him everything too."