If you don’t know who Luke Ford is, you are new to the porn world. Luke was one of the most read bloggers, and one ot the industry’s most controversial figures. Luke started (then sold) LukeFord.com. Then he started and ran this site for several years, before I took it over. Here is a link to a more in depth explanation https://www.lukeisback.com/?p=17215
Luke left the industry more than four years ago but continues to blog and lead an interesting life. He is an converted Orthodox Jew who recently admitted to dealing with a sex addiction.
I sent Luke all the questions that my readers submitted. I have posted the ones he answered. The first four questions are from me
Why did you decide to seek treatment for sex addiction, and speak out about it?
In April, my therapist told me that it sounded like I had “eroticized rage.” I went home and Googled the topic and realized I did have a streak of hatred of women in me and I kept researching the topic and realized I should get help. I started going to a 12-step program for sex addiction even though I was not acting out. I’ve been in therapy every week for the past three years. Working the 12 steps is past of my recovery from living out of addiction.
My addictions to attention, to love and sexual affairs, was holding back my life so I decided to do something about it seriously.
My emotional addictions (using the excitement of love or sex or attention to fill the hole in my soul) did not result in me acting out sexually very much but they came through in my attempts to have relationships and much of the needless cruelty of my writing, I fear, has been a reflection of my eroticized rage and my misogynistic streak.
Are you still solidly involved in the Jewish faith? What challenges does that present for you?
Yes. I go to synagogue every day to pray and to study Talmud. I often go back to shul at night to study Torah. Living as an Orthodox Jew presents serious challenges. It’s a demanding religion. For the first time that I can remember, all of my life is now congruent. One area feeds another.
You have spent the last three years being educated in the Alexander Method, how has this changed your life?
Living in reaction sucks. Living in response is cool. With my Alexander Technique training, I’ve been able to let go of many of my
habitual responses to stimuli that were not serving me. Now that I have qualified as a teacher after three years of daily training, I can
now help people become aware of how they respond to stimuli and assist them in letting go of those responses that are hurting them.
I have three types of clients. Those in performance (actors, models, public speakers, musicians, etc) who want to perform at a higher
level, with more ease and poise and elegance. Those in chronic pain whose tension patterns have made their lives unbearable. People with
Repetitive Strain Injury, back pain and the like. Virtually all back, neck and head pain is caused by needless muscular holding. And the
third group of people I see are those seeking personal growth.
My new Alexander Technique private practice is based in Beverly Hills.
http://alexander90210.com
What are your plans and goals for 2012?
My main professional goal is to help as many people as possible learn to move with ease and grace and perform the tasks of daily life more efficiently. I love seeing the difference a few Alexander lessons makes for a person who’s been held back by needless muscular tension. Many models, for instance, have weird tension patterns that inhibit their work. Many cameramen develop back and shoulder pain that can be relieved through Alexander Technique.
I’ve heard of ex-hookers who did the three years of training and became Alexander Technique teachers. Many in the sex industry have heightened kinaesthetic awareness. After they’re done with sex work, they’re looking for a new profession. Their past closes many doors in the corporate world. With body work or Alexander Technique or alternative health methods, they can find a rewarding career.
RickMadrid says Ask him if he would ever date Shelly lubben?
NO
And has he ever Booked any escorts from Perter’s Girl’s for a evening?
I’ve never hired a prostitute.
leslie says Do ask him how he earns a living these days.Probably not by writing for lukeford.net ?While he was owning lukeisback,it seems he was barely making the ends meet.
I teach Alexander Technique and I write for a variety of people and business (unglamorous writing of websites, brochures and the like).
Larry Horse says Ask him why he made up Chaim Amiliek or whatever he called his altered ego. Also what is it like to have Gene Ross as a role model.
Gene Ross was a formidable competitor. I’m a dramatic personality who likes living out various personae.
Chris says Please ask Luke what he thinks about Cindi’s relentlessly upbeat, evenhanded approach to covering the porn industry.
I don’t keep up with the porn industry or the websites that cover it. Before he died, David Aaron Clark told me that Cindi was the best
possible person I could’ve sold the site to and that she was doing a good job.
ih8u says What was it like to have sex with freepornstarpix tara? Who initiated it and where did it take place? Did you get her off?
NEVER HAPPENED.
Larry Horse says Ask him about his dad and all the weirdness around the Adventist movement. Ask about the loss of his mother, when he was 4 and if that affected him. Why hasnt he tried to work a regular job?
I like to work for myself. I don’t like having a boss. I’m independent by temperament.
pornster says
1. Why did you say recently that “I’ve never said an unkind word about anyone”.
2. Are you serious about trying to cope with your sex addiction? or is it just an attempt to bring attention to yourself (narcissism).
3. Do your religious beliefs guide your every decision?
4. Do you help people in need? If so, how?
1. A joke.
2. I’ll let you be the judge.
3. No.
4. Yes. Among the people I help is a Holocaust survivor. I call him regularly, look in on him, take him for walks and the like.
artwilliams says If you could have dinner with any living person, who would that be?
Charles Krauthammer.
Jerkuliscious says Is that a sleep apnea machine or a BJ machine he keeps next to his bed?
Sleep apnea machine. Has dramatically improved my sleep over the past nine months.
How come he never washes his pillow case?
I do, every couple of weeks, but, oy, the sweat stains. I need to buy new pillow covers.
He can’t do incall massage in that room, so what does he charge for an outcall massage, w/Billy Joel ending? Does he put ads on CraigsList or
Backpage? Since the mattress on the floor looks mushed out, why not sleep on the massage table, folded out, but the legs not up? Is it hard to wash cum out of that beard?
I teach various places in Los Angeles. Sometimes we meet at a park or a track or I will go to someone’s office and show him easier and more
effective ways to work. Sleeping on the floor is good for your back.
Karmafan says Ask him if that beard is real?
I shaved my beard a few months ago.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNXRWv56owg&feature=plcp&context=C3d38707UDOEgsToPDskLz0W2yqeMUrp_0LXe1Pxv4
jdavis says What are your thoughts on the many pornstars that escort? How detrimental is it to the industry?
Porn stars are hookers without shame.
I’d like to send an apology out to Luke. I was told with absolute authority by the asshole at Poontalk that “Deep Throat” on XPT was Luke Ford. “Deep Throat” was the one who made up the lie that I was caught on camera stealing a video camera from JM Productions, even though no such video surveillence exists. I’ve been told by numerous sources now that Luke wasn’t Deep Throat, so I don’t know. I do know now that Mr. Poontalk is an asshole and full of shit about many things. Thanks.
http://forum.jerkoffzone.net/ubbthreads/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=294025
Here is one example of Mr. Poontalk posting as me. I have never registered with XPT in my entire life or have ever posted there. That was Mr. Poonalk’s idea to fraudulently post as me, as he is also the non-producer of the documentary (which began in Feb, 2005) Porn Star For Rent, STILL in progess. He thought by ingratiating himself with Malice, Seward and Powers, who were the caretakers of IDs and releases needed for the doc, as well as providers of a lot of entertaining footage shot over a year’s time, that it would ensure he’d get the releases from them, as well as some additional “outtakes” they were donating for the documentary. He basically enjoyed Malice and company’s mindset, and sought to emulate them by trashing and fucking with me more than all of my enemies put together. Yet, to this day, Mr. Poontalk, according to a mutual friend I introduced him to, still considers me a “friend”. Quite amazing, since my sentiments about him are literally polar opposite.
I wish he would have talked about his dad and the Adventists, its a very interesting story. I guess a good question would be for him to compare his Adventistism to his Judaism.
Totally left out my question. Fuck off, Cindi. How do you know Luke doesn’t play JRPG’s on the Wii? NL- I gave Luke ALL the questions. I posted the ones he answered.
Seriously, Meltard feels the need to direct every single LIB thread towards his own issues. He is compelled to hijack every single topic and ruin the once great board.
He is not man enough to keep his promises, so hoping that Cindy finally just kicks him off the forum.
I was just being retarded, Cindi. I like you and your site (minus jeremy).
@JT-
It’s never going to happen. Cindi’s always been creamy over that dude. I don’t mind Jeremy when he’s doing his normal tard act, but all of the Poontalk/malice/sophia mounds shit does get quite fucking tiring. His constant defense of person just make him look more guilty. Guilty of what? I have no fucking idea because the guy talks in fucking ccircles on a consistent basis.
I looked at his Alexander page, two of the endorsements are from friends of his…including his weird ass Rabbi buddy, who I saw discussing football with Luke on youtube. Luke does seem a lot like a guy who’s not really into work, a schnorrer.
You two are the retards, Fartz and Mrs. Garcia. If you’re bored then don’t read what I have to say. Otherwise, Chelsea continually calling me “Meltard” for responding to Monica Fosturd, the idiot who said Cindi’s site is run by the KKK and other shit shows she’s full of shit, stupid, or both. Moronica has not one single supporter besides herself at this point, and trying to explain things to a person who’s completely malicious, stupid and crazy is enough to drive you a little crazy. Yet all I did in that voice mail was explain specific instances of her insanity. That is all.
I’ve stated something for the first time.. Get it???
An apology to Luke Ford because I was told by someone who was posting as me and causing shit, that Luke = Deep Throat. Another piece of news I never mentioned before; that same piece of shit Poontalk guy caused a physical fight between me and Derek Hay because he said as me on LIB “I’m going to kick your teeth in and make you blow me bitch”. I already expained that to Derek after our exchange (no punches or kicks landed). This is called news and all these threads get derailed so shut the fuck you piece of shit wife of Roypist Garcia. When Mr. Poontalk pulled that stunt it was because of a misunderstanding when Derek thought I was trying to book his girlfriend behind his back. The fact was I was gonna do context exchange after I already booked other girls through Derek and other companies, having run out of dough. And Mr. Poontalk kept telling me “Get more content.” There was a misunderstanding between me and Derek and Mr. Poontalk blew the whole thing up, saying “Don’t worry, he won’t fight you. He’s got too much to lose, everyone hates him, will respect you for it, plus the feds are gonna get him one of these days”, etc. Well, that was bullshit. And when I told Mr. Poontalk what happened, instead of apologizing for setting me up and fucking up my rep for his jollies, his response was “Real brutal fight” because none of our kicks or punches landed, insinuating that we’re both fucking pussies. But I told Derek that it wasn’t me so I had no interest of fighting due to what someone else started as me.
One of these days I’ll probably do a whole write up on the subject of Mr. Poontalk/PSFR. But if you don’t want to read it then don’t!
content exchange i meant, not ‘context’ whoops
Steele is probably right about someone posting as him on XPT. He don’t have what it takes to last there for 180 posts. And if he cluttered up every thread with his BS, he’d get the ban hammer anyway.
I like how someone that doesn’t do any real work is getting paid to tell people how to work more effectively. Those people deserve the con job.
Thanks Jerk… I think.
Anyway, it’s 2012, the end is nigh, so I’m gettin’ high!
Meltard, in your million word reply, were you trying to justify the way to continually crap on every single LIB thread?
Ah, The Roypist’s bitch barks again.
Another fan of the Roypist Family:
http://gfy.com/showthread.php?t=1006883
“LOL. I thought this was a serious thread until I read this part:
Quote:
Originally Posted by chris99
Peter Romero is one of the most respected talent scouts in the adult industry.
You have jokes!
I can honestly say that I have NEVER met ANYBODY who claims they “respect” Peter Romero. In fact, EVERY model I have EVER met who has worked with him will tell you quite the opposite, not to mention the number of pissed off clients over the years. Plus, my personal dealings with him tell me what kind of piece of shit the guy really is…
IMHO, you deserve jail time”
Germy,
You wish people talked about you . .but most people just ignore midgets.
Porn is filled with people bad reputations. Just ask Steve Hirsch, Rob Black, Mark Speilger etc etc etc.
Unlike YOU these people have a role in porn. You, on the other hand, are just a hanger on. Simply a dingleberry on the gaping asshole of porn.
Maybe losers like you, Steve Nelson, Tony Bones, Marc “Fran” Dreshler(markthedark) and others can form a PornLoser Union. That why you guys can exchange information on how best to get girls to pay attention to you. Each of your losers specialize in certain things:
Steven Nelson – Posting crap on a lame website
Marc the Darc – Taking crappy pictures of girls
Tony BonesXXX – Poorly editing videos/Dvds
Germy Steal – Being a towel boy/wiping jizz off them
Gene Ross – Posting ANYTHING on a lame website
If you losers would pool your efforts yous losers might actually be able to make some money as well as get porn girls to give you a few minutes of their time.
Maybe one of you guys can make a dollar or two in 2012!!!
What a serious idiot you are, Roypist. Spiegler has a bad rep? How come you keep attacking certain people over and over who have never been accused of r*pe such as Roy/yourself? Explain to Larry Horse why Roy (you) is/are off limits? Who are you, who everyone hates, to speak about anyone, you stupid, outcast piece of shit?
I’m not hanging on. And I’m rarely even hanging out in porn, anymore. Been there, done that, although that has never included jizz wiping.
Come out of the closet, little dick dummy.
Your a fuckin idiot, if Spiegs had a bad rep girls wouldn’t be BEGGING to be a Spiegler Girl, If he had such a bad rep his turnover ratio would be much higher..I guess your from the Donkey school of thought..Maybe if he stole, kicked his girls around, ran a undercover escort site, and called his girls whores you might like him more…
One only has to see the relationship between him and his talent to see hes the best agent around.. Let me no when dick head derek takes a girl to lunch, much less 3 or 4 of them every day..
Name one AMERICAN girl wanting to be pimped by him.
Yeah thought so.
All the whores on this website are repped by other wannabe pimps as well.
Get a clue Sean. Stop being a dingleberry.
btw Sean… Saw your website. The Monica stuff is very funny. I just hope you keep your mouthpiece on speed dial because you are gonna be needing him soon I bet.
Little Dick Roy is just jealous that Spiegler has been successful. I remember Roy’s brilliant business tactics when he had Sex Symbols Talent Management. I actually called once trying to hire his female talent and he started obnoxiously mouthing off to me and saying I’ve got to hire his male talent, as well. It wasn’t just what he said but the way he said which ensured his enterprise would go under… not to mention the forced auditions and punk tactics he pulled with nice guys like Robert Herrera. No fucking clue. He thought everyone else was as low as him and he was in a constant state of retaliation.
Really Roy, stop giving advice. If you were so smart you would’ve never assumed I was insulting you just because I offered to help type for you when you were typing with your two index fingers.
Papa Smurf has a rep as bad as Rob Black? Huh? Spiegler isnt a crook, Rob Black is. I would not group these three together except that Spiegler and Hirsch are Jewish and Black’s last name is the same as the color of clothing Spiegler wears.
My in box is full of girls wanting me to speak to Mark on there behalf. As for my mouth piece I’m not really sure what your talking about. FYI. This place has gone to shyt with all the off topic crap.
Back to topic, Luke’s Alexander method sounds like bullshit, these folks should just do some TM and some yoga before seeing Luke. And of course he did not answer any questions about his father, mother and at the very least Adventism, now that would have been an interview. And I dont think much of his wearing the prayer shawl, that should be for blood orthodox Jews not a converso like Luke.
I thought Jews were the chosen people. I guess Luke chose himself. Sounds like he’s got Margolditis.